CHAPTER FOUR
ALEXANDRU'S POV"I found you a mate." Rick, the Alpha says, clapping me on the shoulder, and I try not to stiffen.I ignore him, taking a seat, and he laughs. Pack hierarchy is by power, strength and bravery, but I am the strongest member of the pack, well one of the strongest, but being a leader is not something I crave, I'll rather follow, but I was made the Beta. Despite being stronger, I am pretty docile when it comes to matters of command, even on the ones Rick and I contrast, he's the Alpha."Trouble is coming." Rick says, with his wife, Faye, on his right."I felt it too." I say, my voice hoarse."We all did." Zach, the Omega, nods."We've got to be ready, for whoever it is." Faye says."Camille, can you gather the witches and make another protection spell, no one gets into New Orleans without our knowledge, and no one gets out." Rick says, and Camille nods."It won't be enough. Guards should be situated everywhere. We all know who is coming." I say"Romania?" Petro."We've not heard from the Buckland Pack in fifteen years, why strike now?" Rick frowns."I don't know, but they are our greatest enemies, they want end us, they said so." I say."We have a lot of enemies, the Blue Moon Pack is the biggest pack in America, it could be anyone." Catalina, Zach's wife says.I nod, gritting my teeth "I don't like not knowing, but we wait, ready for anything, we don't let them know that we suspect, we stay on guard.""You could extend the protection charm to Louisiana, don't make it obvious, they could have a spy." Rick says, and Camille nods."By the way," Faye grins, and I know the meeting is over "When's your daughter com -- "She's cut off by the door opening, I tense up, and I forget how to breath, I'm angry, I think I'm angry, I don't know. She walks in, and there's a knot in my throat, my blood is on fire, and my beast is growling."Am I interrupting?" She grins."Adaline!" Camille yells in excitement at the sight of her daughter. All I can do is stare at Aurora, she left this pack, she left me._______I look at the sky, asking for strenght, Adaline has always been my undoing, she will be the death of me. I stare at her, wanting to kiss her forever, knowing fully well she feels what I feel.She gasps, and I smirk "Alexandru"I looks at her, and she realizes I didn't say anything, It's the mate bond working. I look at her, and see the inner workings of her mind."Science won't help you." I say, and looking at her face, understanding what she feels"Do not try to find an excuse for what you feel." I say, and she freezes, pushing me away, saying nothing."Still think you're not one of us?" I say, looking at her with kind eyes."Fuck off, Alexandru." She snaps, enunciating my name. I watch her walk away, heart thundering. I hope she doen't run again.________I smile, holding a glass of champagne. I lean on the wall, watching her, It's her parents anniversary, thirty five years together, how disgusting, I laugh at myself.Werewolves are one of a kind, we believe in something bigger than soulmates, we find our Mates, the love of our life, our life, reason for being. Mates have a connection that is out of this world, they can heal eachother. Her dad got injured once, and Camille healed him, not through her witchcraft, but through the mate bond. Mates can read each others mind, every thought, that is insane and scary, to be utterly transparent before you beloved, that's what love is supposed to be, I think. Mates can feel proximity, they know when their partner is near, happy, afraid, even horny. As werewolves, they have an heightened senses of smell, the mate bond takes it up a notch. It is love in its most brutal and beautiful form.I stare round the room, relishing in the feeling of Family, of a community. I glance at her, she's always felt like an outsiders, looking from afar."Here is the cake." Elena says, and I watch her freeze. Elena, Addie and I used to be the inseparable trio, but she ruined it.I stare at the cake, and it's beautiful, quite big, but beautiful."Happy Anniversary." Elena grin at Camille and Peter, and I see the colour leaving Addie's face."Happy Anniversary Grandma." Fabian says, Elena's boy."Thank you my love." Camille smiles at him, and I see the jealousy coursing through Addie, the hurt.She turns to leave, but I stand before her."Going somewhere?" I frownShe shakes her head, and I look at her dress, her cleavage, there's this need to eat her up"You're showing too much cleavage." I snap, and her eyes clouds in anger"Telling me what to wear now?" She laughs, "Get out of my way."I look away, then say quietly "You are not replaceable, Aurora."She stiffens "Stop doing that, Luc!"I chuckle, taunting her "Stop doing what, say it.""Aurora, I've been looking for you." Elena says from my right, and Addie turns to her."So have I." She lies, smiling brightly as they hug. Carefully, I walk back to the shadows, watching her."How have you been?" Elena asks and she smile, telling her how she has been.Minutes later, her parents join them."I'm leaving tomorrow" She blurts out, and I stiffen."What?" Cammile frowns, "You're leaving?""Yeah, " She shrugs "I have to be back in New York before Monday, I have a class to take.""We thought you'd at least spend some weeks with us darling, you can't leave now." Peter says, and I fist my hands, what is she doing?"I will call you, we'll talk, I just need to go back home." She says"Home?" I snap, and she narrows her eyes at him."What is your problem, Adeline. You left with no warning, and you think I'm going to let you leave again, especially with what I know, what we both know." I say, walking towards her, my wolf wanting to get out of control."Let me?" She snaps "I don't need your permission!""Tell them." I say, and she freezes."What is he talking about, Adele?" Camille asks,"Tell them, now." I yell, bursting with anger."Adele!" Camille snaps.She lets out a harsh breath and say "Alexandru and I might be mates, which is not possible because I'm not a werewolf like everyone else."Everywhere is silent, till Peter says "Might?""You are my Mate, and I'll rather die than let you go, again." I growl.Alexandru's Point of ViewI feeling anger radiate all over me. I stare at her, and I see a stranger, I don't know who she is, I don't know who I'm staring at. The Adele I know is no longer here, she's gone, and it breaks my heart but there's nothing I can do."I am not your fucking mate Alexandru!" She yells, and the sting of rejection slams into me.I stare at her, she looks furious. "I am tired and done with this, with you. I'm not your mate. I've never been, you need to get it out of your thick Lycan skull, I am not yours, and you're not mine, you've never been.""Ah." I muse.The party has stopped, everyone is looking at is, paying attention, everyone is looking at her.I stretch my hand, urging her to take it "Let's talk, away from everything, just you and me.""No." She yells, and I grit my teeth. "Don't you understand? Listen to me! There's no you and me. I don't want to speak with you. I don't want to be near you, be with you, I want nothing to do with you. I need to be left a
ALEXANDRU'S POINT OF VIEW"I'll move to a bigger place, maybe a condo, with Cyp and we'll spend our honeymoon in Paris, then France, and I'll have children in a couple of years. I have a life. I have a plan, and I'll be damned if I let you ruin it. Who do you think you are? I don't even know you anymore, trying to ruin my life because it doesn't fit your description of my supposed family. Damn you, all of you. I have come this far. I, not you, I was alone and I toiled and I worked really hard to get here, and here you are, trying to belittle it, belittle all I've worked for because it's not what you wanted. How dare you?"She's heaving, angry, and I'm staring at her, feeling sympathetic, but angry nonetheless."You want to build a life away from us? From your actual family?" I say, furious."Oh my God! You are not my family, Cyp and Zoe are my family." She yells, and I take a step back, casting my eyes skyward."Tell me if this sounds familiar." I say, and she stares at me. "You feel
Aurora Point of View"Perhaps you don't know why you feel like this, or you've always been like this. Chasing the notion of a home, not knowing where it's supposed to be, you think you're supposed to find it in yourself, but you feel a mess. The loneliness is everywhere, even in the midst of people as they blur into one. It's a sadness that always return. A familiar grief that has made a home in your ribcage. You are lonely, torn between who you are, and who you want to be -- you want to be a Wanderer, want to fleet and drift, but you want to be loved, you want to have a home. You don't know how these two can work together."How dare he? Talk to me about loneliness, about emptyness, how dare he?I pull my black hair into a bun, shaking my head, trying to get rid of all the thoughts of Alexandru. I shouldn't have gone back hom -- to New Orleans, it brought nothing, but pent up thought, I still can't believe I exploded at him, but he had it coming. I can't believe I kissed him, but that
