All Chapters of Touch Me: Chapter 31

It's already midnight but I am here at the pool, drinking a wine.Now that I'm taking the right medicine for my trauma, I'm getting better. I'm no longer afraid to socialize with men, the day I've been waiting for to happen to me.But because of my slowly healing stage, the memories that I erased before are coming back. I've always been dreaming but not the whole story. My memory seemed to pass through my dream for a moment.I'm not afraid to socialize with men anymore but I can't seem to face my memories. I'm afraid to feel the fear again that I felt when that happened to me. Even in the dream I could feel my fear that I knew was from what happened to me. I thought that when I was no longer afraid to socialize with men, I would be okay, but I was worng. I still can't forget how that incident destroyed myself and my life. I still can't seem to accept that all that happened to me. I stopped drinking wine when I felt someone behind me. I turned around and saw that it was Logan. It's