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Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) HIDDEN LIES.
The wind was chilly on my skin. Brooklyn was nothing like California, and the breeze blew harshly against the nearby trees.I could hear the wind howling and flowing through my clothes. I felt so cold. Goosebumps popped up on my skin. Even though I was wearing blue jeans and a black long-sleeve shirt, it wasn’t helping, and if I wasn’t struggling enough to walk, it would have blown me off too. I was a lightweight figure. My red hair flew all over my face. My pointed nose itched, tears streamed down my flushed face and my dark brown eyes.My little dimpled cheeks hurt, my white, pale skin was covered in goosebumps, my feet hurt from the cold despite the black pointy boots I was wearing, my numb red lips were as cold as ice.I had to bite them to feel my damn lips. I was over five feet tall, but my small feet couldn’t even fit properly in my boots. Do I care? No! I was tired of everything enough to care about myself right now. I shouldn’t have left the apartment on this frosty
Last Updated : 2022-10-17Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) HIDDEN LIES (PART TWO)
“I did everything to please mine.’ My voice broke. “I loved him so much, I did everything to make us work. Who knew it would all be in vain? I was such a fool to have trusted him so much. When everyone was warning me about him, I gave them deaf ears because of the love I had for him. I was ready to throw everything away from him. My career, my heart, my soul, my everything. Yet, after giving my all to him, what I got in return was a stab to the heart.’ He was...silent. Why the hell was I speaking with a total stranger? I can’t believe I’m crying in front of a stranger, in front of someone I have never met. “He is my ex-boyfriend now. I broke up with him. It was too disgusting to watch, and I had to run out of my apartment.” My voice cracked, I choked, coughing painfully. “Oh, my,’ he uttered and blew up some smoke in the air and lit another cigarette. “He ended things with me. Ain’t I so pathetic, a fool and not beautiful enough?’ I shouted and whimpered, rubbing off my tears. “
Last Updated : 2022-10-19Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) ABANDONED.
“Good morning,” I mumbled. “You seem tired, have a cup of coffee. If you are hungry, you could get a couple of things from the fridge and cook something.” He instructed. “Oh, okay, thanks.’ I cleared my throat since it felt hoarse... “Your boyfriend. Do you live with him?’ “Yes,’ I replied. Why was he bringing him up? Oh, we didn’t get to finish our conversation yesterday? He must have dodged it for me not to feel bad about it. I thought he didn't want to talk about it anymore. “I thought as much, sorry, don’t mean to pry. You look like someone who ran from home.” He apologized. “No, it’s nothing,’ I sighed. “Has someone ever cheated on you?” “Everyone gets cheated on at some point. No one is perfect. You asked that same question yesterday.” That doesn’t answer my question again. Why wasn’t he talking about himself? I must be stupid and it's not as if I know him so why am I bothering myself whether he has been cheated on or not? “Yeah, I thought I was perfect,’ I murmured. “
Last Updated : 2022-10-19Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) FORGIVE AND FORGET.
That day, I didn’t want to believe my grandmother’s words. I cried for days and days turned two weeks and weeks turned into months. She would starve me for days and treat me like some scum. I cried to the heavens, promising to be good if my mother comes back to me. I wouldn’t cry anymore. I wouldn’t scream at her anymore. I wouldn’t play with toys if she didn’t want me to. I wouldn’t wake up at night and ask for milk again. I wouldn’t ask her when I was going to the park to get some ice cream. I wouldn’t question her anymore. I wouldn’t ask what she can’t afford. I would make sure I stay in my spot and be an invisible child. Yet, it was too late. My prayers were dashed into the sea. I never saw my mother again. My grandmother died afterwards. Since I had no guardian, I was taken to an orphanage; it became worse. I was alone and bullied most of the time, glad I got adopted by wonderful parents. I wouldn’t say they are the best, but they are manageable. That was how I met
Last Updated : 2022-10-21Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) NEW BEGINNING.
