Marina
“You are marrying my sister?!”
John turns pale with fear circling in his blue eyes. His face tells me he didn’t expect my reaction, neither does he seem to like it.
“Yeah...” His voice sounds hesitant. I can see the uncertainty on his face as if he wishes to say something but doesn’t know if he should. “It’s not something I chose,”
I huff at him. “You don’t want to marry my little sister?”
Damn. I have some severe mood swings. First, it shocked me to hear Jenny is still alive, and now I’m angry that this angel doesn’t want to marry my perfect little sister. She is beautiful and knowledgeable. Why doesn’t he want her?!
“No, I don’t want to marry her. Your sister is a tyrannical leader and only wants to marry me because of my abilities,” John mumbles. “At first, I didn’t mind, but now-...”
I glare at him. “But now what?!”
John glances at me and then quickly looks away with a blush. “I’m fifteen years old. I won’t figure out who my mate is until I turn eighteen, but if Jenny doesn’t turn out to be my mate, then I don’t know if I want to marry her...”
“Oh,” I ponder on his words, annoyed by one of his first sentences. “My sister isn’t a tyrannical leader...”
Jenny was always sweet in the past, never mean. I can’t imagine her being an evil leader. Her favorite hobby was knitting. Before she left us for the surface, she made me a sweater. I haven’t worn it once, afraid to dirty the only item she left behind. Anyway, the point is Jenny was kind and way too old for her actual age. She behaved like someone’s sweet grandma.
John snorts at me. “Have you met her?”
Ignoring his hurtful words, I move on to my next question. “And what was that about a mate?” I lift a curious eyebrow. “Angels have mates? And wow, you don’t look fifteen at all!”
John turns a deeper shade of red. My words seem to bother him, even though I can’t figure out why. “I know! I’m a late bloomer! It’s not like I haven’t noticed how small I am compared to everyone else!”
I grimace. It wasn’t John’s size that I was talking about. His face looks relatively young and boyish, but I guess he is smaller than I expected. I always heard angels were the size of trees—terrifying beasts.
John doesn’t look like a terrifying beast. His size is more manageable. I don’t fear him like I fear other angels, but John seems exceptionally self-conscious about it.
“I’m older than you,” I point out in a teasing tone. “Maybe I should call you Junior?”
John glares at me with reddening cheeks. “Don’t you dare!”
I stick out my tongue at him, laughing when the angel turns to stone. Time ticks by, and within a minute, he is smoldering with rage, glaring daggers at me. Suits him right for not wanting to marry my sister!
“You’re lucky I’m chained! Otherwise, I would wipe that grin from your face!” John threatens.
I hand him my most mischievous smile, but I say nothing else to provoke him. I don’t intend on angering him further. There is another question I want to ask him.
“So do angels find out who their mate is when they turn eighteen?”
John seems to calm down once I ask him this question. His eyes turn sad, and his lips tremble unhappily on his gloomy face.
“Not all angels find their destiny-chosen mate. Most angels get into a relationship with someone they pick for themselves,” John explains and sighs dramatically shortly after. “But to answer your question, yes, we can feel the mate-bond after we turn eighteen if we look at our mate. Sometimes, however, you can get a notion before you turn eighteen, a hint of sorts to guide you,”
“Oh,” I tilt my head. This is interesting and also very romantic. “So what would happen if you looked at your mate now?”
John blinks at my question, then bites his lower lip. He looks nervous, maybe even self-conscious. “I would feel it in the air...”
I stare at him, suddenly remembering the sparks I felt the first time I met his eyes. “Really?”
John turns crimson red, his eyes widening into saucers. “Yes! Now can we please talk about something else?!”
“Why?” I ask. “This topic is interesting!”
“No! I don’t want to talk about mates!” John exclaims.
Startled, I reel back at the sound of his loud voice. “Geez, I was just curious! There is no need to raise your voice!”
Ugh. For a second there, I almost believed I was John’s mate. After he raised his voice, though, those feelings quickly washed away.
