“Oh, princess Eodelle!”
I almost tripped as I ran towards her, sobbing terribly. I felt like I was looking at an angel as she smiled down at me. I embraced her tight and we both dropped to the floor, relieved and happy to see each other again. Even Nina’s face is drenched with tears, glad we found each other in the palace after the chaos that happened so many days ago.
“I thought you were dead!” I cried at her with grief in my chest, my body trembling terribly because I never expected to see her again, “I thought I was the only one left… I felt so alone…”
“Me too, your Grace… I thought I was going to die that night! But the new Emperor spared my life!” She caressed my hair smoothly then dried the tears on my face, “I guess he knows you need me and ordered his soldier not to include me with the people they have to execute in the town square. He’s your mate, right? I guess that connection made him a little softer on you,”
“I-I don’t know, Nina. I still don’t trust whatever he says,” I said to her.
My nightgown slipped down my shoulder, revealing the huge, black bruises that made her eyes widen, “Good gracious! What did they do to you?!” she exclaimed in horror. Her hand covered her mouth and then checked my arms and thighs with frantic hands, “Ohh, princess Eodelle…”
“It’s fine. What’s important is I am still alive, Nina… Do they know you are here? Did that man send you here for me?”
“T-To is honest, I just tried to sneak, hoping that the guards outside don’t know that I am your personal maidservant, your Grace. One of the servants was assigned to assist you with your bath and to my desperation to see you, I tried to trade tasks with her, your Grace. That’s why I can’t stay here too long. I am scared of what they might do to me if they'll find out about what I did—-”
“I am just happy to see you are alive…” I embraced Nina once again before she dried the tears on her face and helped me stand up with her. I still can’t believe she is here but I can’t make her life go in danger for sneaking inside my room, “Go. No one should see you in here. I will be fine.”
“A-Are you sure, your Grace?!” she asked with perturbation on her face. Nina is the only person I can feel has a genuine concern for me and because of her, I don’t feel alone anymore. I can survive here. I have to.
“Yes,” I smiled at her. “Now that I know you are here, I can finally breathe, Nina. At least I know I have someone here who cares about me.”
After Nina helped me with my bath, I didn’t make her stay too long in my room anymore, scared that people in the palace might get suspicious of her. I just spent a lot of time looking outside the tall window of my room, watching the guards doing their rounds down the gardens and all around the palace. I don’t understand why Aster still wanted me to stay in this place. But based on what he said about the citizens of this Empire being angry with the former Emperor, I don’t think I would be safe anywhere. Aster made my world smaller. And now, I don’t know what I would do with my life anymore.
But there is one thing I want to do…
Revenge!
I will make Aster pay for everything he did to me. For all the horrible things I suffered in the dungeon. For the abuse, he did to me the night after he decapitated my father. Maybe he just tried to save me from death just to torture me again. But whatever his plan is, I will never let him make me one of his puppets. I will find a way to end him, even if it means I have to sacrifice my own life!
Besides, I will be dead any other way. So I’ll just drag him to Hell with me.
I feel amazing after taking a nice, warm bath, and wearing a new clean dress feels so new to me after so many days the awful people in the dungeon made me wear rags, leaving me shivering on the hard cold floor.
I looked down at the window with hatred. I tasted the metallic tang of blood when my lips bled, and didn’t notice that I bite hard on my lower lip while reminiscing the hardships I endured during those dark days I tried to survive in the dungeon. But now, all I can do is use Aster’s feelings for me and make him fall for me while he hasn’t rejected me yet. That’s how I can have my revenge for what he did to me.
Curiosity came into me when it was almost dark and Nina hasn’t returned yet. I was hoping for her to visit me again but it seems the staff of the palace really keeps her busy so I tried to open the door but two guards blocked my way with spears in their hands, their faces looking disgruntled from my abrupt attempt to step outside the door.
“You cannot get outside your room. You are a clear prisoner of this palace and not a princess anymore,” one of the guards gruffly said with his eyes looking down on me as if I did something bad to him, “Get inside!”
I tried to stay tough and refused to get inside the room. I held my chin high and gave him a condescending look but my knees under my long dress are shaking badly out of fear and if I am not holding on to the knob of the door for support, I would surely drop on the floor in front of these soldiers.
“I need some fresh air to clear up my mind…” I uttered with a tough voice, my face hard and I can tell that the guards are still hesitating if they will grant my wish or not.
