Marina
I don’t want to get married today.
Pure discomfort is radiant in my reflection as I sit on that damn chair in front of the mirror while my mother is standing behind me. She is humming to herself and braiding pearls into my hair to create that perfect Victorian hairstyle.
She is calm and collected. And I hate how she is acting as if it’s perfectly normal to marry off your teenager to some random guy from another tribe before she has even turned eighteen.
His name is Rain. I haven’t met him yet. My mother says it’s bad luck for the groom to see the bride before the wedding, but I had hoped to at least see his face before our parents had arranged this wedding.
My mother, however, called me shallow when I asked to see his face. Apparently, I should be grateful that my family has found me a husband. It’s a privilege to get married, my mother has told me.
Unfortunately, I don’t share her opinion. At least not with arranged marriages, which in my mind, equals death to your soul. Love is the meaning of life; finding genuine love is my dream, and I can’t think of anything worse than having my partner picked for me.
“There you go,” My mother places her hands on my shoulders, smiling at our reflection while brushing invisible dust from my dress. Happiness is radiant in her eyes, while sadness seems to be the only emotion in mine.
“Are you excited?” She asks.
I inhale at her words, begging her with my eyes to not ask me such a question. She knows the answer already. I would much rather escape from our town than go through with this wedding. Sadly, there is nowhere to run.
The monsters living on the surface forced humans to build towns and cities underground. My tribe lives under a mountain, and there is only one tunnel leading away from our small town. It’s the one leading to my groom’s city, which means someone would eventually find me if I tried to make a run for it.
I suppose there is another tunnel leading to the surface, but I’m not suicidal enough to become monster food. Surviving up there is near impossible for a lonely human girl.
“No, I’m not happy,” My tone is wistful, filled with apparent depression. “I don’t want to get married,”
“Why not?” My mother asks, oblivious.
I stare into her eyes for a moment, trying to figure out if she is sarcastic. Marrying someone against my will sounds more like a punishment rather than a blessing. I can’t believe some girls long for an arranged wedding. In my eyes, they are all lunatics, counting the days until they turn sixteen to marry some stranger they have never met.
Who would wish upon such a fate?
“Because I haven’t even met him!” I snap at her, unable to hide the pent-up frustration from my voice.
“Oh, Honey...” My mother massages my shoulder. “Rain is a good man,”
“I don’t care,” I tell her in a shaky voice. I’m close to tears. “Because Rain being a good man won’t make me automatically fall in love with him!”
Both my hands are trembling, badly wanting to rip away the pearls from my hair. Today is nothing more than a joke, and the look of disappointment on my mother’s delicate face angers me further.
Why can’t she understand that this isn’t what I want?!
I don’t believe an arranged wedding will bring me happiness. Such tales are nothing but fairy tales, and there are no happy endings beneath this mountain!
God, I want to leave this stupid place, forget about our traditions and see what the world above has turned into with my own eyes! Becoming someone’s wife at sixteen isn’t what I want! My soul seeks adventure and flames.
I want... I want to fall in love and burn in the consuming flames of what they call passion!
Life has more things to offer than constant bitterness, I’m sure.
“I don’t want this!” I’m yelling now, shaking with anger.
“Marina, I know you might not appreciate this arranged wedding now. But once you bear children, you will thank the gods for having chosen such a rich husband for you,” My mother tries to calm me with her eyes, beaming at my reflection. “And you’re so beautiful, Marina. I wish your sister could see how pretty you look wearing my old dress,”
My heart aches at the mentioning of my sister. Her name was Jenny. She was the only sane person living under the mountain, the only one I could talk to, and she died two years ago.
One morning she left the mountain to see the world above the surface, and she never returned. It pains me to think about her, so I try to mash my mother’s words into the back of my skull and change the subject.
“I’m not pretty...” I mumble.
“Don’t be silly!” My mother laughs at me with pride blooming over her features. I’m wearing her old wedding dress, and I can tell it’s bringing her pleasant memories of when she married my father. “Rain is one lucky man,”
“Why do I have to marry him?” Tears are streaking along my chin, falling onto my trembling knees and hands. “I don’t want to...”
