Charles
My mood was very sour.I think sour was an understatement at how I felt right now. My day had started off rough when my mother had called me again. I already told her to stop contacting after the thing that happened between us like three years ago.She called me to set me up with one of her friend's children again like that was not what caused us to have a fallout in the first place."Mr Emmett, your next meeting is in a few minutes. Five minutes to be precise. And they are in the conference room already." The blonde lady who I can't seem to remember her name said to me, and I nodded stifly.I've switched so much secretaries, I can't place their names any longer. They all had one hidden agenda or the other. It was either they wanted to sleep with me or wanted to garner information about my company, which, I caught them from the get go."I'll be with them shortly." I said to her and she left. This one seemed like a decent human being. And she does not have any skeleton in her closet as I told my friend who was a top PI to look into her. She did her work diligently.My phone rang and I picked it up, looking at the caller Id. Speaking of the devil. I swiped to answer it,"Hey, man. What's up?" He said in his ever so annoying voice."I have a meeting in three minutes, what do you want?" I grumbled out as I picked up a file from my table and headed out of the office."Good afternoon to you too my friend. Aren't you so grumpy today? Hmm?""Why did you call, Kaden?" I said."Yeah, straight to the point. Okay, here is the thing. I'll be flying into NY later today and I want us to meet up.""Is it important?"He gruntled, "Well, it is important. We need to talk.""I'm not interested in listening to your escapades. Talk to you later." I said and dropped his call, even though I knew he still wanted to say something.He had too much free time for someone that claimed to work twenty four seven. As much as I wanted to do away with him, I knew I couldn't.We met at Oxford university. We were roommates in our first year. We had a fight first because he brought back too many girls back into the room, but later worked it out. Then we bacame best friends later. We moved out together in our second year and since then, we've literally been inseparable.He's been a huge help to me and I to him. That time when I was looking for Gwen, he really…I stopped myself before I went too far. Not again. I don't want to ruin my mood since I had a meeting to attend right now. And thoughts of her put me in a sour mood every single time.Pushing the door of the conference room open, I walked in and saw two people sitting, whom I assumed where from the clothing line that we needed.This was one of the reasons my mother had been calling me. Normally, anything that was related to fashion and all that was always from my mother's clothing line. It's been so since my dad ran the company.But since our fallout, I decided to stop it and mainly because there was no life in her designs anymore. I didn't like them.Not her designs specifically, I knew they were from the people that worked for her. She's already dry. She only had her brand name. It was during the time that Gwen still worked for her…..I grunted and pulled myself out of the thoughts. I was in a bad mood already. I just knew it.The lady from the company I could not seem to remember displayed the designs they had and gave her presentation. I liked them immediately.But the issue came when I discovered the other partner was not around."How do you expect me to sign a contract when only one partner is on ground?" I said sternly."This is no big deal, Mr Emmett. My boss is busy, that is why she could not show up. Since I'm here right now, I sign, get the contract to her and she signs. No biggie." She replied, not batting an eyelash as she spoke to me.Well, that's new. Normally, people were mostly afraid to talk to me. Both men and woman. Women who want to sleep with me were the only ones who could hold my gaze.But this one had a business like look to her and she was not interested in me. That did not deter me though from my point."I don't do business like that, Miss..?""Brooks. Miss Brooks, Mr Emmett.""Miss Brooks. I like your stuff, but there will not be any continuation if I don't see the other person I'll be working with."Looking at her properly now, I think she's nervous. More reason to meet this so called other partner.She looked at me for a while before nodding."There is no way she'll be making it today. How about we reschedule the meeting?""There is no need for that," I waved my hand at her. "I can make time and go to your office." I said and looked at my watch. "I'm free for the whole day."I looked up at her and the other guy that came with her. She had a blank expression on her face."Fine. Let's go." She said. She was hiding something.