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You Can Call Me 90 : "Lionheart"
90 : "Lionheart"Lionheart90G A G EEveryone buzzed about our well-deserve break from showbiz and I'm torn between being excited for it and not. The entire band decided to have that even though the management was totally against it.I think I needed this hiatus more than anyone else in the band. I wanna think about the things that happened lately and my contract with Scanty is almost about to end. I am sure that I won't be renewing with them and I'm signing up to Jeff Azoff's. Somewhat he's my great friend and I trust him on handling me.When we ended the OTRA Tour, it was at Sheffield on October 31st year 2015. I haven't seen Tate since we broke up last June 9th and it was the most tragic. Every time we have a day off from all the touring, I always go to New York to see her and maybe talk things with her even if New York was way far from where I was staying. I always find time for her but she didn't.After we broke up, Tate had left her apartment without me knowing it. I talked to
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 91 : "A Happy Day"
91 : "A Happy Day"A Happy Day91T A T EI ring the doorbell.But no one answers.I tried to ring the doorbell again."I hear you! I'm coming!"I take a deep breath in as soon as the door swings open, I see Monique standing right in front of me. She seemed shock to see me and I was hell sure she was surprised. I've gone for a few months without telling her where I was."Oh my gosh you bitch you're alive!" She screams at my face before she threw herself at me and hugged me tight."Hey. I missed you." I tell her."You're such an asshole for leaving everyone behind including Gage!" She smacks my arm."I'm sorry." I pulled myself away from her.She sighs. "And your hair's already long too."I smile."Gage's been so worried sick of you. He kept coming over. He kept asking me about you. And do you know that he comes here just to make sure you come back because he was so sure you'll be returning?" She narrates.She looks at me worriedly."Can I even come in so we can talk things over privat
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 92 : "Drunk & High"
92 : "Drunk & High"Drunk & High92T A T EThe loud music was busting up these four walls of the club, it was pretty pretty loud almost deafening to the ears. I can't even hear my own thoughts, it's crazy. Most men were into groups of four to many were all busy drinking and chattering. Most slut looking women that were around were dancing up against a man or two that they probably just met while I'm here drowning myself with troubles and pain.I groan as I take a long drink from my third glass of tequila. Third glass, believe that! And I've never been a tequila fan. I swear I was really planning on getting drunk tonight because of one thing and that's because I was so so so stupid for letting Gage slip away."Has he commented yet?" Monique asks.I shake my head and pouted."Did he even hit you up?" She asks again.I sigh heavily. "Nothing!"I've been keeping on refreshing and refreshing my Instagram account but not even a single notification that was coming from Gage popped out and i
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 93 : "Saviour"
93 : "Saviour"Saviour93T A T EI groan as I began to shift on the mattress.I feel my head so heavy as soon as I slightly opened my eyes. It felt as if some piles and piles of blocks were taped on top of my forehead overnight or someone must have slapped me with a plywood on my face from last night.God I'm having massive headache and I just woke up. I don't even feel like leaving my bed or my apartment today. I felt my headache coming from the back of my head, down to my nape, up to my temples, to my eyebrows and down to the inner corners of the eyes. It felt like my head was going to burst. But aside from headache, I also feel intensely thirsty, like my throat had run dry and I haven't had water for three years.I tug my blanket up to my chin as I felt my room's temperature getting colder. I never thought my room would be this cold, I don't even have aircon. I shift to my other side to look for an window that must have been left open and as I try to open my eyes wider to take a c
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 94 : "Timing"
94 : "Timing"Timing94T A T EBy six fifty-seven in the evening, someone rang my doorbell. I hurriedly walked to it and fixed myself first before opening it.There stands Eli with a huge smile on his face and a bottle of wine on his hand. "Hi. I'm three minutes early." He says.I chuckle. "Hey. It's fine. Come in." I widened the door for him and he walks inside my house."Wow. You have a lovely home Tate." He complimented."Ah, thanks. I haven't been here since... I don't know.. June?" I shrug. "I'll take that wine?"He hands it to me and accepted it with both hands. "I haven't done making the pasta though. Is pasta fine with you?" I asked."Sure. Let me help you around the kitchen."I hear his footsteps following me to the kitchen and as soon as I placed the wine inside the fridge, Eli was already standing by the kitchen counter. "I didn't know you cook." He says."My mom was... Ummm... She loved cooking and uhhh this is her favorite dish to make. You'll get to taste the side of Sp