“Honey...” My mother talks in that concerned tone that tells me I can do nothing to change the future. “We can’t just cancel the wedding,”
“CANCEL THE WEDDING!”
The sudden words yelled outside our tent make me stand up. Someone is blowing the horn, signaling people to gather in the town square. And I know I shouldn’t feel relieved, but nothing can stop me from smiling at the change of fate.
“What in the world is happening?” My mother growls, clearly upset. “Cancel the wedding?!”
Ignoring my mother, I rush out of the tent without even putting on any shoes. Nothing can stop me from leaving. For months, I’ve prayed and begged the gods to stop this wedding. Now someone has heard my prayers!
Clumsily, I push through the crowd outside. The people came to see the wedding, but now they migrate to the town square in a throng.
Voices echoes between the buildings. Hesitantly, I follow a herd of people, stopping when the entire ground quakes beneath my feet.
“What is that?” Someone asks.
“People call them angels, but they look like monsters...” An old man replies.
I squeeze between two old men, gaping when I spot the largest boy I’ve ever seen in the town square. He must be over twenty feet tall, easily dwarfing the men from the army even when he is down on his knees. There is cloth around his mouth to keep him from speaking, chains to restrain his clumsy movements.
“MOVE!” A man from the army yells.
The chains around the giant’s arms rustle as the men from the army press their guns into his legs to force him forward. He is bleeding. There are open wounds on both his legs and arms. I don’t care; I hold no pity for him.
“Monster...” The words are out of my mouth before I can stop myself from speaking.
Not that anyone could blame me.
Hatred is the only emotion I hold for the other race we call angels. They live on the surface, and like every monster, they love the taste of our skin on their tongue. Humans are high on their menu, and plenty of people I know have died at the hands of this monstrous creature.
Rumors even say an angel might have eaten my sister, so I hold no compassion for the larger species.
They might resemble us with their human-like faces and hands, but their eyes have this enchanting glow that lures you in like a moth to a flame. And their voices are dangerously beautiful. Countless men have fallen victim to their song. The melody makes men put down their weapons so the monstrous creatures can eat them.
I shiver against my wishes, glaring at the angel with more suspicion than ever. It’s a male angel with white hair and pale skin. Strong feathered wings clad his back, but even though he resembles the serene creatures depicted in our churches, angels are nothing short of terrifying.
They are human-eating creatures with an unearthly beauty that makes them look like empty shells without a soul.
“Lie down on the ground and don’t move a muscle!”
The giant creature glares at the man who is barking out orders at him. For a minute, I expect the angel to fight back, but when another man whacks him with a whip, he does as he was told.
Hands as large as the carpet in my tent press against the ground, and for the first time, I notice someone has tied up the angel’s large wings with ropes. More knots than I can count are keeping the robust creature from escaping.
Though, I’m guessing the open wounds on its body are playing a huge part too. Plenty of blood is already gushing out on the street, and I avert my eyes, sickened by the blue color. It would surprise me if the angel survived through the night, considering an average human wouldn’t survive such severe blood loss.
Already bored by the scene, I turn around to leave the creature to its fate. It’s a pure coincidence that I catch its silver hair and see the beads twisted around its bangs.
“Holy pancakes...” I hold my breath as I recognize the beads the creature is wearing.
Years ago, I arranged those beads in a bracelet that I gave to my sister when she turned five. She always wore that bracelet, probably even on the day she disappeared. And now this monster is wearing it like an accessory in its long hair.
MarinaI sneak out of my tent when I’m sure everyone else is sleeping. The entire town is quiet when I wander down the street. The army has even turned off the torches to illustrate the time for sleep has come.Luckily, it’s easy to navigate because of the light illuminating from the angel’s weird tattoos. Faint light is glowing in the dark, and since the tents around our town aren’t massive, it’s easy finding the tall creature.He is still lying in the same place, roped to the ground. It seems someone has wasted nutritious food and thrown tomatoes on his back. He smells exactly like fresh tomatoes and yuck, something resembling juice is dripping from his back.I grimace at the smell. “Hello?”There isn’t an answer. Figures. They covered his mouth.Cautiously, I take a step closer to the enormous creature.He is absolutely enormous, and Jesus Christ, it blows my mind how much he resemble
Marina“You are marrying my sister?!”John turns pale with fear circling in his blue eyes. His face tells me he didn’t expect my reaction, neither does he seem to like it.“Yeah...” His voice sounds hesitant. I can see the uncertainty on his face as if he wishes to say something but doesn’t know if he should. “It’s not something I chose,”I huff at him. “You don’t want to marry my little sister?”Damn. I have some severe mood swings. First, it shocked me to hear Jenny is still alive, and now I’m angry that this angel doesn’t want to marry my perfect little sister. She is beautiful and knowledgeable. Why doesn’t he want her?!“No, I don’t want to marry her. Your sister is a tyrannical leader and only wants to marry me because of my abilities,” John mumbles. “At first, I didn’t mind, but now-...”I glare at him.