Seriously. This angel is nothing more than a spoiled kid. I’m far more mature.
“I’m sorry,” John mumbles. “It’s just embarrassing to talk about...”
I snort. “It’s not embarrassing to talk about mates! It’s interesting that angels have them, but I guess you’re too much of a kid to understand how romantic it truly is,”
“I’m not a kid!” John hisses at me, proving my point by getting offended like a teenager.
I roll my eyes. “Sure...”
John growls. “I’m not...”
Ignoring his fury, I decide to change the subject. “How are you planning on getting back to your future wife?”
The irritation on his face makes me stifle a laugh by covering my mouth. I have to bite my tongue to not laugh at loud. Teasing John has quickly become the funniest thing ever. I can offend the kid too fast; it’s hilarious.
“I don’t know...” John sounds grumpy, not to mention mad. “These chains are thicker than I thought they would be. I knew humans were good at wielding, but really?!”
Laughter finds me. “Yeah, don’t underestimate humans, kiddo,”
“I’m not a kid!” John glances at me, taking in my features with irritated eyes. I had almost forgotten how large he is, but the infuriated look on his face makes me instantly remember. My survival instincts tell me to back away a bit. “If you insist on teasing me, I might find a ridiculous nickname for you too!”
“Like what?” I challenge, arching my eyebrows at the same time I create some distance between us. Better be safe than sorry. “I bet you wouldn’t be able to come up with one anyway,”
“How about nugget?”
I giggle. Okay, it’s officially a waste to fear John. “That’s actually kinda cute,”
John looks sour. “Shrimp then?”
“Overused,” I reply. “Try harder,”
“Short stuff?”
Smiling, I shake my head. “All those nicknames are cute and kinda fitting since I’m short,”
“How about Marina the great?”
Embarrassment finds my cheek, and I freeze, eyes caught on the angel who studies me briefly before his lips turn grim.
Fuck. John has figured it out! I despise when people make fun of my size by being sarcastic. Calling me great is super-duper embarrassing. I hate it so much!
“Marina the great it is,” John smirks at me.
“Don’t call me that!” I whine. “Please! I hate that nickname!”
John lifts an amused eyebrow. “Make. Me.”
Darkness enters my vision, and the amusement on John’s face makes me see red. The laughter erupting from his mouth enrages me further, and I kick sand up into his nostrils. I kick, and I kick, glaring at the laughing angel.
“Okay, Okay! I won’t call you that!” John is panicking. “I surrender!”
Frowning, I fold my arms under my chest. “Good,”
We share a moment where we both just look at each other. John smiles at me, and I glare back at him, refusing to smile about. Minutes ticks by, and a door opens behind us, causing me to turn around.
The mayor’s wife walks out of her building, glaring at me once she spots me standing next to John.
“Shit...” My eyes hastily dart to John, who looks as surprised as I feel. “Uh... I should go before-..”
“Why did you remove the muzzle?!”
The older lady rushes with her walker, fuming with anger as she digs her eyes into mine. Standing still will earn me a piece of her mind, but running isn’t an option. There is nowhere to go; she has seen me already!
“I thought he didn’t need one...” I laugh nervously.
The mayor’s wife isn’t listening to me. She strolls forward with the help of her walker, forcing her bent back forward. Her hands reach into her pocket as if she is searching for something. Seconds later, she is ringing a bell with her shaking hands like a psychopath.
“GUARDS!”
Panic rushes through me like a hurricane. I’m going to get punished for this, I’m confident, and my eyes instinctively seek John. He looks alarmed, frightened of what is coming, and I can’t blame him. We will both get punished for this.
I mouth to him. “I’m sorry,”
His sad eyes give birth to the idea of freeing him and letting him run. There will be more injuries on his skin after the guards are done with him, and it’s all my fault. I forgot the time and talked with him for too long. Had I been smarter, I would have tied the cloth around his head again and covered his mouth to hide any evidence of me ever being here.