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 95 : "Misunderstanding"
95 : "Misunderstanding"Misunderstanding95T A T EMy mouth just kept opening when I see Gage standing right out used my doorstep. Right when I saw him, I quickly asked myself what he was doing here and why at this time when Eli is inside my home. He wore a plain white shirt paired with his usual black tight pants and that pair of his brown boots with his brows creasing at the center of his forehead as he looks at me."H-Gage...." I softly mutter his name.But he's looking at me impassively."W-what are you doing here?" I ask."I didn't want to come but I know I'm only kidding myself, I wanted to see you so bad again." Gage answers weakly.Gage's green eyes darken as he pulled his head up and travelled his eyes to Eli who was standing few inches away from me. I don't think they've patched things up between them about the fact that Eli left the band thing. Now that Gage caught him being here, it's going to be so much worst than I thought it would be."What's Eli doing here?" Gage ask
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 96 : "Eli"
96 : "Eli"Eli96G A G EI have never been mad and disappointed in my entire life at someone this much. I really hate all of the people that composes the Scanty! Management. Eli has always been right since the beginning of this, they're all liars. I can't believe we stayed to such people for a long time and actually trusted them that they can actually give us the real happiness. I was so wrong about them. All of them. They always make us want to lie to the fans, to our family, to the people around us and even to our own selves.They are all so selfish.I know every signed artist has rules to follow because of the contract but I just couldn't believe that I let them rule my life all this time and all these years. I've never been this happier when I signed for Jeff and finally left them. I am glad that he has my back unlike how Scanty would actually do dirty things without our knowing.When I look back at it now and the things that they did to my life and the mess that they've caused n
Last Updated : 2023-03-14You Can Call Me 97 : "Once Again"
97 : "Once Again"Once Again97T A T EGage groans as I hear him shifting on top of my bed just next to me. I was facing my back to him while his arm was loosely wrapping around me. He slowly pulls me in as I felt him pressing his self against my body which felt great. I was happy having him here again. I mean waking up so early in the morning having him here just makes everything feels okay. It feels like nothing even happened and us just continued.All of a sudden I felt him kissing the back of my head and it just makes me smile. It maybe just a simple gesture but it shows love. It shows that he still loves me so much despite the shit stuff that happened all these months. And I am so happy just being like this with him. I feel so grateful because he's here and he's just here."I love you Tate." He speaks to me softly. He tightly wraps his arm around me just a little bit quick and it really makes my heart flutter even ten thousand times happier than it already is. I just kept smili
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You Can Call Me 103 : "First Birthday"
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You Can Call Me 102 : "Olivia Tate"
102 : "Olivia Tate"Olivia Tate102G A G E SPAINThe following morning, Tate showed me around Spain too like how I showed her Cheshire. I've been to Spain before but not as fun as I have with her and I've never been toured this much around this place. I didn't even know there were places around here that existed and I never even knew about it if Tate didn't showed me around. And when we were here, we never got to see Spain that much because we were on tour.Tate showed me off to some museums, some art galleries, magnificent sceneries that truly wowed me, amazing cathedrals, we even went to the school she went to when she was in elementary and so many other places that we enjoyed till we got tired. There were fans who crowded us though when they saw me and walked up to us to ask for my picture and autograph but my good thing Sam and Ryan were there to secure us.By almost six in the evening, Tate wanted to go to this last place that she wanted me to. Of course I wouldn't say no to he
You Can Call Me 101 : "Kavanaughs"
101 : "Kavanaughs"Kavanaughs101G A G E After we had dinner, I was still nervous. Even though I've talked to them and her father seemed nice to me, I am still nervous.With her two brothers.I know they're really worried about my relationship with Tate. I know they don't want me to be with her because of my fame and it will be a great hindrance between us. I know that but I won't let them ruin what I have with Tate. I've already done too much to save us.And I know how families get so overprotective and they're just like Gemma. But they're the boy version of Gemma which is crazy. I know how Gemma gets so worried when I'm seeing someone new because she's worried that the past might happen again and I know how her brothers are also worried for her because she's a woman and that's just normal.I sigh. I just wish they see that I am really serious with Tate."Hey..." I hear Tate's voice from behind me.I stare at her over my shoulder and smiled. I feel her hands holding onto my shoulde
