Adaline's Point of View
"Daughter!" He yells in glee, and I feel relief, my paranoia fading away."Hi." I smile, relaxing. I've missed him. "How's Mom?""She's here, wants to speak to you." He says, and I wait for her "Adaline, come home." She says, and I freeze."Is something wrong?" I say, but she laughs."No, Adaline, It's our Anniversary next Saturday, and this year, I don't want a delivered gift and video call, I want my daughter, my only child." She says, and I sign."I miss you Mom, but I haven't being home in almost ten years. I left for a reason.""I am not asking you to come back fully, just visit your mother, am I not enough reason?"I roll my eyes "Enough with the guilt trip Mom.""Excellent. I'll see you on Wednesday, bring me a huge cake, and your daddy wants a baseball hat. Love you, bye." She rushes out and cuts the call.I groan in frustration. I don't want to go back, I don't want to go home, but it's been eight years, and it's time to return to New Orleans, just for a week.________"Oh my baby girl, you look so grown." Mom grins, kissing me repeatedly on the cheek. I smile, hugging her closer, I'm trying to ignore it, the feeling of being incomplete and staring right at my other half, it's an ache, a void in me, but I've mastered the act of ignoring it, or so I think."Let me hug my daughter too, wifey." Dad says, laughing, and I leave Mom, hugging him, he feels almost like him, almost."You have been missed, Adaline. I hate that I missed out on your growth." He murmurs and guilt floods me.I left New Orleans almost nine years ago. No one knows why I left, only I do. I grew up in the Big Easy, as they call New Orleans, and I grew up in The Blue Moon Pack, my mother is a watch, and my father a werewolf, everyone turns at age sixteen, they get mated few month later, by mated I don't mean get married, unless they want it. Mating is similar to soulmates, you get to know who your wolf wants, the person you'll spend the rest of your life with. I remember praying desperately to the moon every night to get a good mate and finally be a werewolf, but I didn't.I waited and prayed, but I didn't. I watched my best friends wolf out, go hunting, train in their wolf forms, and I was the only eighteen years old to be abnormal. I waited for five years, then I left."You didn't miss much, Dad." I grin, releasing him.I stare round the room, resisting every urge to look at him. Alexandru. Fuck.I smile as I greet the Alpha, I bite my lips to keep my retort in, finally glancing at Alexandru, just to find him looking at him, his eyes is bluer than ever, he's grown too, roughly. I tear my gaze away, as I greet Faye and Catalina. The plesentries go on for a while, till I've greeted everyone except Alexandru, I look at him again, still surprised to find him staring at him, like he's trying to decipher me, like he sees me, sees through me.This is really awkward, I grimace, attempting a smile "Hi Alexandru."He grits his teeth, and I feel a rush through me, but I ignore it."Fuck you, Adele." He says, quietly, but I hear him, we all do. I bite my lips to stifle my gasp. I watch him as he marches out the room, his every step thundering.I breath out, staring round the room, "I will talk to him." I say, heading out."Are you sure that's a good idea?" Zach says, and I try not to blush in embarrassment."It's good. I got it. It's just Alexandru." I shrug.________I pull off my jacket, New Orleans heat getting to me. Feeling oddly conscious, I glance at my outfit, I'm wearing a black skirt, with a nude crop top. It doesn't take long for me to find him."I said Fuck off Adele." He says, with clouded eyes."Hello to you too. Long time no see." I say, rubbing my arms.He glances at me, just for a moment and it feels hot, I feel on fire, what is this? I don't feel like this with Cyprus."Why are you here?" He says, bluntly.I walk closer to him, feeling the heat, God, New Orleans is hot."It is my parents anniversary." I shrug.Before I left, Alexandru was my best friend, now, I'm staring at a stranger."You should leave, you don't believe in us, remember?" He smirks.For a long time, after I didn't wolf out, I turned to Psychology, and I began to understand the inner workings of mankind. They are the abnormalities, not me, they are a deviant of nature, something wrong, and I'm the only right person here. Science helped me heal."Yes, I don't believe in you." I roll my eyes, then I walk closer to him, I feel the weird need to be one with him, to touch him, to kis -- I shake my head, trying to be rid of the thoughts. I look at him, and he looks amused, like he knows what I'm thinking."Did I hurt you?" I ask, quietly.He laughs, "Fuck you, Adele."I tilt my head, staring at him, his face looks older, there are scars on it, his eyes is deepest glow of