MarinaAfter Gustav has returned me to my parent’s tent, I search for my mother. My father tries to place his hand on my shoulder, but I push him away.My father can punish me later. I’m boiling with rage, close to flipping tables. Finding my mother is the only thing on my mind. She might be the only one able to clear the fog inside my head.“Marina!” My father roars, clearly upset with me. “Is it true that you removed the muzzle from the angel? He is a prisoner, for god’s sake!”Ignoring him, I rush out of the tent and enter another. My mother is brushing her hair inside. I detect her eyes admiring her own reflection. She was always pretty, way prettier than me, with defined cheekbones and shining hair.“Marina?” She turns around with an astonished expression. “Is something the matter?”My father stops by the entrance to the tent. Like always, he will let my mother take care
MarinaI search through the drawers, frantically looking for something, fucking anything to help my situation. My heart rate is through the roof. I’ve done nothing as crucial as saving someone’s life before, neither have I broken any rules, and now, I’m about to do both.With shaking hands, I grab a package of matches and turn my head to stare at my reflection in the mirror. I’m still wearing my wedding dress, but my facial expression looks different. The person looking back at me isn’t sad or gloomy; she seems determined.“Marina?” My father enters my tent. “What are you looking for?!”“Nothing,” I clench my fist, hiding the package with matches from his suspicious eyes. He would stop me if I told him I’m about to save an angel. “I had a pleasant talk with my mother, and now I’m planning on heading to the store,”My father stares at me. “In your mother&
MarinaThree years later.I wish I dared to escape from this dreadful life. There is no purpose, no life left in my eyes as I wash the dishes from our dinner in the sink.Smile and never open my mouth, that’s my life in a nutshell. Routine is the law, and so are the chores my husband gave.Husband.I accidentally drop the plate I’m holding in my hands and cut myself on the pieces. Blood color the water red, and I inhale at the pain dicing through my chest. The physical pain is not as bad as the mental one burdening me every day.“You can do this,” I whisper to myself. “Keep on fighting,”The life I’m living is not the life I wanted, and every morning it gets a little harder to open my eyes and meet the streetlights outside our house.These days I no longer live with my parents but in a luxury house. I live together with Rain, the rich man my mother forced me to marry the day John left m
MarinaOpening my eyes hurts my brain. I blink multiple times and whine at the pain slicing through my soul. It’s as if I just survived being thrown into a giant cheese grater. My body parts are tingling, every tendon, every bone.“Ouch...” I grumble.There isn’t any complaint in the world to relieve my headache. I sit up with a grimace, hating how sore my muscles feel. Simply sitting is hurting my arse.“Rough day?”Alarmed, I twist around to rest my eyes on a girl. Darkness is all around us. Still, I can see her wave her hand before walking up to me.“Yeah...” I mutter. “Where am I?”The girl giggles, and I glare harder at her. It’s just my luck running into a sadist. My pain amuses her. Ugh. The urge to punch her in the face is oddly hard to resist.“Why don’t you find out for yourself?” The girl says.Good idea, genius. I just look ar
MarinaFor the first time in ages, I end up dreaming about John. He is running away from me, and I'm chasing him. Laughter erupts from his throat."What's the matter?" He stops briefly to flash me his teeth. Somewhere deep inside, I know he shouldn't be this young. Neither should he be a human. "Can't catch me?""Wait!" I'm panting as I pass trees while squinting at the sun. "Stop running!""I'm not running. I'm right here, sourpuss,"Tear-stained cheeks and shaky hands; that's how I wake up. It's bright outside, not super bright since canopies are blocking out the sun, but the light is still way intenser than any light found under the mountain.My mum always used to describe the sun as life. But even if the light is beautiful, it burns like a thousand spread fires over my eyelids.Bothered by the light, I sit up with a building headache, freezing in motion when I spot Beast pulling down his pants further away.What is he doing