Adaline Point of View"When I left home, none of them came after me, not even my parents. I appreciate that, but they should have come after me, should have cared. I was deeply hurt, Love, they say, is a double edged knife, I hurt him, hurting myself in the process. Perhaps one time I loved Luc, I'd have danced to my parent's tune, but not now, I'm doing what Luc doesn't have the balls to. I'm living, only for him to belittle the way I live, telling me I feel empty and lonely. How incredulous.""I'm so sorry, babe." Zoe smiles, sadly. "I think it's brave of you to have come this far. He's an asshole, who didn't have much faith and hope in you, but you survived, living beautiful. It's enviable and I love you, Cyprus loves you, and that's enough."It is enough.--"The psychology of illusion involves understanding how the brain perceives and interprets sensory information to create the experience of reality. Illusions can be visual, auditory, tactile, or even cognitive, and they can occ
Adaline Point of ViewOn the way home, I say to Cyp "Could you just drop me at mine. I am really tired, and need to sleep""Are you sure?" He asks, with his hands on my cheek, they are particularly cold, I try not to flinch, but he notices."Why not take tommorow off of from work. You look really tired, get your beauty sleep." He smiles, as we pull up to my street. He got an apartment in Harlem a week ago, he wanted to be close to me, and he has some business to take care of for some time.I kiss him, getting down from his car, trying not to be distant as my thoughts drift back to that woman, her eyes were oddly familiar, and quite fascinating. I walk into my apartment, shutting he door behind me. The first thing I do is strip, then I get into my bathtub, and I sink under. I had a good day, with a wierd end. After few minutes, I get up from the bathtub, not bothering to dry my feet, I spread bath water all over the tile, to my room. I feel sick, with my stomach churning, something is
Alexandru Point of View"I'm Francia." She smiles, and I arch my brows."Hi, Francia, I'm Alex." I say, frowning to myself as she smiles at me, Is she flirting? Am I flirting?"Wana get a cup of coffee sometimes?" She say, and my frown persist, I don't want to send the wrong message, neither do I think I'm ready for a relationship or whatever she has to offer."I . . I just got out of a long commitment, and not sure I want to dive into something serious this early." I say, smiling at my choice of words, better than my mate rejected me.Francia nods "So did I, understandable. My ex cheated on me, what did yours do?" "Ah," I muse, leaning on the wall, finding the right words, but deciding to throw caution to the wind. "She rejected me."She gasps "You proposed to her, and she said no, oh my God." I nod, smiling "That's a way to put it."She stares at me "I'm so sorry, how did you propose?"I frown, then say "In front of our families.""Damn, that would have been humliating, I'm so sor
Adaline Point of ViewI smile reading the last pages of the book, One True Loves, It's as beautiful as she said, God, that kind of love, the intensity and angst of it is overwhleming, the rareness of it. I place it down, staring at the wall, five minutes past six, and I have to be at Ashley's at seven. I glance at The Seven Husbands Of Evelyn Hugo with longing, becuase I got a glimpse of it, and it will be amazingly interesting, but I need to get ready or I'll be late.I get up from my reading nook, and I call Zoe, she picks on the second ring."Hey Zee." I say as her face comes into view."Hi Aurora." She looks exhausted, and I feel for her"I wish you were free." I say to her, sympathetically."So do I. I see you went to the spa, staying in tonight?" She asks, and I grin"No, I made a friend, Ashley, I'm going clubbing with her, at Green Lady, the club in China Town." I say, excited at the very idea, but Zoe frowns"Are you sure that is advisable? You should be more careful?"I smil
Adaline Point of View"We attended the same university, I had this presentation with my gropu, and the lecturer commended us, especially me, told me how amazing the presentation was, gave us pointers to make it better, and present again the next week, I was elated, but over the years at school, I tried to be a wall flower, going unnoticed, but the lecturer basically pointed a lamp at me, illuminating me to everyone in class, it was unvomfortable." Ashley grins, and he continuesI remembver going to meet my guys, and I saw her walking back to class, with a cookie in her mouth, I walked up to her, and was like - what's your name, and the rest is history." He smiles, pleased with himselfAshley giggles, yelling "No, that wasn't it. He walked up to me, looking so short and asked for my name, I was like who is this short idiot, but he wa so cute, and I was looking at him, wondering how I didn't notice him.""That feeling where you find someone, you meet someone, and got to know that you've