All Chapters of SURVIVAL JOURNEY : Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

"Broken and Abused Wasleft to suffer;Cried and Begged to Be Loved and Cared for"Ashma Rauniyar*******************************I was broken; I was abused; I was left to suffer on my own; I kept on crying and begging to be loved; to be cared but no one heard my plea of songs. I was left alone to fight; alone to survive; alone to fight with my worst nightmares; left alone to fight the depression. I was left alone by my own family to die.How more a young girl like me can go through more difficulty than i already had; how more can i take the cruelty of my fate; how more can i be broken than i a

"When you're broken you need to be reborn. Do not fight thePain; embrace it. Accept it. Live it.Don't rush the process, you need to swim in the deep end for a while to build you muscles.Learn. Keep swimming.You will be stronger for it."- Caitlin Cooper************************************The line from this quote "when you're broken you need to be reborn" resembles me so much. I was broken to the extent that I was not even seeing the positive light in my life. I did not know how to save myself from the damage that was done to me; I could not even see the shore to survive or land; I was too into the depth of the water to be saved. The only person that can keep myself from going insane was only me; Only. Me. I. was the only one now who can rescue myself from the detriment I was going to foist upon myself.

"You Are my Oasis To QuenchImmesurable Love. My Breath Of Fresh Air In ThoseInsurmountable MomentsOf Life".****************************In-between all this chaos happening in my life something or rather I say someone came into my life like a blossom of flower and swept me away from my feet.I never thought that someone so gentle person would take a liking on a crippled girl like me; I was so flabbergasted knowing this. At this point I was so confused and I thought my friends were joking with me cause I never thought something good would happen to me since I was only in anguish so it was really freaking hard to believe this new turn of event in my life.It was a summer night time and I was standing in the window and looking at the street people walking

"I never thought anyone Would ever make me smile,Laugh, and captureMy heart as fast as You have."************************************* He walked up the stairs like he was some kind of angel who has come down from  heaven to capture every women's heart in earth. I was so shocked to see him walking towards us in the restaurant my mouth opened and closed like a fish and my jaw was slacked opened. I was so locked and froze upon seeing him; not a single word came out of my mouth; my throat dried like a Sahara desert. At that time all I was thinking how can a man or boy be so angelic, poised, glassy and composed. I thought I was dreaming a beautiful dream that I never wanted to end or wake up from so I asked my friends to pinch me and they all laughed together seeing my confused state. I kept asking them if I was dreaming but sudde

" I knew the second I met youThat there was somethingAbout you I needed. Turns outIt wasn't something aboutYou at all. It was just you"******************************* It has been months since we have started dating, I have never been as elated as I was right now. This was the best thing that happened to me since the trauma that I suffered. Never in my life I thought I would fall in love and that with an angel who has turned my life upside down. He came into my life when I had lost all hopes and will to survive. He became my sunshine in the darkest days of my life. Like the above quotes says "I knew the second I met you that there was something about you I needed" this quote resembles me so much. The moment I met you, I knew you would be my shore that would save me from drowning from the deepest and darkest depth of the sea.