EMMA
"Oh, it's nothing. Anyway, why are you having breakfast alone?" I asked her, steering the conversation away from the previous topic.
“Elijah is busy with his duties, and as part of the higher-ranking order, I’m not allowed to have meals with the lower ranks. It leaves me pretty lonely,” she admitted, her expression heavy with solitude. Her words only deepened my guilt for almost crossing a line with her mate.
But I couldn’t afford to let guilt consume me. My revenge on Violet for taking away everything I loved—and my mission to uncover the truth about my mother—depended on my resolve. I had to suppress these emotions if I wanted to succeed in my plan to trap the alpha, Elijah.
I took a seat beside Violet and served myself some bacon and bread. There were important matters to discuss later with the so-called “sexy alpha,” but for now, I tried to focus on breakfast.
“So, spill the beans—was it Mason who left that hickey on your neck?” Violet teased, catching me off guard. I nearly choked on my food.
“What are you talking about?” I asked, quickly wiping my mouth.
“Last night, I saw you dressed to impress, heading toward the terrace. Naturally, I followed you and stumbled upon your little date with Beta Mason,” she said with a mischievous grin. I couldn’t believe my once-arrogant sister was now enjoying teasing me.
“How could you, Violet? That’s such an invasion of privacy!” I snapped, my irritation rising.
“I was just looking out for my little sister. And for what it’s worth, I think Beta Mason is an excellent choice,” she replied with a playful wink.
“I’m not dating him! He’s just a good friend,” I retorted, rolling my eyes. But Violet’s grin only widened.
“What are you girls whispering about?” Elijah’s deep voice cut through the room, sending a shiver down my spine. He approached us with his commanding presence, kissing Violet on the lips as he joined us at the table. For a fleeting moment, something inside me stirred, though I quickly buried the thought.
“Did you know your Beta is seeing someone special?” Violet said to Elijah, her tone light and teasing.
I froze, knowing exactly where this conversation was heading. Elijah, notorious for his possessiveness, would not take this lightly.
Elijah sat across from us, his gaze flicking between Violet and me. A maid quickly served his breakfast. “I didn’t know Mason had a romantic side,” he commented, taking a measured bite of his steak.
“Oh, he does! In fact, the lucky girl is my sister, Emma,” Violet said with enthusiasm. I resisted the urge to groan aloud, internally facepalming.
Elijah’s sharp gaze landed on me, filled with unspoken fury. “I love you, Violet, but let’s not make assumptions. They aren’t mates, so this isn’t possible,” he stated firmly, his tone laced with warning.
“But they’d make such a cute pair! And what if they are mates? I’ve heard it can happen,” Violet replied in her chirpy way, clearly oblivious to the storm brewing in Elijah’s expression.
“And how would you know about this? Did little Emma confess something?” Elijah’s forced smile was more unsettling than any glare.
“They had a little date last night,” Violet said innocently, unaware of the tension rising in the room.
The sound of Elijah’s fork hitting the plate echoed as his jaw clenched. Veins bulged on his arms, and his eyes burned with restrained anger.
“It wasn’t a date, Violet,” I said quickly, trying to extinguish the flames before they erupted.
“Elijah—I mean, Alpha—I can explain,” I stammered when he abruptly stood.
“Emma, I need to discuss something with you. Come to my office after breakfast,” he ordered, his voice cold and detached before leaving the room.
Once he was gone, Violet turned to me. “Did you notice something different about him, or was it just me?” she asked, her curiosity unshaken.
I chuckled nervously. “I didn’t notice anything,” I lied, offering her a weak smile.
“You know, I miss the old Elijah. Since our mating ceremony, he’s changed. It feels like I can’t connect with him anymore. I love him more than anything, but he’s become... distant,” Violet confessed, her vulnerability shining through.
I gulped hard, guilt gnawing at me. I was the reason for this change.
“I don’t know what to say, Violet. That’s between you and your mate. Spare me the couple drama, please,” I replied, deflecting the conversation.
We shared small talk while finishing breakfast, though I ate at a snail’s pace, dreading my upcoming meeting with Elijah. Once Violet excused herself to her room, I gathered my courage and headed for Elijah’s office.
I knocked softly, and his deep voice granted me entry. As I stepped inside, his piercing gaze locked onto me, sending a chill down my spine.
“Elijah, I can explain,” I began, but he raised a hand, cutting me off. His posture was relaxed, but the tension in the room was palpable.
“It’s Alpha to you. And I’d love to hear how you justify spending time with Mason after making out with me,” he said, his voice laced with dangerous calm.