*********I walked into the building with my assistant and the lawyer that was reviewing the contract and one other guy. Probably an intern.It was a building consisting of some floors and it looked cool and sophisticated enough. With large portraits of models hung up on the wall.The place was busy as Miss Brooks had acclaimed."Sorry for the commotion. We have a show lined up so everyone is busy." She said in a clipped tone.I nodded and said nothing.We got into the elevator and she pressed on the seventh floor. The atmosphere in the elevator was kind of tense. The doors opened and we stepped into the floor.This place was more silent and cool. The people moving around were dressed officially and everyone where minding thier business."This way, please." A lady came and pointed us to room where to go.As soon as I stepped in, I knew something was wrong. I examined the room, impressed with what I saw. Looking professional and all.I stuck my hands into my pockets as I continued into the room.My whole world tilted around its axis as soon as my eyes fell in her.My nemesis.The woman behind my mystery.What in the seven heavens was she doing here? She could not be the second partner, right?I knew I was staring at her. Hard. If I might add. She had a blank expression on her face so I could not figure out what was going on in her head.She looked…..well, prettier.Where the fuck had she been all this time? Kaden had never failed in finding someone before. When he could not figure out how to find her, I thought he was joking.So she had been in NY the entire time? Under my freaking nose.Now, I knew why Miss Brooks was hesitant about me coming to this place. She definitely knew about our history. There was no denying that.She did well for herself, if she was thee one that owned this business. I sudden feeling of pride brooded in my belly, which I immediately killed.She is the woman that I loathed.One that basically ruined me for anyone else.She rendered me powerless for years.I hated her."Hello, Mr Emmett." Her voice sent shivers down my spine. She didn't sound anything like the woman I used to know. Her voice more deeper along side of all the features she had.Of course she was the second partner.I raked my eyes all over her, schooling the loom I had on my face. She looked more curvier, and her long legs complemented her beauty.Fuck.I wasn't supposed to think of her in this manner.Looking at the hand she stretched out to me for handshake, I flinched inwardly.I was going to touch her.After all these years. That I have yearned for her. In the nights that I have clutched to my pillows tightly in my arms, sometimes hoping she was the one. Now, I was going to touch her, and not in the circumstances that I ever expected.Not to seem unprofessional, I gripped her hand in a firm handshake. Her palms were soft. Just like I remembered."Hello. Miss…?" I trailed off, hoping she'd answer me. Though I know her name by heart, but I behaved like I didn't.No slipping."Shivers, Mr Emmett." She said stifly, which would go unnoticed by anyone that was in the room, but not me.The slightest change in her, I'd know.Few minutes later, we were settled in. I didn't know how I kept it together throughout the meeting. I was looking at her all through. If anyone noticed this, no one pointed it out.I also noticed that the intern that came with my lawyer was looking at her. Like, staring at her like he was interested in her. His ear picked every word she said, like he understood them. I was fuming inside.In less than hour, the meeting was wrapped up and the contract was signed by both party. In the process of passing the file to her after signing, my hand brushed hers and I felt spark go all the way up to my head.I was not supposed to feel this way towards her. After the everything was closed off, she was talking with my secretary and the intern. I was angry.Pissed even.I knew she was avoiding to speak to me. How could she? She didn't have the right to avoid me. Not like I was eager to talk about what happened between us in the past. And that was because it was in the past.She should feel remorseful or even afraid that she was around me. But she was the opposite. If she was afraid at all, she did a good job hiding it."Miss Shivers, can I see you for a second?" I said loudly without a second thought.What am I doing?I didn't even know what I was going to say to her if she came. She looked at me like I had two heads and I furrowed my brows at her. Something like fear passed her eyes and I smirked.Finally, a reaction from her.As she walked towards me, I looked at her. More like stared at her. That used to be my woman, I thought. The sway in her hips that used to be slight was now more elaborate. She was more than what I had imagined.She was standing right in front of me so I could look at her face properly. She had no makeup on.Just like I used to like it.Her lips fuller and her eyes more rounder. My eyes stalked to her stomach that carried my child once and all the hatred I had for her suddenly came rushing back."I expect nothing less than the best from you. Anything less, this contract is off." I said in a harsh voice which I almost immediately regretted if not for the defiant look on her face."No worries, Mr Emmett. This is a small thing for me to deal with." She was taunting me. She held my gaze as she continued talking and I summoned all the energy I had not to look at her lips."You'll get my best, if that is what you want." She said in a equally matching tone."My secretary will send you the