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2024-10-29 19:42:56The next day I went to school alone since they both went to Vian's home after dropping me off. So I waited for them under our favorite tree but they didn't show up until the first bell rang. So I understood that they took the day off and went to my classes. The last class before lunch was Mr.Harrison's class and apparently, he informed the class the day before about a quiz along with a warning that whoever failed to attend the quiz will be failed in the midterms.
I didn't know because I was absent yesterday but that wasn't the problem. I can get good marks even without studying. The problem is Vian and Jay are not here and that idiot Vian didn't just forget about it, he also forgot to mention it to us. I tried to call them with my phone under the desk, but they weren't picking up.
Mr. Harrison started taking attendance. My name came up, "Ava Morgan."
"I am here." I let myself known raising my hand. After few names, he called out Jay's name.
"Jay Jenkins..
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