“I did not!”
“Watch her a minute please.” I say to my friends before I take off out of the room and down the stairs to the living room. “What the heck is going on?” I demand before I am even in the room. The boys can sometimes get a little rowdy, but they are rarely 'bad', so this kind of behavior isn't something that I have to deal with often, thankfully.
“Ricky said that I threwed a rock at him!” Van says, tears welling in his eyes.
“Threw.” I automatically correct him, but it's drowned out by my younger brother rounding on him in anger.
“Because you did, you little jerk!” Maverick yells at him. He pulls up his shirt and shows me a bruise on his back, left shoulder that has a little bloody spot where it broke through the skin. Ouch. That must have been one big ass rock.
“Ricky, stop with the name calling. Calm down, come over here and let me see.” I walk over, looking at the spot closer. I know it must hurt but he doesn't seem to be in pain, just angry.
“No, I did not!” Vader, whom everyone calls Van, yells back, the tears spilling over. I want to hug and comfort him, because seeing him in distress breaks my heart, but I have to get to the bottom of the situation. Just then Valerina, or Val as everyone calls her, runs in the room, quick to jump into the fray.
“He didn't throw the rock at you, you stinkin' slug!” She is covered in dirt and her hair is matted to her head with sweat. “Mason did when your back was turned because he said you were being a sucker!” She gives him a smug, know-it-all look and Ricky growls.
“I-” He begins but I level him with a glare and he wisely closes his mouth before he says something that he will later come to regret.
“Is that what really happened?” I ask Van, because he usually never tells a lie. Ever. Even if it gets him in trouble, he always tells the truth, just like Wilder. Wilder has a moral compass that is out of this world. He always does the right thing, no matter how hard it is. He sets unreasonable expectations when it comes to perfection and it would be annoying, if he wasn't such a great brother. It's hard to be jealous of someone who has only ever loved me unconditionally, without fail.
“Yes. Ricky was being a big butt head. He was being mean to everyone and calling us all babies. So, when he took off on his skateboard, Mason picked up a rock and hit him with it.” He looks upset. “I turned to Mason and I punched him in the arm. I was trying to tell him not to throw things at my brother when Ricky came up and knocked me down, screaming at me for throwing a rock at him. So, I ran in here to you.”
I whirl on my brother, glaring at him. At least Ricky has the sense to look a tad remorseful. “You knocked him down?”
“I just went to grab his shirt, but he pulled away and fell down. It's not like I shoved him or anything!” Ricky says defensively.
“That doesn't matter. You know that you don't put your hands on anyone. I don't care what reason you might think that you have to justify it. You are way older than them. Old enough to know better, that's for sure." My hands are on my hips and I'm giving him my best 'mom glare'. "Go get your skateboard and bring it to me. Right now. You are grounded for one week. You know better than to put your hands on anyone or to call names.”
“That's bull-”
“You better not have been about to say what I think you were going to say.” A deep voice drawls from right behind me.
“I wasn't.” Comes Ricky's sullen reply.
“Good. Now you heard her. Get the board. It's going put away for a week and you get no xbox or playing with your friends.” Wilder tells the red faced boy. Ricky stomps out of the room and out the door, mumbling under his breath, but that doesn't faze Wilder a bit.
I call out behind him, “Then come here and let my clean up your back!” I turn to Wilder. “You're home early." I thought he had said that he would be out until time for him to go to work. he and Wyatt were helping Wyatt's dad, Mr. Kestrel, with something or other.
“Just in time to see you laying down the law.” He teases, walking into the room and playfully nudging me with his shoulder. I chuckle at the gentle teasing.
“Somebody has to.” I shrug. I feel a tug on the hem of my shirt and look down into the worried eyes of my little brother. “Yeah Van?”
“How long am I grounded for? I hit Mason, remember?”
Actually, I had completely forgotten. To be fair, I grounded Ricky for violence so I would need to punish Van as well. I crouch down and pull him into my arms, relishing the feeling of him hugging me back. Then I pull back just enough to get a good look at him. “Okay, since you hit Mason when you know the hands-to-yourself rule, you are grounded for three days.” I remember the kids coming tonight and how well Van plays with the babies for me while I am busy doing things. “Starting tomorrow.” Ricky comes in and hands his skateboard over to Wilder. “You too, Ricky. There are some kids around your age coming over tonight so you can hang out with them this evening. Tomorrow though, starts your punishment which means no friends until next Saturday.”
“Fine.” He says, seemingly over his anger and resigned to his fate.
I stand up, kissing each twin on the top of the head, before I lead Ricky out of the room. As I pass through the doorway I finally realize that Wyatt is standing there. He gives me a small grin when he notices my surprise when I see him. “Hey.”
