I decided to stop at the local diner after work. Today was a hard day. We have been really busy at the bakery. I was thinking about hiring more staff. I was even working more hours than i normally had to.I had missed lunch and was starving.
I took a seat at an empty booth and waited on my waitress to come. I couldn't decide what I wanted to eat. As I looked at the menu, I heard a familiar voice and looked up surprised. I did not have time for this stuff today.
"Hey, beautiful." said Micheal. "I see you never called me. I'm a good guy. Can i sit with you?"
I nodded my head. This man was just so fine. I was not about to keep turning him down. What was the harm of having a simple lunch together?
"How has your day been going?" He asked.
I sighed and went into details about my work day. He listened with real interest and was genuine in his responses. I had to admit he was easy to talk to. The waitress came and took our order. Before i knew it, we had been sitting there for hours. Just enjoying each other company. I knew he was single, had no children, and was divorced last year. He was just so sweet. I felt like pouring my whole life story out to him.
"So what you got planned for the rest of the day?"
"Nothing." I told him.
"Well, let me take you dancing or to see a movie or something. I'm really enjoying your company. I just don't want today to end. I know if i let you leave I probably don't hear from you again.
I looked at him and smiled. I was definitely feeling him.
"Yes, let's go dancing. And i definitely would be calling you this time."
we took my car and drove to a little dance club that he liked. The atmosphere was a cool vibe. There was barely anybody there but the music was amazing.
At first we just sat down and listened to the live band. After about thirty minutes, I was ready to dance. I led him to the dance floor to see what he could do. Once i felt his body presses to mines, electricity shot through my body. It was as if my body already knew his. I instantly got moist. How did this man have that effect on me? I was willing to find out.
And yes, he knew how to dance. He danced better than me. I really enjoyed myself. Now i was the one that didn't want the night to end.
It was getting late and i had to pickup the kids
"Sorry, Micheal but i gotta end the night. I have to get the kids from their dad."
"That's fine." He said. But i could tell that he wanted to stay
I took him back to his car at the diner. He asked for my number. I gave it to him this time. I was not about to make that mistake again.
I went to Damien apartment to get the kids. He still wasn't talking to me but he did communicate threw text messages. I felt bad for hurting his feelings but i was not about to go back on my words. He didn't really want me. He just can't stand to see me move on. I hope he get out his feelings before Christmas. I still wanted to give the kids a family day.
"Mommy!" Screamed my baby Aza as they climbed in the car. "I miss you today. Jeremiah was being mean to me. He wouldn't let me play with his phone. I told daddy but he was busy."
I looked at my girl and smiled. She was a ball of energy.
"Girl you got your own phone. So, shut up."
"Mom tell Jeremiah to stop being mean to me."
"Both of y'all be nice." I told them.
I listened to my kids argue back and forth a all the way home. After we made it, i settled my kids into their beds and watched them sleep for a minute. I went in my room and snuggled in my own bed.
I called Jessica.
"Hey Hun. What you doing friend?" I greeted her.
"Nothing just grading papers and getting my lesson plans together."
"Well I got some tea for you. Remember the guy Micheal that gave me his number? I saw him again at the diner. We ate together and went dancing."
"You did not. All this time you been playing hard to get and you finally gave in." Jessica respond.
I was not playing hard to get. I just was being caredul with my hard and with my time.
"It was not like that. We just happened to be in the same place at the same time. I got to know him a little better. I think I really like him."
"Finally! It's time you give someone else a chance to show you real love. You never know, that might be your real soulmate. Everybody comes in our lives for reason. Either a blessing or a lesson. And Damien was your lesson. So maybe Micheal is your blessing." She preached to me.
"Let me let you get back to your work. Love you girl."
We hung up the phone. I stared at the ceiling, willing myself to fall asleep.
I thought about Micheal. He was a sweetie. I grabbed my phone and seen i had a message from him. He wanted to know had i made it home safely. I was about to text him back but decided to call instead.
"Hey Micheal!" I said with excitement in my voice. I had to calm myself down. I didn't wanna seen too eager. It was the effect he had on me.
"I really had a nice time today."
"I did too. I really like you Shunshine. I wanna take you out on a real date. I think that we would be good together. I think you what i need in my life!" He said. "I know what i want. And what i want is you."
