It was finally the night of me and Michael first date. My girls was at my house. They was suppose to be helping me get ready. The kids was with my mom so i had a free weekend. I was going through my closet trying to find the perfect outfit before Sheka did my hair and makeup.
"Wear the red dress with the 10 inch red bottoms." Suggested Kita.
"I'm not trying to look like a stripper on our first date."
Michael and I had been texting everyday through out the day. He made sure he called me every night. We sat on the phone for hours. I felt like I had known him for years. I told him about my marriage and where it went wrong. And he told me about his marriage. We both needed real love in our life.
"When do we met him?" Asked Jessica.
"Will y'all please let us get through our first day first? Y'all just wanna be up in his business. You guys I really like him. So let's not run him away yet."
"We wanna screen him before you get too far in like Damien. We gotta give him the sisters approval. We just want you to be happy Luv." Replied Sheka.
I decided on a little black dress that covered me but showed off my curves with the red bottom shoes that they suggested. Sheka flat iron my natural long hair and gave me a soft beat makeover . I was set and looked amazing. As soon as I was ready, I rushed them out the door and waited for my date to arrive.
Micheal took me to this Mexican restaurant that i had wanted to try. I love the atmosphere. It was cozy and romantic.
"Micheal I love it here. The food looks good." The menu had all kind of choices. I don't know what i wanted to eat.
"Yes, I use to come here just to wind down. It's nice and I know the owner. Anything you pick is going to taste wonderful."
I couldn't help but notice that he keep looking at me. I blushed. I was starting to get that feeling all over my body. I kept crossing my legs to try to keep my body from going there. I guess it had been months and it was letting me know it needed some attention.
"Shunshine, can I ask you a question?"
"Yes, anything."
"What do i have to do to become a permanent part of your life. I know it seem like I'm moving fast but these past couple weeks, just seem like we belong together. I have never felt this way about anybody." Micheal expressed to me.
I knew exactly what he was saying. I felt the same way. When ever I had a bad day, i only had to hear his voice to make it better. He sent me just because flowers. He made time throughout the day just to seen me thinking of you text.
"You doing exactly what you need to do. And Micheal i never felt like this either."
It was like we just clicked. I only had to think of him and I would smile. I didn't wanna move too fast but I was willing to see where things go. Things was finally falling into place with Damien. He was finally talking to me. He no longer tried to talk about us. All our conversations was about the kids.
After dinner, he invited me to his house. Just to chill and talk. He house looked exactly like a bachelor pad.
"Want a tour or you just wanna watch a movie."
"Let's watch a movie."
He went and poured us some wine and picked a movie. He chose Love and Basketball. It happened to be my favorite movie. I had mentioned it to him one night we was on the phone. We found out that we had a lot of things in common. He popped us some popcorn, and we snuggled on the couch. During the movie, I noticed him looking at me. For some reason, i felt bold and leaned in for a kiss. I could tell he was shocked but quickly got into the kiss. When I say we had sparks shooting off. I wanted him right then and there. As he started to take off my shirt, I stopped him. I didn't wanna ruin this before it really started.
"Micheal, we can't. This mean more to me than a quick lay.
"I understand baby."
We went back to the movie. Eventually we fell asleep .
I woke up sometime round six in the morning. I looked at Micheal and had an urge to kiss him. I resisted because I still had morning breath. I wrote him a note that i had a good time and would call him later in the day.
I rushed home to get my day started and call my girls. I know they was waiting by the phone.
i called my girls to tell them that I had basically spent the night with Micheal. They wanted all the details but to tell the truth, nothing really happened. I told them about the kids and they was excited. I was feeling pretty happen, so i cleaned the whole house and crawled up with a good book. Around one some, Micheal called to check on me. That man knows the way to my hurt. I thought about him all day. There was some about a man that knows exactly what to do and when to do it. He was just what i needed after the marriage I was leaving.
I finally made up my mind to call my lawyer. I told her that i wanted to fill for divorce. I was kind of hesitate about it. But only because I hadn't mentioned it to Damien. We was just getting on speaking terms, but with Micheal in the picture, it was time. She asked me fifty times was i sure. I was adamant about it. I was ready.
