75 : "Delivery"Delivery75T A T E"Are you sure you're okay?" Monique asks me.I'm not okay. I answered her mentally.People at the university seems to hate me because I was seen with Gage and now they think I'm exclusively dating Dillion Cole but some thinks I'm playing with him. Though there are a few students who wants to befriend me because I know those two popular man of this generation but I know they're only after me because of it. I've seen a few paps following me around too that's why Dillion's picking me up every after class even though I told him not to.Dillion's been doing everything he can to keep my life as private as I can and just so he can protect me from all the haters and media. He even hired an attorney in case informations about me will get leaked. I've had tons of bashes from Gage's fans on Twitter and some already know my real account. Some are already asking me to accept their follow, even on Facebook and Instagram too but I have never accepted any new pendi
76 : "Emotions"Emotions76T A T EThe moment that the car parked at the parking lot, Sam was the one who carried Monique and rushed her to the stretcher where the nurses were. Gage and I were just behind them, he looked worried for my friend too. He didn't even care if he was already seen with me in public because he always follow his strict rules and that's not to get caught with me. But he's here, he even drove my friend who was about to give birth to the hospital, he even went out of his car to be with us. This was unexpected of him to do.Now the people around us, including the hospital staff, are looking at Gage but mostly at me. I know everyone's aware about the scandal that's why they're looking at us.Sam placed Monique down on a stretcher while she was even struggling with the pain. She was even sweating more than a while ago while holding her stomach. The nurses quickly rushed her to the labor room and told us they'll be the ones who'll take care of her. My heart is poundi
77 : "Torn"Torn77T A T E"Y-you what?" I stutter, after that great revelation he just confessed to me.Holy shit did Gage really say he loves me?I see him exhaling before he stands on his feet and suddenly kneels down before me in between my thighs. I'm shocked to see him like this, never in my wildest dream to see Gage kneel down before me. And I was even more surprised to see him nervous, and I've never seen him this nervous. Even when he's on stage in front of his thousands of fans, he's not nervous. But right now, he is. It's obvious on his face.He takes a deep breath in and exhales. "Shit I'm nervous. I'm sorry." He laughs humorlessly.He pulled his head up to me and smiled nervously which I found it cute. "It's absurd to be confessing my feelings to you inside a hospital." He laughs softly again causing me to smile at how adorable he is."I'm nervous too." I tell him.Gage just smiles at me and pushes my hair behind my ear. "But I've been wanting to tell you the truth. I wa
78 : "Fortune Cookie"Fortune Cookie78G A G EI parked my car right outside a Chinese restaurant and hopped out as soon as Dillion walked inside. A few paps were standing by across the street, busy taking photos of us. In probably sure they're curious now of why I was with him. But I silently ignored everyone who were looking at us and. followed him inside while he ordered for a few take-outs.He looks back at me, "How about you?"I stare at the menu. "I'll take whatever you're having." I tell him.Dillion speaks to the cashier again before paying everything and walked to a vacant table far from everyone else inside the restaurant. I take the seat across him while he placed the number on top of our table. He glares at me and at the other customers who were looking at us."When did you arrive?" He asks."About an hour ago or two."He nods. "How'd you know Monique was about to give birth?""Tate called me up."I watch as Dillion got quiet with my answer. He looks at me, as if he didn'
79 : "Newborn"Newborn79T A T EBy exactly 4:07AM Monique successfully gave birth to a healthy baby girl. I couldn't help but cry when I saw the beautiful little angel. I was in tears when I saw her breathing inside the incubator where the nurses had placed her along with the other newborn babies. She was so cute and so tiny and so fragile, I felt as if my heart was filled with so much happiness.I can't believe how beautiful a baby could be even when just born and I can't believe that she could bring so much happiness to people. Monique must be so proud of herself. I am proud of her too. After everything that she's been through, I'm sure it's all worth it now that her beautiful baby is out. I'm probably sure she's too excited to see her and carry her.As for Gage, he stayed behind as well. He stayed up with me even though he just landed from London. I know he's tired from his long flight and I told him to get some rest but wanted to stay up with me. He was even happy to see the bab
