6 months later
I missed him like crazy. I stared out the window of my house. The weather has been recently nice but I've been in a sour mood for the past two days because I was mad at Charles. I told him I didn't want to see him at all, so we've not seen each other in two days. He's been calling but I was not picking up. The baby had to kick at that particular moment. It had random moments of kicking. Especially times when I'm thinking about it's father. I didn't want to know the gender of the baby yet and Charles agreed too."You miss daddy?? I miss him too." I rubbed my tummy, loving the feeling. I'm not angry anymore so I decided to go over to his place. It is a Saturday, so he should be home. I didn't want to call him to tell him that I was coming.I dressed up, grabbed the keys to my car and walked out of the house. Charles bought me a car few months back, saying he wanted me to be comfortable and all that stuff. He literally buys me something anytime he comes to see me. He spoils me too much. Our engagement ring was so expensive that I could not just wear it anyhow. His mother later came to terms about our relationship and the baby. Or maybe that was what I thought. But she does not really make nasty comments about me again anytime I go to his place during the weekends. I still don't understand why his father insisted that he stays at their mansion during weekends. There gateman opened the gates for me cheerfully waving at me. Everyone in this mansion was nice to me including his father. I entered the house greeting the ever smiling house keeper. She gives me a jar of cookies anytime I come over to the house. I made my way up the stairs and went to Charles's wing of the house. He had his own sitting room, bedroom and a study. I knocked on the door to his room but got no reply. I entered the room gently."Charlie." I called out but got no response. "Charlie." "He never even allows me to call him 'that'." I turned around at the sound of Astrid's voice."Hi Astrid." I said. "What can I do to make you leave my son alone?" She asked suddenly. I was surprised at her question because I thought we were over this. She never really gave me green light though."What are you talking about?" I decided to play dumb."You know exactly what I'm talking about. I can't have my son marry a nobody. You don't even have parents." She said."Did you do a background check on me?" I asked carefully, trying not to get angry."Why? Do you think I will just sit around and do nothing? You are just a gold digging whore. You are a useless bitch. That was why your mother left you, because she saw no good in you." What?! Okay, that's enough. This woman is really asking for it. "That's enough!. I won't have you speak that way to me. I have not come here to quarrel with you. I will leave, so keep your opinion about me to yourself." I said, pushed past her and I walked out hurriedly. She was right behind me though. Saying all soughts of hurtful things to me. I stopped before descending the stairs and turned to her."Astrid, you know what? It'll be good for you to actually stop bugging me if you don't want a problem that you cannot deal with." I said coldly."Who do you think you are speaking to in that manner?" She screamed. I sometimes wonder if the woman had mental issues. I moved close to her and said in her ears."I know about your dirty secret. Your boy toys. The models that you have sex with in your office just to give them a slot to model your work." I said silently. I pushed back to look at her and she visibly went still. "Who's the whore now?" Her face was white like she had just seen a ghost. "So, you had better leave my name out of your mouth if you don't want to have issues with me." I said."You don't have any evidence. No one will believe a word that comes out of your filthy mouth." She said shakily, trying to convince herself more than me."Really??" I laughed. "Are we really playing this game Astrid?" I said as I waved my cell phone in front of her face. "I thought you were a smart woman." I said. She tried to take the phone from my hand but I raised it above my head. The height advantage i had over her didn't allow her struggle too much."Nothing will happen as long as you leave us alone." I said silently and started walking down the stairs.I never planned on talking about her infidelity to anyone. Not even to her herself. But she pushed me today. I wasn't going to do anything about it as it was not my business. She made me call her out on her bullshit. I smiled at myself, rubbing my stomach.I suddenly felt a hand push me hard from behind and I missed my footing. I stumbled and tumbled down the stairs. Everything just shutdown. My baby! My baby! My mind was screaming. No no no…. Why was the stairs so long? My head was banging. Everything stopped. I was hearing different voices but I couldn't decipher who was who. I couldn't raise my head, hands or legs. "She's bleeding a lot!" Someone shouted."Call an ambulance nowwwww!!!" Charlie where are you? I thought. I was slipping in and out of consciousness. "M…. My … bab….ba…baby." I mumbled. I opened my eyes, I think we were in a hospital already. I'm till feeling very weak same as before. I grabbed the coat of the closet doctor to me. "S…sa..save…m…my…b…ba..by." I rambled out. "Her blood count is low!" Someone shouted. I felt like I was floating away in my own emptiness."How many months is the baby??" Someone asked. "Seven. She needs