remaining details you need.""I'll look forward to it, Mr Emmett.""Stop fucking calling me Mr Emmett." I hissed out in a low voice. To be honest, it pissed me off more than anything."What should I call you then?" She said in a very low voice that if I didn't know better, I'd say she was trying to seduce me. She was so close to me right now, I could smell her hair wash."Charles? Charlie? Hmmm?" That did it.I was going to explode in her face when the fucking intern had to interrupt, saying it was time for us to go. I wished I had my gun with me right now. It would have been best to shoot him dead. And I would not have thought twice before doing it."This isn't over." I gritted my face together and walked out of the room in long strides.She called me Charlie.After all these damned years.She fucking called me Charlie.GwenMy legs gave out immediately he walked out of the room. Tam, who had seen our exchange and had figured out what happened was actually there to hold me. My head was banging. Everything seemed fuzy in my eyes. Tears stung the back of my eyes and they were blurry. I could not see straight. My breathing suddenly started getting shorter. It was hard for me to catch my breath and I could not get it together."Hey, hey, babe. Calm down. Don't do this, please." I heard as Tam picked up her bag to rummage it. Probably to check if there was an inhaler there. It had become an habit for her when my attacks became frequent. "There, there. Slowly." She said as I dragged in whatever was inside the inhaler. I've always hated it. The tang that came along with the puff from the thing irritated me lots. But there was nothing I could do. Especially in situations like this. I had panic attacks sometimes. It mostly happened when I had nightmares from the day I was pushed down the stairs. Or faintl
Charles"I never thought you'd reach out to me first." The annoying voice of Kaden sounded as I removed the ear muffs that were on my ears and dropped the gun in my hand as the target paper came towards me. "You've said that a thousand times already. Say something different." I said dismissively. "Oh, come on. Don't be so cold to your one and only friend. I know there is something up with you." No shit Sherlock. There was definitely something wrong with and it had to do with one particular short brunette who I had met after almost seven years. "So, what's up? What got you in a so shitty mood, you had to come to the shooting range today?" He said.I had to relieve the stress that had weighed on me since I saw her some hours ago. And coming here normally would actually do relieve me. But, right now, I wasn't feeling much better than when I came in."Shit." "Yeah. Something is definitely up." He said as I walked out of the shooting room with him hot on my heels. "I don't want to ta
Charlie bounced around in my office and a smile that had been there since she got here was still plastered on my face. She looked so happy. Well, she always looked like that and I wondered if I knew when something was wrong with her. She never complained about anything, never wanted anything except the things that I gave to her. looking at her now, I wish I give her more attention than I used to. there was still time, I knew I could do it. since I met Charles, there was always the irking feeling somewhere in the back of my mind that he would take Charlie away from me if he got to know about her. If he did that, I don't know what I'd do. How I'd survive if he took my only hope away from me. She had no idea what she did for me in my life. she is the reason I am still alive. she gave me purpose when I had none. losing her will be like losing a part of me. the best part of me at that. "Mum, are you okay?" her question brought me back to the present and I discovered that she was right i
I was close to collapsing. I knew I would actually collapse if I had not held unto the vanity. He was standing there like he had no other care in the world and that he was sent to torment me. There was no disputing the fact that he hated me. Why he did it, I don't know, neither do I care. This should be vice versa. I should be the one dishing out the hatred in full force. But I don't care at all. He did not say anything after the statement he just uttered, so I steadied myself on the vanity and continued to stare at the mirror. Pulling out toilet paper from somewhere beside me, I cleaned my hands. As I did, what he said came to my mind then. Like I just processed what he just said. What did he mean by the fact that what right do I have to laugh? Do I not deserve that? I'm supposed to be at his mercy, even after he left me for another woman? I was about to reply to him when he cut into whatever I wanted to say. "I asked you a fucking question, Gwen. And if you'd remember well, I h