80 : "Reveal"Reveal80T A T EI literally don't know what to feel when he said that him and Anastasia has a child. I froze from where I was standing and I can't even move my feet. I can't face him. My eyes were blurred by my tears coming out to my cheeks. My heart aches so much from what he said and I don't know if he's been hiding this from the world but I'm sure his fans don't know about this."Tate." Gage calls out as he begins to walk up to me and stands in front of me.I wanna yell at him. I wanna get mad at him. I wanna hit him. I wanna tell him that I never should've trusted him. I wanna get mad at him because he has so many secrets about his past that I never even knew if I didn't ask him. He didn't even bother to tell me he had a child and it hurts because he told me he loves me but he can't trust me about that."I'm sorry." He says."How many secrets?" I sob. "How many fucking secrets are you hiding from me Gage?! How many are there left because I think I can't seem to acc
81 : "Free"Free81T A T E"I love you... I loooooove you..." He says with every kiss he plants on my cheek, neck, lips and skin, making me giggle and laugh.He smiles at me. "I love you.""I didn't know you could get annoying sometimes." I giggle.He kisses my neck again."Te amo." I answer.He groans and leaves a minuscule bite on my neck. "Ahhhh you speaking Spanish is hot."Gage suddenly carries me effortlessly on his arms causing me to squeal while he walks me to my bed. My arms laced around his neck while my lips was glued to his lips. Our kiss growing more passionate and felt his tongue invading the inside of my mouth. He slowly lays me down on top of my bed as I watch him pull his shirt off from his head. He throws it to the floor while I begin to peel my clothes off from me.He pulled my black leggings from my thighs as he plants feather like kisses on my inner thighs every time he pulls my leggings down. He slipped it off from my feet and I watch him unbuckle his tight pant
82 : "Take Care"Take Care82T A T E"Do you want anything else Monique?" I ask her.She smiles. "I don't think I want anything else anymore but Tarry."I laugh softly as I join her on her bed where she's been carrying Tarry. "You've been carrying her for the past two hours now." I tell her.She just kept on smiling while her eyes were locked with her adorable baby daughter. "I just can't help but look at her for hours Tate. I don't get tired of doing it. She's so beautiful. I can't believe that it would feel this way."I smile as I rest my chin on her shoulder. "She's so lucky to have a mother like you."I stand from the bed, "As your best friend you aren't allowed to go to work tomorrow. You need rest. I've already told your manager to give you a month off and she insisted two.""I can't have two months off. I won't have money for it."I smile at her. "I got that covered. Well, Gage did have that covered.""Oh? Gage? How?""He ordered tons of burger meals from Wendy's and gave it t
FINALEI watch as Tate teach Beatriz in perfectly cutting the cookie dough out of the Santa Claus head shape-cutter. She was asking a lot of questions to Tate if they'd make flower cookies tomorrow or a small chocolate cake the next day. Beatriz had a lot of questions in her mind and I wonder where she had inherited that kind of interest in baking since my mum doesn't really bake, but then maybe this trait must be coming from Tate's mom. She had mentioned that her mom loved to cook and bake and that she was a great cook.As they finished all of it, they began to press down tiny chocolate kisses over the dough and as I watch my five year old little girl having fun making cookies with her mother, I know I've chosen the right woman to spend a lifetime with."Dad! Don't just stand there. Share duties with us. C'mon!" Beatriz calls out.Tate chuckles. "You heard the boss, Gage."I laugh with Tate and jogged my way closer to my two favorite women as I kiss Tate's cheek then she flashes me h
103 : "First Birthday"First Birthday103T A T EMy heart is pounding against my chest as soon as we arrived at the venue. I'm sure that there's going to be trouble because Miller is here. I know he wants to be a part of his daughter's first birthday party but Monique said days ago while we were preparing for this party that she won't even let Miller come near Tarry.I just don't want Miller to be ruining this day for his own daughter. I've prepared days for this day to be perfect and I've tired the hell out of myself the past week just for my godchild. Gage even helped with the preparations too and he even lavished voluntarily money for this event. I know he doesn't want this day to get ruined too. And I can't let Miller ruin this day for both Monique and Tarry."I'm nervous." I say to Gage.Both of us hopped off of the car and walked inside the hotel. He fixes the button of his polo as he pushed his hair back to his forehead and says to me, "Don't worry about it."I exhale heavily.