I pause for a minute. I didn't really think about dating him but I couldn't lie like i don't feel a connection to him. Technically we had already started dating today.
"Yes, I'll like that. But let's take things slow. Text me the date and time and I'll get back with you. I just really wanted to hear your voice before i went to bed. Goodnight Micheal!""Goodnight beautiful!"
I went to sleep with a smile and a dream of that man.
It was finally the night of me and Michael first date. My girls was at my house. They was suppose to be helping me get ready. The kids was with my mom so i had a free weekend. I was going through my closet trying to find the perfect outfit before Sheka did my hair and makeup."Wear the red dress with the 10 inch red bottoms." Suggested Kita."I'm not trying to look like a stripper on our first date."Michael and I had been texting everyday through out the day. He made sure he called me every night. We sat on the phone for hours. I felt like I had known him for years. I told him about my marriage and where it went wrong. And he told me about his marriage. We both needed real love in our life."When do we met him?" Asked Jessica."Will y'all please let us get through our first day first? Y'all just wanna be up in his business. You guys I really like him. So let's not run hi
Micheal and I had been dating for a couple months. Things has been going good. Damien had got the divorce paper, and decided to sign the them. He hasn't sign yet though. He has been trying to talk me out of going through with it. I haven't told him about Micheal.I was at Damien's picking up the kids. He was rushing around the apartment trying to get the kids things together."Shunshine, just go one one date with me.""i will not. I told you I was past all that and besides don't you have some else you need to be worried about. Like signing our papers. Why is you making this so hard? I didn't ask for anything. You can see the kids when you want. I just want this to be done.""But i just want us. I promise I have changed.""Damien, I'm seeing someone, and it is serious."He looked at me like I was lying. I don't wanna hurt him but it was time that he knew the truth. We was over."But baby I stil
Today was the day that the kids meet Micheal. I had already told them about him. The boys was kind of mad but baby girl was excited to meet mommy's friend.I had changed my clothes a dozen time. I was nervous for some reason. I was sitting in the kitchen on the phone with Kita, waiting on the boys to finish getting ready. The only reason they agreed to go was because I promise they could ride the go cars. My boys liked anything that they could drive."Kita, what am I gonna do if the kids doesn't like him?" i asked,"Girl, them kids can not live your life. Stop worrying and put yourself first for once. They are old enough to realize that you not with their sorry ass daddy anymore and that you deserve to be happy." She never let Damien make it. She always threw some kind of slick insult whenever she mentioned his name. You would've thought she was the one that was married to him."I know but I want them to like him. If my kids
I had just left girl's night with the girls. It had been a minute. We all been so busy in our everyday lives, that we rarely had time to catch up. Kita and her man has broken up. That shocked me. He was always good to her. Hardworking man. He worshipped the ground she walked on. She said she needed some time to herself. I don't believe that for a minute. She was gone end up telling me sooner or later. My girl couldn't hold water.I was on my way to Micheal house. We had been going good. I was at his house every other day. He had even given me his spare key."Hey Baby." Micheal greeted me as i came through the door. I was fallen in love with this man. "Hey bae." I replied back. "What we doing tonight?""I was thinking about just staying in and cooking for you." He said ."That's fine with me."I loved a man that can cook. He was from the south so he could cook cook. His momma made s
"Damien, just sign the damn papers. What I do is none of your business.""Who is this dude that you had around my damn kids? I'm not signing shit. You belong to me. I thought If I gave you a little time that you would let me back in the house," he screamed in the phone.I was getting a headache. We had been arguing on the phone for the last hour. He was mad because the kids told him about us meeting Micheal at Incredible Pizza. I was so over his little temper tantrum."How is your other baby momma? You seem to forget about that situation. It's funny she finally stopped calling my phone as soon as I put your ass out."I really didn't care about her being pregnant anymore. That was his problem. My days of worrying about who and what he was doing was behind me. But he was pissing me off. Just sign the damn papers. He act like he had any right to be mad. Dude was a trip. Sometimes I wondered how I ended up falling for someone as contro