“It’s alright,” John whispers. “This is not your fault,”
“HEY! WHY DID YOU REMOVE THE MUZZLE?!”
I turn my head and freeze when I spot a large group of guards heading our way.
“Are you insane?” One of them asks.
Frozen into place, I glance around the scene and scream when I notice the guards are already whacking their whips against John’s bruised skin. He closes his eyes in response, probably trying to ignore the pain, but I’m not that strong. Every hit feels like a stab to my heart, and I scream at the top of my lungs.
“Don’t hurt him!”
I run towards the guards, ready to fight them to the death, but I’m promptly shut down. A big man grips my arm and pulls me away from the scene. I immediately recognize him as Gustav. He works with my father in the army. I think he is a general, but his authority doesn’t matter to me.
“PUT ME DOWN!” I yell at him.
“Hey, hey! Calm down!” Gustav is holding me back. “It’s not safe standing so close to an angel!”
I attempt everything to escape from him. I deliver violent kicks to his knees, and my nails cut deep into his skin. Screams explode from my throat, and I flail around with my arms.
“No!” I kick at the man who effortlessly lifts me from the ground.
“You are Marcus’s daughter, right?”
I try to kick him in the groin as he lifts me higher into the air, but Gustav isn’t here to surrender to a teenager. He effortlessly throws me over his shoulder to carry me home.
“I will carry you home,”
Ignoring him, I witness the guards bully John. Someone is drawing a dick on his forehead, and I inhale slowly. If I were stronger, I would break free from Gustav’s grip and punch whoever did that to my friend.
“Release me,” I growl, and trash around on Gustav’s broad shoulder, hating how small I feel compared to the tall man.
“No,” Gustav says and stops walking. To my horror, he spins around to eye the creature his men are busy torturing. The scene is disturbing. “The angel will burn tonight. His kind has eaten too many of us, and the townsfolk are angry. They crave justice,”
I hit Gustav in the back, growling in frustration when it doesn’t seem to affect him. Fucking army dog. They are all built like tanks.
“How is that justice?” I snap at him with snarling rage. “That angel over there has blue eyes, the color of innocence! He has eaten no one!”
“That doesn’t matter,”
Frustration tunnels through me. This isn’t right, neither is it justice. John has hurt no one! Burning him isn’t humane! My teeth chatter, and I clench my jaw, resisting the temptation to scream. I don’t want John to die, but I don’t think I can do anything to prevent my people from burning him.
MarinaAfter Gustav has returned me to my parent’s tent, I search for my mother. My father tries to place his hand on my shoulder, but I push him away.My father can punish me later. I’m boiling with rage, close to flipping tables. Finding my mother is the only thing on my mind. She might be the only one able to clear the fog inside my head.“Marina!” My father roars, clearly upset with me. “Is it true that you removed the muzzle from the angel? He is a prisoner, for god’s sake!”Ignoring him, I rush out of the tent and enter another. My mother is brushing her hair inside. I detect her eyes admiring her own reflection. She was always pretty, way prettier than me, with defined cheekbones and shining hair.“Marina?” She turns around with an astonished expression. “Is something the matter?”My father stops by the entrance to the tent. Like always, he will let my mother take care
MarinaI search through the drawers, frantically looking for something, fucking anything to help my situation. My heart rate is through the roof. I’ve done nothing as crucial as saving someone’s life before, neither have I broken any rules, and now, I’m about to do both.With shaking hands, I grab a package of matches and turn my head to stare at my reflection in the mirror. I’m still wearing my wedding dress, but my facial expression looks different. The person looking back at me isn’t sad or gloomy; she seems determined.“Marina?” My father enters my tent. “What are you looking for?!”“Nothing,” I clench my fist, hiding the package with matches from his suspicious eyes. He would stop me if I told him I’m about to save an angel. “I had a pleasant talk with my mother, and now I’m planning on heading to the store,”My father stares at me. “In your mother&
