Loving my boyfriend's best friend のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 11 - チャプター 20

Elena's POV I could feel my heartburn within when I heard Harry's confession. All my life, I've been wanting Harry to just look at me the same way I did. I wanted him to love me. I wanted him in my life but he never did and now he's telling me he actually did?! Yeah, I actually wanted these things. I wanted him to kiss me, make love to only me, shout my name to the world that he loved me. I had been wishing since fifth grade now he's just telling me? Tears escaped my eyes as I fell on my knees. "All my life, I loved you, Harry...ALL.MY.LIFE and you never for once told me. I waited for you...I was waiting for you to tell me you love me but you never did. Telling me can't change anything because it's too la.." Before I could finish my last words, Harry smashed his lips onto mine as he went on his knees with me. That feeling I've always wanted to have rushed out of me. My anger consumed his lips. He drifted from my lips, ma

Harry's povLast night was everything I wanted. I wanted Elena to be mine alone. I was full of regrets for not fighting for her. We both wanted the same thing. To be together but now she thinks it can never work. I know have betrayed Shawn but I have to start thinking about my happiness, not others.Taking a bus home was a bad mistake because teenage high school girls wouldn't stop flirting with me. It only made Elena irritated and also jealous. Trust me, I know when she's jealous. They treated her like she wasn't even beside me as they were asking for my autograph on their butts and chests but I like the fact that she was jealous. We never spoke till we got into the house seeing Shawn having breakfast. He was calm but something felt different. *************"Where were you guys last night?" He said taking a glass of water after finishing his meal. "Umm...We were looking for you. You weren't picking any of my calls and i

 I moved away from the door instantly. I wasn't myself anymore. I took my time breathing as I took in the shock. I didn't realize when a tear or two fell from my eyes. I can't believe he could do this to me. He knew I loved him and he broke my heart purposely."You want it this way, baby." Harry's voice was loud enough for me to hear as I stood inches away from the door. "That's it's baby...oh god!" Emilia moaned. I couldn't take this all in. I took a bottle of alcohol and went to my room. I was bent on getting drunk. "Fuck! Baby...Oh god...SHIT! You're so bad, baby." Emilia's voice echoed from his room. I forgot Harry's room was next to mine and it's just going to make this worse for me. I violently opened the bottle drinking it like some lunatic. I opened a pack of cigarettes and light one. I closed my eyes, releasing the pain. "Suck it hard, Emilia...Oh...that's it. You're doin

"El! El!! What the fuck were you thinking?" Harry carries me up from the floor, his eyes scanning everywhere, seeing broken pieces, cigarettes, etcetera. I mouth 'Harry' and smile. He was always there to save me. I shouldn't have doubted Harry. He still cares... "Harry, what happened?" Emilia says, frightened. "Just get me my keys in my room. She had an asthma attack." Harry rushed me out of the room. Just staring at Harry with my deem eyes about to go unconscious, I felt safe and I didn't care about what was going to happen to me because Harry was there for me. I belong to him. The paparazzi were outside Shawn's house taking pictures of us three as Harry put me in the car. "Mr Grey!!! What happened to Shawn's girlfriend?! As she been having these attacks?! Did you get into a fight and try to kill her?!" Questions arose but I shut the door, not answering thei

Elena's POV I clenched my fist just as I saw Emilia. She's messing with the wrong girl. Trying to take what's mine? That's never going to happen bitch! He's mine and I don't share. Harry shakes his head towards Emilia. He was trying to tell her something. "Harry, I don't think I can do this anymore. Just take a look at her." Emilia speaks with fear. They were confusing me. What I just want to do is rip her head off. Harry looks at me, trying to get her message. I was filled with rage that couldn't be hidden. How dare he sleep with her?! You're next Harry. Just wait till I show this bitch her place. "She's going to kill me! Elena, you got it all wrong! We never had sex. Harry planned everything. He said he wanted you to confess how you felt. You should know I can't decline such a deal when money is all that matters. I'm so sorry. You guys sort whatever is going on between you two.