5 : "Bloody Mary"
Bloody Mary5We begin to walk inside the room and obviously my eyes were everywhere while my heart was thumping against my chest, I mean come on its one room with Gage Stockholm for goodness sake! But I think the room temperature is making me even more nervous. It's freezing here or I'm just literally wet and naked that's why it's cold."We're going to share a room?" I ask.Of course I'm worried that I'll be sharing a room with him. I'm naked underneath this bathrobe, and he's also naked underneath his bathrobe. And he's planning on drinking again, what the hell? We might end up having sex if we get too drunk! Surely we won't be able to help ourselves once we feel hot."Yeah. Aren't you comfortable with it?" He asks me as if it was nothing to him.Uhh, hello? Who wouldn't? I know how huge you are but I just met you a while ago. We just met Gage! Of course it's not comfortable to share a room with someone I never knew. I'm not a woman like that. And even if you're Gage fucking Stockholm, it still doesn't count that you're famous. You're still a stranger to me and I've never ever shared a room with the opposite sex that I've never met before."We just met." I reminded him. "Of course I won't be comfortable with it.""I won't touch you." He says firmly. "I'll keep my hands to myself."I sigh inwardly."Not unless you want me to." He grins."Gage." I snapped, feeling my cheeks burning red.He chuckles. "I promise. And I always keep my promises."We just stared at each other for a while and I think the more he looks at me, the more I wanna be in this room with him."Just like what I said a while ago, we might not ever meet again. Might as well have fun together tonight." He tells me.I watch him as he licks his lips."You're right." I agreed. I think him licking his lips made me force to agree.He begins to grin at me. "Bathroom's over there." He pointed as he placed his dry clothes on top of the bed.He walks to the mini bar then ask, "Do you drink Bloody Mary?""You know how to mix drinks?" I quizzed.He nods. "Someone taught me how to but I can't promise that it'll be good. I think there's mixing stuffs here." He begins to scan through the drawers of the mini bar."So, are you up to taste Gage's Bloody Mary?" He asked with a grin."I don't know what I got myself into but I'll give it a try."He chuckles under his throat. "Don't worry. I'll try my best to satisfy you." He says with such a deep erotic voice as he stares at me deceivingly.I don't know if he's intentionally doing it but he speaks really slow and it's so fucking sexy to my ears.Stop thinking about double meanings with the things he says, Tate. I scolded myself."A-Alright. I'll just take a quick shower." I tell him, stuttering on my own words."Ok. Take your time because I'll take my time here as well." He begins to get busy.I walk my way to the bathroom, locked the door and exhaled heavily once I was alone. I stare at myself in front of the mirror and I still can't believe that I'm actually spending the entire night with Gage Stockholm. I still can't get over this exhilarating feeling. If Monique was only here with me, I'm sure she'll be dead by now. Fuck, I still haven't found her.I peeled the bathrobe off from my body and hopped inside the glass cubicle. I rinsed myself up, used the room's shampoo and soap on my me which smelled like strawberries and roses. I take my time in showering while thoughts of Gage from a while ago when he was still wearing his boxer brief still lingers inside my head. I actually try not to think about his delicious body anymore but it always seems to pop out of nowhere.When I was finished, I began to dry myself up and wore my clothes back on me again. I stare at myself with no make up on my face while my hair was still damp. At least, I look a bit presentable now than the second I got here in this mansion. I fixed my denim jumper and wore the white fluffy on my feet then headed out of the bathroom.My eyes quickly fixed at Gage as he was still standing by the mini bar counter finishing his Bloody Mary cocktail. He was still wearing his white bathrobe on and I assume that he's still naked under it.He pulled his head up to me, "Right on time. I'm done as well." He says.I walked my way to him and sat down on the spinning bar stool that was across from where he was standing.He hands me the glass of Bloody Mary that was presentable. It actually looked like an expert bartender made it."I'm impressed with the presentability of this drink." I smile.He smirks at me. "I just wish it tastes good as how it looks good."I chuckle. "Aren't you gonna endorse to me your drink before I take a sip from it?""Well..." He smiles away. "That's a cocktail containing vodka, tomato juice, and combinations of other spices and flavorings. And did you know?"My lips begin to smile wider."Bloody Mary has been called the