He raised an eyebrow, and I felt every hair on my body stand on end. "I'm sorry," I murmured, not wanting to reveal too much. I couldn’t get into details, especially since Mason could also be hurt, and I cared about him.
"Are you soft on him?" Elijah asked, his tone dripping with disgust.
"Mason is a good guy, and yes, I like him," I replied. In a flash, his grip tightened around my neck, and I was slammed against the door. He was fast—how could I forget that he was a wolf?
"What did you say?" he growled, tightening his hold as I tried to break free. But he was too strong.
"You belong to me," he warned, his voice a low growl. "I don’t want to hear any other man’s name from your lips." His hand lingered near my neck, his grip firm but not suffocating.
His finger grazed my lips, sending a shiver through me. "Your lips will only speak my name," he threatened, his gaze darkening. "Otherwise, I’ll cut your tongue out."
His words were both chilling and electrifying, and my breath caught in my throat. He let go of my neck, and I coughed, trying to regain some composure.
"What is wrong with you?" I snapped. "You can kiss your mate in front of me, but I can’t even like anyone else? Why the double standard?"
He smirked. "Some questions in this world don’t have answers. This is one of them."
He straightened, his commanding presence making me feel small. "Let me make it clear: you won’t say any man’s name, and you don’t have the right to like anyone other than me. When I call you, you come to me," he stated, his words final.
"You’ll fuck me whenever I say, wherever I say. And this will remain our little secret," he added, his gaze intense. I could feel the tension, the undeniable pull between us.
He took off his coat and hung it on the chair, then unbuttoned his shirt with a slow, deliberate motion, settling on the desk in an alpha-male stance.
He was stunning—irresistible—and all I could think was that I wanted him, now. When did I become so shameless? But when he was around, I couldn’t deny the desire he stirred in me.
"You want me to be your whore?" I asked, trying to mask my intrigue, but his glare was enough to make me rethink my words.
"If that’s what you want to call it, I don’t mind," he said, his tone filled with authority.
It was my turn now. "But what do I get in return?" I asked, my voice steady.
He stepped closer, his body heat enveloping me. "I know you feel the same way I do. You want to understand what’s happening between us. Don’t act like this isn’t what you want. In return, you’ll get fucked by the greatest alpha," he whispered into my ear, his lips brushing against my skin.
I inhaled deeply, the tension between us building. "In return, I want you to find out about my mom," I said, the request slipping out before I could second-guess myself.
He pushed me back, his eyes narrowing with suspicion. "What do you want to know about your treacherous mother?"
"What do you know about her?" I shot back.
"All I know is she cursed me. Beyond that, I have no idea. Your father refuses to speak about that... woman," he said, his tone dripping with disdain.
"She’s my mother, and I suggest you show her some respect," I said, my voice challenging.
He smirked, clearly unbothered. "What if I don’t?" he taunted.
"Then the deal is off, and I won’t let you touch me. The arrangement ends," I said, knowing he wouldn’t back down easily.
"You think I care about your decisions?" he said, stepping even closer. "I’ll do as I please. You can’t stop me from having you."
I swallowed hard, feeling his words resonate deep inside me. "But you’re giving me your body in exchange for the information about your mother," he continued, his gaze intense.
I took a deep breath. "So, the deal’s on," I said, stepping toward him.
He looked at me, confused that I was taking the first move, but I needed to break the sexual tension between us. Right and wrong were no longer part of my vocabulary.
I pulled him into a deep kiss. Our mouths met urgently, as if we both had been starved for this connection. The kiss was desperate, consuming—marking the beginning of something I couldn’t take back.
