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2021-03-15 15:28:37I slowly open my eyes and looking myself at the mirror as Lena behind me and hug me with her soft hand on my stomach. “Wow… it’s beautiful” I say in a low voice as I’m stroking the 100K$ pearl necklace on my neck. “Beautiful thing for my beautiful girlfriend…” Lena says as she kisses my neck from the back. “But it’s expensive…” I say as I’m looking at myself in the mirror. Lena hugs me tightly as she rests her chin on my shoulder.
“You know… I could give
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