“Don’t tell me such nonsense again. Don’t think I have time for this bullshit.’ I got up and walked out on her. People say that I’m weird and not a usual kid. Well, I don’t know how to answer that. The next day I didn’t go to my apartment. I went back after a few hours and stayed at Kristen’s place, prepared for school, ignoring her throughout the day, and she didn’t even bug me. Glad she gave me some space. The moment I got to school, feeling a little thirsty, I went to go get a drink from the juice dispenser when I saw Noah in front of me. I eyed him, acted like I didn’t see him, and walked past him, after taking what I came for and strolled off. “I’m sorry,’’ I heard him say. I stopped in my tracks holding a can of juice in my hand, thinking, if I should splash it on him, but I don’t want my juice to go to waste. “Why the fuck are you here?” “Listen to me, Larisa,’ I sighed shakily. “I’m sorry, I hope I didn’t hurt you and…” “You must be stupid.” I laughed, my heart nearl
Last Updated : 2022-10-21Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) THE DRUNKEN NIGHT.
Landon and I began hanging out together. We weren’t dating, just being good friends with each other. I told him of my dream, how much I loved music, and nearly abandoned it because of Noah. Landon just nodded and promised to help me out in my music career. He put me through into the music industry and how it goes. Since I had no connections, sometimes he would practice and teach me more about how to sing in his studio and other times with his friends. He would take me to places that I’d never been to before and we became the best of friends. He was calm and observant. I was always talkative, and he listened attentively to me without a word, and gave me a couple of pieces of advice. I then went to his places all the time to relax. He became my friend and sometimes when I go over to his place. We will have breakfast, lunch and dinner together. He cooks really well and listens attentively to me. No matter how much I vent a lot, he never complains or interrupts me. He always
Last Updated : 2023-01-15Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) UNMET NEEDS.
“What if I was infected but wanted to use a condom to prevent you from getting it? Would you be able to tell that I’m clean?” He argued. “Na, you wouldn’t be infected. I could also tell by your lifestyle that you don’t fuck anyone you come across easily, unless you are sure and I trust you. Go on, do whatever the fuck you want with me.” I grinned. “Don’t trust me. I'm so eager to get inside you.” He came to me and opened my legs and slammed into my wet pussy without a condom. “Ahhhh…Landon, you are huge.” I moaned, and he whispered softly. “I couldn’t hold it in anymore. You were just so gorgeous.’ He groaned and began moving inside me.Noah’s Pov. “Ahhh…go harder, Aiden,’ I moaned, holding my ass cheeks as he slammed his dick into it. “Faster, please, faster. I’ve been thinking so much about you.” I stroked my dick along as he banged into me. He held my waist and slammed harder into me, deeper than before. “Fuck, your asshole is the fucking best thing to fuck.” He slammed harder
Last Updated : 2023-04-12Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) BAD TIMING.
“So, be glad she finds out now and stop being a pussy.” He stated and got out of bed, wiping off our sperm on the sheets. “Man, it’s pretty thick.” He murmured as he played with it.” He murmured as he played with it, while laughing. “Stop that, don’t be disgusting.’ I turned my expression from him. “Who cares,’ he says. “Just leave that girl called Larisa, alone for now.” “I know,’’ I murmured and lay down on my bed once again. “I’m the son of a bitch. How do I get her to forgive me?” “You can’t. Just give her some time. She will come around.’ “What if she hates me?”“Then, just take it as if you guys are not meant to be together in the first place and let her go.” “I just…”He rolled his eyes in annoyance. “You know what the hell is wrong with you? You want her to forgive you and be done with it, clear your conscience and make yourself feel good. Things don’t work that way these days. Get over it. You can’t control it, no matter how hard you try, geez.’“
Last Updated : 2023-10-01
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Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) PAIN LEAVES SCARS.