MarinaThree years later.I wish I dared to escape from this dreadful life. There is no purpose, no life left in my eyes as I wash the dishes from our dinner in the sink.Smile and never open my mouth, that’s my life in a nutshell. Routine is the law, and so are the chores my husband gave.Husband.I accidentally drop the plate I’m holding in my hands and cut myself on the pieces. Blood color the water red, and I inhale at the pain dicing through my chest. The physical pain is not as bad as the mental one burdening me every day.“You can do this,” I whisper to myself. “Keep on fighting,”The life I’m living is not the life I wanted, and every morning it gets a little harder to open my eyes and meet the streetlights outside our house.These days I no longer live with my parents but in a luxury house. I live together with Rain, the rich man my mother forced me to marry the day John left m
MarinaOpening my eyes hurts my brain. I blink multiple times and whine at the pain slicing through my soul. It’s as if I just survived being thrown into a giant cheese grater. My body parts are tingling, every tendon, every bone.“Ouch...” I grumble.There isn’t any complaint in the world to relieve my headache. I sit up with a grimace, hating how sore my muscles feel. Simply sitting is hurting my arse.“Rough day?”Alarmed, I twist around to rest my eyes on a girl. Darkness is all around us. Still, I can see her wave her hand before walking up to me.“Yeah...” I mutter. “Where am I?”The girl giggles, and I glare harder at her. It’s just my luck running into a sadist. My pain amuses her. Ugh. The urge to punch her in the face is oddly hard to resist.“Why don’t you find out for yourself?” The girl says.Good idea, genius. I just look ar
MarinaFor the first time in ages, I end up dreaming about John. He is running away from me, and I'm chasing him. Laughter erupts from his throat."What's the matter?" He stops briefly to flash me his teeth. Somewhere deep inside, I know he shouldn't be this young. Neither should he be a human. "Can't catch me?""Wait!" I'm panting as I pass trees while squinting at the sun. "Stop running!""I'm not running. I'm right here, sourpuss,"Tear-stained cheeks and shaky hands; that's how I wake up. It's bright outside, not super bright since canopies are blocking out the sun, but the light is still way intenser than any light found under the mountain.My mum always used to describe the sun as life. But even if the light is beautiful, it burns like a thousand spread fires over my eyelids.Bothered by the light, I sit up with a building headache, freezing in motion when I spot Beast pulling down his pants further away.What is he doing
MarinaThe cage is moving again. The slight shake beneath my feet prompts my knees to buckle under my weight, and I wobble forward. Fortunately, Bailey is there to catch me.He chuckles in amusement as he grabs me. “Take it easy,”His enormous hands are gripping either side of my waist, and for a second, I’m flying. Without effort, Bailey helps me back on the ground and releases me once I regain my balance. Gazing up at him and witnessing his entertained smile speeds up my heartbeat. Damn him and his gorgeous face.Forcefully, I stare down at the ground. “Thank you,”“You’re welcome,”Bailey smirks at me, and I shake my head, rolling my eyes at his swagger. He is too darn full of himself.“Stop smiling at me,” I growl at Bailey, who laughs in response.“You’re not that bad,” He winks at me.Embarrassed, I look away from him and lift my eyebrows
MarinaStaying away from the middle of the cage is easy. Remembering the earlier scene is all it takes to shudder and wish I was back in my fluffy bed at home.Life was less complicated under the mountain, while the surface is chaotic. I never know what’s going to happen next. And yet, I think I prefer being in the actual world rather than hiding beneath my mountain.My eyes haven’t adjusted to the sun yet. Luckily, our cage is like a tiny forest. It’s a habitat for us humans, with trees and bushes shielding my eyes.Most of the trees are laughably small, though, but there is one tall oak standing in the middle of the cage. It’s probably strong enough to let a human climb to the hatch directly above it, but I’m guessing someone already tried and failed.Everyone must avoid the middle of the cage for a reason. Maybe Dave and Adam eat the people who dare to challenge fate by trying to escape?I shudder uncontrolla