You Can Call Me 100 : "Spain"
100 : "Spain"Spain100T A T EWhen we landed Spain, a lot of people took photos of us the second we arrived at the airport. We hurriedly got inside Gage's car and quickly drove to my home. Gage has been silent since we landed and he hasn't talked much too. He was looking straight ahead to the road while the GPS was teaching him where to go."Hey..." I placed my hand over his hand that was holding the clutch.He travels his head to me. "Yeah?""You're awfully quiet. What's up?" I ask.Gage exhales. "I'm just so nervous to be meeting your father and your two brothers. Like seriously how huge are they?""Hulk-like." I answer.He gapes at what I said and I could see now how nervous he really was to meet my family. I didn't even know that he was anxious this whole time. He tries to keep his cool after what I said but I really had no idea that the reason why he's been quiet all this time since we got here was that because he's nervous to meet them.I laugh softly."It'll be okay." I say t
You Can Call Me 99 : "Holmes"
99 : "Holmes"Holmes99T A T EWhen dinner was ready, we walked to the dining table to have eat together."Aunt Josie is a really great cook. I must say she's better than mum." Gage playfully says."Don't tell mum I said that." He adds.Aunt Josie and I were laughing together but I as I look at Gemma, she was just plainly looking at me while she was already starting to eat."Oh Gage you always compliment my cookings. Thank you but I think you just miss it." She says while chuckling."No aunt Josie, it is really good." Gage insist.I smile."You gotta try this sweetheart." Gage placed a piece of tenderloin on my plate. "That's a family recipe." He smiles at me."Thank you." I tell him."So, what are your plans tomorrow?" Aunt Josie asks."Well, I'm actually planning on touring Tate around town. I wanna show her where I grew up. I'm also planning on introducing her to my cousins so I hope Jake is around." He answers her."Oh don't worry. My son just got back from university and I'm sur
You Can Call Me 98 : "Small Town"
98 : "Small Town"Small Town98T A T E"Here's your order sweetheart." Gage placed my macchiato in front of me after grabbing it from the counter. I smiled to thank him but I was inwardly distracted.We were sitting inside Starbucks, just having an afternoon date together. It wasn't like it used to and now he'd always sit away from me. We were actually sitting right across each other now and letting all people look over our table. I watch as Gage signed some autographs and talked casually to some fans who came up to our table. I watched him do his thing and I was so amused that he's still so calm at how he treats his fans. No, he doesn't treat his fans as fans. He treats them as if he had known them for so long. "Thank you Gage." The little girls bids goodbye.When his fans had left our table, he turned to look back at me again. "What's wrong?" He asks.I shake my head sideways. "Nothing. I'm just always amused at how you treat your fans."He smirks. "Well they all have a special pl
You Can Call Me 97 : "Once Again"
97 : "Once Again"Once Again97T A T EGage groans as I hear him shifting on top of my bed just next to me. I was facing my back to him while his arm was loosely wrapping around me. He slowly pulls me in as I felt him pressing his self against my body which felt great. I was happy having him here again. I mean waking up so early in the morning having him here just makes everything feels okay. It feels like nothing even happened and us just continued.All of a sudden I felt him kissing the back of my head and it just makes me smile. It maybe just a simple gesture but it shows love. It shows that he still loves me so much despite the shit stuff that happened all these months. And I am so happy just being like this with him. I feel so grateful because he's here and he's just here."I love you Tate." He speaks to me softly. He tightly wraps his arm around me just a little bit quick and it really makes my heart flutter even ten thousand times happier than it already is. I just kept smili
You Can Call Me 96 : "Eli"
96 : "Eli"Eli96G A G EI have never been mad and disappointed in my entire life at someone this much. I really hate all of the people that composes the Scanty! Management. Eli has always been right since the beginning of this, they're all liars. I can't believe we stayed to such people for a long time and actually trusted them that they can actually give us the real happiness. I was so wrong about them. All of them. They always make us want to lie to the fans, to our family, to the people around us and even to our own selves.They are all so selfish.I know every signed artist has rules to follow because of the contract but I just couldn't believe that I let them rule my life all this time and all these years. I've never been this happier when I signed for Jeff and finally left them. I am glad that he has my back unlike how Scanty would actually do dirty things without our knowing.When I look back at it now and the things that they did to my life and the mess that they've caused n