"Baby, fuck…ahghhg…Landon." I moaned, and he grunted, going deeper and deeper into me."You are just so full. Why are your breasts this thick, your nipples, fuck?" He groaned and slammed harder into me.I didn't know my body turned him on so much.I kissed him on the neck as he roamed his hands around my body."Fuck, I'm cumming." He announced and released inside me. It was warm and felt wonderful.He pulled out of me and lay down beside me for several minutes without a word. I looked at his face, which was facing somewhere else. I touched his hair, which smelt good.He faced me. "You look beautiful.""Huh." I laughed. "What does that even mean?""I mean, you look sexy." He kissed me on the forehead and got up."Where are you going?""To take a hot bath." He replied and left me in the living room.I got up and dressed myself up after cleaning up and sat down with the air conditioner switched on. Why did he have sex with me as soon as I came here? I don't understand.The door opened, a
Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) LOST BUT FOUND.
“Hi, Landon.’ I dropped the pot from the gas and walked over to him with a smile. “Good morning.”“What the fuck are you doing in my kitchen? I thought you'd left.”“Umm.” I was suddenly nervous about the attitude. “I thought you would be hungry, since…”“Since what?” He interrupted. “Aren’t you supposed to leave?”“Why are you talking to me in such a manner? What did I do wrong for you to vent your anger on me? I only cooked. What’s wrong?”"I didn't invite you to stay here. Please leave now."I snapped. I wasn’t a child he could talk to disrespectfully, as he so wishes.“Why are you talking to me in such a manner? Are you disgusted with me after banging me?”“You are sick.” He firmly uttered. “Get out of my apartment this instant.” He yelled.I took the food I cooked, which was beaming hot, and poured everything into the sink and threw the stainless pot on the floor and walked out angrily, muttering. “Jerk.” And shouted. “You will never see me again.” I slammed the door shut and tea
Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) BAD TIMING.
“So, be glad she finds out now and stop being a pussy.” He stated and got out of bed, wiping off our sperm on the sheets. “Man, it’s pretty thick.” He murmured as he played with it.” He murmured as he played with it, while laughing. “Stop that, don’t be disgusting.’ I turned my expression from him. “Who cares,’ he says. “Just leave that girl called Larisa, alone for now.” “I know,’’ I murmured and lay down on my bed once again. “I’m the son of a bitch. How do I get her to forgive me?” “You can’t. Just give her some time. She will come around.’ “What if she hates me?”“Then, just take it as if you guys are not meant to be together in the first place and let her go.” “I just…”He rolled his eyes in annoyance. “You know what the hell is wrong with you? You want her to forgive you and be done with it, clear your conscience and make yourself feel good. Things don’t work that way these days. Get over it. You can’t control it, no matter how hard you try, geez.’“
Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) UNMET NEEDS.
“What if I was infected but wanted to use a condom to prevent you from getting it? Would you be able to tell that I’m clean?” He argued. “Na, you wouldn’t be infected. I could also tell by your lifestyle that you don’t fuck anyone you come across easily, unless you are sure and I trust you. Go on, do whatever the fuck you want with me.” I grinned. “Don’t trust me. I'm so eager to get inside you.” He came to me and opened my legs and slammed into my wet pussy without a condom. “Ahhhh…Landon, you are huge.” I moaned, and he whispered softly. “I couldn’t hold it in anymore. You were just so gorgeous.’ He groaned and began moving inside me.Noah’s Pov. “Ahhh…go harder, Aiden,’ I moaned, holding my ass cheeks as he slammed his dick into it. “Faster, please, faster. I’ve been thinking so much about you.” I stroked my dick along as he banged into me. He held my waist and slammed harder into me, deeper than before. “Fuck, your asshole is the fucking best thing to fuck.” He slammed harder
Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) THE DRUNKEN NIGHT.
Landon and I began hanging out together. We weren’t dating, just being good friends with each other. I told him of my dream, how much I loved music, and nearly abandoned it because of Noah. Landon just nodded and promised to help me out in my music career. He put me through into the music industry and how it goes. Since I had no connections, sometimes he would practice and teach me more about how to sing in his studio and other times with his friends. He would take me to places that I’d never been to before and we became the best of friends. He was calm and observant. I was always talkative, and he listened attentively to me without a word, and gave me a couple of pieces of advice. I then went to his places all the time to relax. He became my friend and sometimes when I go over to his place. We will have breakfast, lunch and dinner together. He cooks really well and listens attentively to me. No matter how much I vent a lot, he never complains or interrupts me. He always
Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) NEW BEGINNING.