MarinaAs sunlight enters through the canopies and land on the face, I thought I once knew, heat explodes through my body. Beast’s ragged breaths become my own. And unwillingly, I melt under his gaze, afraid this might all be a dream.I’ve dreamt about John for years. My heart used to cry out to him every night, waiting for the day he might come and save me.Beast couldn’t be John, right?Not knowing what to say next, I stare at Beast with tears building up behind my eyes.I’m burning with the need to keep my hands on either side of his face. The determination to find out who he is flush through my entire system while the pure desperation is choking me slowly with anticipation.“Who are you?” Tears stream down my face. “Is your name John?”When my fingers tap his cheeks, Beast flickers his eyes away from mine. Darkness clouds his gaze, and he grabs my hands. Slowly, he pulls my trembling
MarinaNever in my entire life have I been running this fast; not even when my life was in danger did I put this much force into my legs.The sun is lowering behind the trees, painting the scene in this vivid orange and salmon as the warmth of spring fans my hair. I'm sweating; on the verge of vomiting from not being in the best shape after the ice cream I ate after dinner."I shouldn't have gulped down that glass of wine either," I scold myself as I stop to breathe. With the support of a tree, I lift my head to squint ahead.The lake is looking as lovely as ever with glittering water under the sunrays. I keep staring, my heart stopping in my chest at the sight of a large man sitting by the corner of the lake.White wings, the wrong color, clad his broad back as he observes the setting sun. He lifts his chin to the sky, and I sigh at the short white hair on top of his head. The hair is shaved on the sides but more extended in the middle; I honestly
MarinaLooking into the face of my sister isn't easy. She shoved a dagger into the heart of my lover and ate my friends; it's difficult holding back that screaming rage at the back of my head.My memories are still intact, but I remind myself that none of that has happened yet; it never will.Although it hurts me, I know I won't save John, meet my friends, or even have the gorgeous Adam fall in love with me.At this moment, I will change the future."I-I didn't know you were awake..."Jenny's voice is pained, filled with sadness. Her face holds no anger, only loneliness as she keeps her gaze on the floor.I roll out of bed with a smile slowly creeping up on my face. Deep within me, my heart is mending. It's whispering soothing words into my ears, telling me this Jenny wears the face of innocence, that she isn't evil yet."Jenny, I'm sorry," I place my hand on my sister's shoulder to offer her comfort as my eyes convey regret. "
MarinaChaos is the only word able to describe my reality as of now. Lily is staring at John, who is busy howling into the wind and breaking things inside the castle to relieve his agony.So far, John has thrown three chairs and ripped apart every banderol from the ceiling, frightening Lily further with his display of strength and anger."Should we do something?" Lily asks me in concern."I honestly don't know," I reply.As I'm looking up at John, I notice the ground trembling beneath us, and when I swirl around, I detect my furious sister.What a sight.Standing in the doorframe of the throne room is one enormous, ruffled angel.My sister's wings are no longer on her back. It seems the vines did a good tearing them to nothing, leaving her looking like a giant human with burning rage covering her face.Bruises kiss her skin while she is heaving, her shoulders slowly falling up and down as she glares at me with murderous
MarinaSadness is the chance to learn about yourself and your soul; it's when your heart opens its windows and doors.Now, as tears stream down my face, I realize how much Adam truly meant to me, how much joy his smile brought me, and how much I truly loved him.I'm stranded, crashing while my mind calls his name, but there is no answer; Adam doesn't call my name as I shout his. There is only silence slithering around me as memories of us play on repeat inside my head."I think Jenny got the other ones locked up in her bedroom," John pants as he sets me down on the ground. He is shaking, tired from running in his human form in a castle built for giants. His blonde hair is sticking to his forehead as sweat glistens on his skin. "I just need a moment,"Looking around, I notice that we are standing in the throne room. The morning sun is lighting up the walls, blinding my eyes. Old paintings cover the walls; banderoles are hanging from the ceiling, and