EMMAIt’s been two months since Elijah and I shared our secret moments away from everyone’s watchful eyes. I know what we’re doing is wrong, but when I’m with him, I feel complete in a way I’ve never felt before. His touch ignites a fire within me, and kissing him takes me to a place of unimaginable pleasure and ecstasy. My feelings for Elijah are consuming me, and I know it all began because I wanted to learn about my mother, but now, I realize I want Elijah for myself. But to him, I am just someone to satisfy his desires.We’ve never had sex. I keep making excuses, mostly because I’m a virgin and afraid of the unknown. Elijah has played with my body and teased me, but he’s never gone further. Every moment spent with him feels real—he worships my body like a lover, and his touch makes me forget everything else. Not a single day passes without me thinking of Elijah. Yet, whenever I see him with Violet, jealousy gnaws at me. I want him all to myself, but I know I can never have him.I
EmmaI jolted awake when I felt unfamiliar hands on my waist. Frantically, I reached for the table lamp, and the soft glow revealed Elijah lying next to me in bed. I quickly sprang out of bed, panic rising in my chest. "What are you doing here? I'm not going anywhere, so leave," I snapped, my anger flaring.Elijah got up too, his expression unreadable. "Will you listen to me?" he asked, stepping closer. I took a step back, not wanting him anywhere near me."I get it. You want me to sleep with five men for five nights, fine, I'm ready. But I don’t want to see you near me," I spat, frustration burning through my words. He reached out and pulled me towards him, pressing a finger to my lips."Shut up and listen to me," he said in a low voice. I pushed against him with all my strength, but it was as if I were pushing against a wall. His gaze softened slightly."You pushed me and hurt me. What else do you want me to hear? I’m nothing but your whore, and you’ve proved that today," I said, te
Emma"But I want to know about my mom," I said to him, and he rubbed his forehead. "If I tell you something, you have to trust me," he said, creating some space between us."I need to know, Elijah, please," I begged, gently placing my hand on his cheek."Emma, if you love me, then don't ask me any more questions. That's all I can say," he said, making me fall silent."But everything between us started because I hoped to learn about my mom. It was a trade," I replied, and he gave me a hard look."Are we still together because you want to know about your mom through me?" he asked."No, we're together because I’m in love with you," I confessed, and he smiled.He slipped into a fresh outfit, a black shirt paired with checked trousers. He looked absolutely irresistible. The temperature in the room seemed to rise because of his sheer magnetism."Where are you going?" I asked, trying to keep my voice steady."I have an urgent pack meeting, and I need to see Violet. She must be worried about
EMMA"Get out of my room, now!" I shouted at him. If he thought I was weak, he was sorely mistaken. I knew how to fight back."What if I don't?" he challenged, and it was clear now—you can't judge a book by its cover. I had once thought he was genuine, but seeing him like this made me feel disgusted."Alpha might not say anything to you because you’re his mentee, but my sister is the Luna of the pack. I wonder what she'll do when she finds out you assaulted me," I warned, my voice steady.He stood up from my bed and moved closer, but I took a step back."Tonight, I’ll come to your room, and we’ll see who can stop me from having you," he said, reaching out to touch my face. I jerked my head away, the disgust on my face clear.His expression showed annoyance at my resistance, but thankfully, he left the room. I let out a deep breath, trying to calm myself.I called Elijah, but he didn’t pick up. He didn’t respond to my messages either. What game are you playing, Elijah? I thought, fear
EMMA"I thought she hated me, but now I realize I’m in her debt," I said to him, my voice soft."Lily is a sweet girl. I've known her for years. Even though she knows we’re doing something wrong, her loyalty lies with me," he replied, and I gave him a small, grateful smile."Where were you when I was being assaulted?" I asked, frustration rising in my voice, my eyes brimming with tears."I was trapped in my father’s lies. He told me he would begin the ritual to break the curse tomorrow, but I didn’t know he was betraying me by sending Mason to your room," he confessed, wiping my tears away with a gentle touch. "I was working in my room to stop the ritual when Lily came to me and told me what had happened. I ran to you, and I swear I’ll never let anything harm you again."I looked up at him, my heart heavy with emotion. "He touched me, Elijah, and I felt filthy... like I wasn’t worth anything."His muscles tensed at my words, his expression darkening with rage. Without another word, he
EMMAThe remaining four nights were filled with turmoil. Every day, a different man would enter my room with the intent to having sex with me, but Elijah made sure to scare them off each time. Carlos remained oblivious to the truth, believing that the curse was breaking with each passing day, though that couldn’t have been further from reality. Elijah and I spent those four nights together, growing closer each time. I couldn’t imagine ever leaving him now; he had become the very reason I existed.I lay on the bed with Elijah, his hands massaging my scalp, and we were completely immersed in each other’s touch. But just as I started to relax, his phone rang, shattering the moment. “It’s Violet,” he said, glancing at the screen before answering the call.“Hey love, how are you?” Elijah said with a smile. I shifted away from him, the connection between us momentarily lost. He looked at me, but I refused to meet his gaze, trying to get up from the bed. Before I could move, he pulled me bac