“Don’t tell me such nonsense again. Don’t think I have time for this bullshit.’ I got up and walked out on her. People say that I’m weird and not a usual kid. Well, I don’t know how to answer that. The next day I didn’t go to my apartment. I went back after a few hours and stayed at Kristen’s place, prepared for school, ignoring her throughout the day, and she didn’t even bug me. Glad she gave me some space. The moment I got to school, feeling a little thirsty, I went to go get a drink from the juice dispenser when I saw Noah in front of me. I eyed him, acted like I didn’t see him, and walked past him, after taking what I came for and strolled off. “I’m sorry,’’ I heard him say. I stopped in my tracks holding a can of juice in my hand, thinking, if I should splash it on him, but I don’t want my juice to go to waste. “Why the fuck are you here?” “Listen to me, Larisa,’ I sighed shakily. “I’m sorry, I hope I didn’t hurt you and…” “You must be stupid.” I laughed, my heart nearl
Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) FORGIVE AND FORGET.
That day, I didn’t want to believe my grandmother’s words. I cried for days and days turned two weeks and weeks turned into months. She would starve me for days and treat me like some scum. I cried to the heavens, promising to be good if my mother comes back to me. I wouldn’t cry anymore. I wouldn’t scream at her anymore. I wouldn’t play with toys if she didn’t want me to. I wouldn’t wake up at night and ask for milk again. I wouldn’t ask her when I was going to the park to get some ice cream. I wouldn’t question her anymore. I wouldn’t ask what she can’t afford. I would make sure I stay in my spot and be an invisible child. Yet, it was too late. My prayers were dashed into the sea. I never saw my mother again. My grandmother died afterwards. Since I had no guardian, I was taken to an orphanage; it became worse. I was alone and bullied most of the time, glad I got adopted by wonderful parents. I wouldn’t say they are the best, but they are manageable. That was how I met
Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) ABANDONED.
“Good morning,” I mumbled. “You seem tired, have a cup of coffee. If you are hungry, you could get a couple of things from the fridge and cook something.” He instructed. “Oh, okay, thanks.’ I cleared my throat since it felt hoarse... “Your boyfriend. Do you live with him?’ “Yes,’ I replied. Why was he bringing him up? Oh, we didn’t get to finish our conversation yesterday? He must have dodged it for me not to feel bad about it. I thought he didn't want to talk about it anymore. “I thought as much, sorry, don’t mean to pry. You look like someone who ran from home.” He apologized. “No, it’s nothing,’ I sighed. “Has someone ever cheated on you?” “Everyone gets cheated on at some point. No one is perfect. You asked that same question yesterday.” That doesn’t answer my question again. Why wasn’t he talking about himself? I must be stupid and it's not as if I know him so why am I bothering myself whether he has been cheated on or not? “Yeah, I thought I was perfect,’ I murmured. “
Yesterday Was Like Death (Breaking Boundaries) HIDDEN LIES (PART TWO)
“I did everything to please mine.’ My voice broke. “I loved him so much, I did everything to make us work. Who knew it would all be in vain? I was such a fool to have trusted him so much. When everyone was warning me about him, I gave them deaf ears because of the love I had for him. I was ready to throw everything away from him. My career, my heart, my soul, my everything. Yet, after giving my all to him, what I got in return was a stab to the heart.’ He was...silent. Why the hell was I speaking with a total stranger? I can’t believe I’m crying in front of a stranger, in front of someone I have never met. “He is my ex-boyfriend now. I broke up with him. It was too disgusting to watch, and I had to run out of my apartment.” My voice cracked, I choked, coughing painfully. “Oh, my,’ he uttered and blew up some smoke in the air and lit another cigarette. “He ended things with me. Ain’t I so pathetic, a fool and not beautiful enough?’ I shouted and whimpered, rubbing off my tears. “
