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2024-10-29 19:42:56Standing in reverie and watch the changing color of the waves… I cannot choose how the world will bring me, but I choose to live in joy. I let my joy be in my journey before I die and sometimes my joy is the source of my smile, but sometimes my smile could be the source of my joy. I close my eyes and feel the breeze, the breeze smell like roses in the vast field. I feel like I’m not suffering for a moment, from my past, my guilt, and my pain.
Lena walks closer to me and standing behind me, she rests her hands on my hips and puts her chin on my shoulder “Nothing beautiful than you… but I do love the view” Lena says. “You’re the sweetest girl I’ve ever know!” I say as I point my eyes at the view. Lena chuckle “No one ever says that” She says. “Let’s prepare ourselves… everyone’s coming soon” Lena says as she kisses my cheek from behind. I turn around and facing her &
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? NOW I KNOW
My eyes flutter open slowly, a warmth drawing me in like a magnet, daring me to close my eyes again and drift off to sleep in a grey huge king bed. A warm pair of arms pull me closer and I snuggle into Lena’s cotton shirt, I close my eyes again and relax. “Good morning babe…” A raspy voice calls, her hand rubbing my back under my shirt softly. My eyes open once more and they drift upwards, looking into a pair of gorgeous emerald brownie eyes.I take a moment to look at her beautiful features, the soft rosy glow she has post-sleep, the messy hair but sexy, and her perfect shade of pink lips. I blink for a few times and I smile like a baby before I realize where I am, I was drunk last night. “Good morning love” I say in whispers. Lena giggles as she kisses my lips softy, my hands come up, and cup her cheeks, kissing her deeper as I move under the warm covers. Lena’s arm wraps around my lower back as she pulls me closer to
Why Are you Still In My Brain? NEXT DROP
I’ve been fooled before and now I’ve already known the truth… I will never forget all the time, all the day, all the night, every hour, every minute, every second that I spend with Lena. I will never ever forget everything that I’ve been through with her. No matter where the universe will take me after this, I will never ever forget everything because I love her. The reality breaks my heart… now I know all lies and secrets which she hides from me, now I know…Lena holds my hand and points her eyes to the pool “I cancel the plan, you’re not going to pick the suitcase” Lena says. “W…what?” I say in stutters. “Yeah… you’re not going to do that” Lena says. “But why?” I say. Lena heavily sighs “Cause I won’t let you do that” She says. “Hey… Lemme help you” I say. “Are you sure?” Lena says. I smile and
Why Are you Still In My Brain? MULE
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? DAY IN DOHA
I open my eyes and I couldn’t think of where I was, I slept on our way last night considering I got here around 3 AM. But the beautiful brown-eyed Lena next to me was I refreshing reminder. “Gosh, last night wasn’t a dream” I say in a low voice. “Bzzz…bzzz” Lena’s breathe running through my hair. I look at her and smiling before she softy opens her eyes “Morning muffin” I say. “Morning sweetheart… you woke before me…” Lena says as she rubbing her eyes.“Oh my goodness! No…no way!” I’m screaming as I jump from the bed and reach over the vase on the bedside. “Oh my God! Silly fool why have a lion as a pet! Oh no… no! He gets closer to me, Lena! Help” I’m screaming as I point the vase to the Medium male lion which scared me and about to toss the vase to him. A burst of laughing comes through outside our room as an Arabian man gets
Why Are you Still In My Brain? DIRTY GAME
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? UNDER HER SKIN
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? WHIMPERING IN PAIN
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? DESIRE
Finally, the cup of iced tea I was holding in my hands fell and hit the floor, a tiny drop of tear started soaking my eyes, the moment I learned Lena replied to the girl with a few kisses, from her cheek to her chin, I walked out of the cinema, leaving Z without a word behind.“Maia!”Z called me, she was confused yet I never looked back, I ran off in a wet prison uniform when I left the location, making my way to my cell without locking the door.The pillow that became the safest place for me to complain got wet after a few seconds I landed my face on it and I squeezed the pillow to let out my anger at the time, crying as quietly as I could so no one hear me.I said I was fine, I moved on but it felt hurt when I saw her with someone else, as if a thousand swords were stabbed in my chest, I couldn’t breathe. Do you still wish it was me beside you? When you kiss or hug someone else, do you imagine it was us?Millions of questions started surrounding my brain, at the time I didn’t reali
Why Are you Still In My Brain? THE OTHER WOMAN
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? HELL TO ME
A raven-haired girl that I hated but also madly in love showed up in front of my face, she frowned and looked unhappy when she noticed I was the one who opened the door for her. Her tousled hair and eyes that looked so exhausted were evident as far as the eye could see when Lena appeared in front of me but that still didn’t take away the beauty she had since she was born. “What the hell did you do here?” I ask as my eyes are looking at her in annoyance. “Ask the guy who brought me here” Lena scoffs as she rolls her eyes, she gets into my cell without my permission like that cell was hers, placing her stuff on the top of my bunk not hers afterward. Lena one hundred percent knows how to piss me off, she always has a way to make me madly mad at her but also in love, I have no idea what her intention was when she placed her stuff on the top of my bunk, not hers but as I know Lena loves to annoy me or she may be here to torture me, paying that male guard so that she can get this room. “
Why Are you Still In My Brain? UNEXPECTED GUEST
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? STUFFY CHEST STUFFY ROOM
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? GREEN GRASS TO WAILS
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? SAME CHEST SAME PAIN
Tears start to fall down from my eyes and soaked my cheeks. I smile in tears but also cry in pain. How could I disappoint my family and not giving them what they wanted. My family gave everything to me and I never had a chance to repay their kindness. Life is not always fair, I had a nice rich family and I disappoint them. Some of us in this world are struggling for living because they’re not born from the affluent family. Same as Lena, she struggled since she was a kid.“I am so grateful that I had you as my sister…” I sob as tears start to fall down and soak my cheeks. “And I thank you for being the sister that you are. You’re amazing, you’re understanding and I know… that if nobody in this damn world loves me, I know you love me… And I never have to look for love” I end as I wipe my tears. “You soaked me huh? Now I ha
Why Are you Still In My Brain? TELL ME WHATEVER
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? DAY SEXMING
“Oh, God, damn, Jesus Christ!” I moaned passionately as Lena kept kissing my body passionately. She kissed me so damn good and it left burning desire in my wake. She kissed me sensually right between my breasts. My nipples stand bright and erected following her soft damn sensual kissed as I squeezed the sheets with my hands, it felt so good and relaxed, I would never cheat on her cause I cannot find a girl who done me so good like Lena does.“You wasted so much time babe…” I said under my breath as I saw Lena swirl her tongue against my nipple. My pussy was so wet and it cannot wait any longer, but Lena kept played her game and spins out the time. Lena laughed softly knowing that I cannot wait any longer and wanting her fingers to in, but she played her game and tortured me even more. She off her tongue from my nipple and started licking my chin up to my mou