blood transfusion nowww!! Get an OR ready, she's going in for CS." ASTRID, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?? I thought before completely slipping out of consciousness.I squinted my eyes because of the brightness of light that hit me immediately I opened them. Where was I??? What happened to me? I closed my eyes trying to remember what happened. I placed my hand on my tummy wanting to soothe my baby when I was met by a flat stomach. I widened my eyes immediately and suddenly shot off the bed, but I felt a sharp pain in my lower abdomen.My baby! Where is it? That was when realization dawned on me that I was in the hospital. I remembered what happened. Astrid pushed me. She pushed me down the stairs. I never thought she'd do something this extreme."Where is my baby?" I shouted. I removed the drip that was been passed into me and tried to stand up. I felt like I was going crazy. A nurse came in."Miss Zoe, calm down. Your baby is fine. Everything is fine. She's been placed in an incubator as she is a premature. We had to do a surgery on you to bring her out since you lost a lot of blood from your fall." The nurse said, helping me back on the bed. I calmed down a little bit."Can I see her?" I asked nervously."Not yet. Even though you were out for almost a day, you still need to rest." She said sweetly.I nodded gently. The nurse was about to leave when I asked"Why did you call me Zoe?" "That was the name that was registered in your chart." What? "Okay. Thank you." I sighed and rested my head on the bed when I realized that my ring was not on my finger. I checked the bedside drawer maybe it was taken off before the surgery. It was not there. I checked for my cell phone too, I couldn't find it. I hope it's not what I'm thinking.I saw a letter and an envelope on the drawer. I picked it up and opened it up. It was Charles's handwriting.Gwen,I never thought I would have easily fooled you like I did. Did you really think that I liked you and wanted to spend the rest of my life with you? You fascinated me at first and I wanted you for a little while, but you just had to get pregnant didn't you? Long story short, I don't love you. I never did and I never will.I'm engaged. If you have any ounce of self respect, you won't contact me anymore. And I took my ring. C_I didn't believe what I was reading. He won't do this right???. I opened the envelope only to see the picture of Charles and Ashely together. Ashely???? Why did it have to be her?? They seemed so happy. No no no no ….. I've seen this happening in movies, someone should tell me that it's not happening to me too. Right about that moment, the same picture came up on the TV screen in the room. They tagged it as the engagement of the season as it was between two big companies. I suddenly screamed. I screamed in agony over and over again. I still couldn't believe he did this to me. To our child. Charles couldn't have played me, right?Gwen“Here you go” I said handing the contract I just signed over to Jeffery my secretary. Make sure you tell them to bring in the exact fabrics we ordered.”“Yes boss.” He said with a fake salute and walked out. I shook my head and turned my chair around to face the glass wall behind me and I looked down at the city from here. Doing this gave me a sense of approval of the good I have done for myself over the years and it kind of relaxes me.If I was told I’d be in this position almost seven years ago, I would have laughed it off. After what happened with Charles… just thinking about him brought me so much heartache that I didn’t expect and it happens so constantly that there is nothing I can do about it anymore as my daughter Charlie is a spitting image of her father. I don’t let her go out too much in fear that she might meet an aquintance or someone that knows her father. And I was not ready to give my daughter up. After the incident, I left the city for good. I went cold and left n
GwenI can say that meeting up with Zuri Roy was one of the most ecstatic moments of my life. She was such an amazing and pretty woman. Contrary to what people thought about celebrities in general, she out all that thought to shame. She was so adorable and cute. She commended all the works I've done saying she already saw some of them and liked them. I just knew that I will not go wrong with this one and it will give my clothing line more fame than it had. I looked outside of the door that she just left and I smiled as I rolled the chair I was sitting on in the conference room. I had asked to walk her out, but she said not to worry. She insisted and I said okay. Tam was literally blushing as soon as she walked out of the room."This is soooo huge gurrll." She said and I nodded, still having that smile on my face. I looked at the contract in front of me that she just signed and I smiled in content. This had to be one of the biggest achievements I have had since I started in this bu
CharlesMy mood was very sour. I think sour was an understatement at how I felt right now. My day had started off rough when my mother had called me again. I already told her to stop contacting after the thing that happened between us like three years ago.She called me to set me up with one of her friend's children again like that was not what caused us to have a fallout in the first place. "Mr Emmett, your next meeting is in a few minutes. Five minutes to be precise. And they are in the conference room already." The blonde lady who I can't seem to remember her name said to me, and I nodded stifly.I've switched so much secretaries, I can't place their names any longer. They all had one hidden agenda or the other. It was either they wanted to sleep with me or wanted to garner information about my company, which, I caught them from the get go. "I'll be with them shortly." I said to her and she left. This one seemed like a decent human being. And she does not have any skeleton in her