I walked back into the hall. More like stalked in. I was not sure of what was going on with me but I tried as much as I could to hold myself together. I don't want to call any unnecessary attention to myself. My head was buzzing. My heart was racing and I could feel it in my throat, almost literally, but that was not possible. I can't believe that I let this man get those reactions out of me. I should not have allowed him to steer up those emotions in me at all. The most annoying part of this whole thing was that I've tried in the past to have these emotions. Even if it were not to a quarter fraction of what I was feeling right now. Something that could make me move on from him and date other men. But it was like my heart had other plans that it was brewing. I had never felt like this for any other person, but him. He was the only one that made my heart beat so fast. The only one that pulled on the strings of my heart.Shit. I was spiraling. And there was nothing I could do about
I have never felt a burning desire to tear the head of a fellow man off like I did right now. Apart from Kaden when he was very annoying. But, the feeling to do that to him was always minimal. Not like this. Whoever the guy that was talking to Gwen right now is, he does not know what a hint is. I've stared at him dead in the eyes a few times and he has met my eyes. He had to be stupid enough to ignore me or was actually testing me. And the aftermath of testing my was not good, if he did not know that. I grounded my teeth together as I walked into the room that was meant to be the dining room. I would be lying to myself if I said that I was not secretly proud of her. She did good for herself, even though it was at the expense of us. The other time, I had to hold myself together not to do something that I'd later regret. And like she knew she would set me off, she called me Charlie. Again. At this point, I think that she was doing it intentionally. She was the only one that I allowe
I knew when he started looking at me. I cod feel his eyes on me, but I pretended to be so engrossed in whatever Damon was saying. He had been a sweet person all through the night. After we had finished eating we stood up to talk about different things. I made sure not to slip about myself to him. I just told him the obvious things that I could and I heard his own part of the story. He said he was part of a team that worked for another fashion company and that he was sent to represent them. I can't remember the name of the brand though, and that's my bad. After a few minutes, there was soft music playing in the background and he asked me if I wanted to dance. He did not even wait for my reply and slipped his hands into my waist and we started moving slowly to the music. Nothing serious. "I don't know how to dance." I started. "You don't have to know. All you have to do right now is to move your body with me. No stress." He said as sweetly as possible. I know, I know. That I shou
The days that followed flew by fast. The reality that Charles was back really had dawned on me after that night. My sleep life has been shit since then. I don't know what I'll do if I encounter him again. He had gone as far as calling me names then. He showed me how much he loathed me by saying those words to me. He seemed to be angry about something, but I don't know what it is. Did he even have any right to be? No. I was the one that was supposed to be angry. I was the one that was left high and dry after child birth. He left me for another woman. I don't know why he was curious about me since I was not about him. Whatever I did was not his business. That night I slept with tears running down my face. I could not believe the kind of person he had turned to. The monster he had in him called me that. Seeing that side of him made me scared as to what would happen if he knew about Charlie. He would not want to know that he was the one that left me. He would take her away from me wit
GwenI should stop this. This is not okay at all. I should not indulge in it. I should make him pay for doing this to me. He had no right whatsoever to touch me this way or make me feel the things that he was making me feel. This was all wrong. I should not feel horny because my ex-fiancee was touching me all over, and I was allowing him to. I indulged him. This is not me. Not at all.The fact that I was the strong one that did not allow any man to touch me for all these years does not mean that I did not have any self-respect or that I didn't have needs. I was not attracted to other men mainly. But there were some other nights where my feelings got the best of me and I touched myself thinking of him. It has only been him for me. No other man. Still, it doesn't make any sense that I succumb like this. “Stop, this Charles. Let go of me.” I said with all of the strength I had and pushed his head away from my boobs. My hands were on either side of his head, and I was about to remove
GwenThe pressure in front of my head was building, and I knew I had to stop working, or I'd pass out, or something worse would happen. I looked around through the windows and no one was in their cubicle any longer. It was just me. I took the cup of coffee to sip again but then I discovered that there was nothing in it any longer. Well, shit. I was thinking of going to the employees’ common room that was on this floor to see if I could get something that would keep me for a while when my phone started ringing. Looking at it, it was Adeline. A tired smile made its way to my face. It's been a while since I spoke to her. God knows I'm a bad person. “Adeline.” I dragged out and I'm sure my tiredness showed with the way I said her name. I might as well have given myself up. “Tell me you're in your house right now.” She said sternly in her usual tone. I smiled. “I'm at home, not the house.” I taunted. I knew she'd understand the wordplay. “Can you stop pushing yourself so hard already
