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CHAPTER 38

Author: Mirela
last update Last Updated: 2023-04-12 02:34:53
NELLY

I know I shouldn't be snooping around, exploring the rooms of his house without permission, but I'm being impulsive, driven by my thirst for him. I turn my gaze to the corridor where his room is to make sure he's not coming, pressing my lips together, knowing how much I'll annoy him if I'm discovered here, right in front of the forbidden door, the only place in the house I haven't been yet, and I take a deep breath.

Making the final decision, I reach for the door handle and surprised to find it unlocked, I check the corridor again, my saliva running down my dry throat.

Christ.

This is about your past, something intimate.

But... I can't go back now, I need to understand your mind, get to know your ghosts in order to get to your heart.

I enter the room, facing the darkness. I close the door slowly, avoiding making any noise. My feet are bare against the tiled floor, and on my body is a clean blouse of yours. My breathing is rapid, and I have to put my hand on my chest to cont
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