6 : "Doses & Mimosas"
Doses & Mimosas6Gage grabs two square-shaped glasses, placing some ice in it and started pouring some Johnnie Walker. We drank it together too and I didn't know that Gage Stockholm was a massive alcohol drinker. I don't remember if Monique didn't tell me about this or maybe I missed hearing this one out or maybe she forgot to mention it but I was surprised that Gage Stockholm loves to drink."One more?" He asks.I whooped. "Pour it up." I dared.He refills my glass and his glass again. We clinked our glasses and chugged it all down. I think my face grimaced because of the after taste.Gage chuckles. "I love that face you make when you drink strong liquor." He says.I cough once. "I feel my throat burning."I stand from my bar stool and walked around the counter, standing next to him."Teach me how to mix drinks." I tell him."I'm not good. I only know the basics.""It's ok. I just wanna know the basics so I can show it off to my friends." I smiled."Alright. I'll teach you something I know other than Bloody Mary." He says.I'm all pumped now. "What's it called?""French 75."I smiled even though I don't know that drink. "But before we start, let's put some music on." He tells me.He grabs a small remote and turned on the huge music player. A soothing sound of an old school-ish type of song begins. It sounded heavenly, it was something I would just listen to on Sundays for a chill weekend. Honestly I was even beginning to sway my hips a little with the song.Don't get me started loveI've had too much to drinkHad too much time to thinkSo leave me aloneMy head moved to Gage and he was also swaying his head with the song. "That's something to put me in the mood." He smiles.He begins to open the fridge and the drawers, "We need a gin, some sugar, champagne or some sparkling wine, and garnish like a long thin lemon spiral and a cocktail cherry."When we got everything we needed, I watch as Gage do his thing with the cocktail shaker. He filled it with ice, then placed the gin, lemon juice, and sugar in. He begins to teach me how to shake the cocktail shaker too and our hands were even holding onto each other. I wasn't even trying to take advantage of it but our hands were always touching and holding onto each other even if I didn't mean it to.When our drinks were ready, I quickly took a photo of it from Gage's phone since he told me to. He was busy looking for something inside a drawer that was far from the mini bar. When he got back to where I was, he handed me an iPhone charger. I quickly felt immensely happy!"You better charge your phone up so you can call your friend in a bit." He tells me.I thanked him again and again for it. He's a lifesaver. I plugged the charger right away and began to charge my phone so at least I can tell Monique to join us. I'm sure she will love my surprise to her that I'm spending the night with Gage instead of enjoying the party downstairs. I walk back to Gage over the mini bar while he begins to make me another cocktail.We made a few actually, we made Margarita, Daiquiri, Sazerac which failed in appearance, Vieux Carré, Mai Tai and Tequila Sunrise that didn't look that good either. We drank all of the cocktails that we made and I think Gage had placed huge amounts of alcohol on it since I'm beginning to feel dizzier than a while ago.I found myself sitting on the floor, drunk, as I rested my elbow on top of the bed. I was sitting on the floor with Gage sitting right across me. Yes, we're drunk. Super drunk, even. But we didn't really care how drunk we were because we enjoyed spending our time together even if it was just the two of us. We've been talking about a lot of random things that we could possibly think of and we kept on laughing.I was having a great time with Gage."So.." I snapped. "I have a question for you Gage." I added. I actually called him Gage, like I've known him for so long."Ask me anything." He mumbles, as he takes the can of beer that was next to him."How many times have you... Have you done this to your women?" I ask.His brows furrowing. "Done what?""This." I say.I watch him as he takes a drink from his beer. "Drinking with women?" He asks."You know, the things we did tonight. Like mixing drinks. Skinny dipping in a pool with no lights on. Having a one on one drinking with the opposite sex." I say."Well..." He clears his throat. "I've never tried having a one on one drinking session with a woman before. And that's a fact."I arched an eyebrow. "You're lying.""I'm not. I swear to God I'm not. I've tried drinking, but not with a woman alone."I stare into his green eyes and I think he's telling the truth. "I'm not lying." He adds."But do you take your women alone in one room like this?" I ask him.Why am I being confident now to ask him such questions? I thought to myself.He just smiles."You don't need to answer that. I can see your answer from your smile." I tell him."What? I'm just smiling." He answers.We begin to grow quiet and we just stared at each other silently. I can't help not get intimidated by Gage with the way he looks at me. His long curly hair is now dry and the more I look at him, I noticed that he had little pimples on his forehead. It made me realize one thing. He's just like me. He also gets pimples like me. He's just normal like me. That he's like any other normal human beings who has imperfections unlike those other celebrities