My feet were heavy as the maid led me toward the hall. There is this wrenching feeling in my chest. I suddenly feel too terrified, hurt, and confused about what happened in the garden. Terrified, because I thought meeting my Mate would give me a ticket on my way out of all this mess. Hurt, because Aster was already engaged to someone else despite being my Mate. And I have never felt so devastated after hearing it from his lips. And no matter what I do, I am still a slave in my father’s eyes; not even my Mate could save me from this. Confused, the man’s face was bright as the moonlight until the maidservant came and the reaction on his face changed from being amused to disdainful.
Was he scared when he heard that I am the daughter of the Emperor? Because that’s what most people feel whenever I try to make friends with them. My status stops them from getting too close to me because they know how my father despises me and no one wants to make the Emperor upset. Unless they have a death wish.
“Princess, your father wants your presence at the banquet! You cannot stay here…” My maidservant begged me while I cried miserably on the couch. The heaviness I felt in my chest is too much for me.
Tonight is just too unbearable for me to go on after seeing my Mate and knowing that he is already engaged to someone else. And now, I am being auctioned by my own father on my eighteenth birthday!
“Please, just leave me.” I sobbed at her and she just helplessly sat, having no idea how to console me. Nina has been the most sympathetic one of all the maids I have and I have been considering her as one of my friends here in the palace. But because the Emperor is too strict with me, she cannot get too comfortable around me, especially since the other maids are also watching everything I do. Nina is five years older than me and she has been like an older sister to me ever since he was assigned as one of my maidservants.
“I’ll stay here until you calm down. But I am scared that the Emperor is getting impatient with your absence in the hall, your Grace,” she muttered gently and with kindness, making me look at her with my swelling eyes. She always has a benign smile ready for me when I get so depressed like this.
“I–I saw my Mate in the Garden…”
Her eyes widened but then gloomed because she knows it was very unfortunate and harsh that I have met my mate on this very occasion when my father is about to sell me to those creepy nobles out there, “That’s untimely, your Grace. I wish he could do something to get you out of this mess.”
But we were both baffled when the door suddenly opened with a loud bang and my father marched inside the room. His steps were heavy and quick and I watch him with terror in my eyes while Nina immediately stepped away from me and lay low on the ground, with her forehead touching the floor.
“Your Grace, I am helping the princess get prepared for—”
“SILENCE!” My father bellowed, his pudgy figure is well fit for a tyrant and greedy Emperor like him. My whole body trembled when he glared at me with his fists curled into knuckles and before I could even anticipate it, the back of his hand had already landed on the cheek and I fell on the floor with my face feeling numb from the pain.
I didn’t even have enough time to react. I just sat there, my eyes wide with terror and my hands touching my face while I endure the stinging pain spreading across my face.
“You are testing my patience, Eodelle!” He snarled at me after he grabbed my face and glared at me in the eyes. “Make sure you look your best when you get back to the banquet and stop fussing! Don’t embarrass me in front of everyone! You hear me?!”
He snarled with his eyes changing from green to red hue and marched out of the room with his guards and maidservants following him.
I desperately went to Nina with my eyes full of tears, “Please Nina Help me get out of this! I never want this!”
She looked at me her eyes mirroring my terror in despair, “I wish I could something to help you, your Grace. But I am just as helpless as you…”
I sobbed terribly as she urged me that she had to work on my makeup and check on my dress. She had to apply a thick foundation on my right cheek because it was starting to swell and the bruise was too obvious after my father slapped me brutally with the back of his hand. I had to pull myself together so I won’t break in front of everyone. While looking down at all the people besides my father’s throne, I cannot do anything but act tough and swallow all the fears that are emerging in my throat. I cannot steady my eyes, especially when I caught the man in the garden staring at me from afar, a glass of wine in one of his hands.
“Everyone in this banquet, I introduce you to my only daughter, Eodelle Wycliffe. The first princess of the Realm and is of the right age to wed a noble that could offer the highest bed, a gift that is deserving for an Emperor!”
The whole crowd cheered and I saw the lustful look in the eyes of the noble as they smirked and grin evilly while staring at me from my skirt up to my face. Even King Richard grins so eerily at me while raising his glass of wine to my father.
I am dead. Truely dead.
