บททั้งหมดของ The Book Of You And I: บทที่ 11 - บทที่ 18

This chapter shows how life creates chaos in your life, no matter how hard you try to stay away from it, how hard you try to ignore it or run away from it, it all still comes to you and maybe hurts you much more than you can ever imagine. This chapter shows how things changed for me and Alizeh, how our relationship evolved, how we grew more fond of each other and loved each other. The love we had was not something you see in everyday life, it was pure, without any external pressure, it showed how two people cared for each other, how they respected each other so much that their love came out of that respect and not only that it shows how powerful that love can be to destroy or make up other person's life.The next morning it was the 2nd of December, the day of our Maths exam. I was all geared up and ready. I wanted to talk

With that and our trip began and we reached the railway station. We sat in the train, and relaxed for a bit as most of us felt sleepy, because obviously we haven't slept in the night, so we all rested on our berths, and before sleeping I messaged her - Varun: "And listen don't think about me much, just enjoy yourself!"And then I slept, I knew she was asleep and she had to go with Kabir and some of her friends to Jaipur for hanging out in the morning, so I thought I shouldn't disturb her by messaging her and I decided to let her sleep and I slept too. I woke up around 9.30am, and saw her messages were already there, I saw she relied to the messages I have sent her at around 8.30am -Alizeh: "You just shut up idiot, I don't want any bad trips as soon as I wake up!"Alizeh: "My head is just aching a lot!"She then continued to message me, another message dropped around 9.30am, but I was awake by then -Alizeh: "You are probably sleeping, so I will not text you a lot because I know you

The thing that just happened cracked me, it just broke me again, and this time I was done, I just didn't wanted to be used anymore, so I decided to put an end to what all has just been started. I knew that someday it was supposed to end because the way it started was not correct, it was really wrong on both of our parts and we need to be held responsible for everything that had happened. We needed to accept everything that happened and just move on and that was something I wasn't ready for, it's not that I never thought about it because I'd be lying if I said I hadn't, as I knew that it would happen and it just happened, and this time I cannot do anything about it, or should I say that things were really out of my hands this time, because from the starting everything has always been about her and I guess she played me well, and this was her checkmate.We continued our conversation, it was still night and I promised myself to end all of this, both of our friendship if need be, so we ta

It has been 18 months since I last saw her or even heard her voice. And yet, I still miss her. For whatever reason it is, I still love her just as much as I have always loved her. In my mind, every day passes by as if I should hate her more and more for whatever she did to me, but I don't hate her, and I don't think I ever could if I wanted to. I just hate all the hurt that she put me through, and I blame myself for letting her, yet my love for her never dies, and I guess this is what true love is.Even though I try to remember how she looked, her face, the dresses she wore, and her voice, I can only recall small bits and pieces. It seems I'm forgetting her, but I still remember all our happy moments despite all that has happened to us. I still remember everything about her, her smile, her endless laughs, her pretty face, her blushing, her relaxing expression after seeing me, her hugging me, her voice in the morning, her holding my hands and not letting me go, her friendship, her love