who makes sure their faces are as perfect as they are in magazines.He sits here on the carpeted floor with me like he's not someone famous. He acts like he's not worth millions and billions of euros. He's very simple and I'm truly amazed by how simple he is. He makes me feel like I've known him forever."What are you thinking right now?" He asks. "You look serious staring at me."I smirk. "I'm just amazed by you.""Amazed by me?" His brows are creasing now. "Why?""Because you're so simple." I answer right away. "You're so famous but you're so Scanty. You're so humble. I've never met anyone as humble as you. Everybody knows you yet here you are sitting with a girl like me on a carpeted floor."He chuckles. "Can't celebrities sit on carpeted floors?""I don't know. A lot of celebrities won't do this because carpets are dust magnets."He laughs. "Dust magnets."I smile."Well, I'm pretty much normal like you. I do the same things you do. I get drunk, I commit mistakes, I puke, I've pissed on my pants, I've done so many wrong things, I've been dumped by a few women before, I've lied, I take shit every day." He says while laughing softly.I join him in laughing too."It still amazes me. You're so huge yet you're so humble. Not all celebrities are like that." I tell him.He smiles. "My mum has always taught me to stay grounded no matter how far I'll go." He tells me.All of a sudden, we noticed that we've already emptied our drinks. I glance at the clock, it's already 2AM. I move my head back to Gage and he's just looking at me."I can't keep my hands to myself." He says.My heart begins to race fast the second he starts to move closer. I froze from where I sat while he was still leaning closer. My eyes dropped to his lips and they were parted. My eyes moved up to his luring eyes, and his green eyes were looking at me as if they were telling me that he wants to kiss me. I was absentmindedly biting my lower lip."I know I promised you I won't touch you but just let me hold you." He adds.His thumb pressed against my chin now and I already feel him breathing on my face. I think my heart starts to beat even faster. I think my mind is going crazy, I can't even think straight now. All I want to do is to kiss Gage. I wanna feel his lips on mine. I wanna kiss him so hard."Your lip." He tells me. "I've been always wanting to kiss them the second you drank the first drink I gave you a while ago at the kitchen." He continues.I lick my lips."Fuck.." He curses softly as he bites his lower lip briefly. "You're making my boxer brief feel a bit tighter."Ah shit Gage."I-I'm... I'm nervous." I stutter."Why? You haven't kissed a man before?""I've had. But not with a famous man."He chuckles."And it's been seven months since I've kissed someone." I shied away."You're making me want to kiss you even more then." He says.My breathing hitched.We stare at each other and I think my eyes are already begging him to kiss me but I just can't say it straight to his face. I'm too embarrassed to be prank about it. I'm too embarrassed to admit to myself that I want him to kiss me. Hard."Argh fuck.. I can't help it." He says before he dives in and plants his lips on my lips.My eyes widens as I feel his lips beginning to move now. My lips aren't still moving because I can't believe Gage is actually kissing me. I'm bewitched by how great he is kissing me. I'm exhilarated by how it felt to be kissed by Gage Stockholm. Never in my dream did I ever wanted to be kissed by someone as huge as Gage. Maybe it's been my dream to be kissed by Zac Efron, Dave Franco, Alex Pettyfer and maybe Theo James.But no, I'm kissed by Gage. The Gage Stockholm from Silver Spade that my best friend has been crazy about for five years.It's been so long since I've kissed someone and I've been longing to be kissed like this for so long. But this kiss felt so much more than the last time I kissed my ex-boyfriend. It felt more deep. More sensual. More intense. More steamy. Gage's kiss started slow and sensual but then he begins to kiss me torridly. Hungrily.Now his hands are moving around my body. He begins to unbuckle the locks of my jumper and I was letting him do it. I think the alcohol was making me feel horny as hell. I was even pushing his bathrobe off from his shoulders while our lips were still attached to each other.He effortlessly carries me and placed me on top of the bed. I don't know where we are going to end this but my body feels hot and I know that I only want one thing tonight even though I know it's wrong.Gage takes off his bathrobe and throws it to the floor as he quickly pulled my jumper off from my legs then left me with my panty on. Thank god I wore a baby pink colored laced underwear. He looks at me hungrily for a second then I voluntarily take off my crop top from me."Oh fuck. You're so hot." He tells me.He quickly unbuckles his belt and takes off his pants from him, throwing it to the floor. I can already see himself growing hard against his boxer brief.Oh shit that bulge looks big.He begins to unclasp my bra and pulled if off from me. "Look at you." He commented as he looks at me while holding a grip tight on my breasts.I moaned.Then he kisses my inner thighs and the way his lips gives me feather-like kisses makes me feel even more horny. I feel his lips now close to kissing my sex while his hands were busy pulling off my underwear from me. I pulled my hips