EMMA"Leave Emma and speak to your sister with respect next time—she is the Luna of this pack," he said, his voice firm as he turned his face away.I swallowed the lump in my throat, my vision blurred with unshed tears. "I'm standing right in front of you, and yet you're still talking about her? How is that fair?"His jaw clenched as he exhaled sharply. "What the hell do you want me to do? You said you're leaving, and I'm fine with it. End of discussion." His voice was thick with anger, though his expression betrayed the emotions he was trying so hard to suppress.I took a shaky breath, cupping his cheek. "I just wanted to cherish our last moments together, but you chose to hurt me by being with Violet instead," I whispered, my voice breaking.We were close—so close that our lips hovered mere inches apart, aching to close the distance. Just as I thought he would finally surrender to the pull between us, he turned his face away, leaving me feeling empty and shattered."I can't," he mut
EMMA"I don’t believe in this nonsense. She slept with five men, and the curse should be lifted—we don’t need a witch, Dad," Elijah said, his voice firm as he tried to convince Carlos that this was all absurd."You don’t understand, Elijah. I have carried the burden of this curse—I know how difficult it is to break," Carlos responded, his tone heavy with authority.My stomach turned to ice at his words. What would happen when he discovered the truth?"I never believed in this curse when you first told me about it," Elijah argued, his frustration growing. "But I still went along with your insanity just to satisfy your ego. Mom gave birth to me, didn’t she? So where was the curse then?"Carlos let out a humorless chuckle. "To bring you into this world, your mother endured unimaginable torture. For an entire year, she was forced to sleep with different men. And even then, it was only with Hayley’s help that we were able to break the curse." He stepped closer, his voice darkening. "But yo
EMMAAs time passed, everything seemed to fall into place. Elijah and I grew closer, but I couldn’t shake the feeling that someone was keeping a close watch on us—though I had no idea who. Elijah and I were out on the outskirts of the pack, lying naked on the ground. My head rested on his lap as he ran his hand through my brown locks. He looked down at me, his voice soft. "Why do you look so upset, babe?"Elijah pressed a gentle kiss to my forehead, and I sighed, my voice barely a whisper. "I love you, Elijah, but I'm afraid. What if Violet finds out about us someday?"Elijah chuckled lightly, brushing the thought aside. "Don't worry about her. She’ll never know. And honestly, you don’t need to worry about anyone else. Just focus on me." With that, he kissed me softly on the lips, his hand slowly trailing over my body.I knew this was wrong, but I couldn’t stop. Even if I wanted to, I couldn’t. Elijah pulled back from the kiss, a playful smile on his lips. "Let’s get ready for round
EMMAElijah and I locked eyes, and in that moment, I realized the magnitude of my mistake—falling in love with him. He loved me, I knew that, but there was no way he could ever trust me. Tonight, he almost hurt me, consumed by jealousy.I couldn’t stop the tears from falling. I ran to the bathroom and locked the door behind me. Slipping down to the floor, I whispered, "Why, Moon Goddess, are you doing this to me? The man I love doesn’t trust me, but here I am—still so stupidly in love with him."After few minutes, I walked out of the bathroom, not sparing him a glance. Everything was clean and pristine—Lily had done a good job, removing the blood stains and shattered glass. I slipped out of my bathrobe and into a long shirt, feeling exposed but somehow free.My gaze landed on Elijah, standing across the room, watching me. The pain in my feet was still there, a constant reminder of what had happened. I chose to ignore him, lying down on the bed and pulling the duvet over my body. I was
EMMAMason and I sat across from each other, quietly having our meal when he suddenly spoke, his voice tinged with amusement."You know, Emma," he said, tilting his head slightly, "I've been sitting here for the past hour trying to decide something very important."I looked up, my brows knitting together. "What?"Mason reached across the table, placing his hand over mine, his gaze turning soft. "I've been alone for a long time, and I think... I need a partner. Someone who understands me, who loves me through thick and thin."A lump formed in my throat as an awkward tension settled between us. His fingers lightly massaged my palm, his hopeful eyes searching mine. But I couldn’t do this—I couldn’t play with his feelings.I quickly jerked my hand away and pushed back my chair. "I—I need to go home," I said, my voice uneven.Without waiting for his reaction, I grabbed my bag and rushed out of the café, my heart pounding. Even as I stepped inside the car, I could still feel the weight of h