world's most complex cocktail." He added.Suddenly he extended to me me three Tabasco, "To spice up your Bloody Mary."I take it with my hand. "I think you've sold your drink pretty well."He chuckles then grabbed his glass."Cheers?" He asks, raising his glass.I grabbed mine as well and raised it. "To a great night." I say."The night just started, sweetheart." He stares at me hungrily.And fuck, I literally died and recovered when he called me sweetheart. A part of my body loved hearing it coming from his mouth. Being called sweetheart by Gage Stockholm has never been my dream but I'm so honored that he called me that.It's a big deal of course. He's Gage."To the best night ever." He continues as he clink his glass to mine.Both of us took a drink from our glasses and the Tabasco totally spiced up my drink ten times. I would say it tasted like a salty tomato juice then as the drink settles inside my mouth for a bit and as I began to swallow it, I got the after taste of pepper and Tabasco. I would prefer to call it a spicy salty-ish peppery Tomato Juice with vodka. I really didn't tasted the vodka that much but I know it was there."How's it?" He questioned."Well..." I lick my upper lip. "I've never tasted Bloody Mary before but this is a great mix, Mr. Stockholm." I say formally."Just Gage." He tells me with a smile.When we finished our cocktail and talked a lot about anything, Gage begins to place the glasses over the sink. "I'll take a shower for a bit." He informs me.I nod."Just help yourself with the drinks around here." He adds.Gage begins to walk to the bathroom and took a shower. Honestly, the drink was insanely delicious and I'm not even a huge fan of tomato juices because they taste too bad but then Gage actually made the drink pretty much tasty. I'm impressed.I began to look around the mini bar to see what possible drinks that this mansion has to offer. And I'm truly amazed to see such variety of drinks that was placed on this rack. There are too many expensive drinks that I only see in bars but never got to taste them because I don't have the money to buy. Wow. This house rocks!I began to look around the room and I think I will never get over how this room actually looked really expensive. I think people like Gage Stockholm are the only ones who could afford houses like this, aside from rich politicians and rich Russian businessmen. My eyes dropped to Gage's clothes that were on top of the bed. Then I remembered Monique, it's been one of her dreams to smell Gage's used clothes. I bite my lower lip and my eyes glared at the bathroom door then found myself slowly walking towards the bed.I cursed at myself for actually wanting to do this, wishing Gage won't pop out from the bathroom and catch me smelling his clothes. That would awkward as fuck.I stand in front of his clothes as I feel my heart pounding. It's as if I was going to steal something but then the shame of being caught smelling a celebrity's used clothes. I swear that I will never ever forgive myself if Gage will caught me. I slowly glared at the door behind me and picked his shirt up in a second.I press my lips together as I slowly placed his shirt close to my nose. I close my eyes and sniffed it.Argh fuck it smells so great. I tell myself.I sniff it again.Heavenly.I open my eyes and sniff it once more. It really smells really really good. Gage's shirt smells like fresh cotton. Like it was a fresh linen. The kind of scent that doesn't hurt the nose and I'm amazed.I imagined him to smell like a strong scented men's cologne but then he actually smelled like... a fresh baby.When I get to pull his pants up from the bed, his boxer brief suddenly dropped along with it to the floor. No, I wasn't planning on sniffing his pants. I just wanted to see the brand of it. But then all of a sudden I hear the sound of the doorknob starting to click.Shit! He's done taking a shower.I quickly folded his pants and shirt again then picked up his boxer brief from the floor. Goodness I hope he won't notice that I touched his clothes. I rushed my back to the spinning bar stool and sat on top of it. I fixed my hair and I clearly had no idea how to act like I didn't do something fishy. I slouched on my chair and placed my palm pressed under my chin then finally heard the door opening.I stared at him over my shoulder and noticed him wearing a black bathrobe now. Damn, how will I ever get used to seeing him with wet hair and nothing on but a bathrobe? I think I'm lucky enough to actually see him only with that.He smiles. "Forgot to grab my clothes with me before I came in the showers." He tells me cutely.He walks to his clothes and stares at it for a while. I'm inwardly hoping that he didn't notice the change on how his clothes were placed. He grabbed it anyways. "I'll be done in a minute."I nod as I watch him walk back to the shower. I exhaled