MarinaThe cage is moving again. The slight shake beneath my feet prompts my knees to buckle under my weight, and I wobble forward. Fortunately, Bailey is there to catch me.He chuckles in amusement as he grabs me. “Take it easy,”His enormous hands are gripping either side of my waist, and for a second, I’m flying. Without effort, Bailey helps me back on the ground and releases me once I regain my balance. Gazing up at him and witnessing his entertained smile speeds up my heartbeat. Damn him and his gorgeous face.Forcefully, I stare down at the ground. “Thank you,”“You’re welcome,”Bailey smirks at me, and I shake my head, rolling my eyes at his swagger. He is too darn full of himself.“Stop smiling at me,” I growl at Bailey, who laughs in response.“You’re not that bad,” He winks at me.Embarrassed, I look away from him and lift my eyebrows
MarinaNever in my entire life have I been running this fast; not even when my life was in danger did I put this much force into my legs.The sun is lowering behind the trees, painting the scene in this vivid orange and salmon as the warmth of spring fans my hair. I'm sweating; on the verge of vomiting from not being in the best shape after the ice cream I ate after dinner."I shouldn't have gulped down that glass of wine either," I scold myself as I stop to breathe. With the support of a tree, I lift my head to squint ahead.The lake is looking as lovely as ever with glittering water under the sunrays. I keep staring, my heart stopping in my chest at the sight of a large man sitting by the corner of the lake.White wings, the wrong color, clad his broad back as he observes the setting sun. He lifts his chin to the sky, and I sigh at the short white hair on top of his head. The hair is shaved on the sides but more extended in the middle; I honestly
MarinaLooking into the face of my sister isn't easy. She shoved a dagger into the heart of my lover and ate my friends; it's difficult holding back that screaming rage at the back of my head.My memories are still intact, but I remind myself that none of that has happened yet; it never will.Although it hurts me, I know I won't save John, meet my friends, or even have the gorgeous Adam fall in love with me.At this moment, I will change the future."I-I didn't know you were awake..."Jenny's voice is pained, filled with sadness. Her face holds no anger, only loneliness as she keeps her gaze on the floor.I roll out of bed with a smile slowly creeping up on my face. Deep within me, my heart is mending. It's whispering soothing words into my ears, telling me this Jenny wears the face of innocence, that she isn't evil yet."Jenny, I'm sorry," I place my hand on my sister's shoulder to offer her comfort as my eyes convey regret. "
MarinaChaos is the only word able to describe my reality as of now. Lily is staring at John, who is busy howling into the wind and breaking things inside the castle to relieve his agony.So far, John has thrown three chairs and ripped apart every banderol from the ceiling, frightening Lily further with his display of strength and anger."Should we do something?" Lily asks me in concern."I honestly don't know," I reply.As I'm looking up at John, I notice the ground trembling beneath us, and when I swirl around, I detect my furious sister.What a sight.Standing in the doorframe of the throne room is one enormous, ruffled angel.My sister's wings are no longer on her back. It seems the vines did a good tearing them to nothing, leaving her looking like a giant human with burning rage covering her face.Bruises kiss her skin while she is heaving, her shoulders slowly falling up and down as she glares at me with murderous
MarinaSadness is the chance to learn about yourself and your soul; it's when your heart opens its windows and doors.Now, as tears stream down my face, I realize how much Adam truly meant to me, how much joy his smile brought me, and how much I truly loved him.I'm stranded, crashing while my mind calls his name, but there is no answer; Adam doesn't call my name as I shout his. There is only silence slithering around me as memories of us play on repeat inside my head."I think Jenny got the other ones locked up in her bedroom," John pants as he sets me down on the ground. He is shaking, tired from running in his human form in a castle built for giants. His blonde hair is sticking to his forehead as sweat glistens on his skin. "I just need a moment,"Looking around, I notice that we are standing in the throne room. The morning sun is lighting up the walls, blinding my eyes. Old paintings cover the walls; banderoles are hanging from the ceiling, and