102 : "Olivia Tate"Olivia Tate102G A G E SPAINThe following morning, Tate showed me around Spain too like how I showed her Cheshire. I've been to Spain before but not as fun as I have with her and I've never been toured this much around this place. I didn't even know there were places around here that existed and I never even knew about it if Tate didn't showed me around. And when we were here, we never got to see Spain that much because we were on tour.Tate showed me off to some museums, some art galleries, magnificent sceneries that truly wowed me, amazing cathedrals, we even went to the school she went to when she was in elementary and so many other places that we enjoyed till we got tired. There were fans who crowded us though when they saw me and walked up to us to ask for my picture and autograph but my good thing Sam and Ryan were there to secure us.By almost six in the evening, Tate wanted to go to this last place that she wanted me to. Of course I wouldn't say no to he
101 : "Kavanaughs"Kavanaughs101G A G E After we had dinner, I was still nervous. Even though I've talked to them and her father seemed nice to me, I am still nervous.With her two brothers.I know they're really worried about my relationship with Tate. I know they don't want me to be with her because of my fame and it will be a great hindrance between us. I know that but I won't let them ruin what I have with Tate. I've already done too much to save us.And I know how families get so overprotective and they're just like Gemma. But they're the boy version of Gemma which is crazy. I know how Gemma gets so worried when I'm seeing someone new because she's worried that the past might happen again and I know how her brothers are also worried for her because she's a woman and that's just normal.I sigh. I just wish they see that I am really serious with Tate."Hey..." I hear Tate's voice from behind me.I stare at her over my shoulder and smiled. I feel her hands holding onto my shoulde
100 : "Spain"Spain100T A T EWhen we landed Spain, a lot of people took photos of us the second we arrived at the airport. We hurriedly got inside Gage's car and quickly drove to my home. Gage has been silent since we landed and he hasn't talked much too. He was looking straight ahead to the road while the GPS was teaching him where to go."Hey..." I placed my hand over his hand that was holding the clutch.He travels his head to me. "Yeah?""You're awfully quiet. What's up?" I ask.Gage exhales. "I'm just so nervous to be meeting your father and your two brothers. Like seriously how huge are they?""Hulk-like." I answer.He gapes at what I said and I could see now how nervous he really was to meet my family. I didn't even know that he was anxious this whole time. He tries to keep his cool after what I said but I really had no idea that the reason why he's been quiet all this time since we got here was that because he's nervous to meet them.I laugh softly."It'll be okay." I say t
99 : "Holmes"Holmes99T A T EWhen dinner was ready, we walked to the dining table to have eat together."Aunt Josie is a really great cook. I must say she's better than mum." Gage playfully says."Don't tell mum I said that." He adds.Aunt Josie and I were laughing together but I as I look at Gemma, she was just plainly looking at me while she was already starting to eat."Oh Gage you always compliment my cookings. Thank you but I think you just miss it." She says while chuckling."No aunt Josie, it is really good." Gage insist.I smile."You gotta try this sweetheart." Gage placed a piece of tenderloin on my plate. "That's a family recipe." He smiles at me."Thank you." I tell him."So, what are your plans tomorrow?" Aunt Josie asks."Well, I'm actually planning on touring Tate around town. I wanna show her where I grew up. I'm also planning on introducing her to my cousins so I hope Jake is around." He answers her."Oh don't worry. My son just got back from university and I'm sur
98 : "Small Town"Small Town98T A T E"Here's your order sweetheart." Gage placed my macchiato in front of me after grabbing it from the counter. I smiled to thank him but I was inwardly distracted.We were sitting inside Starbucks, just having an afternoon date together. It wasn't like it used to and now he'd always sit away from me. We were actually sitting right across each other now and letting all people look over our table. I watch as Gage signed some autographs and talked casually to some fans who came up to our table. I watched him do his thing and I was so amused that he's still so calm at how he treats his fans. No, he doesn't treat his fans as fans. He treats them as if he had known them for so long. "Thank you Gage." The little girls bids goodbye.When his fans had left our table, he turned to look back at me again. "What's wrong?" He asks.I shake my head sideways. "Nothing. I'm just always amused at how you treat your fans."He smirks. "Well they all have a special pl
97 : "Once Again"Once Again97T A T EGage groans as I hear him shifting on top of my bed just next to me. I was facing my back to him while his arm was loosely wrapping around me. He slowly pulls me in as I felt him pressing his self against my body which felt great. I was happy having him here again. I mean waking up so early in the morning having him here just makes everything feels okay. It feels like nothing even happened and us just continued.All of a sudden I felt him kissing the back of my head and it just makes me smile. It maybe just a simple gesture but it shows love. It shows that he still loves me so much despite the shit stuff that happened all these months. And I am so happy just being like this with him. I feel so grateful because he's here and he's just here."I love you Tate." He speaks to me softly. He tightly wraps his arm around me just a little bit quick and it really makes my heart flutter even ten thousand times happier than it already is. I just kept smili
96 : "Eli"Eli96G A G EI have never been mad and disappointed in my entire life at someone this much. I really hate all of the people that composes the Scanty! Management. Eli has always been right since the beginning of this, they're all liars. I can't believe we stayed to such people for a long time and actually trusted them that they can actually give us the real happiness. I was so wrong about them. All of them. They always make us want to lie to the fans, to our family, to the people around us and even to our own selves.They are all so selfish.I know every signed artist has rules to follow because of the contract but I just couldn't believe that I let them rule my life all this time and all these years. I've never been this happier when I signed for Jeff and finally left them. I am glad that he has my back unlike how Scanty would actually do dirty things without our knowing.When I look back at it now and the things that they did to my life and the mess that they've caused n