Micheal and I had been dating for a couple months. Things has been going good. Damien had got the divorce paper, and decided to sign the them. He hasn't sign yet though. He has been trying to talk me out of going through with it. I haven't told him about Micheal.I was at Damien's picking up the kids. He was rushing around the apartment trying to get the kids things together."Shunshine, just go one one date with me.""i will not. I told you I was past all that and besides don't you have some else you need to be worried about. Like signing our papers. Why is you making this so hard? I didn't ask for anything. You can see the kids when you want. I just want this to be done.""But i just want us. I promise I have changed.""Damien, I'm seeing someone, and it is serious."He looked at me like I was lying. I don't wanna hurt him but it was time that he knew the truth. We was over."But baby I stil
Today was the day that the kids meet Micheal. I had already told them about him. The boys was kind of mad but baby girl was excited to meet mommy's friend.I had changed my clothes a dozen time. I was nervous for some reason. I was sitting in the kitchen on the phone with Kita, waiting on the boys to finish getting ready. The only reason they agreed to go was because I promise they could ride the go cars. My boys liked anything that they could drive."Kita, what am I gonna do if the kids doesn't like him?" i asked,"Girl, them kids can not live your life. Stop worrying and put yourself first for once. They are old enough to realize that you not with their sorry ass daddy anymore and that you deserve to be happy." She never let Damien make it. She always threw some kind of slick insult whenever she mentioned his name. You would've thought she was the one that was married to him."I know but I want them to like him. If my kids
I had just left girl's night with the girls. It had been a minute. We all been so busy in our everyday lives, that we rarely had time to catch up. Kita and her man has broken up. That shocked me. He was always good to her. Hardworking man. He worshipped the ground she walked on. She said she needed some time to herself. I don't believe that for a minute. She was gone end up telling me sooner or later. My girl couldn't hold water.I was on my way to Micheal house. We had been going good. I was at his house every other day. He had even given me his spare key."Hey Baby." Micheal greeted me as i came through the door. I was fallen in love with this man. "Hey bae." I replied back. "What we doing tonight?""I was thinking about just staying in and cooking for you." He said ."That's fine with me."I loved a man that can cook. He was from the south so he could cook cook. His momma made s
"Damien, just sign the damn papers. What I do is none of your business.""Who is this dude that you had around my damn kids? I'm not signing shit. You belong to me. I thought If I gave you a little time that you would let me back in the house," he screamed in the phone.I was getting a headache. We had been arguing on the phone for the last hour. He was mad because the kids told him about us meeting Micheal at Incredible Pizza. I was so over his little temper tantrum."How is your other baby momma? You seem to forget about that situation. It's funny she finally stopped calling my phone as soon as I put your ass out."I really didn't care about her being pregnant anymore. That was his problem. My days of worrying about who and what he was doing was behind me. But he was pissing me off. Just sign the damn papers. He act like he had any right to be mad. Dude was a trip. Sometimes I wondered how I ended up falling for someone as contro
Ring. Ring. Ring.I wake up to my phone ringing on the night stand. I hit the ignore button and tried to go back to sleep. I had a serious hangover. All i needed was a little more sleep to face the day.I guess after Micheal realize he was blocked, he started calling private. I had to give it to him, he was very persistent. I just wanted to clear my head before I talked to him.Ring. Ring.Uh. Not again. I picked the phone up without even looking at the screen to see who was calling."Please stop calling my damn phone." I said, thinking it was Micheal."Well damn. What the hell i did to you" asked Kita sounding all hurt."Girl, I thought you was Micheal cheating ass. He won't stop calling my phone. I can't even get no sleep"Kita paused for a minute, being all dramatic. "Well duh Guh. That's why they invented putting your phone on silent. To silence any unwanted attenti
I woke up this morning feel good. I got the kids ready for school and sent them on their way with their dad. It was his turn to drop them off. He tried to talk about the kiss the other night but it was already behind me.My phone had been pretty quiet lately. I guess Micheal had finally got the picture. I jumped in the shower and got dress. I stopped at Krispy Kreme because I was craving for one of their doughnuts. I always felt like i was cheating on my bakery when i ate their tasty creation. I couldn't help it. Ring. Ring.It was my phone again I looked at the screen it was Micheal. I had unblocked his number this morning. I had decided it was time that I gone end this once and for all. I was never gonna let another man hurt me again.I hit decline. Talking to him was gone happen later today. I'll give him a call after I ended my work day.I pulled up to the bake
