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Chapter 14
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2021-07-11 11:06:15The sky was overcast, I lowered the basket with the various types of flowers placed, then I sat down on the clean lawn, in front of Daddy’s grave. I sighed and stroked the necklace I was wearing.
"It's been years, Daddy. You haven't had Mommy by my side for years. You know Dad, sometimes I can't help but get upset with you. Why did you and Mommy leave me so early?" "But, I'm angry more often, because you shouldn't have left me early, if only those werewolf hadn't killed you." "Don't worry Daddy, I won't stop, I will continue to seek justice, I will avenge you, even worse than they did to us. Even if I die I will make sure that no one of their races will going to be save." My hands bowed as tears fell in my eyes. "But I want you to know Dad ... It's hard and painful to live alone. It's crushing to live without a parent by your side." I rubbed my other cheek even though the tears just kept flowing into my eyesBab terkait
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I pulled my arm away from him and violently wiped away the tears that dripped from my eyes."I-I'm sorry." I saw the intense remorse in his eyes."I'm really telling the truth. I'm really going to kill them all, but you don't trust me. Most of you only sees it as a craziness, when in fact I just only want a justice for my father." He stepped closer to me while I stepped away from him."Why didn't you just leave earlier. I really hope I didn't just tell you the story! Maybe you're just like them who will tell that I'm crazy and just laughed at me." I wiped away another tear that dripped from my eyes."I believe in you Luna, my only thing is I don't want you to perish. If you want to fight you have to train yourself to be strong first, so you can make sure you can kill them all." I stopped and stared at him."Do you think you're just referring to human strength? No. That's why they belong to others,
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We just kept running, until I saw the farthest exit in the alley and when I saw that Tom hadn't followed us yet I took a deep breath. When I looked back at her I saw that she was staring at our hand holding each other, I let go of it and sneezed before speaking."Are you okay?" I asked him, she didn't speak, I was just surprised when he suddenly hugged me tightly. I was also worried when I heard her sob. I just thought that after I did she will going to scold or she will be going to get mad at me, because the last time I knew we're not okay, that she was too angry at me."That's why I'm asking you if you're okay, Leticia? Why are you crying? What did your boyfriend do to you?" She let go of my embrace and wiped the tears from her cheeks. I didn’t expect him to smile at me, at the same time as she was holding my hands."I'm sorry. I'm very sorry, Luna. Despite the bag things that I have told you
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I tried to stand up but I was only caught in his arms. My hands were also pressed against my head as I felt the intense pain in it. "C-Clarkson, I need to go. I need to go to the woods, they're there, I need to kill them all!" "Luna can't, you have a high fever." He made me lie down, but no matter how much my body hurt I struggled to get up. "I really need to kill them!" I shouted. "All right, how can they be killed if you're the one who has no life. All right, answer me!" I closed my mouth and started sobbing. My grip on the blanket that rested on me tightened, I shook repeatedly, my sobbing turned into a groan. "B-But it's already my chance. There are four of them already, even if I kill just one of them it will reduce at least a little the weight I feel in my heart." As I cried he hugged what I felt. I didn't say a word, instead I hugged him tightly, almost crumplin
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"You are just there, when you are really strong I will take you to your house. Don’t leave there, I’ll just take them back to the kitchen. ”I pinched myself and it looked like a gentle cat that I nodded at him.I watched him pick up the tray placed on the side table. When he came out of the room, I got up quickly. I even scratched my sinuses so many times that I didn’t see any slippers I could wear so I could escape Clarkson faster.I took a deep breath and decided that I would just find a pair of slippers to wear. Slowly I walked over to the bedroom door and peeked where he was, but maybe he was still in the kitchen sink cleaning my dishes.I seemed to look like a thief how slow and careful I was with every step of my feet. I should be running now, but I just can’t help but marvel at how clean and big this house is. I wondered if he lived with his whole famil
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He re-entered the comfort room after I saw him and when he came out that he was already wearing clothes, I also couldn't help but be pissed off because I thought I would be able to see his v-line and his abs for a long time that seems to be molded very neatly."Didn't I tell you not to leave the room?" I pinned a few strands of my hair behind my ear."It's your time. I thought you were just going to take your medical kit, why didn't you say that you were going to take a bath, I hope that I go with you inside," I joked then laughed noticing that wave of his Adam's apple."Come on, let's go back there and I will clean your wound." I didn't follow him so he turned to me again now with a wide smile on his face while holding a dog stuff toy in my hand."It's you, CS!" From my stand I jumped between us, then hugged him tightly. Back then I called him CS, because he said that I just called him only in a short name.
