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2024-10-29 19:42:56Every year we celebrate the day our school was founded as Foundation day. It feels like a festival and everyone at school looks forward to this day.
We have so many clubs at school and each member of the club chosen as a leader takes responsibility for an event conducted by that club on that day.
I was in Eco Club, and I was chosen as a leader this time. We planned to plant trees all over the town on that day. Jay and Vian volunteered to help me.
Other clubs also organized a food festival in the afternoon and a party by the music club in the evening. Jay and Haze were in charge of that party.
"So you are not going to talk to him ever?" Jay asked me lying down on my bed lazily watching me rummaging through my wardrobe for a nice dress for the party tomorrow.
Jay came back earlier than expected from London. I don't know what Vian said but once he found out that we are in a fight he started pestering to talk it out with Vian.
"You guys are mise
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