GwenMy legs gave out immediately he walked out of the room. Tam, who had seen our exchange and had figured out what happened was actually there to hold me. My head was banging. Everything seemed fuzy in my eyes. Tears stung the back of my eyes and they were blurry. I could not see straight. My breathing suddenly started getting shorter. It was hard for me to catch my breath and I could not get it together."Hey, hey, babe. Calm down. Don't do this, please." I heard as Tam picked up her bag to rummage it. Probably to check if there was an inhaler there. It had become an habit for her when my attacks became frequent. "There, there. Slowly." She said as I dragged in whatever was inside the inhaler. I've always hated it. The tang that came along with the puff from the thing irritated me lots. But there was nothing I could do. Especially in situations like this. I had panic attacks sometimes. It mostly happened when I had nightmares from the day I was pushed down the stairs. Or faintl
Charles"I never thought you'd reach out to me first." The annoying voice of Kaden sounded as I removed the ear muffs that were on my ears and dropped the gun in my hand as the target paper came towards me. "You've said that a thousand times already. Say something different." I said dismissively. "Oh, come on. Don't be so cold to your one and only friend. I know there is something up with you." No shit Sherlock. There was definitely something wrong with and it had to do with one particular short brunette who I had met after almost seven years. "So, what's up? What got you in a so shitty mood, you had to come to the shooting range today?" He said.I had to relieve the stress that had weighed on me since I saw her some hours ago. And coming here normally would actually do relieve me. But, right now, I wasn't feeling much better than when I came in."Shit." "Yeah. Something is definitely up." He said as I walked out of the shooting room with him hot on my heels. "I don't want to ta
Charlie bounced around in my office and a smile that had been there since she got here was still plastered on my face. She looked so happy. Well, she always looked like that and I wondered if I knew when something was wrong with her. She never complained about anything, never wanted anything except the things that I gave to her. looking at her now, I wish I give her more attention than I used to. there was still time, I knew I could do it. since I met Charles, there was always the irking feeling somewhere in the back of my mind that he would take Charlie away from me if he got to know about her. If he did that, I don't know what I'd do. How I'd survive if he took my only hope away from me. She had no idea what she did for me in my life. she is the reason I am still alive. she gave me purpose when I had none. losing her will be like losing a part of me. the best part of me at that. "Mum, are you okay?" her question brought me back to the present and I discovered that she was right i
I was close to collapsing. I knew I would actually collapse if I had not held unto the vanity. He was standing there like he had no other care in the world and that he was sent to torment me. There was no disputing the fact that he hated me. Why he did it, I don't know, neither do I care. This should be vice versa. I should be the one dishing out the hatred in full force. But I don't care at all. He did not say anything after the statement he just uttered, so I steadied myself on the vanity and continued to stare at the mirror. Pulling out toilet paper from somewhere beside me, I cleaned my hands. As I did, what he said came to my mind then. Like I just processed what he just said. What did he mean by the fact that what right do I have to laugh? Do I not deserve that? I'm supposed to be at his mercy, even after he left me for another woman? I was about to reply to him when he cut into whatever I wanted to say. "I asked you a fucking question, Gwen. And if you'd remember well, I h
I walked back into the hall. More like stalked in. I was not sure of what was going on with me but I tried as much as I could to hold myself together. I don't want to call any unnecessary attention to myself. My head was buzzing. My heart was racing and I could feel it in my throat, almost literally, but that was not possible. I can't believe that I let this man get those reactions out of me. I should not have allowed him to steer up those emotions in me at all. The most annoying part of this whole thing was that I've tried in the past to have these emotions. Even if it were not to a quarter fraction of what I was feeling right now. Something that could make me move on from him and date other men. But it was like my heart had other plans that it was brewing. I had never felt like this for any other person, but him. He was the only one that made my heart beat so fast. The only one that pulled on the strings of my heart.Shit. I was spiraling. And there was nothing I could do about