It had been a three days since my last night with Micheal. I woke up the next morning and left him a note that I hope he have a happy life and cut off all communication. I even changed my number. I can't lie like I don't miss him but my heart was more important to me now. I could not afford to make the same mistakes again. Damien has been real supportive. He had been at the house more. It was Christmas Day Sunday so we decided we was gone spend the weekend at the house as a family.We was all in the living room putting the finishing touches on the Christmas tree. I was in a festive move. I love this time of year. The kids was all happy to have their dad their. He was running around the house acting like a little kid his self."Who wanna put the star on top of the tree this year?" I asked the kids."I think Aza should do it." Replied Damien. "She have never did it before. She was always too little."He reached down and put her on hi
I woke up the next morning with a headache. I could barely remember the night before. When the fog in my head finally cleared up, I remembered my night with Damien. I rolled over to the other side of the bed to make sure it wasn't some dream. Damien was turned towards me with his arm throwed across my body. He was still sleep and lightly snoring. I couldn't even lie. It felt good to have him here.Aza came in the room and climbed on the bed."Mommy, why is my daddy sleeping in your bed. I thought he had his own room now." She asked curiously."Aza come on let's go down stairs and watch Paw Patrol." I hurried and got her out the room . I want ready to answer that question . He'll I didn't know the answer myself.I decided to get up and fix breakfast. Me and Aza was the only two up in the house and it was peaceful. I love moments with my daughter. She was smart and much too curious.Shw helped me fixed br
It was Christmas Day. I was curled on the couch with Damien, while the kids opened their gifts. We had went all out this year. Everything they wanted, we got it. Damien grabbed my hand and held it in his lap. I was content and just going with the flow. I laid my head on his shoulder and just watched our kids run around the room. "Mom ,you got me the new iPods." Junior asked me excitedly. "I love y'all." I was glad that we was financially stable enough to buy expensive things for the kids. Christmas was the only time of the year that we gave them things that they really didn't need. As long as they did good in school, we would over indulge them on Christmas. Christmas time was my favorite time of the year. It always made me feel like a little girl. I could remember rushing in the front room to open presents when I was a little girl. My mom would spend all morning cooking a feast and baking cakes. My daddy would
I woke up the next morning with a headache. I could barely remember the night before. When the fog in my head finally cleared up, I remembered my night with Damien. I rolled over to the other side of the bed to make sure it wasn't some dream. Damien was turned towards me with his arm throwed across my body. He was still sleep and lightly snoring. I couldn't even lie. It felt good to have him here.Aza came in the room and climbed on the bed."Mommy, why is my daddy sleeping in your bed. I thought he had his own room now." She asked curiously."Aza come on let's go down stairs and watch Paw Patrol." I hurried and got her out the room . I want ready to answer that question . He'll I didn't know the answer myself.I decided to get up and fix breakfast. Me and Aza was the only two up in the house and it was peaceful. I love moments with my daughter. She was smart and much too curious.Shw helped me fixed br
It had been a three days since my last night with Micheal. I woke up the next morning and left him a note that I hope he have a happy life and cut off all communication. I even changed my number. I can't lie like I don't miss him but my heart was more important to me now. I could not afford to make the same mistakes again. Damien has been real supportive. He had been at the house more. It was Christmas Day Sunday so we decided we was gone spend the weekend at the house as a family.We was all in the living room putting the finishing touches on the Christmas tree. I was in a festive move. I love this time of year. The kids was all happy to have their dad their. He was running around the house acting like a little kid his self."Who wanna put the star on top of the tree this year?" I asked the kids."I think Aza should do it." Replied Damien. "She have never did it before. She was always too little."He reached down and put her on hi