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"But, I can't stop and just forget all my plans Clarkson. I shouldn't be wasting any time," was my response to everything he said. Is it true, thinking that I might going to stopped my plan and revenge seems like I was making my promised to my parent be broken."Do you think your time is not wasted, in constantly finding and fighting them, but you are always frustrated and defeated?" I was not silent, I was thinking about what he said. I looked at him again as he stepped again and the remaining distance between us disappeared. Those words of him seems like a bullet for me."It's either you accept my condition or I will refuse to train you and say all the ideas I knew about werewolves." I winced, I was even trampled because I had no choice but to accept what he wanted"Fine! Just in the summer ah?" He smiled at me."Promised!"When he le
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Each day passed quickly. It's only been a few weeks since the holidays. Ever since Clarkson came into my life, even though I have completely lost my taught friends Leticia and Lara I have not felt that I am alone anymore.I was often with Clarkson in joy, in sorrow and in my frequent bereavement. I tell him the weight I feel. I voice out the sadness I am feeling, for me he is the man I can say all my burdens, the man I can trusta and say all my plans and secrets.Today is the second week of March, today is Saturday, today is my birthday. It's already 8:30 am when I woke up and get out from lying in my mind. For me there is nothing new today, I'm sure my birthday will just pass that I'm just an idiot on the balcony of this house.I went to the living room, I turned on the T.V just to watch, but I also turned it off immediately because there was no good show, if anything it was all about the
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When he removed that pants of mine were only my underwear I was the only covering left on me. He started kissing me again, I took a deep breath and lifted my waist when I felt his finger on my womanhood.He repeatedly caressed my wet femininity, I almost never stopped moaning especially when I felt his manhood that seemed to pierce my clitoris."Ohh, Clarkson ... please enter now I want to feel you now ..." I begged him, but instead of following me his kiss dropped, from my lips, to my neck, to my chest, into my abdomen.I stopped and looked at him, I was held in his arms, my heart was beating faster now."Cla—" I haven't finished calling his name yet. I moaned loudly when I felt his warmth tongue teasing my clit and inner labia."Ohhh ... Ohhh..shit C-Clarkson!" I growled, he just continued what he was doing, my body almost shaki
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His Howling Desire Epilogue
"I am willing to die from your own hands, my Luna, if it was only the one who will set you free from the sorrow that was you are carrying for a long years," I said in an almost a whispered full of heartaches while looking at her sadly, and after I said that was the same time, her hand let go of the knife she was holding lately so tight. I was just looking at her, until I saw the Bluederine Alpha at her back that was planning to stab her. No, not now. I will never give them a chance to hurt the woman I really love. "Luna!" Things went fast, I gently pushed herto the side. No one can hurt my Luna, the time I fall in love with her deeply, for me it was the only rule that must obey, and when someone disobey this order of mine, death will be the punishment. The time that I killed the Bluederine Alpha, was the same time I saw her crying not in pain, but with a genuine smile on my lips.After that I turned to her, I approached hrr immediately and making sure that she was not hur
His Howling Desire Chapter 37.3
In the days that passed, as usual I secretly watched him from afar and there I could see that his determination to take revenge on all of us had not really changed. The next day my father Alpha called me to a meeting, as long as I just went there, I didn’t care if now was the day where I would be evicted here at Golderine Alpha because of my broken law. Today my father Alpha told me, while my family members Golderine Werewolves were around me, that he would no longer continue to punish me because that was also the will of almost all Golderine Werewolves. My mother happily approached me, followed by Clarendon, Juno, Julo and Jena, as well as some other Werewolves, the joy of what my father Alpha said was drawn on their faces, and even my father approached me, but I can't help but be happy. I was just an idiot on the cement, I could hear their noises, but my mind was always just thinking of Luna. "Thank you very much, but I want to rest." I smiled fakely, bowed
His Howling Desire Chapter 37.2
"Why? W-Why don't you tell me? Why don't you speak up, Clarkson!" Our vision was met, and while I was looking at her I was tearing more inside. It seems like in just a blink of an eyes, every thing change so fast, it was like weare happy before just enjoying the moment and now it suddenly became complicated. "I am sorry, baby. I can explain, j-just listen to me first." She covered her mouth, I am to afraid that she will not let me. I saw it, I noticed that her body was shaking, it was too obvious in her face expression that it seems like she was in between two decision that she was having a hard time to choose what is the right one. "Oh my gosh! Oh my—" She shook her head repeatedly, her gaze became sharp on me. That day, the one I fear the most was already happening, and now that I already feel it, it seems like I do not know any idea how to handle it, without hurting her feelings. "You are one of them, you are a fucking Werewolf!" I want her to let me expla
His Howling Desire Chapter 37.1