off from the bed while he takes my underwear from me. Now I'm completely naked.He sticks his tongue against my nub and begins to work his way with my sex using his mouth and his tongue. I feel him eating me and it felt so fucking great. It's been a long while since someone ate me and Gage's skillful tongue is so so good that I think it's driving me nuts. Suddenly he inserted two fingers inside me as it gives heavier pleasure than a while ago.Oh fuck. This is great. I can't put my words straight because of the pleasure that's already consuming all of me.Seeing his head in between my thighs is something very unexpected. The way his eyes are closed as he eats me is hot. The way I feel his long tongue licking me so great sends bolts into my brain that makes me lose the ability to think straight. The way his fingers goes in and out of me and the sensual its giving me is mind-blowing. My body is exploding. It's a feeling of highly concentrated pleasure focused in one small region of my body.He pulled his eyes to me and looks at me hungrily. He's watching me eagerly as I convulse myself while he eats me. Fuck, those green eyes are looking at me hungrily. I think I'm going insane because his tongue is so great at what he's doing.I gasped while I grabbed onto his hair."Yes baby. Come for me." He says sexily.I let myself go while he watches me. Then he begins to pull his boxer briefs off me.To be honest, I've never seen a huge erected length like that. Wow, he's really big and hard. I'm not exaggerating things right now and I know I haven't seen a real penis for seven months now but I know a huge dick when I see one. And Gage's dick is long and huge.He's really enormously gifted.He has it all.I watch him as he strokes himself and all of a sudden I remember that he's Gage.He's Gage Stockholm.He was about to put his tip inside but I quickly stopped him by holding onto his shoulders. "We shouldn't be doing this."He looked at me confusingly. "Why?""I... I..." I stammer. "I haven't done one night stands before." I admitted.He exhales heavily. "Then you can try it now." He tells me."First time with me." He adds."It's been my rule. I don't do one night stands. I'm sorry. I think we're just carried away because of the drinks we've had." I say embarrassingly as I look away.He sighs as he sits next to me. I think he was a bit depressed that I stopped him from having sex with him. I didn't mean to stop him but I was just scared. Fear came first. I was too nervous to have sex with him. Of course I wanted this. Of course I wanted to have sex because it's been seven months since I've had sex. I feel like I'm a virgin again before he fingered me but I'm not ready for this tonight.We're still naked but he remains quiet."I'm sorry." I say.Suddenly he pulls the blanket and covered my naked body. "There." He tells me."You don't have to be sorry." He looks at me while smiling. "Don't be sorry because you stopped me from having sex with you.""But you--""It's fine." He cuts me off. "I had a great night spent with you anyways. It doesn't mean we have to end the night with sex."I watch as Gage picks his boxer brief and wears it again. "How about we sleep the night away instead?" He asks.I remained silent.He sits back next to me and handed my panty. "Here."I accepted it then wore it again. I watch him as he walks to the mini bar and grabbed something. He walks back to the bed and handed me his shirt."So you won't feel cold." He adds."Thank you." I answer."Mind if I sleep next to you?" He asks.I nod while putting his shirt on me.He's still nice after I rejected him to have sex with me. I think I hurt his ego.He lays beside me and I share the blanket with him. He shifts to face me."Are you okay?" He asks.I nod. "Are you?"He nods as he leans closer to me then kissed my forehead. "Of course." He says."Goodnight." He half smiles.7 : "Anonymous"Anonymous7I woke up with something heavy pounding on my head. I felt something was placed on top of my forehead like a cemented brick or something. I groan with pain as I pull myself up from the bed."What the hell happened.." I muffled.I widened my eyes and stared at everything that was around me. I try to look around and then that remembered I fell asleep last night in one room on top of one bed with...I gasped.Gage Stockholm.I quickly moved my head to my left and saw no one there next to me. Gage wasn't here.Was it all a dream?But I was sure that I've been with Gage last night. I was sure that I spent the night with him till the dawn. I was sure we drank a lot last night and we were mixing drinks too. I was so sure what happened last night. It's still emblazoned in my head. I was sure that Gage ate me last night.Fuck.Gage really did eat me last night.I hurriedly hopped off from the bed and felt my stomach churning. I ran to the bathroom then headed to the
8 : "Omegle"Omegle8It's been two days since that night I spent with Gage. No, I didn't tell Monique about what happened to me and her idol that night because she was already ranting about Gage's Ms. Anonymous. I think the whole world has been buzzing about his tweet since he tweeted it and I expected this to happen. It was a great idea not to follow him or make a motive for him to know my name, or else he'll know me and it will trigger his fans to hate me. It's crazy because his fans are like agents. They get the littlest detail from Gage's life.Talk about massive devotion?And I think it's not really my business isn't it?I glare at my watch and it's already 3AM. I still have a class by ten and I don't know how to stay awake for that class in a while when I'm staying up late for my stupid essay. Well at least I'm almost done.I decided to take a fifteen minute break before I edit the last paragraph that I typed in. I take a sip from my coffee and all of a sudden I thought about c