heavily.When Gage came out from the showers, it actually took him a few minutes to change. When he came out, he had his black skinny pants on and the bathrobe was still around him. I see his shirt was folded on his hand as he begins to walk closer to where I was. He smiles while he was rubbing his hair with a towel."Sorry I took a bit long." He says."It's fine. It wasn't that long either."He walks around the counter and stood where he stood a while ago. He carefully placed his shirt on top of the counter and I think he's shirtless underneath the robe. I can see his tattoos under his collarbones."So, what else do you wanna drink?" He asks. "We've got Daniels, Walker.." He continues to blabber about drinks but I didn't really pay attention to it.I was just staring at his lips. Fuck those lips are so plump and so pinkish. So kissable. I honestly wanna taste his lips. I wanna kiss them so hard until I'm breathing in the air he's breathing out. I want my sex to be pressed against those luscious lips. Fuck I wanna ride his face."So.." He snapped and I quickly pulled myself out from my naughty imagination.Fuck, did I just say I wanna ride his face?"What do you want to have?" He asks.I can't believe I'm having my first sexual fantasy of Gage Stockholm right in front of Gage Stockholm himself."Surprise me." I answer him."You love surprises huh?" He smirks while looking at me dirtily.Why does everything he do and everything he say excites me?"Who doesn't." I answered back playfully.His seductive green eyes are staring at me deeply, like he's mentally stripping me off from my clothes then his lips curled to one corner and his dimple begins to show.He grins at me, "Right. Who doesn't."He stares at me under his eyelashes. "I would love to surprise you too."Double meaning Double fucking meaning.6 : "Doses & Mimosas"Doses & Mimosas6Gage grabs two square-shaped glasses, placing some ice in it and started pouring some Johnnie Walker. We drank it together too and I didn't know that Gage Stockholm was a massive alcohol drinker. I don't remember if Monique didn't tell me about this or maybe I missed hearing this one out or maybe she forgot to mention it but I was surprised that Gage Stockholm loves to drink."One more?" He asks.I whooped. "Pour it up." I dared.He refills my glass and his glass again. We clinked our glasses and chugged it all down. I think my face grimaced because of the after taste.Gage chuckles. "I love that face you make when you drink strong liquor." He says.I cough once. "I feel my throat burning."I stand from my bar stool and walked around the counter, standing next to him."Teach me how to mix drinks." I tell him."I'm not good. I only know the basics.""It's ok. I just wanna know the basics so I can show it off to my friends." I smiled."Alright. I'
7 : "Anonymous"Anonymous7I woke up with something heavy pounding on my head. I felt something was placed on top of my forehead like a cemented brick or something. I groan with pain as I pull myself up from the bed."What the hell happened.." I muffled.I widened my eyes and stared at everything that was around me. I try to look around and then that remembered I fell asleep last night in one room on top of one bed with...I gasped.Gage Stockholm.I quickly moved my head to my left and saw no one there next to me. Gage wasn't here.Was it all a dream?But I was sure that I've been with Gage last night. I was sure that I spent the night with him till the dawn. I was sure we drank a lot last night and we were mixing drinks too. I was so sure what happened last night. It's still emblazoned in my head. I was sure that Gage ate me last night.Fuck.Gage really did eat me last night.I hurriedly hopped off from the bed and felt my stomach churning. I ran to the bathroom then headed to the
8 : "Omegle"Omegle8It's been two days since that night I spent with Gage. No, I didn't tell Monique about what happened to me and her idol that night because she was already ranting about Gage's Ms. Anonymous. I think the whole world has been buzzing about his tweet since he tweeted it and I expected this to happen. It was a great idea not to follow him or make a motive for him to know my name, or else he'll know me and it will trigger his fans to hate me. It's crazy because his fans are like agents. They get the littlest detail from Gage's life.Talk about massive devotion?And I think it's not really my business isn't it?I glare at my watch and it's already 3AM. I still have a class by ten and I don't know how to stay awake for that class in a while when I'm staying up late for my stupid essay. Well at least I'm almost done.I decided to take a fifteen minute break before I edit the last paragraph that I typed in. I take a sip from my coffee and all of a sudden I thought about c