“You are not making any demands here anymore,” the huge soldier gruffly yelled at me, and before he could even push me inside the room and shut the door, a guy with blonde hair approached us with a smile of amusement on his face, exchanging look at me and the ill-tempered guard.
“What’s going on here?” he asked gently, his smile still didn’t fade on his face even after seeing me flinch away from him and the guard.
Then I got a little alarmed. I know him! I have seen him together with Aster while he was torturing me in the dungeon! It is Aster’s Beta!
I felt knots in my stomach when he stared me straight in the eyes as if he was measuring the situation in them. Looking at him makes me feel strange so I dropped my stare and just thought of going back to my bed but he stepped forward and stopped me from closing the door.
“It’s fine, Sandor. I guess I’ll just accompany her if she really needs to go to the garden,” the handsome blonde guy said and it made me wish I remembered his name when Aster called him before. I should be a little suspicious why he granted me my wish but what’s important for me now is to get away from this room because I feel like I am getting sick by just staying inside the whole day. The anxiety in me is getting worse and I can’t handle it well after being imprisoned in the dungeon for so many days.
“Thank you…” I murmured to the man as he walked beside me and lead me in the corridors towards the garden. I want to look up at his face but I don’t know why I am feeling shy and conscious being with him. Maybe it’s the fact that I am not used to being with men walking alone inside the palace and in addition to this, he’s the Beta of my enemy.
Stupid Eodelle, you shouldn’t thank him at all!
“I am surprised you survived all those injuries in just a few days,” he mentioned and then looked down at me, flashing me with his perfect set of white teeth. His lips are just so plumpy that every girl would surely lose her focus after seeing those kissable lips, “But I am glad that you did. I could never agree with what our Alpha did to you because I believe you have nothing to do with what your Father did to his people…”
Biting my lower lip, I tried my hardest not to sob in front of him but what he said gave me a sharp pang of pain in my chest, “Well, there’s nothing I could do about it, though. And I can’t blame anyone for thinking that I am also like my father. They don’t know me after all…
But before we could even enter the gate towards the garden, a familiar face made my eyes widen with shock and my hands just automatically took the metal pin I used on my hair…
My whole being became overwhelmed with anger as I stepped quickly towards her direction to stab her with the pin on my hand!
“What—”I didn’t gave the Beta a chance to recover from his shock. I made quick steps towards the woman while my hand was gripping on my metal pin so tight. I am filled with blinding anger. My body moves faster than my mind that I couldn’t control whatever I was doing. What I only have in my head was to stab that woman to death and the only word that screams in my head was ‘revenge’.Helena! She has to die!I feel like I am going insane. My eyes were menacingly wide but I feel so light, so calm on my chest. It feels like my whole body was moving on its own. Like something within me just overtook my body, wanting to spill blood in this garden and see Helena’s lifeless body down my feet. I should be terrified by what is happening with me right now but I can’t feel anything. I lifted my hand and swung it over her head, aiming for her long, small neck without any second thought of remorse.But before my weapon reach her skin, a strong hand caught my wrist. The next thing I heard was a scr
“Do you think you can get rid of me that easily, princess?” he snarled, his eyes glinting with anger, its gray hue turning into crimson that shook me to the core. I looked down at my hands and instead of seeing the metal pin stabbing against my chest, I saw Aster’s hand on my left breast bleeding severely while the metal pin was buried in the back of it, stopping my reckless attempt at suicide.I was lost for words as I stared at his face wide-eyed, both our breaths were ragged. I could smell him all over me. The crimson hue in his eyes faded after a few seconds as tears blurred my vision from another feeling of defeat. Why am I seeing a glint of pain in his eyes? Is that some kind of pity?No. He really would never let go of me…“Your Grace…” Helena kneeled beside Alpha Aster after he pulled the pin out of his hand with a grunt. Helena pulled him up, away from me and I was left on the ground, still in shock. The adrenaline running in my veins gave a pulsing feeling in my head as I wa
He was serious when he told me he won’t let me do what I did yesterday.When I woke up with a groggy head, I was surprised to see three women standing close to the door of my room. They bowed to me when I pulled myself up in a sitting position, still frowning.“What are you doing here?” Although I know already, I just can’t seem to process in my mind why the new Emperor, Alpha Aster cares about me so much to send a Eunuch and two handmaidens just to make sure I won’t kill myself. Even though I was a former princess of this Empire, I don’t think I still have power over this Palace because, in the first place, he made it clear to me that I am already one of his properties. Maybe that’s why he’s still giving me the attention I shouldn’t receive. From the man who conquered the Empire from my father’s tyrant hands.“I am glad you slept well, your Grace.”The familiar voice made me turn my head to the foot of my bed and saw Nina smiling at me from ear to ear, looking so happy to see me.I a
