All Chapters of Help! I don't want to be the female lead: Chapter 161 - Chapter 170

The poor gardener was most likely scarred during this incident. Even if the female lead cried and begged, she did not struggle very much in the male lead’s hold and gave into the passion.She knew that her heart would bleed after reading this, and a urge to commit murder would come upon her as she was enveloped by frustration. However, as if she enjoyed to make herself suffer, she was compelled to the novel.A groan escaped from her lips while she pushed the chair back and stood up, closing the novel shut with a slam, and if possible, she would have breathed out fire. That did sound funny to her for a second.“This is trash, wow! A top quality one at that! I mean, would it have killed the author to have the female lead have some self-respect? What the heck? Does she see herself as doormat?Is she actually a doormat who reincarnated to a human or the meaning of masochism? No, this is an insult to masochists. Fuck! I shouldn’t have started

Seraphine stretched her arms as she sat up on the couch. Yesterday, in midst of talking to Kayden, she hardly realized when she had fallen asleep. It was most likely as she was reiterating a strange experience of her to the man.As always, he only listened and made few comments here and there.Today was her first day at work, and Seraphine was excited yet nervous to get started on this. She wondered what her work would consist of.As always, Kayden had woken up before her, and Seraphine found a set of clothing folded beside the couch. Seraphine could guess this was her set of uniform.The uniform for the high-ranking officials were better looking, and upon touching the material, she could assess that it was expensive as well. After all, it felt comfortable to the touch.Hurriedly, she washed up and got dressed. Having a good night’s sleep, she felt full of energy, and of course, there was her enthusiasm that affected her on top of that.

“Three days! It had been three long days since I have assigned you to this task! Three long days! And you couldn’t get the reason behind the death of Count’s cousin until now!Damn it! Why are you even here!? To show that handsome of yours around! You should just go and quit! There is no use of here other than being an expense. Incompetent bastard! I don’t know why I have you under me!”Never had Seraphine been put down this way. Although she was lacking in multiple aspects, in a way, she made up for it by showing how excelled in other areas. Even when she was Blair, she was only praised.No matter how she was insulted, her skills were never questioned, and even a teacher at school didn’t raise their voice at Seraphine. But now, for the first time, she was being called incompetent.Even though it wasn’t the first time and knew this was simply part of Jacob Wilings personality, hearing these still hit her self-conf

The man rode around, and without her map, she had no clue on where he was going. Probably because he was trying to calm himself down, and in order to make herself seem meek, she lowered her head the entire time.Only after they had covered a large amount of distance did Kayden finally stop and tie his horse to a horse after getting off. Not having the courage to go down, Seraphine as still seated.Finally mustering her courage, she raised her head to look at the man. He had his back to her while he clenched his hand into a tight fist, and looking at him like this caused her to feel upset.Seraphine pressed her lips into a thin line. Although the future could be worse than this, she still couldn’t hold back her impatience and maintain this awkward atmosphere between the two of them. That’s why, in order to break the ice, she started a conversation.She decided to go for something that would barely provoke Kayden.“That horse—

Contrary to what Kayden had voiced out, in the end, they left out meeting Katherine out of their agenda. Seraphine loved her, but she was totally nosy and talkative. At this moment, he’d nonsense was the last thing Seraphine wanted to deal with.“This was fast,” Seraphine commented once they returned to the cottage. “If I had known this, I would have added you in this from the beginning.”Kayden merely scoffed.“I am not lying, I swear. Since when did I not include in matters I do? We are soulmates,” Seraphine solemnly stated.“What are your plans from now?” Kayden questioned.Seraphine raised her eyebrow at how he was asking for her opinion. All the time, it was her trying to force it on him and making him accept it. The twenty year old Kayden was overbearing and fond of making matters go in his way, but Seraphine could see he trying to make adjustments for her.“I don’t have