9 : "Starbucks"Starbucks9"Hi." I greeted him.Oh damn he's so handsome.It's very unexpected to see him again after that wild party. I didn't anticipate it that I'll see him around here this early.He smiles so handsomely."Can I share a table?" He questioned.I can't help but smile back at him, he makes me smile because he's so handsome. He's being so adorable right now too and I can't help but feel happy about his smile."There are a lot of other tables around here but..." I glared at the other vacant tables which were actually a lot. He kept on smiling.I travelled my eyes back to him. "But alright." I continued.He pulled the chair that was right across me and sat down, "I've grabbed your drink from the counter, if that's okay with you." He placed the drink on top of the table.I smiled. "Are you sure you grabbed the right name?" I arched my eyebrow at him.He nods then spins the cup so my name that was written in cursive would face me."Tate." He smiles.My lips begins to gro
10 : "Dinner"Dinner10By five in the afternoon, I rushed my way to my apartment and took a half bath. I began searching for something nice to wear for tonight. I pulled out all of my clothes from my cabinet, contemplating about what I was going to wear for my dinner with Dillion. I was thinking about going for a dress or something casual but sexy. I want to please him with how I look. I want him to remember me before he leaves New York.Of course I'm fucking excited for dinner.It's been seven months since I've deprived myself from going out to have dinner with the opposite sex and I think I should let myself hang out with Dillion since he's a very nice and respectable man. He is insanely hot too. Let's admit it, I'm awed by how gorgeous he is. Irresistible.Me: Just got out from class. Is that dinner still on?I began to put a light make up on just to look a little pleasing to Dillion.Dillion: Of course it is. I won't want to miss it. Pick you up at 7? Text me your address :)That
11 : "Fame"Fame11We drove out from the restaurant and we were quiet the entire time he was driving his car. My thoughts were simmering through the things that happened at the restaurant a while ago and I still can't believe that this man is insanely huge. The traffic light was on red and we came to a stop. I exhale heavily while I kept my eyes looking out to the window."I'm sorry." We unexpectedly said in unison.We chuckle together too.I move my head to him. "I'm sorry about Adam."I exhale. "He's... He can be a bit... He's just a big ass jerk. Like, all the time.""Yeah, that guy has a huge mouth. Annoying, sometimes.""Annoying as always."Dillion grins."I didn't know you were a fucking huge photographer." I snapped. "You're known worldwide. You're a multi-awarded photographer. But I never knew who you really were.""And I liked it. Because you didn't see me as who I'm known for. You didn't know I was D. Cole. You've been so normal with me and I was enjoying my time with you.
12 : "Club 54"Club 5412Silver Spade's curly haired crooner has been recently spotted on LA with no other than the beautiful blond model Nadine Leopold. The two looked like they were having a peaceful lunch together with two other friends. It has been a while since Gage was spotted hanging out with a woman and the fans got frenzied about it. Fans were saying over Twitter that she is recently added to Gage's collection of winter girlfriends. But if there's any truth to that winter girlfriend thing, I guess winter still isn't over for Gage Stockholm.Click here to see more pictures of Gage Stockholm and Nadine Leopold having lunch together.I sigh heavily when I finished reading the article. I didn't want to see photos of them having lunch anymore. He's already moving on from what happened to us that night."Well what do you expect Tate?" I scolded myself. "That he'll be holding on to that failed sex he had with you? That he won't be seeing other women just because he met you? You're
13 : "Feb. Thirteen"Feb. Thirteen13G A G E "Thank you." I said to the crew after I got my huge handbag with me. I quickly got inside the black tinted car before someone would notice me.When we drove out of the airport, I rested my head on the backrest while my driver was driving me to my penthouse. I only have one day and a half before I go to Melbourne for OTRA so I need to see her. I really wanna see her. I wanna surprise her that I'm Gage Stockholm.Nobody knew I came here in New York and they were expecting that I'll be in Los Angeles to see Nadine. Aside from meeting this girl I met from Omegle, I came back here also in hopes to see that girl again, that girl from my private party. I wanna see her again but I just don't know where I would find her.Finally, we arrived at the hotel and I was guided inside by my bodyguard as we go through the lobby while people were beginning to notice me. Sam grabbed my keycard from the front desk and we quickly paved our way to the elevator.