“Um, hi.” I duck my head and move past him quickly, leading my brother to the bathroom where I clean his cut with peroxide, then put a little bandage on it with neosporin. It only takes me three minutes, even though I tried to take my time. “You are good to go.”
Ricky runs out of the room and I stay behind, throwing the papers away and putting the supplies back in the medicine cabinet. I don't realize that I am no longer alone in the small room until he speaks. “So.. are you still avoiding me?”
I whirl around, grasping the sink behind me to steady myself. “Wh- what?”
“You heard me.”
Wyatt moves further into the room, his thick brown hair falling over his forehead, making my hand itch to push it back. I watch closely as he rakes an impatient hand through it, pushing it back into place. His blue eyes are watching me watch him and a shiver runs down my spine. “You have been avoiding me for two weeks now. I asked if you still were or are you done?”
“I have not-” I begin, but one side of his mouth pulls up in a smirk and he springs forward, quickly pinning me to the sink with one hand on either side of me, his hands on mine. That stops the half-hearted denial that I was spewing.
“Sure you are.” He looks down at me with his intense blue gaze. “Ever since that night in the kitchen when I-”
“Shh.” I say, dipping my head in embarrassment. I can't meet his eyes as memories of that night in the kitchen flash through my mind. I'm afraid he would see the wanting in my eyes, the yearning I feel for a repeat performance.
He pulls away with a frown, staring down at me, noting the flush staining my skin. “Are you.. embarrassed that it happened? Do you regret it?”
“No.” I look up at him, being completely honest. I can't let him thank that because it is so far from the truth. I love that he kissed me in the kitchen while my brother sat in the living room watching a movie with the kids. “I'm just embarrassed to talk to you about it.” I continue softly. I'm not exactly use to discussing my love life because up until that kiss, I didn't have one.
“Good. Because you regretting it would make it harder for me to do it again.” Wyatt is back to smirking and my tummy gives a little dip in response.
“Do it- again?” I ask. I hate how timid and shy I sound, but I can't really help it, he makes me so darn nervous!
Instead of answering me, he moves his hands to my hips and lifts me up onto the bathroom counter. His head swoops down and his lips fit themselves to mine, stealing my breath. I gasp at the sudden contact of his hands on my rib cage and he takes advantage of my open mouth to deepen the kiss.
His tongue sweeps past mine, exploring the contours and eliciting a low moan from me, which never makes it past our joined mouths. I'm not sure what to do with my hands but he decides for me when he lifts my arms to his shoulders. I immediately wrap my arms around his neck and he smiles against my lips. When he moves his body forward between my parted thighs, I wrap my legs around his waist as well, holding tightly to him.
“Callie.”
I barely register the sound of my name being called, I am so focused on his hands which are caressing my under boob through my thin cotton tank. When the call comes louder, just down the hall from the open door, I spring back and shove at his shoulders. He stumbles back in surprise and I turn away, pretending to wash my hands, trying to calm my racing heart. Within seconds Lena is standing in the doorway, chattering a mile a minute, oblivious to the tension in the room, it seems. “Hey, Katie and I are about to head out. Wilder has Lucy. She abandoned us the second she saw him.”
Wyatt shuffles his feet and Lena notices him for the first time. “Oh, hi Wyatt.” She gives him a flirty smile that makes me grit my teeth. “How are you?”
“Pretty good, Lena. How are you doing?” He asks, all cool, calm and collected as if nothing just happened. Meanwhile, I am a ball of nervous energy and raging hormones left unsatisfied by my friend's sudden intrusion. I bite back my annoyance, feeling like a total witch for considering my friend an intrusion, even if it was just for a moment and in the privacy of my own head.
“I can't complain.” Lena finally looks between the two of us, noticing my expression for the first time. “Am I interrupting something?”
“No, not at all.” Wyatt returns smoothly. “I was just coming in here to wash my hands but Callie beat me to it. So, I was teasing her about how long it takes her to wash her hands.” He nods towards the still running water flowing over my long stilled hands and smirks, which in turn elicits a chuckle from Lena.
“I think they're clean now, hun.” Lena says to me. I quickly shut off the water and dry my hands on a hand towel. I take a deep breath before turning to face them both.
“Oh, I know. I was just taking my slow, sweet time. I love to keep the boys waiting.” I dramatically bat my eyelashes at my friend and give a fake, simpering smile. Lena nearly doubles over laughing so she misses the quiet remark that Wyatt whispers in my ear.
“I'll bet you do.”
