All Chapters of His Howling Desire: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

 When I already arrived at my home, I immediately let my body fell on my soft bed and I just massage the temple of my nose and slightly stretch my arms.  Here I am again, overthinking about what I saw and heard lately.It's so frustrating that I can't make Clarkson close to me.  After a few minutes I got up from lying in my bed when I heard a knocked on the door.  I wore my sleepers and walked towards the door and when I opened it, I'm not surprised to see Jonel.  I smirked and let him go inside the house."Hi, Jonel and it's good to know that you're not lost?"  I jokingly asked him and helped him sit on the sofa."Hmm, not really. It's not hard to find your house either because there are only a few of you living here."  I smiled at him, as I massaged his shoulder he couldn't hide his gaze from my breast."Didn't you get cold while you were on your way here?"  I asked him seductively, I saw his Adam's appl

 After what happened earlier, I went inside the house, now it's one o'clock but I still have no plans to sleep.  I won't be relieved either, I may just have nightmares or I'm just going to move several times on my bed thinking what I need to do to at least kill those werewolves packs.  Now I am here in my one room where I have temporarily put my important belongings while my workers still have not finished the other room I asked them to build on the left wing of this house.From the long table I walked over and one by one touched the knives lined up on it.  I stopped at the end where my foot was and the silver knife at the very end of it.  I slowly ran my hand over there.  Moments later I went to the left part of this room.  I took a sharp knife and pointed it at a box where I pasted the picture of the werewolf I had drawn. I just hit it with the target, but no matter how much I hit it directly the fury could not be remove

 I pulled my arm away from him and violently wiped away the tears that dripped from my eyes. "I-I'm sorry."  I saw the intense remorse in his eyes. "I'm really telling the truth. I'm really going to kill them all, but you don't trust me. Most of you only sees it as a craziness, when in fact I just only want a justice for my father." He stepped closer to me while I stepped away from him. "Why didn't you just leave earlier. I really hope I didn't just tell you the story! Maybe you're just like them who will tell that I'm crazy and just laughed at me."  I wiped away another tear that dripped from my eyes. "I believe in you Luna, my only thing is I don't want you to perish. If you want to fight you have to train yourself to be strong first, so you can make sure you can kill them all."  I stopped and stared at him. "Do you think you're just referring to human strength? No. That's why they belong to others,

 I tried to stand up but I was only caught in his arms.  My hands were also pressed against my head as I felt the intense pain in it.  "C-Clarkson, I need to go. I need to go to the woods, they're there, I need to kill them all!"  "Luna can't, you have a high fever."  He made me lie down, but no matter how much my body hurt I struggled to get up.  "I really need to kill them!"  I shouted.  "All right, how can they be killed if you're the one who has no life. All right, answer me!"  I closed my mouth and started sobbing.  My grip on the blanket that rested on me tightened, I shook repeatedly, my sobbing turned into a groan.  "B-But it's already my chance. There are four of them already, even if I kill just one of them it will reduce at least a little the weight I feel in my heart."  As I cried he hugged what I felt.  I didn't say a word, instead I hugged him tightly, almost crumplin

He re-entered the comfort room after I saw him and when he came out that he was already wearing clothes, I also couldn't help but be pissed off because I thought I would be able to see his v-line and his abs for a long time that seems to be molded very neatly. "Didn't I tell you not to leave the room?"  I pinned a few strands of my hair behind my ear. "It's your time. I thought you were just going to take your medical kit, why didn't you say that you were going to take a bath, I hope that I go with you inside," I joked then laughed noticing that wave of his Adam's apple. "Come on, let's go back there and I will clean your wound."  I didn't follow him so he turned to me again now with a wide smile on his face while holding a dog stuff toy in my hand. "It's you, CS!"  From my stand I jumped between us, then hugged him tightly. Back then I called him CS, because he said that I just called him only in a short name.