14 : "Unmasked"Unmasked14Gage.Gage Stockholm.It's really Gage Stockholm.My jaws dropped when he took off the mask. My world stopped when my eyes darted at him. I can't believe that it's him. It's really him. Oh my god I feel like I'm having palpitations.I thought he just sounded like Gage because he's from England too but it's really him. It's really Gage Stockholm. The guy who I've been wanting to see since the day he left New York. I wanted to say I miss him. I wanted to let him know that I've been always thinking about him but he's taken now. He has Nadine. He's not single anymore."Am I dreaming?" I ask him."You're not." He smiles.I missed that smile. I missed that lips. I missed looking at those green eyes too."I'm real. I'm here." He tells me.My lips were still parted. I still don't know if I should believe that this is actually happening right now because it's quite impossible to believe in. We met again in Omegle by accident and it's crazy because I had no idea it w
FINALEI watch as Tate teach Beatriz in perfectly cutting the cookie dough out of the Santa Claus head shape-cutter. She was asking a lot of questions to Tate if they'd make flower cookies tomorrow or a small chocolate cake the next day. Beatriz had a lot of questions in her mind and I wonder where she had inherited that kind of interest in baking since my mum doesn't really bake, but then maybe this trait must be coming from Tate's mom. She had mentioned that her mom loved to cook and bake and that she was a great cook.As they finished all of it, they began to press down tiny chocolate kisses over the dough and as I watch my five year old little girl having fun making cookies with her mother, I know I've chosen the right woman to spend a lifetime with."Dad! Don't just stand there. Share duties with us. C'mon!" Beatriz calls out.Tate chuckles. "You heard the boss, Gage."I laugh with Tate and jogged my way closer to my two favorite women as I kiss Tate's cheek then she flashes me h
103 : "First Birthday"First Birthday103T A T EMy heart is pounding against my chest as soon as we arrived at the venue. I'm sure that there's going to be trouble because Miller is here. I know he wants to be a part of his daughter's first birthday party but Monique said days ago while we were preparing for this party that she won't even let Miller come near Tarry.I just don't want Miller to be ruining this day for his own daughter. I've prepared days for this day to be perfect and I've tired the hell out of myself the past week just for my godchild. Gage even helped with the preparations too and he even lavished voluntarily money for this event. I know he doesn't want this day to get ruined too. And I can't let Miller ruin this day for both Monique and Tarry."I'm nervous." I say to Gage.Both of us hopped off of the car and walked inside the hotel. He fixes the button of his polo as he pushed his hair back to his forehead and says to me, "Don't worry about it."I exhale heavily.
