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2021-03-19 22:31:11My eyes flutter open slowly, a warmth drawing me in like a magnet, daring me to close my eyes again and drift off to sleep in a grey huge king bed. A warm pair of arms pull me closer and I snuggle into Lena’s cotton shirt, I close my eyes again and relax. “Good morning babe…” A raspy voice calls, her hand rubbing my back under my shirt softly. My eyes open once more and they drift upwards, looking into a pair of gorgeous emerald brownie eyes.
I take a moment to look at her beautiful features, the soft rosy glow she has post-sleep, the messy hair but sexy, and her perfect shade of pink lips. I blink for a few times and I smile like a baby before I realize where I am, I was drunk last night. “Good morning love” I say in whispers. Lena giggles as she kisses my lips softy, my hands come up, and cup her cheeks, kissing her deeper as I move under the warm covers. Lena’s arm wraps around my lower back as she pulls me closer to
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