A few hours later it is finally four o'clock in the afternoon. My friends have been gone for ages, both of them sending me texts as if we didn't spend the whole morning together. Wilder and Wyatt are off in his room doing who knows what. Wilder has to leave for work in a few minutes. He has to be there at five, which is the time that the first of the kids should be arriving. It's almost as if he planned it that way to avoid the house full of screaming kids. I have just finished giving Val a bath since she came in from outside completely filthy. She is now sitting in the living room floor with the baby, watching Beauty and the Beast on dvd for the third time today. Van is in their room, cleaning up his side. Ricky is in the kitchen washing dishes to try to cut down on his time being grounded. I lift the clothes basket up and walk through the upstairs hallway, noticing not f
An hour and a half later everyone has been fed. The older kids went back to playing while you cleaned up the toddlers. They got spaghetti EVERYWHERE. Wyatt volunteered to clean the kitchen up, which you gratefully accepted after a half-hearted protest. I left the baby on a pallet of blankets in the floor and she plays on her tummy, chewing some toys I found in her diaper bag. Wyatt is sitting on the couch holding her when I lead the two freshly bathed toddlers into the room. “Movie time?” Val asks. “Sure.” I agree. It's after seven thirty, time for the kids to start settling down anyways. “With snacks?” Van and Adam ask at the same time, as if we didn't just eat supper a little while ago.
“I had no idea that you knew my full name.” I remark inanely, moving to lay against him. My head is on shoulder, my arm on his chest and my legs pressed tightly to the side of his. “Yeah, well, you would be surprised by what I know about you.” He tells me. I'm staring over his chest at my wall, the room pitch black dark, as I try to adjust to the newness of the position I am currently in. “Anyways, I need to hear about all the names again. Wilder has told me them all before, a long time ago, but I forgot all but yours.” Wyatt says to me, his hand rubbing my back. “Ugh, horrible names. Seriously, after me, the hospital should have realized that Isolde sucks at naming children and they should have invoked veto power or something. Revoked her naming rights.” I mutter angrily. It's like she went out of
The sun filtering into my room is bright when I first open my eyes. I quickly close them, waiting until the sting has dissipated before I peak one eye at a time until my eyes adjust to the light. When I am fully awake I realize that I'm not alone in the bed. It is then that I notice that I have a big, muscled arm thrown over my waist and a pair of legs pressed flush against the back of my thighs. Wyatt is in bed with me. After Rebecca was picked up, I came back up to my room. I checked on all the kids, brushed my teeth and then laid down. Wyatt joined me, so we could talk some more. We had already laid out pillows and a blanket for him in the living room, so he meant to go back to the couch. Instead, we talked until we feel asleep and he apparently ended up staying here with me. “Kyle keeps texting you.”
Later that night, the guys are taking the meat off of the grill as I finish up in the kitchen. I laid out a blanket in the yard, so that Ricky, Val and Van could have a picnic as they requested. I fix their plates and then carry them outside to them, passsing them out. Ricky runs and gets them each a can of Dr. Pepper that Wyatt bought. I make sure they have everything they need before I move over to the guys at the grill. I watch as Wilder flops the last burger on a plate. “Let's eat.” Wyatt says, giving me a smacking kiss on the lips, before he heads into the kitchen. I shoot a startled look at Wilder but he looks unfazed by it. He just grins and gestures for me to go before him. Wyatt just kissed me in front of my brother! What does that even mean? I kind of thought what we were doing was more of a casual, don't let anyone know type of deal. Yet, here he is, kissing my
“What? Seriously? Are you sure?” I screech at him, shocked. He must be mistaken. There is no way that we have that much money in our possession. I stare at the money and the papers, hardly believing my eyes. The last thing that I ever expected to happen was for Isolde to show up, bringing us money. The fact that she acted responsible enough to bring documents regarding the kids was an even bigger surprise. Wilder gives you an annoyed look. “Callie, I can count. There are six hundred and twenty one hundred dollar bills. That adds up to sixty-two thousand. Just as I said.” I wasn't doubting his ability to count. I was just surprised that the most selfish person I ever knew was able to do something generous for once in her life. For once, Isolde thought of her children, putting them before herself.
Wyatt looks at me strangely, repeating “Upstairs?” I nod and point upwards. “You know, where my room is?” “Um.. Are you-” “Wyatt. Do you want to? Yes or no? Clock's a tickin'. Think long.. think wrong.." I'm out of expressions now, so I lapse into silence, waiting for his answer. “Of course I do, but-” Oh, good Lord, this boy is going to talk it to death. I grab his hand and pull him up from the couch. “Good. That's more than enough thinking for the night. Come on.” I pull him up the stairs and into my room, shutting and locking the door behind me. The
The next four months of summer flies by, filled with good times and laughter. Wilder cut back his hours at work so he's around more and we were able to do things with the kids. We'd spend the days at the lake, swimming or fishing, laughing and enjoying life. Wyatt would take the kids to his boss's clinic and let them pet the animals. We even took a little of the money and went on a weekend vacation to the ocean. Wyatt went with us, since he's practically a permanent fixture at our house these days. Wilder and I made weekly deposits of a hundred dollars each into a our joint bank account, finally getting all the money out of the house. We haven't seen or heard from Isolde since that night that she came by. We submitted the paperwork she gave us to a lawyer that goes to Grandpa's church. He said it's legally binding, so we are offici
Christmas Eve Eight Months Later “Die Hard is not a Christmas movie!” I shout at the boys but Wilder and Wyatt both laugh. “I think it should count.” Ricky says, teaming up with the guys against me. “Ricky.. It's not too late for me to call Santa and tell him that you've been a horrible kid, not to bring you any gifts.” I tell him with a wink and he laughs, throwing up his hands. The twins laugh at him, teasing him about getting coal.
