All Chapters of Why Are you Still In My Brain?: Chapter 61 - Chapter 70

Lena truly made me on my knees, stealing a few small kisses while preparing ourselves, before wearing a striped basic black shirt, light-washed jeans, and Nike. Lena dressed in black leather tights and a grey basic sweatshirt with light makeup, looking stunning as always. I apply a light amount of makeup before going around and make our bed. Just as I finish making our bed, I heard the doorbell ring. “Do you hear that?” I say. “What?” Lena says as she closes the makeup luggage. “Someone’s rings the doorbell” I say. “Oh, that may be the mailman, I’ll check on it…” Lena says as she walks towards me and kisses my cheek. I walk downstairs and run my hands through my hair a couple of times before I’m hiding in the corner hall and snoop. I see Lena having an argument with a south-Asian man. The man look pissed off

“Maia… Hey… Wake up…” I open my eyes and not realizing that I cried in front of Lena’s room and fall asleep, I see Dmitri in front of me as he tries to wake me up. “Oh, God!” I hug Dmitri and cry. “She’s dead… Lena’s dead… I can’t believe she leave me like this” I keep crying and sobs as I hug Dmitri. He stroked my back “No, she’s not… Lena is fine” Dmitri says. I remove myself from Dmitri and stares at him “Please, don’t lie to me…” I say with a slight of grief in my voice as I wipe my tears. Dmitri laughs softly “How could she’s dead? She’s been shot 3 times with a real gun and still alive. It’s only thug street duel, not WWE SmackDown” He scoffs. I exhale in relief as I heard Dmitri’s words, I can’t describe how relieved I was right now. I smile and get u

LENA’S POINT OF VIEWI slowly wake up with a searing pain in my head and chest, making me choke out a cry as I try to move. “Maia…” I mumble softly, my eyes closing as hot tears fall because of the pain. Maia still sleeping, she doesn’t hear my voice calling her. I try to get up by myself and rest my head on the headboard. “Shit! Where's the painkiller?” I whimper out, scanning the painkillers inside the drawer as I rest my head on the headboard. I groan as it hurts to breathe “Shit” My eyes close again as I stop scanning the painkillers. A shifting beside me makes me open my eyes again, Maia pulling me into her side “What’s wrong?” She asks worriedly, rubbing my back. “Painkillers!” I say in a low voice as I slowly close my eyes again. I hear the bedsheets moving and the shaking of a pill bottle. A few moments later Maia comes back to my side of the bed with water and th

“What? How did you ask that?” “Of course I love you!” Lena looks uncomfortable with my question and gazes at the ground. I assumed she was trying to change the subject but I stare at her in silence, waiting for her to answer t

Staring at myself in front of the mirror, looking at the blonde wig through the mirror that I’ll use on my head, I’m standing in front of the mirror with Lena behind me who put an adorable blonde wig to my head, my mind keeps thinking about how could my love overtake me. I’m wearing a navy coat with a white shirt inside meanwhile, Lena wears a black coat and glasses. If I could describe how us now, we more look like models or rich lesbian couple than drug dealers. I look different in blonde. I guess no one will recognize me when