I woke up this morning feel good. I got the kids ready for school and sent them on their way with their dad. It was his turn to drop them off. He tried to talk about the kiss the other night but it was already behind me.My phone had been pretty quiet lately. I guess Micheal had finally got the picture. I jumped in the shower and got dress. I stopped at Krispy Kreme because I was craving for one of their doughnuts. I always felt like i was cheating on my bakery when i ate their tasty creation. I couldn't help it. Ring. Ring.It was my phone again I looked at the screen it was Micheal. I had unblocked his number this morning. I had decided it was time that I gone end this once and for all. I was never gonna let another man hurt me again.I hit decline. Talking to him was gone happen later today. I'll give him a call after I ended my work day.I pulled up to the bake
Ring. Ring. Ring.I wake up to my phone ringing on the night stand. I hit the ignore button and tried to go back to sleep. I had a serious hangover. All i needed was a little more sleep to face the day.I guess after Micheal realize he was blocked, he started calling private. I had to give it to him, he was very persistent. I just wanted to clear my head before I talked to him.Ring. Ring.Uh. Not again. I picked the phone up without even looking at the screen to see who was calling."Please stop calling my damn phone." I said, thinking it was Micheal."Well damn. What the hell i did to you" asked Kita sounding all hurt."Girl, I thought you was Micheal cheating ass. He won't stop calling my phone. I can't even get no sleep"Kita paused for a minute, being all dramatic. "Well duh Guh. That's why they invented putting your phone on silent. To silence any unwanted attenti
"Damien, just sign the damn papers. What I do is none of your business.""Who is this dude that you had around my damn kids? I'm not signing shit. You belong to me. I thought If I gave you a little time that you would let me back in the house," he screamed in the phone.I was getting a headache. We had been arguing on the phone for the last hour. He was mad because the kids told him about us meeting Micheal at Incredible Pizza. I was so over his little temper tantrum."How is your other baby momma? You seem to forget about that situation. It's funny she finally stopped calling my phone as soon as I put your ass out."I really didn't care about her being pregnant anymore. That was his problem. My days of worrying about who and what he was doing was behind me. But he was pissing me off. Just sign the damn papers. He act like he had any right to be mad. Dude was a trip. Sometimes I wondered how I ended up falling for someone as contro
I had just left girl's night with the girls. It had been a minute. We all been so busy in our everyday lives, that we rarely had time to catch up. Kita and her man has broken up. That shocked me. He was always good to her. Hardworking man. He worshipped the ground she walked on. She said she needed some time to herself. I don't believe that for a minute. She was gone end up telling me sooner or later. My girl couldn't hold water.I was on my way to Micheal house. We had been going good. I was at his house every other day. He had even given me his spare key."Hey Baby." Micheal greeted me as i came through the door. I was fallen in love with this man. "Hey bae." I replied back. "What we doing tonight?""I was thinking about just staying in and cooking for you." He said ."That's fine with me."I loved a man that can cook. He was from the south so he could cook cook. His momma made s
Today was the day that the kids meet Micheal. I had already told them about him. The boys was kind of mad but baby girl was excited to meet mommy's friend.I had changed my clothes a dozen time. I was nervous for some reason. I was sitting in the kitchen on the phone with Kita, waiting on the boys to finish getting ready. The only reason they agreed to go was because I promise they could ride the go cars. My boys liked anything that they could drive."Kita, what am I gonna do if the kids doesn't like him?" i asked,"Girl, them kids can not live your life. Stop worrying and put yourself first for once. They are old enough to realize that you not with their sorry ass daddy anymore and that you deserve to be happy." She never let Damien make it. She always threw some kind of slick insult whenever she mentioned his name. You would've thought she was the one that was married to him."I know but I want them to like him. If my kids
Micheal and I had been dating for a couple months. Things has been going good. Damien had got the divorce paper, and decided to sign the them. He hasn't sign yet though. He has been trying to talk me out of going through with it. I haven't told him about Micheal.I was at Damien's picking up the kids. He was rushing around the apartment trying to get the kids things together."Shunshine, just go one one date with me.""i will not. I told you I was past all that and besides don't you have some else you need to be worried about. Like signing our papers. Why is you making this so hard? I didn't ask for anything. You can see the kids when you want. I just want this to be done.""But i just want us. I promise I have changed.""Damien, I'm seeing someone, and it is serious."He looked at me like I was lying. I don't wanna hurt him but it was time that he knew the truth. We was over."But baby I stil