While the bidding continued, the event organizer asked me to dance with the nobles and King Richard didn’t waste his time. He immediately went straight to me and took my hand for a dance. I wanted to grimace but I couldn’t or father will beat the hell out of me again if he finds out.
“You are so beautiful tonight, your Grace! You look so much like your mother,” He murmured to me while he led the steps. Everyone was watching us. After I made a twirl, my eyes caught Aster, the man I saw in the garden and my inner wolf just screams and feels so restless whenever our eyes meet. King Richard must have noticed it because he frowned and looked around, searching for the one that caught my attention.
But screams filled the hall when the lights suddenly went out. And when it came back, my eyes widened to see King Richard being impaled by two swords from his back that protruded through his stomach and chest, and the blood just sprayed all over my dress.
I looked around and heard slashes of swords. Metal to metal. Some have shifted to their wolf form and plucked out heads from every person near them. I couldn’t even scream while watching everyone die before me. The last thing I saw was my father being dragged out of his throne before someone suddenly appeared behind me and covered my head with a thick flour sack. I was grabbed by strong hands while I screamed at the top of my lungs to let me go. But I almost fainted when someone punched me in my stomach and then carried me somewhere. The screams and cries turned bleak and distant as seconds passed. And I didn’t know I already passed out.
The first thing I felt was the hard, cold ground underneath me. When I opened my eyes, I was already inside a cold miserable prison inside the dungeon.
“W-What? What’s happening? Why am I here!” I yelled as I ran and gripped the metal bars. I looked around but there was only darkness around me.
But my eyes widened when an unexpected person approached me from the dark with the same cold stare he showed me in the garden.
“You… What did you do?! Get me out of here?!” I screamed at him and he just stood in front of my cage, both of his hands on his back while staring at my terrified face with his unmerciful eyes.
“I am sorry, Your Grace. That you are involved in the mess that your father did to my pack years ago,” Aster uttered stoically, his voice low and eerie which made my skin crawl in fear.
“But… But you are my Mate!” I looked at him with desperation in my eyes, “And you know that!”
“I am no Mate of the daughter of my enemy,” he snarled at me while glaring straight into my eyes. He pulled his lips against his razor-sharp teeth, threateningly.
I have never seen pure hatred until I met this man…
“W-what? You cannot say that—”“Why can’t I? Your father is a murderer,” he growled at me with rage in his eyes. His lips pursed against his teeth, and I could feel the malice in his every glare. “He killed my parents long ago and I was just lucky I survived! He annihilated my whole pack and there is no way I could ever let him live after what he had done to my Clan!”I stared at the enraged expression on Aster’s face and I can see how much he has been waiting for this moment to avenge his family. I couldn’t say anything because I have known about this story every time my father boasts it to his colleagues while he was drunk most of the time. Subconsciously, I looked down at my hands and my dress and I could smell the disgusting metallic scent of blood all over me which must be from King Richard when he was stabbed in his chest and his stomach while we were dancing. My body trembled as I embrace myself, remembering the horror of cries and shrieks of the innocent lives killed in that b
“This is just the beginning of my revenge, your Grace,” The formality of his address to me sounds like an insult to my ears after I almost destroyed my vocal chord from the screamings I did while I push away the box from me and curled at one of the corners of my cell, crying. I cannot feel my face anymore. I have been crying for almost an hour now since they brought me here and I am starting to feel numb and empty. I embraced myself feeling so cold and weak after all the mental torture that Aster gave me.Without looking, I heard the cell open and I knew it was the guard who took the box again, and then the metal bars clanged when they locked it. I peeked at them and saw that Aster was still there talking to the blonde guy he called Emyr as if he was giving instructions. The guard who was holding the box nodded its head to both of them and disappeared towards the exit of this stinking, cold dungeon. I cannot let them do this to me! I am tired of always being the weakling!With trembl
[ASTER’s Point-of-View]I couldn't sleep so well last night.I thought it was just because of the humidity in the air or the uncomfortable softness of the bed that made me stay up all night so I spent it in one of the palace wings and stared down at the vast lands of the Empire I just conquered three days ago. I have been planning this revenge for so many years. Because the former Emperor was so careless for the past two years of his regime and ignored the call for help from his people about the disturbing poverty that spreads like wildfire in this State, some rebels joined forces with us and ended the tyranny of Emperor Oswald Wycliffe. All his subordinates will be facing death sentences soon for spending the tax money that they force people to pay. An unjust amount that people struggle to give as they worry about how to get food on their table the next day.But this kind of restlessness is just too disturbing and my inner wolf was feeling so down the whole day which affects my mood