MarinaBack inside the mountain, I never felt at home. It felt like I was sleeping, endlessly waiting for my life to begin as the seasons went by.The only thing able to bring a smile to my face was my daydreams about John. I thought meeting him again would save my life, change everything I knew and make me happy.And I was right.If John hadn't broken my heart, I wouldn't have met Adam and fallen in love.He isn't my mate, but does it truly matter?Adam feels like my home, the only thing that makes sense in this crazy world of mine. With him by my side, it suddenly feels like I can do anything.Silently, I peer up at the sleeping angel with my heart swelling in my chest. Adam is cute, although he would probably find it insulting if I said it to his face.But no matter how cute he is while lying all spilled out on the ground, I won't let him fall asleep on me just yet."Adam?" I clear my throat. "This is kinda uncomforta
AdamIf anyone told me there would come a time and day for me to love someone who wasn't my mate, I wouldn't have believed them.In my eyes, the mate-bond is sacred. But I was wrong about how the mate-bond works. I thought the mate-bond made you incapable of loving anyone else other than your mate, and yet, I'm far gone when I peer down at the woman in my hands.It amazes me how such a tiny little thing can make my insides burn, cry and beg for her touch. The intensity of my emotions is like nothing I've ever felt before.Marina.Lord, I've never been this whipped by a woman before, owned, and she doesn't even realize it."Do you think we could somehow use vervain to our advantage?" Marina asks.I lean against one of the walls, sinking down until I have the little mistress pressed to my upper abs. She isn't as stiff as she was a moment ago, even daring to make eye-contact when I peer down at her.It makes my heart swell in my c
MarinaI'm a bundle of nerves when Adam enters my prison cell. Even though I'm imprisoned, the metal bars are doing nothing to hide me from his widening eyes, from the intensity of the aura surrounding him.I feel exposed under his gaze and extremely dirty. I haven't showered in ages, while Adam seems to have gotten his shit together during the time we spent apart.For some reason, he also seems more rugged than before, more intimating somehow. Maybe I'm not used to being around him anymore, or he grew a couple of inches.I bend my neck, once more studying Adam.He is wearing fresh clothes, and his raven hair is back to looking perfect in a new braid. Did Adam put time into fixing his hair before coming here?Irritation chews me up and spits me out."I brought you some food," Adam sounds strange, guarded.I glance past him at the food scattered over the floor. He spilled the milk, and now the bread is soaking it up like a spong
MarinaI turn into Medusa with hissing snakes for hair when a guard takes me to the dungeons. He hangs my birdcage in the middle of a dark room, right in front of another prisoner."You..."My eyes turn vicious as I glare at the person tied up in the birdcage in front of mine.Long blonde hair falls down on the floor, and his head jerks up, revealing a pair of broken blue eyes. My mood immediately turns sour.John."Marina?" John's voice is weak. He barely possesses enough power to keep himself sitting on his knees. Bruises cover his skin, and his muscles look less swollen from a lack of protein. I almost pity him."Yes, John," My bitterness mixes with anger when I feel that familiar pull between us, that humming in the air. I no longer want him, but the mate-bond is trying to force me into loving him. I hate it.John awkwardly laughs, clearly nervous about speaking with the mate he left for another girl."How have you b
MarinaWhen Colton takes my birdcage inside the castle and enters this colossal room, the entire world stops.The sight before me wasn't one I expected.Blonde curls splayed out over an elegant chaise lounge chair, hands belonging to a female angel excitingly reaching into a bowl of humans as she laughs; it all turns me to stone.I'm having trouble breathing as the blonde angel dangles a human in front of her waiting mouth while servants are fanning her face with gigantic leaves, massaging her feet, and collecting empty wine glasses around the marble floor beneath us.The human screams, but the female doesn't care. Her mouth opens wide as her tongue greedily slips the human into her hungry mouth."That's so refreshing,"I wince at hearing Jenny's voice, realizing this is her. Colton clears his throat, and I immediately wish he never had.Jenny, her narrow red eyes, twists her neck to observe first Colton and then flicker down h