-Like what she have said to me, from the next day we go to different places, we eat from various restaurant. Luna and I, watch the sunset on the horizon together. And at night we both walk on the street and stopped on the high part to see the city lights. From the top of my car, she leaned my head on my shoulder. "I hope that kind of moment last forever," she said in an almost a whispered. I then eventually felt my fingers ran through my hair. If it will nit going to last, then I will still try my best even just to love her from afar, but then I really wished that Luna will stay with me until my last breath. She was the only one I want beside me when I still became an Alpha. Luna was the only woman I want to be the mother of my children. She was the only want I want in every dream and plan I have in my life. Only her, now, tomorrow and forever. "That was the one I am wishing too, baby. You are the only woman I want to be with forever." She
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"There is also a time, wherein when a wolf does something that is really bad and out of the order, the Alpha can surely expile them. It means that there is no other packs can take them in an after going rogue." That is why, when I chose this decision I already prepared myself that I might also be one of them. "That was the only thing I knew when it comes to werewolves packs or ranks in the kingdom they belong in." "Do you mean that even Alpha's children will be punished or expelled from their own kingdom, when they rebuke or do something against the rules?" I approached her, and then I stroked her left cheek for a moment. "Yes. To the Werewolves the law remains the law. Even if you are still said to be the heir to the highest position, that will be ignored, as long as you have disobeyed the most forbidden commandment in the kingdom." That is why when my father knew all about this, all about this decision of mine, I know I will be pu
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"I am going to be careful, because there are many creatures around me hiding in masks." I stopped kissing her then she held my hand as we walked towards the sofa so we could sit there. And yeah, to talk about that old woman who made me nervous. "And surprisingly, she knew my name even though I didn't tell her that," she added, it seems like the old woman's words will give her an anxiety. She turned to me as I remained silent, she even slightly kicked him because I seemed my thoughts became in mess too maybe because about what also the old woman told me. "Are you alright?" she asked me, in myself here is what my response to her ... No, I am not okay, I knew to myself that what the old woman said to us was real, and that bloody night, I felt like it was really going to happen, I just do not get what she want to imply exactly on her last words which is there will be a war between a heart and mind. "Y-Yeah, I am just wondering too how i
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When I met and fall in love with Luna it seems like i am like a secret agent, always hiding on the safe place where she can't see me. Now I watched her walking down the hospital hallway, and the sadness was too obvious on her face especially when she took a sighed deeply. I wonder when she will going to be free from those unmercy problems. It was already 5:00 pm, it was near to evening. I watched her went to the little chapel here inside the hospital. From the front of the altar she sat down and put her hands together. Quietly I out the half on my body to leaned on the walls her while my gazed was all focus on her. After a couple of seconds, she raised her gaze to the symbol of the cross that is infront of her, that was on the top of the altar."My God, I know revenge is wrong. It was wrong for me to live in so much anger, but is it a sin if I just want to get justice?" She closes her eyes emphatically. Her voice, her words were clear for me. It just a weig
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Now in the midst of the crowd, where we were surrounded by the various colors of light that illuminated the surroundings Luna's grip tightened over my shoulder. From earlier until we were dancing now she could not take his eyes off me, and it made me felt so special, whil I just keep on staring at her, like i do not want to lost her in my sight. She was more beautiful than every light that the gymnasium have now, she was like a stars that was attractive than any heavenly bodies on the night sky. I never really thought that after a year, I can talk to her again like that, that after a passed years I can be with the woman I love so much, I can touch her, and see her without hiding on the large trunk of the trees."Maybe I will dissolve, you have been staring at me before," she said jokingly."Why, don't you?" she was so bitten on my lower lip. "Of course, I would," she replied to me, and simply giggled. "You look so gorgeous, tonight," I whispered
His Howling Desire Chapter 33.1
"I love you so much, Luna. I want you to be mine only," I said in a husky deep voice of mine. Today, was very different for me. There were a mixture of happiness but sadness also. Happiness because I felt the joy to be with the woman I love, that was also love me too, but there was also a feeling of sadness inside me, because I can't control to think, if I will be happy forever, if she will going to be like this forever, does she able to love me too, if she knew that I am a werewolf too? But then even I am full of questions and doubts in my mind, I just chose to be happy first, because who knows on the next days, weeks, months or years, that happiness will going to take away from me, and how I wish so bad, for it not to happen, because I am indeed sure that I can't afford to lost, my Luna. "I love you so much too, C-Clarkson. When you came into my life, it was like that was the only time I knew what life really meant." Next was she felt the touch of my lips on