“See? It’s a pleasant day to feel the sun outside! Isn’t it, your Grace?” Nina cannot hide her excitement when finally, she’s outside the palace.Since she survived the attack, Nina told me she was never allowed outside the kitchen. All the servants and handmaidens like her are only to serve but are never allowed to talk to each other while at work. She told me that the person that manages them is so strict that whenever she gets discontented with their work, they are not allowed dinner. And so, Nina was miserable all the time to see how all of her friends in the kitchen palace got punished just because they used to serve the former emperor.I looked at her smiling face and I just chuckled silently, I couldn't believe that she suggested I get out of my room because she also wants to go to the garden.“You should have just told me you want to go out,” I smiled at Nina helplessly. She made sure I wore one of the finest dresses in the wardrobe and fixed my hair, braided it around my head
Nina and I decided to get inside the palace after the horrible idea came into my mind. I never want to think it that way but as I see things, I have a feeling that it will come down that road, and before that happens, I have to make it clear to Aster that I am not interested in whatever he is planning for my stay in this place. I will never let that happen.It was when we were about to step out of the gate that Helena and her three minions started walking toward us. I can’t remember if I ever met the three women with her though. I was never good at remembering people’s faces since I avoided parties because of my father. I only get to attend them when I have no choice at all. I was fully aware of how people only agreed with the former Emperor. Father manipulates things out of spite and fear. And no nobles would ever want to cross an Emperor no matter how senseless the laws and rules are. It is just sad that the people of this empire despise them too because they cannot control my fathe
“Nooo!!!”I looked at the glaring eye of my attacker, her face full of tears, grief, and anguish. Both my hands were on her wrists as she pushed the knife inside my body, the slicing feeling made me grimace as it deepened second by second. I could feel the warm, sticky blood running down my wound and drenching my dress, making Nina scream at the top of her lungs.I have never seen a girl in my entire life. But she is wearing the palace’s handmaiden uniform and her hair is tucked in a bun, her skin the color of bronze. She is glaring at me as if I did something evil to her which I have no idea about since I have never met this person in my entire life!“Your father—” she swallowed a lump in her throat as she breathed heavily, her face full of beaded sweat, “Your father killed my father!” she snarled in detest, her hatred seeped right through my bones that I shivered and my knees gave up. My attacker pulled the knife from me and was about to stab me right to the top of my head, aiming
“Your Grace…”“Hmm…” “It’s time to wake up… We have to prepare or we will be late…”“Late for what?”I waited for Nina to answer my question but when she didn’t, I opened my right eye and looked at her worried face.That’s when I got curious why she wanted me to get up this too early in the morning.“What’s happening, Nina? I was not informed that there is something special today.” I asked her, rubbing the sleepiness of my eyes and carefully propping my body from the soft bed. I don’t usually wake up this early so I am still tired, especially when Aster was being a bully last night. I don’t know how long he was lying with me on my bed last night… Did he do something while I was out of consciousness? Nothing seems wrong with my body though, except the stab wound on the side of my body which is still healing. Me, being unable to shift into and having an inner wolf trapped inside me makes it hard for me to heal fast, no matter how fast a shifter should heal. The nervousness I saw in he
“What are you doing here anyway?” I asked him, my eyes sharp as I looked at his handsome, mischievous smile, “Did he send you here?”“Oh, you never have to worry about that, my lady. I went here on my own because I want to witness your incomparable beauty before the Emperor,” he bowed like a gentleman in front of me and his eyes were gentle, “And just like I expected, you always take my breath away.”I gasped, sharp and silent at what he said. I averted my eyes from his lusty eyes uncomfortably and just took his arm when he offered it so we can finally go to the banquet where it must be starting already.I have never experienced a banquet held almost at noon. Most of what I attended before were evenings, which is one of the reasons why I never attend because I hate evening gatherings with people I don’t know. It is never safe for me, especially when I get cornered by noblemen and Nina had to make an excuse that I needed to go to bed early as I pretended I was feeling sick.I guess I w