I lean back on the seat of the waiting area. The idea of never seeing Dimitri again is unbearable. I would rather live with his bad mood and his sullen ways than being without him. He is ill-tempered and intimidating but deep down he is not so terrible. The truth is that I love him, maybe I shouldn't, but I do. Even I have a hard time understanding the way I am attracted to him, but I am, I like to make love to him, to wake up next to him, to kiss him… It’s a kind of intimacy that I'd never experienced before, and if he dies I'll be left alone and that intimacy will cease to exist. I feel a pang of guilt for kissing Lucas. Dimitri deserves better, he has been good to me in his own way, he has made me fall for him, I don't want to be another Tatiana in his life. “That wretched Esposito gang is going to pay for this, as soon as we find where they are hiding I’ll make them pay,”
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