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2021-06-08 22:39:08"Strength isn't about
How much youCan handlebefore you can break.its about how muchyou can endureafter you'vebeen broken"***********************************
This song "Things are Never Gonna be the same" by Jessica Mauboy is my personal favourite; somewhere down the road I felt the same. I was never the same person I was. Once I was "good girl" and now "Good Girl has Gone Bad".
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Though my grandfather warned my step-mothe
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