blue, his hair is so dark, probably like his soul, it mirrors mine. I glance at his arms, his muscle, birceps, taking in every form and curve of his body. There's a fire in me, and I want us to burn together."Fuck you, Alexandru." I snap, if he wants to be mean, I'm game. God, I need to leave this place, I need to leave his sight, I really do hate him, and the things he makes me feel.I turn away from him, but I don't get far, before he drags me back in his arm, our bodies pressed together, God, this sensation is divine, I'm not supposed to think that."Don't call me that." He growls, and I gasp, it feels like his voice went down between my legs. I cling to him, gasping for air, as my hand gets buried in his hair, and he closes the distance between us, kissing me, I drink it up, mind amiss, clinging to him like he's my only source of life, I don't question the feeling, because it feels so good. I throw my legs round his waist, and he throws me against the wall.Mine.I hear, but I didn't say anything. I tear always from him, his hands are on my waist, gripping my ass, I blink, trying to understand how we got here. I push him back, staggering, trying to find my grip."Did you say something?" I ask, gulping, cleaning my lips."Did you hear something?" He smirks, licking his lips.I gulp, hating the way that makes me feel."Let me make something clear that, Adele." He says, leaning into me, I'm backed up against the wall, I should run, but I can't, I don't think I want to.I look at his face, and I see it."I want to tie you down, and have my way with you. I want to hurt you like you hurt me. I want to hit you right where it hurts."CHAPTER FOURALEXANDRU'S POV"I found you a mate." Rick, the Alpha says, clapping me on the shoulder, and I try not to stiffen.I ignore him, taking a seat, and he laughs. Pack hierarchy is by power, strength and bravery, but I am the strongest member of the pack, well one of the strongest, but being a leader is not something I crave, I'll rather follow, but I was made the Beta. Despite being stronger, I am pretty docile when it comes to matters of command, even on the ones Rick and I contrast, he's the Alpha. "Trouble is coming." Rick says, with his wife, Faye, on his right."I felt it too." I say, my voice hoarse."We all did." Zach, the Omega, nods."We've got to be ready, for whoever it is." Faye says."Camille, can you gather the witches and make another protection spell, no one gets into New Orleans without our knowledge, and no one gets out." Rick says, and Camille nods."It won't be enough. Guards should be situated everywhere. We all know who is coming." I say"Romania?" Pet
Alexandru's Point of ViewI feeling anger radiate all over me. I stare at her, and I see a stranger, I don't know who she is, I don't know who I'm staring at. The Adele I know is no longer here, she's gone, and it breaks my heart but there's nothing I can do."I am not your fucking mate Alexandru!" She yells, and the sting of rejection slams into me.I stare at her, she looks furious. "I am tired and done with this, with you. I'm not your mate. I've never been, you need to get it out of your thick Lycan skull, I am not yours, and you're not mine, you've never been.""Ah." I muse.The party has stopped, everyone is looking at is, paying attention, everyone is looking at her.I stretch my hand, urging her to take it "Let's talk, away from everything, just you and me.""No." She yells, and I grit my teeth. "Don't you understand? Listen to me! There's no you and me. I don't want to speak with you. I don't want to be near you, be with you, I want nothing to do with you. I need to be left a
ALEXANDRU'S POINT OF VIEW"I'll move to a bigger place, maybe a condo, with Cyp and we'll spend our honeymoon in Paris, then France, and I'll have children in a couple of years. I have a life. I have a plan, and I'll be damned if I let you ruin it. Who do you think you are? I don't even know you anymore, trying to ruin my life because it doesn't fit your description of my supposed family. Damn you, all of you. I have come this far. I, not you, I was alone and I toiled and I worked really hard to get here, and here you are, trying to belittle it, belittle all I've worked for because it's not what you wanted. How dare you?"She's heaving, angry, and I'm staring at her, feeling sympathetic, but angry nonetheless."You want to build a life away from us? From your actual family?" I say, furious."Oh my God! You are not my family, Cyp and Zoe are my family." She yells, and I take a step back, casting my eyes skyward."Tell me if this sounds familiar." I say, and she stares at me. "You feel