Ring. Ring. Ring.I wake up to my phone ringing on the night stand. I hit the ignore button and tried to go back to sleep. I had a serious hangover. All i needed was a little more sleep to face the day.I guess after Micheal realize he was blocked, he started calling private. I had to give it to him, he was very persistent. I just wanted to clear my head before I talked to him.Ring. Ring.Uh. Not again. I picked the phone up without even looking at the screen to see who was calling."Please stop calling my damn phone." I said, thinking it was Micheal."Well damn. What the hell i did to you" asked Kita sounding all hurt."Girl, I thought you was Micheal cheating ass. He won't stop calling my phone. I can't even get no sleep"Kita paused for a minute, being all dramatic. "Well duh Guh. That's why they invented putting your phone on silent. To silence any unwanted attenti
I woke up this morning feel good. I got the kids ready for school and sent them on their way with their dad. It was his turn to drop them off. He tried to talk about the kiss the other night but it was already behind me.My phone had been pretty quiet lately. I guess Micheal had finally got the picture. I jumped in the shower and got dress. I stopped at Krispy Kreme because I was craving for one of their doughnuts. I always felt like i was cheating on my bakery when i ate their tasty creation. I couldn't help it. Ring. Ring.It was my phone again I looked at the screen it was Micheal. I had unblocked his number this morning. I had decided it was time that I gone end this once and for all. I was never gonna let another man hurt me again.I hit decline. Talking to him was gone happen later today. I'll give him a call after I ended my work day.I pulled up to the bake
It had been a three days since my last night with Micheal. I woke up the next morning and left him a note that I hope he have a happy life and cut off all communication. I even changed my number. I can't lie like I don't miss him but my heart was more important to me now. I could not afford to make the same mistakes again. Damien has been real supportive. He had been at the house more. It was Christmas Day Sunday so we decided we was gone spend the weekend at the house as a family.We was all in the living room putting the finishing touches on the Christmas tree. I was in a festive move. I love this time of year. The kids was all happy to have their dad their. He was running around the house acting like a little kid his self."Who wanna put the star on top of the tree this year?" I asked the kids."I think Aza should do it." Replied Damien. "She have never did it before. She was always too little."He reached down and put her on hi
It was Christmas Day. I was curled on the couch with Damien, while the kids opened their gifts. We had went all out this year. Everything they wanted, we got it. Damien grabbed my hand and held it in his lap. I was content and just going with the flow. I laid my head on his shoulder and just watched our kids run around the room. "Mom ,you got me the new iPods." Junior asked me excitedly. "I love y'all." I was glad that we was financially stable enough to buy expensive things for the kids. Christmas was the only time of the year that we gave them things that they really didn't need. As long as they did good in school, we would over indulge them on Christmas. Christmas time was my favorite time of the year. It always made me feel like a little girl. I could remember rushing in the front room to open presents when I was a little girl. My mom would spend all morning cooking a feast and baking cakes. My daddy would
I woke up the next morning with a headache. I could barely remember the night before. When the fog in my head finally cleared up, I remembered my night with Damien. I rolled over to the other side of the bed to make sure it wasn't some dream. Damien was turned towards me with his arm throwed across my body. He was still sleep and lightly snoring. I couldn't even lie. It felt good to have him here.Aza came in the room and climbed on the bed."Mommy, why is my daddy sleeping in your bed. I thought he had his own room now." She asked curiously."Aza come on let's go down stairs and watch Paw Patrol." I hurried and got her out the room . I want ready to answer that question . He'll I didn't know the answer myself.I decided to get up and fix breakfast. Me and Aza was the only two up in the house and it was peaceful. I love moments with my daughter. She was smart and much too curious.Shw helped me fixed br
It had been a three days since my last night with Micheal. I woke up the next morning and left him a note that I hope he have a happy life and cut off all communication. I even changed my number. I can't lie like I don't miss him but my heart was more important to me now. I could not afford to make the same mistakes again. Damien has been real supportive. He had been at the house more. It was Christmas Day Sunday so we decided we was gone spend the weekend at the house as a family.We was all in the living room putting the finishing touches on the Christmas tree. I was in a festive move. I love this time of year. The kids was all happy to have their dad their. He was running around the house acting like a little kid his self."Who wanna put the star on top of the tree this year?" I asked the kids."I think Aza should do it." Replied Damien. "She have never did it before. She was always too little."He reached down and put her on hi