MarinaBack inside the mountain, I never felt at home. It felt like I was sleeping, endlessly waiting for my life to begin as the seasons went by.The only thing able to bring a smile to my face was my daydreams about John. I thought meeting him again would save my life, change everything I knew and make me happy.And I was right.If John hadn't broken my heart, I wouldn't have met Adam and fallen in love.He isn't my mate, but does it truly matter?Adam feels like my home, the only thing that makes sense in this crazy world of mine. With him by my side, it suddenly feels like I can do anything.Silently, I peer up at the sleeping angel with my heart swelling in my chest. Adam is cute, although he would probably find it insulting if I said it to his face.But no matter how cute he is while lying all spilled out on the ground, I won't let him fall asleep on me just yet."Adam?" I clear my throat. "This is kinda uncomforta
AdamIf anyone told me there would come a time and day for me to love someone who wasn't my mate, I wouldn't have believed them.In my eyes, the mate-bond is sacred. But I was wrong about how the mate-bond works. I thought the mate-bond made you incapable of loving anyone else other than your mate, and yet, I'm far gone when I peer down at the woman in my hands.It amazes me how such a tiny little thing can make my insides burn, cry and beg for her touch. The intensity of my emotions is like nothing I've ever felt before.Marina.Lord, I've never been this whipped by a woman before, owned, and she doesn't even realize it."Do you think we could somehow use vervain to our advantage?" Marina asks.I lean against one of the walls, sinking down until I have the little mistress pressed to my upper abs. She isn't as stiff as she was a moment ago, even daring to make eye-contact when I peer down at her.It makes my heart swell in my c
MarinaI'm a bundle of nerves when Adam enters my prison cell. Even though I'm imprisoned, the metal bars are doing nothing to hide me from his widening eyes, from the intensity of the aura surrounding him.I feel exposed under his gaze and extremely dirty. I haven't showered in ages, while Adam seems to have gotten his shit together during the time we spent apart.For some reason, he also seems more rugged than before, more intimating somehow. Maybe I'm not used to being around him anymore, or he grew a couple of inches.I bend my neck, once more studying Adam.He is wearing fresh clothes, and his raven hair is back to looking perfect in a new braid. Did Adam put time into fixing his hair before coming here?Irritation chews me up and spits me out."I brought you some food," Adam sounds strange, guarded.I glance past him at the food scattered over the floor. He spilled the milk, and now the bread is soaking it up like a spong
MarinaI turn into Medusa with hissing snakes for hair when a guard takes me to the dungeons. He hangs my birdcage in the middle of a dark room, right in front of another prisoner."You..."My eyes turn vicious as I glare at the person tied up in the birdcage in front of mine.Long blonde hair falls down on the floor, and his head jerks up, revealing a pair of broken blue eyes. My mood immediately turns sour.John."Marina?" John's voice is weak. He barely possesses enough power to keep himself sitting on his knees. Bruises cover his skin, and his muscles look less swollen from a lack of protein. I almost pity him."Yes, John," My bitterness mixes with anger when I feel that familiar pull between us, that humming in the air. I no longer want him, but the mate-bond is trying to force me into loving him. I hate it.John awkwardly laughs, clearly nervous about speaking with the mate he left for another girl."How have you b
MarinaWhen Colton takes my birdcage inside the castle and enters this colossal room, the entire world stops.The sight before me wasn't one I expected.Blonde curls splayed out over an elegant chaise lounge chair, hands belonging to a female angel excitingly reaching into a bowl of humans as she laughs; it all turns me to stone.I'm having trouble breathing as the blonde angel dangles a human in front of her waiting mouth while servants are fanning her face with gigantic leaves, massaging her feet, and collecting empty wine glasses around the marble floor beneath us.The human screams, but the female doesn't care. Her mouth opens wide as her tongue greedily slips the human into her hungry mouth."That's so refreshing,"I wince at hearing Jenny's voice, realizing this is her. Colton clears his throat, and I immediately wish he never had.Jenny, her narrow red eyes, twists her neck to observe first Colton and then flicker down h