102 : "Olivia Tate"Olivia Tate102G A G E SPAINThe following morning, Tate showed me around Spain too like how I showed her Cheshire. I've been to Spain before but not as fun as I have with her and I've never been toured this much around this place. I didn't even know there were places around here that existed and I never even knew about it if Tate didn't showed me around. And when we were here, we never got to see Spain that much because we were on tour.Tate showed me off to some museums, some art galleries, magnificent sceneries that truly wowed me, amazing cathedrals, we even went to the school she went to when she was in elementary and so many other places that we enjoyed till we got tired. There were fans who crowded us though when they saw me and walked up to us to ask for my picture and autograph but my good thing Sam and Ryan were there to secure us.By almost six in the evening, Tate wanted to go to this last place that she wanted me to. Of course I wouldn't say no to he
101 : "Kavanaughs"Kavanaughs101G A G E After we had dinner, I was still nervous. Even though I've talked to them and her father seemed nice to me, I am still nervous.With her two brothers.I know they're really worried about my relationship with Tate. I know they don't want me to be with her because of my fame and it will be a great hindrance between us. I know that but I won't let them ruin what I have with Tate. I've already done too much to save us.And I know how families get so overprotective and they're just like Gemma. But they're the boy version of Gemma which is crazy. I know how Gemma gets so worried when I'm seeing someone new because she's worried that the past might happen again and I know how her brothers are also worried for her because she's a woman and that's just normal.I sigh. I just wish they see that I am really serious with Tate."Hey..." I hear Tate's voice from behind me.I stare at her over my shoulder and smiled. I feel her hands holding onto my shoulde
100 : "Spain"Spain100T A T EWhen we landed Spain, a lot of people took photos of us the second we arrived at the airport. We hurriedly got inside Gage's car and quickly drove to my home. Gage has been silent since we landed and he hasn't talked much too. He was looking straight ahead to the road while the GPS was teaching him where to go."Hey..." I placed my hand over his hand that was holding the clutch.He travels his head to me. "Yeah?""You're awfully quiet. What's up?" I ask.Gage exhales. "I'm just so nervous to be meeting your father and your two brothers. Like seriously how huge are they?""Hulk-like." I answer.He gapes at what I said and I could see now how nervous he really was to meet my family. I didn't even know that he was anxious this whole time. He tries to keep his cool after what I said but I really had no idea that the reason why he's been quiet all this time since we got here was that because he's nervous to meet them.I laugh softly."It'll be okay." I say t
99 : "Holmes"Holmes99T A T EWhen dinner was ready, we walked to the dining table to have eat together."Aunt Josie is a really great cook. I must say she's better than mum." Gage playfully says."Don't tell mum I said that." He adds.Aunt Josie and I were laughing together but I as I look at Gemma, she was just plainly looking at me while she was already starting to eat."Oh Gage you always compliment my cookings. Thank you but I think you just miss it." She says while chuckling."No aunt Josie, it is really good." Gage insist.I smile."You gotta try this sweetheart." Gage placed a piece of tenderloin on my plate. "That's a family recipe." He smiles at me."Thank you." I tell him."So, what are your plans tomorrow?" Aunt Josie asks."Well, I'm actually planning on touring Tate around town. I wanna show her where I grew up. I'm also planning on introducing her to my cousins so I hope Jake is around." He answers her."Oh don't worry. My son just got back from university and I'm sur
98 : "Small Town"Small Town98T A T E"Here's your order sweetheart." Gage placed my macchiato in front of me after grabbing it from the counter. I smiled to thank him but I was inwardly distracted.We were sitting inside Starbucks, just having an afternoon date together. It wasn't like it used to and now he'd always sit away from me. We were actually sitting right across each other now and letting all people look over our table. I watch as Gage signed some autographs and talked casually to some fans who came up to our table. I watched him do his thing and I was so amused that he's still so calm at how he treats his fans. No, he doesn't treat his fans as fans. He treats them as if he had known them for so long. "Thank you Gage." The little girls bids goodbye.When his fans had left our table, he turned to look back at me again. "What's wrong?" He asks.I shake my head sideways. "Nothing. I'm just always amused at how you treat your fans."He smirks. "Well they all have a special pl
97 : "Once Again"Once Again97T A T EGage groans as I hear him shifting on top of my bed just next to me. I was facing my back to him while his arm was loosely wrapping around me. He slowly pulls me in as I felt him pressing his self against my body which felt great. I was happy having him here again. I mean waking up so early in the morning having him here just makes everything feels okay. It feels like nothing even happened and us just continued.All of a sudden I felt him kissing the back of my head and it just makes me smile. It maybe just a simple gesture but it shows love. It shows that he still loves me so much despite the shit stuff that happened all these months. And I am so happy just being like this with him. I feel so grateful because he's here and he's just here."I love you Tate." He speaks to me softly. He tightly wraps his arm around me just a little bit quick and it really makes my heart flutter even ten thousand times happier than it already is. I just kept smili
96 : "Eli"Eli96G A G EI have never been mad and disappointed in my entire life at someone this much. I really hate all of the people that composes the Scanty! Management. Eli has always been right since the beginning of this, they're all liars. I can't believe we stayed to such people for a long time and actually trusted them that they can actually give us the real happiness. I was so wrong about them. All of them. They always make us want to lie to the fans, to our family, to the people around us and even to our own selves.They are all so selfish.I know every signed artist has rules to follow because of the contract but I just couldn't believe that I let them rule my life all this time and all these years. I've never been this happier when I signed for Jeff and finally left them. I am glad that he has my back unlike how Scanty would actually do dirty things without our knowing.When I look back at it now and the things that they did to my life and the mess that they've caused n