I woke up this morning feel good. I got the kids ready for school and sent them on their way with their dad. It was his turn to drop them off. He tried to talk about the kiss the other night but it was already behind me.My phone had been pretty quiet lately. I guess Micheal had finally got the picture. I jumped in the shower and got dress. I stopped at Krispy Kreme because I was craving for one of their doughnuts. I always felt like i was cheating on my bakery when i ate their tasty creation. I couldn't help it. Ring. Ring.It was my phone again I looked at the screen it was Micheal. I had unblocked his number this morning. I had decided it was time that I gone end this once and for all. I was never gonna let another man hurt me again.I hit decline. Talking to him was gone happen later today. I'll give him a call after I ended my work day.I pulled up to the bake
Ring. Ring. Ring.I wake up to my phone ringing on the night stand. I hit the ignore button and tried to go back to sleep. I had a serious hangover. All i needed was a little more sleep to face the day.I guess after Micheal realize he was blocked, he started calling private. I had to give it to him, he was very persistent. I just wanted to clear my head before I talked to him.Ring. Ring.Uh. Not again. I picked the phone up without even looking at the screen to see who was calling."Please stop calling my damn phone." I said, thinking it was Micheal."Well damn. What the hell i did to you" asked Kita sounding all hurt."Girl, I thought you was Micheal cheating ass. He won't stop calling my phone. I can't even get no sleep"Kita paused for a minute, being all dramatic. "Well duh Guh. That's why they invented putting your phone on silent. To silence any unwanted attenti
"Damien, just sign the damn papers. What I do is none of your business.""Who is this dude that you had around my damn kids? I'm not signing shit. You belong to me. I thought If I gave you a little time that you would let me back in the house," he screamed in the phone.I was getting a headache. We had been arguing on the phone for the last hour. He was mad because the kids told him about us meeting Micheal at Incredible Pizza. I was so over his little temper tantrum."How is your other baby momma? You seem to forget about that situation. It's funny she finally stopped calling my phone as soon as I put your ass out."I really didn't care about her being pregnant anymore. That was his problem. My days of worrying about who and what he was doing was behind me. But he was pissing me off. Just sign the damn papers. He act like he had any right to be mad. Dude was a trip. Sometimes I wondered how I ended up falling for someone as contro
I had just left girl's night with the girls. It had been a minute. We all been so busy in our everyday lives, that we rarely had time to catch up. Kita and her man has broken up. That shocked me. He was always good to her. Hardworking man. He worshipped the ground she walked on. She said she needed some time to herself. I don't believe that for a minute. She was gone end up telling me sooner or later. My girl couldn't hold water.I was on my way to Micheal house. We had been going good. I was at his house every other day. He had even given me his spare key."Hey Baby." Micheal greeted me as i came through the door. I was fallen in love with this man. "Hey bae." I replied back. "What we doing tonight?""I was thinking about just staying in and cooking for you." He said ."That's fine with me."I loved a man that can cook. He was from the south so he could cook cook. His momma made s
Today was the day that the kids meet Micheal. I had already told them about him. The boys was kind of mad but baby girl was excited to meet mommy's friend.I had changed my clothes a dozen time. I was nervous for some reason. I was sitting in the kitchen on the phone with Kita, waiting on the boys to finish getting ready. The only reason they agreed to go was because I promise they could ride the go cars. My boys liked anything that they could drive."Kita, what am I gonna do if the kids doesn't like him?" i asked,"Girl, them kids can not live your life. Stop worrying and put yourself first for once. They are old enough to realize that you not with their sorry ass daddy anymore and that you deserve to be happy." She never let Damien make it. She always threw some kind of slick insult whenever she mentioned his name. You would've thought she was the one that was married to him."I know but I want them to like him. If my kids
Micheal and I had been dating for a couple months. Things has been going good. Damien had got the divorce paper, and decided to sign the them. He hasn't sign yet though. He has been trying to talk me out of going through with it. I haven't told him about Micheal.I was at Damien's picking up the kids. He was rushing around the apartment trying to get the kids things together."Shunshine, just go one one date with me.""i will not. I told you I was past all that and besides don't you have some else you need to be worried about. Like signing our papers. Why is you making this so hard? I didn't ask for anything. You can see the kids when you want. I just want this to be done.""But i just want us. I promise I have changed.""Damien, I'm seeing someone, and it is serious."He looked at me like I was lying. I don't wanna hurt him but it was time that he knew the truth. We was over."But baby I stil