EMMAI wake up in Elijah's arms, and last night was as steamy as ever. Each night, our passion grows, and it feels like our love blooms more each day, like a fresh flower. This is what drives me to do all the wrong things, just to experience more of his love.I carefully get out of bed, not wanting to disturb him, and prepare for my clinical duties. I don’t think Joanna will be coming in today, considering her husband passed away yesterday. I slip into a simple black shirt and white trousers. Elijah is still sleeping, and I don't blame him. He trains every day to protect this pack from all threats.It's only 6 AM, and I need to hurry. I lean down to kiss Elijah on the forehead. He stirs a little in his sleep, but I don't want to wake him, so I quietly leave.When I arrive at the pack clinic, I’m surprised to see Joanna there."Hey," I say, surprised."Don’t look so surprised. My husband is dead, and I’m still grieving, but as a doctor, it’s my responsibility to care for the pack membe
EMMAAfter strolling around the garden with Mason, I entered the pack house and froze. Derrick’s lifeless body lay on the floor, and Joanna was crying over him. Elijah and Violet were standing by, comforting the pack members."Today, we’ve lost one of our soldiers, but we must fight our emotions," Elijah announced in his authoritative tone. Violet stood by him, embodying her role as Luna."What the hell happened to him? We weren’t at war, and no one should be able to enter the pack house," Mason whispered to himself, but I caught his words."What do you mean?" I asked him, my curiosity piqued."Look at his chest," he said, nodding toward Derrick’s body. "His heart’s been removed, and this is the signature of Alpha Elijah when he kills an enemy. But why would he do this to his own pack member?" Mason’s words struck me. I realized Elijah had killed his father the same way, but why would he kill his own?"How can you be so sure?" I asked, trying to process the information."Alpha trained
EMMAI glance at Elijah, but he avoids making eye contact with me.“But Alpha, she’s not staying here permanently. Eventually, she has to go back to her home with our dad,” Violet said. She had a point, but I wasn’t thinking about leaving for my dad’s place. My place is with Elijah, and I wasn’t willing to leave him. Dad could manage without me, but I couldn’t manage without Elijah."Sweetheart, Violet, do you forget that I’m the Alpha of this pack? The final decision is mine, and no one can argue with that," Elijah said, flashing a tight smile, almost mocking her. Violet fell silent because she knew exactly what it meant to go against Elijah.Elijah is a force to be reckoned with when he's not with me. He’s never shown his love for anyone else, and I can’t exactly argue with him in front of all the pack members."Alpha, are you going to send her to the brothel in our pack house to fulfill the needs of our pack members?" one of them suggested, and the room fell into complete silence.
EMMAHe pulled me up onto his chest, and we looked into each other's eyes for a long moment."Do you know how much power you have over me?" Elijah asked, his voice low, and I chuckled softly."Trust me, I know. And that’s exactly why I can convince you to do things you don’t want to do," I replied, placing a gentle kiss on his chest.“Elijah, I’ve been thinking... does Violet give you more satisfaction than I do?” I asked hesitantly, unsure of his response. He made a confused face at me.“When you left, I only slept with her once. It was just to get her pregnant. But since you’ve come back, I haven’t had the desire to touch her. There’s a big difference between sex and making love,” he said, and I felt a wave of relief wash over me. The pang of jealousy inside me melted away."I have no interest in her. I want only you. And this is the last time I’m answering to your insecurities. After this, I won’t entertain any more of your questions. Don’t ever doubt me again," he said, pinching m
EMMA“Shut the fuck up, Violet. I don’t want to hear any nonsense while we’re eating. Don’t ask questions that have no relevance,” Elijah’s deadly voice cut through the tension, and Violet immediately fell silent. I felt a sense of relief. Her presence had been stirring up all the horrible memories of what I had been through.I glanced at Elijah’s hand, noticing the bruise was slowly fading, thanks to his wolf powers. I really needed to learn how to do that. The rest of the breakfast was consumed in silence, but I couldn’t shake the feeling of Mason’s eyes on me. He was watching my every move.I was afraid of him, but I knew he wouldn’t dare do anything to me, not with Elijah here. He’d be chopped to pieces if he even thought about it.“I need you in my office, Violet,” Elijah said as he stood from the table. Violet and Mason left, and I headed to my room. My stomach was full, and I needed to rest. I wanted to heal properly so that I could be with Elijah soon.Just as I was about to c
EMMA“I feel dirty all over. They all touched me. I’m only meant for you, not for anyone else,” I said, holding onto him tightly. His arms wrapped around me, pulling me closer.“I’ll protect you. This will never happen again,” he whispered, soothing my back.“How can you still love me? Can’t you see that I’m ruined beyond redemption? When you touch me, don’t you feel disgusted? You can’t find the same Emma you once loved,” I said, my voice filled with frustration. I was angry at myself, angry at my fate for putting me through so much pain. This was never what I wanted in life, but here I was, struggling to face it.He pulled away from the hug, gazing directly into my tear-filled eyes. “I love you. And every time I touch you, I feel alive. I feel like I have a reason to live again. Maybe your body is no longer pure, but it’s never been your body I’ve craved. It’s your soul. You’re still my love, my Emma, and nothing will ever change that. No power in this world can make me stop loving