Loving a man who's been in love with someone is something that Larie can't control. The feelings that she thought won't last longer than it should, even brought her to a more deteriorating passion that led her of turning and coming back from where she came from. With sorrow and pain that consumed her being. Will her whisper from the past be heard? Will her love for him stay still? Or will it fade like how the day fade? Disclaimer: English-Filipino Language
View MoreIt was in the month of August when I saw her the first time. We were hanging in the province of Laoang in the street near the market. It was the first time I lead my eyes with such kind of a beauty.It was somewhat kind of breath of fresh air for me. It was so angelic and light. Her almond eyes with a hazel brown eyeballs shade, it was so alluring. Her heart shaped face that covered with sweats. Her tanned skin was shining because of the rays of the sun that was kissing her. And her black and wavy hair that reached until her shoulder added her beauty.She was staring at me that time, ang bilugan niyang mga mata ay unti-unting nanliliit habang nakatitig siya sa amin. I could say that she was curious about us, dahil sa uri ng tingin na ibinibigay niya sa amin."Dude, let's tour around. I heard that there's an famous island here!" I heard Attic said.I diverted my gaze away from her and lo
Nakaupo ako ngayon sa loob ng kanyang kwarto habang nakatanaw sa labas na unti-unti nang dumidilim. Kanina pa ako rito kaya hindi na rin ako mapakali. Ang akala ko kase kanina ay kung ano na ang mangyayari sa amin dahil sa paraan ng kanyang pagsasalita kanina.It's not that I'm expecting that something will happen between us, but...yeah, I kinda expect! Mahigit apat na taon ko rin siyang hindi nakita, at sa loob ng halos limang taon na iyon ay ni minsan hindi ko ginawa ang bagay na iyon. I should be embarrass because of my own thinking but I just can't deny the fact that I want him. I know that he know that, hindi ko nga lang alam kung bakit tila wala naman siyang ginagawa.Tita Esther and tito Saimon are not yet home. Kaya hindi ko rin maiwasan isipin si Myxelle ngayon. Kung hindi ba siya naiilang kasama ang mga magulang ni Vaughn? Gayung ito pa lang naman ang unang beses na nakita at nakakasama niya sina tita. But then I remember wha
Malalim akong bumuntong hininga habang hawak ko sa aking kaliwang kamay ang anak ko at nakatanaw sa labas ng bintana. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko mamaya sa oras na kaharap ko na muli sila. Kung ano ang kanilang sasabihin sa ginawa kong iyon.I squeezed Myxelle's hand softly. "Are you ready, baby?" I asked my daughter.Nakakunot ang kanyang noo habang nakatitig sa labas ng bintana. "Who lives there, mama?" Seryosong tanong niya.I looked at Vaughn who's now looking at us too from the driver seat. "It's my parents house, princess." Sagot niya sa naging tanong ni Myxelle.She pouted her lips while scratching her nose. "Do you live there, daddy?" She asked again.I heard Vaughn's laughed because of it. "My princess is curious, isn't she?" Balik na tanong niya sa anak ko."Such a big house, daddy.""Hmm..."
I don't know what to say because of what he said. I don't even know if he's asking or what. And what does he mean by that? That I should accept him not only as Myxelle's father? Does he want us to accept him with wide open arms? It's that it?Or maybe, he wants me to accept him? Huh. I shooked my head because of that thought. How in hell that he's going to say it, Rie? Not because he said he loves you means that he want you? I laughed without humor. Am I that foolish? Or am I that assuming?"W-what do you mean?" Nagawa ko pa rin ang itanong iyon sa kanya sa kabila ng ideyang mayroon ako sa aking isipan.He cleared his throat before looking at me with soft eyes. "Baby, let's start a new...""Vaughn, paano ako papayag sa gusto mong mangyari kung wala akong panghahawakan? How am I going to trust you and your words when you're not giving me any assurance?" Mababa ang tinig na saad ko.