9 : "Starbucks"Starbucks9"Hi." I greeted him.Oh damn he's so handsome.It's very unexpected to see him again after that wild party. I didn't anticipate it that I'll see him around here this early.He smiles so handsomely."Can I share a table?" He questioned.I can't help but smile back at him, he makes me smile because he's so handsome. He's being so adorable right now too and I can't help but feel happy about his smile."There are a lot of other tables around here but..." I glared at the other vacant tables which were actually a lot. He kept on smiling.I travelled my eyes back to him. "But alright." I continued.He pulled the chair that was right across me and sat down, "I've grabbed your drink from the counter, if that's okay with you." He placed the drink on top of the table.I smiled. "Are you sure you grabbed the right name?" I arched my eyebrow at him.He nods then spins the cup so my name that was written in cursive would face me."Tate." He smiles.My lips begins to gro
10 : "Dinner"Dinner10By five in the afternoon, I rushed my way to my apartment and took a half bath. I began searching for something nice to wear for tonight. I pulled out all of my clothes from my cabinet, contemplating about what I was going to wear for my dinner with Dillion. I was thinking about going for a dress or something casual but sexy. I want to please him with how I look. I want him to remember me before he leaves New York.Of course I'm fucking excited for dinner.It's been seven months since I've deprived myself from going out to have dinner with the opposite sex and I think I should let myself hang out with Dillion since he's a very nice and respectable man. He is insanely hot too. Let's admit it, I'm awed by how gorgeous he is. Irresistible.Me: Just got out from class. Is that dinner still on?I began to put a light make up on just to look a little pleasing to Dillion.Dillion: Of course it is. I won't want to miss it. Pick you up at 7? Text me your address :)That
11 : "Fame"Fame11We drove out from the restaurant and we were quiet the entire time he was driving his car. My thoughts were simmering through the things that happened at the restaurant a while ago and I still can't believe that this man is insanely huge. The traffic light was on red and we came to a stop. I exhale heavily while I kept my eyes looking out to the window."I'm sorry." We unexpectedly said in unison.We chuckle together too.I move my head to him. "I'm sorry about Adam."I exhale. "He's... He can be a bit... He's just a big ass jerk. Like, all the time.""Yeah, that guy has a huge mouth. Annoying, sometimes.""Annoying as always."Dillion grins."I didn't know you were a fucking huge photographer." I snapped. "You're known worldwide. You're a multi-awarded photographer. But I never knew who you really were.""And I liked it. Because you didn't see me as who I'm known for. You didn't know I was D. Cole. You've been so normal with me and I was enjoying my time with you.
12 : "Club 54"Club 5412Silver Spade's curly haired crooner has been recently spotted on LA with no other than the beautiful blond model Nadine Leopold. The two looked like they were having a peaceful lunch together with two other friends. It has been a while since Gage was spotted hanging out with a woman and the fans got frenzied about it. Fans were saying over Twitter that she is recently added to Gage's collection of winter girlfriends. But if there's any truth to that winter girlfriend thing, I guess winter still isn't over for Gage Stockholm.Click here to see more pictures of Gage Stockholm and Nadine Leopold having lunch together.I sigh heavily when I finished reading the article. I didn't want to see photos of them having lunch anymore. He's already moving on from what happened to us that night."Well what do you expect Tate?" I scolded myself. "That he'll be holding on to that failed sex he had with you? That he won't be seeing other women just because he met you? You're
13 : "Feb. Thirteen"Feb. Thirteen13G A G E "Thank you." I said to the crew after I got my huge handbag with me. I quickly got inside the black tinted car before someone would notice me.When we drove out of the airport, I rested my head on the backrest while my driver was driving me to my penthouse. I only have one day and a half before I go to Melbourne for OTRA so I need to see her. I really wanna see her. I wanna surprise her that I'm Gage Stockholm.Nobody knew I came here in New York and they were expecting that I'll be in Los Angeles to see Nadine. Aside from meeting this girl I met from Omegle, I came back here also in hopes to see that girl again, that girl from my private party. I wanna see her again but I just don't know where I would find her.Finally, we arrived at the hotel and I was guided inside by my bodyguard as we go through the lobby while people were beginning to notice me. Sam grabbed my keycard from the front desk and we quickly paved our way to the elevator.
