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2024-10-29 19:42:56Loving Sydney was a great torture to me. I had been forcing myself to at least forget her but I could not and I should not. I should not because she's my life. I could not imagine life without her. I knew that the love I felt towards her was forbidden, not to mention that I was the only one who was trying so hard, but I couldn't really stop myself from falling again and again.
Her name was Sydney Klein, the only one girl I was in love with. We were already friends ever since we were highschool students. I thought before that we would end up being together because I was the only one in her life but life really is unpredictable. Without my consent, she loved someone she met named Neil.
"I told to you forget her but you are so stubborn," my father said and poured a drink in my glass. I devoured the content, and bitterness flowed down through my veins. My muscles contracted and I felt nothing but pity of myself for being like this, for crying like an idiot human like this.
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