Three months Later “Come on Mommy!” Val demands and I groan. “Val, don't rush. They literally can not start without us!” I assure her, but she is still dancing around impatiently. “If you do not stand still you are going to mess up your pretty hair. Or even worse.. your dress.” I threaten her and she immediately goes still. There is nothing she takes more seriously than the protection of her flower girl dress and her recently finished hair. “Has the nausea passed?” Wilder asks me gently, rubbing my back in comforting motions.
“Callie!” I hear my name being called and I open my eyes to see a familiar face above me. No, it can't be him. He's dead. Tears rain down my cheeks and I shake my head. “How? You can't-” “I'll explain it all do you. But first, are you okay?” Wilder asks me, pulling me into his arms. His arms are so familiar around me, a loving feeling that I missed so much. With a deep sob I cling to him, crying hysterically. “Callie?” Wyatt rushes down the stairs but stops in his tracks when he sees who's holding me. “Wilder?”
“Adopt them?” I repeat. “I have actually been thinking about this for a while now. I know it sounds crazy, but you have custody of them and they have no other family but you. If, God forbid, something happens to you, they would go to foster care. But if we, you and I, legally adopt them then they are our children. We go on their birth certificates as their parents, my parents will legally become their grandparents. We would be the family that we are but it would be, I don't know, more finalized. If that makes any sense.” “Wyatt.. That's wonderful of you to want this, but it's such a big step.. I know you love them but you would be taking on so much-”
Wyatt drops Grandpa back at the hospital because he doesn't feel like going out to eat with us. Rose and Brian leave to go to get Sara and they take Val and Van with them. Ricky rides with Wyatt so it's just me and Lucy in my car. I drive home to park my car and I have just gotten Lucy out when Wyatt pulls up. He comes to put the baby in her car seat and we leave. “The kids were so cute today.” I comment, to make conversation. The silence was killing me. “I loved hearing the reasons why the love us.” Ricky has headphones on in the back, mumbling along to a song under his breath and Lucy is playing with a toy Ricky handed her, being really good. “Van's reasons for loving people often involved food.” Wyatt gri
Monday morning dawns bright and sunny, looking like a gorgeous day. Val and Van wake up in a wild mood, so excited that they can hardly sit still. They triple check the plan with us, making sure that we will all be there on time. We have to confirm the time with Val six times. As I'm doing her hair, she asks again. “What time are you coming?” “Val, honey. We will be there at eleven.” “You might want to get there a little early.” She tells me, as if my time management skills are so bad that I need a six year old to tell me when to arrive places. “We will get there at ten fifty.” I tell her, putting the bow in
I spend every day by my grandfather's bed and I am there when he opens his eyes four days later. He blinks, looking around confused. “It's okay Grandpa. You're okay!” I tell him, leaning over him to give him a huge hug. “Cal-” His voice is dry and cracky from lack of use, but his words feel stilted. The doctor waned me that he might have to relearn to speak, just as he will have to learn to walk and move correctly. “I love you, Grandpa.” “I- love.. you.” Tears roll down my face. I lean over to kiss his cheek
“Callie.” “Don't ever leave me again.” I sob. “I would stay with you forever, if you'll let me.” He tells me. He sits in the chair, pulling me in his lap. I always love when he holds me like this. I curl into his chest, my hands around his waist. “Callie-” “Let's not say anything.” I tell him softly. Every time we say something, it gets misconstrued or misinterpreted and we use the misunderstanding to push each other away. I don't want that. Not now. I just want him. Like this, I want to be in his arms. I don't want anything to potentially jeopardize that.
He says this, moving closer to me. I have to fight the urge to get up and run away from him. I really don't want to be near him, but I won't back away like a coward. “So much that I could hardly stand it.” I say in a monotone. Actually, I haven't given this slime ball a single thought since my black eye faded and quit being a constant reminder of my stupidity. “Harper cut her hand on broken glass and I have to wait while she gets stitches.” He moves over to me about to sit down beside me. “Unless you want another broken nose, I suggest you stay the fuck away from me.” I sneer at him.