Nakatitig ako ngayon sa kanila. Kaya kita ko ang bawat galaw at reaksyon ni Vaughn sa harap ng anak ko. Na kahit ultimo ang galaw ng kanyang lalamunan habang titig na titig kay Myxelle ay kitang-kita ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang magiging reaksyon ko ngayon. Ang makita silang dalawa ay siyang nagpapasaya sa akin ng higit sa sayang naramdaman ko noon.My daughter, Myxelle, is talking nonstop since Vaughn introduced her as her father. She's talking about her likes and loves. That even I am trying to stop her I just can't. She's not that bubbly if she's not comfortable with the person she's talking too. So I know that she feel light with Vaughn's presence."You know what, daddy, sometimes, I heard mama crying in the middle of the night." Rinig kong sabi ng anak ko.He looked at me. "Why is that?"Hindi ko alam kung sino ang tinatanong niya. Kung ako ba o si Myxelle, gayung ang kausap niya ay ang
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko dahil sa aking nakita kanina. Alam kong nakatalikod siya mula sa gawi namin kaya malaki pa rin ang posibilidad na hindi niya ako nakita, kami, ngunit hindi ko pa rin mapigilan ang kabahan at matakot. He's here! I saw him awhile ago! Nasa iisang lugar na naman kami.Yakap-yakap ko ang aking anak habang patuloy ko pa rin na iniisip iyon. Ang lakas ng pagkabog ng aking dibdib ay gano'n pa rin. Kagaya kanina nang muli kong makita ang pamilyar na pigura niyang iyon, na sa sobrang lakas ay dinig na dinig ko ang pagkabog no'n na halos mabingi ako.Lumipas man ang mahigit apat na taon magmula nang huli ko siyang makita, ay hindi no'n mababago o maaalis sa akin ang pagkakakilanlan niya pagdating sa akin. Sapagkat kahit sa loob ng mahigit apat na taong iyon, ay araw-araw ko siyang nakikita. Hindi man bilang siya sa pisikal niyang katawan, ay ang bawat hugis at detalye naman ng kanyang mukha. Lalong-lalo na ang kan
"Mama..."Napalingon ako nang marinig ko ang maliit na boses niyang iyon. Nang makita ko siyang nakanguso habang nakatanaw sa akin at kinukusot ang kanyang bilugang mga mata ay animo'y may mainit na mga kamay ang bumalot sa aking puso. Ang makita ko siya sa kahit na anong itsura at marinig ang maliit ngunit malambing niyang tinig ay siyang nagpapagaan sa aking pakiramdam."Good morning, baby!" I said in a joyful voice.Naglakad siya patungo sa akin at agad na ipinalibot ang kanyang maliliit na mga braso sa aking hita. Agad akong tumigil sa ginagawa kong pag-aayos ng mga halaman sa aming bakuran at nagyuko bago ko siya inangat at binuhat. Nang karga-karga ko na siya ay sa leeg ko naman niya ipinalibot ang kanyang mga braso at agad akong binigyan ng halik sa aking pisngi.I smiled because of contentment and happiness. "Did you sleep well, baby? Hmm?" I asked her while sniffing her neck th
Nagising ako kinaumagahan dahil sa pakiramdam na animo'y hinahalukay ang aking tiyan. Dali-dali akong tumayo at nagtungo sa lababo para dumuwal. Pakiramdam ko ay gusto kong sumuka ng sumuka ngunit wala namang lumalabas.Hawak ko sa aking kanang kamay ang aking buhok na inaangat ko pataas habang nakahawak naman sa aking tiyan ang kaliwa. I was forcing myself continuously to release what's inside my tummy that made me want to vomit. Sa patuloy kong ginagawa iyon ay pakiramdam ko nanghihina ako.I couldn't stand straight while I was holding the sink. I felt like, I was draining my energy early in the morning because of it. Tumagal siguro ako ng halos sampung minuto sa ganoong sitwasyon bago ako nakaramdam ng kaginhawaan. Tumalikod ako at naglakad papunta sa may lamesa, when I was about to drag a chair, my vision suddenly went blurred. Pakiramdam ko ay umiikot naman ang aking paningin kaya agad akong tumigil kung saan ako nak
It's been three weeks since that night happened. At sa loob ng tatlong linggong iyon ay masasabi kong isa 'yon sa mga araw na hindi ko makakalimutan sa buong buhay ko. I was beyond happy on those days, that I forgot to think about her. Her comeback, as Abby's called it. Na sa loob ng tatlongng linggong iyon ay hindi ko ni minsan naisip ang tungkol sa kanya.Hindi dahil sa pinilit kong kalimutan muna iyon sa loob ng maikling panahon, kung hindi ay dahil sa mga bagay na ginagawa ni Vaughn na nagtutulak sa akin para makalimutan ko iyon. We did the things we haven't done before. He always came at my place every after his work, he even slept there sometimes. I'd say that, many things had changed from what we were. And I am hoping that it would last longer than I thought.It was five thirty in the afternoon that day, and I was walking on my way to his condo unit at BGC in Taguig. I was planning to surprise him, the reason why I didn'
"Manong, bayad po." Inabot ko sa kanya ang dalawampong pisong aking hawak bago ako nagpasyang bumaba. Pagkababa ko ng tricycle na aking sinakyan ay tinahak ko ang mabato at matarib na daan patungo sa lugar na aking kinamulatan. Banayad kong tinahak ang daan patungo roon. Tunog ng mga nalagas na dahon mula sa naglalakihang mga puno at ingay ng mga nagliliparang ibon sa himpapawid ang aking naririnig. Matalahib na daan at kulay luntian ang aking nasisilayan. The tender rays of the sun kissed my skin. The summer air blows my black and wavy hair seems so alluring. Pagkaraan lamang ng ilang minutong aking paglalakad ay narating ko rin ang aming tahanan. I stare at it, I didn't know how long I was staring at the place I will always call my home. All I know is that, I misses everything that had happened here. Memories. The memories of my parents lingered on my mind. Masasakit at masasayang mga alaala kasama sila. The day when my father left us. Followed by my mother after a months. I al
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