All Chapters of The Love I Have Hoped For: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

The Unsual ExperienceHow did I become a VIP customer? And how did I have a VIP account? I wanted to ask the clerk these questions, but no words came out from my mouth. I need to calm down and think logically. I know she is just doing her job and it is not her fault why I am in this situation. I left the shop feeling blank. It seems like I'm floating, like my feet don't touch the ground. I never imagined myself to be in this situation, not even in my dreams.I reached my place not knowing how. I couldn't think clearly and as days pass by, I am more and more left in a very confusing situation. I tried to tell myself to let it go and just enjoy the experience. I dreamed of buying anything I want without using my money when I was young and now, I have experienced it so I should just be happy for it.Wait! I remember writing it down in my diary. I remember after college, I started writing entries in my diary. Starting working, I felt so alone, and

Did I put them in a bad situation? Did my Genie get mad at them because I didn’t stop by the restaurant? I felt a bit embarrassed with the message. It is not their fault that I decided to leave immediately from the hotel. I hope that doesn't put them in trouble. And the roses, should I ask him to send them to me? And how does he know my address? Did my Genie give all my details to the staff as well? I brushed off all the questions and started replying."You don't need to worry about it. I have food at home, and I didn't want it to get spoiled, so I decided to go home immediately. And about the roses, I think it is okay for you to display them in any part of the hotel. My place is quite small, and I am sure it cannot accommodate all the roses. Thank you, that was so sweet of you to send me a message."End of message.Actually, it was a lie that I had food at home. I just don't have the confidence to eat in a fine dining restaurant with my clothes. I will ma

Everyone was celebrating. You can hear cheers from all employees in the company. This is such a big accomplishment of Pines Advertising. This is the first time we got a deal from a big company, and not just a big company but Liberty Group which is one of the biggest and most famous in the country. Everyone is happy except me. I still can't believe that I am now leading a team that will handle the advertising campaigns of a big company. Just three weeks ago, I was an ordinary employee who was not so relevant in Pines Advertising. I only existed before to do the task assigned to me, follow rules and always acted as an assistant to my colleagues especially to Mr. Smith.After the visitors left, Mr. Smith came to my desk and forced a handshake. He is full of energy and looks very happy."It is all because of you, Jessica. Why didn't you tell me before that you know the CEO of Liberty Group? He is a mystery to everyone. We don't even know many things about him despite being

I got my things and headed for the door. I have to leave here as soon as possible. I don’t want anyone to see me in here including Michael, the hotel staff. After I closed the door from outside, I realized I don't have the card key. How can I enter the room next time? Or will still there be next time? I stood in front of the room for a few minutes and tried to open the door again, but it is not lock. I got into the elevator and pressed one. I hope I won't see anyone in the lobby. I was looking at the floor numbers, hoping no one will press the elevator panel from outside. Luckily, I was able to reach the first floor without any delay. I got out immediately, almost running, headed to the exit and left the hotel. Even when I was already outside, I was still running. I was nervous the whole time, not only because I don't want to be seen or noticed by any hotel staff but also because of the embarrassing things I did last night which unfortunately I couldn't recall.I decide

Why am I so unlucky this week? Losing an opportunity to talk to him once is acceptable but having it twice is already too much. I had waited for his message and call the whole day yesterday. I had a chance to meet him 3 hours ago and I spoiled that chance.I replied immediately. "Sorry, I just read your message. I was watching Netflix and I got hooked with the story. I really want to meet you but I know it's already too late."End of message.I'm sure he is already asleep. I feel so hopeless again. Why do I have to have this kind of feeling? I'm sure this night will be long. I would feel restless again tonight thinking and waiting for his reply.I went to the bathroom to wash my face. I need to calm myself down. I need to remind myself that worrying and feeling guilty wouldn't change anything and there is still the next day for us to meet. He is a busy man so every opportunity to meet him is important but I'm sure if he really wants to see me, he will spa