[Eodelle’s Point of View]Did I just see remorse flashed in his eyes?I ignore whatever pity he feels for me. I can’t feel anything anymore after what happened to me in that dungeon. It feels like they took away a part of me that still believes that there is kindness no matter how cold this place is. But after all the anger, the pain and the violence they showed and caused me, all I could think is how unforgiving this world is, for the people like me who have nothing to do with any of these people and yet I am still hated for the crimes of my father.Every inch of me hurts and my head throbs terribly, “The only kindness you can give me is at least you had let me die in that dungeon…” I murmured bitterly on him and I watched how his face turned dark and stoic.“Do you think you can get away from me that easily, princess Eodelle? I am not as merciful as you think so you will stay here as long as I want. You are my prisoner and you will do whatever I say,” he uttered coldly as he looked
“Oh, princess Eodelle!”I almost tripped as I ran towards her, sobbing terribly. I felt like I was looking at an angel as she smiled down at me. I embraced her tight and we both dropped to the floor, relieved and happy to see each other again. Even Nina’s face is drenched with tears, glad we found each other in the palace after the chaos that happened so many days ago.“I thought you were dead!” I cried at her with grief in my chest, my body trembling terribly because I never expected to see her again, “I thought I was the only one left… I felt so alone…”“Me too, your Grace… I thought I was going to die that night! But the new Emperor spared my life!” She caressed my hair smoothly then dried the tears on my face, “I guess he knows you need me and ordered his soldier not to include me with the people they have to execute in the town square. He’s your mate, right? I guess that connection made him a little softer on you,”“I-I don’t know, Nina. I still don’t trust whatever he says,” I s
“What—”I didn’t gave the Beta a chance to recover from his shock. I made quick steps towards the woman while my hand was gripping on my metal pin so tight. I am filled with blinding anger. My body moves faster than my mind that I couldn’t control whatever I was doing. What I only have in my head was to stab that woman to death and the only word that screams in my head was ‘revenge’.Helena! She has to die!I feel like I am going insane. My eyes were menacingly wide but I feel so light, so calm on my chest. It feels like my whole body was moving on its own. Like something within me just overtook my body, wanting to spill blood in this garden and see Helena’s lifeless body down my feet. I should be terrified by what is happening with me right now but I can’t feel anything. I lifted my hand and swung it over her head, aiming for her long, small neck without any second thought of remorse.But before my weapon reach her skin, a strong hand caught my wrist. The next thing I heard was a scr
“Do you think you can get rid of me that easily, princess?” he snarled, his eyes glinting with anger, its gray hue turning into crimson that shook me to the core. I looked down at my hands and instead of seeing the metal pin stabbing against my chest, I saw Aster’s hand on my left breast bleeding severely while the metal pin was buried in the back of it, stopping my reckless attempt at suicide.I was lost for words as I stared at his face wide-eyed, both our breaths were ragged. I could smell him all over me. The crimson hue in his eyes faded after a few seconds as tears blurred my vision from another feeling of defeat. Why am I seeing a glint of pain in his eyes? Is that some kind of pity?No. He really would never let go of me…“Your Grace…” Helena kneeled beside Alpha Aster after he pulled the pin out of his hand with a grunt. Helena pulled him up, away from me and I was left on the ground, still in shock. The adrenaline running in my veins gave a pulsing feeling in my head as I wa
He was serious when he told me he won’t let me do what I did yesterday.When I woke up with a groggy head, I was surprised to see three women standing close to the door of my room. They bowed to me when I pulled myself up in a sitting position, still frowning.“What are you doing here?” Although I know already, I just can’t seem to process in my mind why the new Emperor, Alpha Aster cares about me so much to send a Eunuch and two handmaidens just to make sure I won’t kill myself. Even though I was a former princess of this Empire, I don’t think I still have power over this Palace because, in the first place, he made it clear to me that I am already one of his properties. Maybe that’s why he’s still giving me the attention I shouldn’t receive. From the man who conquered the Empire from my father’s tyrant hands.“I am glad you slept well, your Grace.”The familiar voice made me turn my head to the foot of my bed and saw Nina smiling at me from ear to ear, looking so happy to see me.I a