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2021-07-14 11:08:58He re-entered the comfort room after I saw him and when he came out that he was already wearing clothes, I also couldn't help but be pissed off because I thought I would be able to see his v-line and his abs for a long time that seems to be molded very neatly.
"Didn't I tell you not to leave the room?" I pinned a few strands of my hair behind my ear.
"It's your time. I thought you were just going to take your medical kit, why didn't you say that you were going to take a bath, I hope that I go with you inside," I joked then laughed noticing that wave of his Adam's apple.
"Come on, let's go back there and I will clean your wound." I didn't follow him so he turned to me again now with a wide smile on his face while holding a dog stuff toy in my hand.
"It's you, CS!" From my stand I jumped between us, then hugged him tightly. Back then I called him CS, because he said that I just called him only in a short name.
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