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2024-10-29 19:42:56Ang bigat-bigat ng dibdib ko. Parang may nakadagan at hindi maalis-alis kahit anong pilit kong pagpapakalma sa sarili. Ang mga mata kong nais kong iiwas sa eksenang nagbibigay kirot sa akin ay hindi sumusunod sa gusto ko. Sa halip ay nanatiling nanonood. Umaasang may mangyayaring pagtanggi mula sa matalik na kaibigan.
"Sebi, let's go." Levi tugged my arm and tried to pull me away.I pushed his hand away and shook my head. I want to stay and watch. To prove myself that Rafael will really reject that girl. I was holding onto that indifference on his face, angry and annoyed. I was hoping that it's because he doesn't want what's happening."Sebi, tara na," pamimilit pang muli ni Levi."Dito lang ako.""Sebi,”"Manonood ako.""Pero nasasaktan ka."Ang lungkot sa boses niya ay hindi nakalagpas sa pandinig ko. It brought another shivering pain in my chest yet I chose to keep it unnamed.Related chapters
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Their team did an underhand serve so it wasn't a struggle for us to catch it. Gigi, from my team, received the ball. Ate Ethel received it from her and passed it to me. A quick glance to where Sol is before I jumped and spiked the ball hard. It landed just in front of her, almost hitting her face. Nanigas siya at halos matumba sa impact ng bola. Hindi siya natamaan pero muntik na. Sinadya ko para matakot.Agad siyang dinaluhan ng mga teammates niya, she was close to crying. Ano? Iiyak siya ngayon pagkatapos niyang maghamon? Simula pa lang 'to, marami ka pang-aabangan."Are you alright?" Ate Ethel asked, faking her concern in a taunting way. Mamula-mula ang mata ni Sol sa pagbaling ng tingin sa kaniya bago sa akin. She glared at me and I gave a smug smile. Umiyak ka. Mas matutuwa ako.The game went on and whenever the ball lands to me, I always direct it to her. To the point that her teammates were already pushing and guarding her from the ball. Hindi
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Ngumiwi ako at kumamot sa batok. "Sorry, kasalanan ko. Papaki-usapan ko si Coach na ako na lang ang tatanggap ng drill—""Ano ka ba, ate Sebi!" Pinalo ako ni Tina sa braso. "Ayos lang! Mabuti nga at ginantihan mo!""Deserve niya 'yon, ‘no!""Oo nga! Hinihintay ko talaga 'yong magiging ganti mo, ate, eh. Dahil alam kong—naku!""Kita niyo na? Kaya 'wag kayong magloloko sa training. Kayo ang sunod na isusugod sa clinic kapag ginalit niyo 'to," pananakot sa kanila ni ate Ethel sabay turo sa akin.They shrieked and whimpered with that thought. Ngumiti na lang ako saka nagyakag nang pumunta ng gym.On the way to the gymnasium, my phone beeped from my back pocket. Kinuha ko iyon at tahimik na binasa ang natanggap na mga mensahe. From: Rafael Where are you? Are you alright? From: Rafael Hintayin kita sa gym. Ngumuso a
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