FINALEI watch as Tate teach Beatriz in perfectly cutting the cookie dough out of the Santa Claus head shape-cutter. She was asking a lot of questions to Tate if they'd make flower cookies tomorrow or a small chocolate cake the next day. Beatriz had a lot of questions in her mind and I wonder where she had inherited that kind of interest in baking since my mum doesn't really bake, but then maybe this trait must be coming from Tate's mom. She had mentioned that her mom loved to cook and bake and that she was a great cook.As they finished all of it, they began to press down tiny chocolate kisses over the dough and as I watch my five year old little girl having fun making cookies with her mother, I know I've chosen the right woman to spend a lifetime with."Dad! Don't just stand there. Share duties with us. C'mon!" Beatriz calls out.Tate chuckles. "You heard the boss, Gage."I laugh with Tate and jogged my way closer to my two favorite women as I kiss Tate's cheek then she flashes me h
103 : "First Birthday"First Birthday103T A T EMy heart is pounding against my chest as soon as we arrived at the venue. I'm sure that there's going to be trouble because Miller is here. I know he wants to be a part of his daughter's first birthday party but Monique said days ago while we were preparing for this party that she won't even let Miller come near Tarry.I just don't want Miller to be ruining this day for his own daughter. I've prepared days for this day to be perfect and I've tired the hell out of myself the past week just for my godchild. Gage even helped with the preparations too and he even lavished voluntarily money for this event. I know he doesn't want this day to get ruined too. And I can't let Miller ruin this day for both Monique and Tarry."I'm nervous." I say to Gage.Both of us hopped off of the car and walked inside the hotel. He fixes the button of his polo as he pushed his hair back to his forehead and says to me, "Don't worry about it."I exhale heavily.
102 : "Olivia Tate"Olivia Tate102G A G E SPAINThe following morning, Tate showed me around Spain too like how I showed her Cheshire. I've been to Spain before but not as fun as I have with her and I've never been toured this much around this place. I didn't even know there were places around here that existed and I never even knew about it if Tate didn't showed me around. And when we were here, we never got to see Spain that much because we were on tour.Tate showed me off to some museums, some art galleries, magnificent sceneries that truly wowed me, amazing cathedrals, we even went to the school she went to when she was in elementary and so many other places that we enjoyed till we got tired. There were fans who crowded us though when they saw me and walked up to us to ask for my picture and autograph but my good thing Sam and Ryan were there to secure us.By almost six in the evening, Tate wanted to go to this last place that she wanted me to. Of course I wouldn't say no to he
101 : "Kavanaughs"Kavanaughs101G A G E After we had dinner, I was still nervous. Even though I've talked to them and her father seemed nice to me, I am still nervous.With her two brothers.I know they're really worried about my relationship with Tate. I know they don't want me to be with her because of my fame and it will be a great hindrance between us. I know that but I won't let them ruin what I have with Tate. I've already done too much to save us.And I know how families get so overprotective and they're just like Gemma. But they're the boy version of Gemma which is crazy. I know how Gemma gets so worried when I'm seeing someone new because she's worried that the past might happen again and I know how her brothers are also worried for her because she's a woman and that's just normal.I sigh. I just wish they see that I am really serious with Tate."Hey..." I hear Tate's voice from behind me.I stare at her over my shoulder and smiled. I feel her hands holding onto my shoulde
