~~~"He wants sex, don't blame him though 2 weeks of being married no sex, tragic. This vacation is leading to pound town and you have to be ready, I going to pick you up at the hospital in an hour for lingerie shopping." "My shift doesn't end till 3 and.." I was interrupted by my ever sensitive best friend. "Great, I'll pick you up at 2." Hanging up before I could give a reply. I dropped the phone on the finely furnished wooden table of my office, burying my fingers in my hair, my head down, eyes closed thinking about how drastically my life as changed over the past few weeks. I wouldn't say I had a perfect life but I loved my life, in my dream job, surrounded by an amazing friend but now it's just... it's just, I don't even know what's going on with me, who I am. I have never been this reckless, cruel, lacked self-control, I'm disgusted with my self, my person. ~~~~ 
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