Aurora Point of View"Perhaps you don't know why you feel like this, or you've always been like this. Chasing the notion of a home, not knowing where it's supposed to be, you think you're supposed to find it in yourself, but you feel a mess. The loneliness is everywhere, even in the midst of people as they blur into one. It's a sadness that always return. A familiar grief that has made a home in your ribcage. You are lonely, torn between who you are, and who you want to be -- you want to be a Wanderer, want to fleet and drift, but you want to be loved, you want to have a home. You don't know how these two can work together."How dare he? Talk to me about loneliness, about emptyness, how dare he?I pull my black hair into a bun, shaking my head, trying to get rid of all the thoughts of Alexandru. I shouldn't have gone back hom -- to New Orleans, it brought nothing, but pent up thought, I still can't believe I exploded at him, but he had it coming. I can't believe I kissed him, but that
Adaline Point of View"When I left home, none of them came after me, not even my parents. I appreciate that, but they should have come after me, should have cared. I was deeply hurt, Love, they say, is a double edged knife, I hurt him, hurting myself in the process. Perhaps one time I loved Luc, I'd have danced to my parent's tune, but not now, I'm doing what Luc doesn't have the balls to. I'm living, only for him to belittle the way I live, telling me I feel empty and lonely. How incredulous.""I'm so sorry, babe." Zoe smiles, sadly. "I think it's brave of you to have come this far. He's an asshole, who didn't have much faith and hope in you, but you survived, living beautiful. It's enviable and I love you, Cyprus loves you, and that's enough."It is enough.--"The psychology of illusion involves understanding how the brain perceives and interprets sensory information to create the experience of reality. Illusions can be visual, auditory, tactile, or even cognitive, and they can occ
Adaline Point of ViewOn the way home, I say to Cyp "Could you just drop me at mine. I am really tired, and need to sleep""Are you sure?" He asks, with his hands on my cheek, they are particularly cold, I try not to flinch, but he notices."Why not take tommorow off of from work. You look really tired, get your beauty sleep." He smiles, as we pull up to my street. He got an apartment in Harlem a week ago, he wanted to be close to me, and he has some business to take care of for some time.I kiss him, getting down from his car, trying not to be distant as my thoughts drift back to that woman, her eyes were oddly familiar, and quite fascinating. I walk into my apartment, shutting he door behind me. The first thing I do is strip, then I get into my bathtub, and I sink under. I had a good day, with a wierd end. After few minutes, I get up from the bathtub, not bothering to dry my feet, I spread bath water all over the tile, to my room. I feel sick, with my stomach churning, something is
Alexandru Point of View"I'm Francia." She smiles, and I arch my brows."Hi, Francia, I'm Alex." I say, frowning to myself as she smiles at me, Is she flirting? Am I flirting?"Wana get a cup of coffee sometimes?" She say, and my frown persist, I don't want to send the wrong message, neither do I think I'm ready for a relationship or whatever she has to offer."I . . I just got out of a long commitment, and not sure I want to dive into something serious this early." I say, smiling at my choice of words, better than my mate rejected me.Francia nods "So did I, understandable. My ex cheated on me, what did yours do?" "Ah," I muse, leaning on the wall, finding the right words, but deciding to throw caution to the wind. "She rejected me."She gasps "You proposed to her, and she said no, oh my God." I nod, smiling "That's a way to put it."She stares at me "I'm so sorry, how did you propose?"I frown, then say "In front of our families.""Damn, that would have been humliating, I'm so sor
Adaline Point of ViewI smile reading the last pages of the book, One True Loves, It's as beautiful as she said, God, that kind of love, the intensity and angst of it is overwhleming, the rareness of it. I place it down, staring at the wall, five minutes past six, and I have to be at Ashley's at seven. I glance at The Seven Husbands Of Evelyn Hugo with longing, becuase I got a glimpse of it, and it will be amazingly interesting, but I need to get ready or I'll be late.I get up from my reading nook, and I call Zoe, she picks on the second ring."Hey Zee." I say as her face comes into view."Hi Aurora." She looks exhausted, and I feel for her"I wish you were free." I say to her, sympathetically."So do I. I see you went to the spa, staying in tonight?" She asks, and I grin"No, I made a friend, Ashley, I'm going clubbing with her, at Green Lady, the club in China Town." I say, excited at the very idea, but Zoe frowns"Are you sure that is advisable? You should be more careful?"I smil