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WHIMPERING IN PAIN
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2021-04-08 14:01:28Lena truly made me on my knees, stealing a few small kisses while preparing ourselves, before wearing a striped basic black shirt, light-washed jeans, and Nike. Lena dressed in black leather tights and a grey basic sweatshirt with light makeup, looking stunning as always. I apply a light amount of makeup before going around and make our bed. Just as I finish making our bed, I heard the doorbell ring.
“Do you hear that?” I say.
“What?” Lena says as she closes the makeup luggage.
“Someone’s rings the doorbell” I say.
“Oh, that may be the mailman, I’ll check on it…” Lena says as she walks towards me and kisses my cheek.
I walk downstairs and run my hands through my hair a couple of times before I’m hiding in the corner hall and snoop. I see Lena having an argument with a south-Asian man. The man look pissed off
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