83 : "Past & Present"Past & Present83T A T EI flinched when Gage's wet arms suddenly laced around me while he stands behind me. He kept kissing my neck making me giggle."Good morning." He says against my skin.I turn to face him while he stands before me, wearing nothing but a towel wrapped around his waist. His hair was now straight, dripping wet and its color has gotten darker too."I swear to god I still couldn't get over you being in a towel in front of me." I tell him.He chuckles. "Well you should get used to me being naked because there'll be a loooot of that."I nudge him while I smirk. "I would love that."He bites his lower lip and pulled me closer to him. "God I love you." He says as he cup my right cheek and plants a kiss on my lips.His lips busy kissing mine while his other hand runs down to my ass and takes a handful of my buttcheek. Since I was still on my underwear, I felt his bulge pressed against mine. His kiss becomes more passionate and gets more deeper as I
84 : "Confrontation"Confrontation84T A T E"Our home is a bit messy. Sorry." Anastasia picks up the scattered clothes from the couch."It's fine." Gage answers.My eyes darted at Anastasia's huge stomach and I can't believe that it's her. I can't believe that I've met her before but I just didn't have any idea that she was the woman Gage fell in love with years ago. I glared at Lilac, and she was still hiding behind her mother's thighs but she kept on glaring at me though. I think she's still worried about my ruined laptop or maybe she's being too shy around Gage. I mean come on, he's Gage Stockholm and she's probably a fan."Can I offer your guys anything? Water? Juice? Coffee?" Anastasia asks. "Gage loves tea but sadly we haven't bought a new box yet.""Don't mind, really. It's okay." Gage answers."Please, have a seat." Anastasia gestured to the couch so Gage and I sat down right away.Gage glares at me for a second before he looks back at Anastasia, "You two haven't formally me
85 : "Cardiff"Cardiff85T A T EI was merely excited to tour around Cardiff really quick before the boys' concert will start. I wanted to see what was around the place and how badly I wanted to take photos. As much as I wanted Monique to be here, she can't because she just give birth. Romano was driving me around the city, while Gage and the other lads had a sound check at Millennium Stadium. I ate at some restaurant, bought some coffee and some foods for me and Romano. I bought ice cream too. I took a lot of photos and selfies but I really wanted to do these with Gage. As much as I wanted to watch him do their sound check, he said it was better if I wasn't there because there'll be staff from the management. He doesn't wanna everything to ruin my good mood.I walked around the streets and thankfully not much people noticed me. I have been spotted with Gage and the lads arriving the airport a while ago and I think the cap and the sunglasses kind of helped with my disguise. I really
86 : "Profess"Profess86T A T EIt was already time to leave Cardiff as soon as the band's two-day stay here was over. I enjoyed the place, the foods and gosh the view was amazing. The people were very friendly inside hotel too. My things were all packed and we were all ready to leave for London. Yes, London. Gage had planned to stop over London really quick because his mother texted him that she wanted to finally meet me.Am I ready to meet her and the rest of Gage's family? Fuck no. I wasn't ready because this wasn't part of the plan on how he wanted things while we were on tour. Since they have four days off before they head to Austria for the next leg of their tour, Gage it was bestowed introduce me to his family. Holy shit, I swear to god that I am so so so so not ready to face them. I am also VERY fucking nervous about facing them, who wouldn't right? They're Gage's family. That means I need to act calm and be calm.Shit, how am I gonna even do that?I settled myself inside t
87 : "Worries"Worries87T A T E"M-Scanty?" I stutter.She nods. "Can I come in?""I thought Gage and the other lads were off to a meeting with the management?" I ask, I honestly don't want her to come inside. I'm sure she's here to talk things with me about Gage and what I have with him."Can we talk? Preferably inside."I take a deep breath in and widened my door for her. She walks inside while her eyes were looking at everything that was inside the suite. I carefully shut the door close and followed her to the living room."How was Cardiff?" She asks and sits down on the couch even if I didn't offer her to sit."I-It was fine. Thank you." I answer as I sit across her.She nods. "I'm sure you had fun. Is Gage going to sleep here too or is he staying with his family tonight?"I press my lips together and entwined my fingers to each other."I heard you just arrived an hour ago. Has Gage mentioned how he's going to spend his four days off and where he's going to spend it?" She kept t
88 : "Love"Love88T A T E"Oh Gage I am so happy to see you again!" I watch as Gage's mother hug him tight with his step father standing right next to her.I stand here, nervous as fuck to be actually standing right in front of his parents while I was still bothered about what Mrs. Summers told me a while ago. I still can't help it not to get focused on this dinner I'm having with them."Tate?" Gage calls out.I snapped myself out from it and walked closer to Gage's arm as he laced it around me."Mum, this is Tate Kavanaugh." Gage says while he was looking at me with a smile."My girlfriend." He adds.I smile nervously at him then moved my head towards Gage's mother and stepdad. She looks at me for a while then happily smiled."I have been wanting to meet you dear." She unexpectedly hugged me and rubbed my back.She releases me and adds, "I never thought Gage would get into another serious relationship again after what happened. I'm so happy you came into his life."I laugh softly.
89 : "Im Sorry"I'm Sorry89T A T EI stare at the photo that Gage took on his Instagram. It was a photo of me in black and white, facing my back to him while I was on the jabecausezi. He just posted it three days ago and a lot of hate are already typed on it. Hate on me.But the caption that Gage typed still makes me strong despite the hatred I've been getting lately.He quote: "The view is pretty, but she's prettier."The past days, Gage spent his four-day vacation with me in a private resort where he rented the entire place only for the two of us. So basically the entire resort was ours. He didn't want some people to take photos of me being with him. He wanted me to himself before he goes to Austria and he wanted the two of us to relax together. He was also planning on bringing me along with him but I have other plans in mindThe days I spent with him alone, just proved to me that he must love me so much for doing so many things for me. He loved me so much that it frightens me of
90 : "Lionheart"Lionheart90G A G EEveryone buzzed about our well-deserve break from showbiz and I'm torn between being excited for it and not. The entire band decided to have that even though the management was totally against it.I think I needed this hiatus more than anyone else in the band. I wanna think about the things that happened lately and my contract with Scanty is almost about to end. I am sure that I won't be renewing with them and I'm signing up to Jeff Azoff's. Somewhat he's my great friend and I trust him on handling me.When we ended the OTRA Tour, it was at Sheffield on October 31st year 2015. I haven't seen Tate since we broke up last June 9th and it was the most tragic. Every time we have a day off from all the touring, I always go to New York to see her and maybe talk things with her even if New York was way far from where I was staying. I always find time for her but she didn't.After we broke up, Tate had left her apartment without me knowing it. I talked to