100 : "Spain"Spain100T A T EWhen we landed Spain, a lot of people took photos of us the second we arrived at the airport. We hurriedly got inside Gage's car and quickly drove to my home. Gage has been silent since we landed and he hasn't talked much too. He was looking straight ahead to the road while the GPS was teaching him where to go."Hey..." I placed my hand over his hand that was holding the clutch.He travels his head to me. "Yeah?""You're awfully quiet. What's up?" I ask.Gage exhales. "I'm just so nervous to be meeting your father and your two brothers. Like seriously how huge are they?""Hulk-like." I answer.He gapes at what I said and I could see now how nervous he really was to meet my family. I didn't even know that he was anxious this whole time. He tries to keep his cool after what I said but I really had no idea that the reason why he's been quiet all this time since we got here was that because he's nervous to meet them.I laugh softly."It'll be okay." I say t
99 : "Holmes"Holmes99T A T EWhen dinner was ready, we walked to the dining table to have eat together."Aunt Josie is a really great cook. I must say she's better than mum." Gage playfully says."Don't tell mum I said that." He adds.Aunt Josie and I were laughing together but I as I look at Gemma, she was just plainly looking at me while she was already starting to eat."Oh Gage you always compliment my cookings. Thank you but I think you just miss it." She says while chuckling."No aunt Josie, it is really good." Gage insist.I smile."You gotta try this sweetheart." Gage placed a piece of tenderloin on my plate. "That's a family recipe." He smiles at me."Thank you." I tell him."So, what are your plans tomorrow?" Aunt Josie asks."Well, I'm actually planning on touring Tate around town. I wanna show her where I grew up. I'm also planning on introducing her to my cousins so I hope Jake is around." He answers her."Oh don't worry. My son just got back from university and I'm sur
98 : "Small Town"Small Town98T A T E"Here's your order sweetheart." Gage placed my macchiato in front of me after grabbing it from the counter. I smiled to thank him but I was inwardly distracted.We were sitting inside Starbucks, just having an afternoon date together. It wasn't like it used to and now he'd always sit away from me. We were actually sitting right across each other now and letting all people look over our table. I watch as Gage signed some autographs and talked casually to some fans who came up to our table. I watched him do his thing and I was so amused that he's still so calm at how he treats his fans. No, he doesn't treat his fans as fans. He treats them as if he had known them for so long. "Thank you Gage." The little girls bids goodbye.When his fans had left our table, he turned to look back at me again. "What's wrong?" He asks.I shake my head sideways. "Nothing. I'm just always amused at how you treat your fans."He smirks. "Well they all have a special pl
97 : "Once Again"Once Again97T A T EGage groans as I hear him shifting on top of my bed just next to me. I was facing my back to him while his arm was loosely wrapping around me. He slowly pulls me in as I felt him pressing his self against my body which felt great. I was happy having him here again. I mean waking up so early in the morning having him here just makes everything feels okay. It feels like nothing even happened and us just continued.All of a sudden I felt him kissing the back of my head and it just makes me smile. It maybe just a simple gesture but it shows love. It shows that he still loves me so much despite the shit stuff that happened all these months. And I am so happy just being like this with him. I feel so grateful because he's here and he's just here."I love you Tate." He speaks to me softly. He tightly wraps his arm around me just a little bit quick and it really makes my heart flutter even ten thousand times happier than it already is. I just kept smili
96 : "Eli"Eli96G A G EI have never been mad and disappointed in my entire life at someone this much. I really hate all of the people that composes the Scanty! Management. Eli has always been right since the beginning of this, they're all liars. I can't believe we stayed to such people for a long time and actually trusted them that they can actually give us the real happiness. I was so wrong about them. All of them. They always make us want to lie to the fans, to our family, to the people around us and even to our own selves.They are all so selfish.I know every signed artist has rules to follow because of the contract but I just couldn't believe that I let them rule my life all this time and all these years. I've never been this happier when I signed for Jeff and finally left them. I am glad that he has my back unlike how Scanty would actually do dirty things without our knowing.When I look back at it now and the things that they did to my life and the mess that they've caused n