The Book Of You And I

And just like that, my college life began. And let me tell you, however easy it may sound,  it was not. It was full of obstacles, hurdles, and adventures all the way, talk about dramatic, huh?. This was the first time I was on my own and was actually enjoying it. People often say that if you are away from your home, in an entirely new place, you tend to take a long time adjusting there but that was not the case with me. I felt different in this environment, a good kind of different and it was enough to bring me out of my comfort zone and adjust to this new atmosphere, and honestly speaking I really enjoyed it.This college was different than what I expected it to be- full of freshness excitement and a whole lot of new people and that's what excited me the most. The college had its own merits but Hostel

Before we move on any further, I want you all to be clear with all the different dynamics that were formed in my friend circle. Let us begin with Alizeh, she and Priyank were like brother and sister and Priyank really loved that bond, he would literally do anything for her sister, you should see his call logs they had literally Alizeh written all over it. Alizeh and Rahul shared a brother-sister relationship while she and Kabir(yeah that guy from amphitheater) were committed to each other. Kabir and Shanaya shared a brother-sister bond. Then there was Rahul, he and Shanaya shared a brother-sister relationship, he and Reva

It was the 6th of November, the day the sessionals were supposed to end, who knew all of our lives were going to turn upside down in a few days. I didn't know what was happening to me, my feelings grew stronger and stronger day by day, and being with Alizeh made me relaxed, made me happy yet satisfied. I don't know why being in her company made me like that, maybe the way she talked to me, or the way she smiled and laughed with me, maybe her voice, the way she cared for me, or maybe her presence, all of these things made her a very beautiful person not only from outside but from inside too. Maybe I was in love, and it was nothing like shown in movies where the music starts playing in the background or violin starts playing or something. I just think it's a very pure feeling or a pure connection, a feeling litera

The next morning, it was the 12th of November, 2019, and I saw all those messages, I mean I just gave her support, as I was helpless too. I woke her up and said to her "Don't think about last night too much, everything will be fine" and she told me "I miss you" and also asked me to "Call me, we will go to class together!". As soon as I got ready I gave her a call and we went to class together, we just sat and talked to each other throughout the class, but suddenly while talking to me, her stomach started to ache very badly and she was in a lot of pain, she kept her hand on my thigh and grabbed it very tightly. I saw this and I told her "Give me your hand!". Laughing, after some time, she was relieved. I held a girl's hand for the first time in my life, I have never done it before, it felt very special that this was happening with me, as soon as

Going by the title, this chapter goes through a lot of worse before some good happens again in my life, maybe the worst phase of my life takes place here. Alizeh ignores me, and not only that she didn't accept it until the very end and that hurt me a lot because I am not someone who would keep on chasing someone even if they don't want me to, I am not that guy who would go against wishes of anyone, if someone doesn't want me to be around them they just need to say it and not create an atmosphere of tension around them. I am that person who if you want to ignore, you just have to tell me and I won't cross your path ever again, if you want to get away from me you just have to tell me and I will never disturb you again, but I just don't want somebody to behave with me in a way which makes both of our lives difficult to go ahead. I just don't want to get hurt by that person over and over again