GwenRain splattered on the sidewalk, and everywhere looked a bit messy, but that did not stop people from going to work or getting what they had to do. Everywhere was so busy I blamed myself a little for wanting to go out to get myself coffee. I did it in an attempt to walk and stretch a little from work. But then, since I got to this place, I've had my foot stepped on, been bumped into and my purse thrown to the ground. Who knew the whole of this street would be this busy? But then, I loved my walks when I had the chance to have them which wasn't every time. I take them up when I have the chance. And now, I needed to clear my head about a few things. My phone buzzed in my pocket and I made sure I was on the safe side before I brought it out of my pocket to avoid any more issues this evening. The reason I am drinking coffee this time of the day is that I am staying overnight at work. “Hello.” I swiped the caller ID and spoke into the phone without checking the caller. “You bette
Gwen's POV “What?!” The whole room resonated with her shout. I almost jumped out of my chair in response to her reaction. It was not surprising though. She always reacted overly. “Are you saying what I think you're saying?” She asked in a hushed tone like someone would walk in and catch her. I shrugged in reply. “What do you think?” I said silently. I felt a little embarrassed and I'm sure my cheeks turned pink just confessing to her what I'd done. “I know you two have a past, and the man is fine as hell, but he's the enemy and you know it.” She sounded with so much conviction that I felt like a child who had been scolded by her mother. “I know. I know. I…I..don't even know how to explain myself right now. It just happened.” I said to her almost in a lamenting voice. “No matter what happens, he's still your enemy for now. Fine, you work together a little but you should know that he wants to take your child away from you. Well, I'm sure that is what will happen if he knows about
Gwen's POV I sighed gently as I placed my head on the window sill beside my dress. Funny how I could not bring myself to sleep all these days. So instead of wasting the days away, I worked my ass off instead. I didn't give room for unnecessary thoughts even though they came along. Between different meetings and work calls, I made sure that there was still work in between. There is no avenue for unnecessary thoughts. Why? Because they were not worth it. Tam has been on my ass, telling me to rest and all, but how can I tell her the reason why I am working myself so hard was that I didn't want to be a scapegoat for my thoughts of my ex-fiancee and what I allowed him to do to me? Even the thought of it made my cheek burn. “Boss?” I jerked back to the present when I felt someone tap me. “Yes?” I sighed inwardly, not liking the fact that I went off again. “I'm sorry. Did you say something?” I asked. “No. I wanted to remind you that you are done and the dress needs to be taken to the s
Charles POV I knew what was going on in her mind and what she meant to do by doing this. I knew that she planned to hate me because of this later and probably pin it all on me. But even after knowing all of this, I still indulged her. I could not resist. She knew how much she affected me. The effect she had on me, no woman has ever held a candlelight even up to it, and she'd use that against me. I hated how much I loved the feel of her lips against mine and how warm it felt. It felt like being home after a long time. She felt like home. Bringing myself to the present, I pulled away from her gently. My eyes were still closed, but I could still feel her eyes on me. I forced them open to look at her. Desire hazed her eyes. She missed me too. She knew deep in her mind that we belonged together, and there was nothing that could stop whatever it was that was going on between us right now. I hate how much it hurts. “Don't do this, Gwen. Pl..please.” I hate how weak I become bec
“I'll drop you off at home.” His voice jerked me out of the thoughts that was swirling in my head. Since our ordeal the other time, I've not had it in me to sleep at all. I could not close my eyes talk less sleep. “What?” “You have made it a habit of making me repeat what I say right?” He replied me. “Oh. Sorry. But I can get myself home by myself.” I said to him. I was already planning on doing so before he said it. I stood up from the bed ignoring his presence and made my way to the bathroom. Needing to wash my face and put myself in order before I left. I felt much more better than I was throughout the whole of yesterday. Only God knows what he gave to me. But whatever it is, I really appreciated it. It was like I as never sick. I sighed as I threw water on my face. After I was done with that, I threw my hair up in a messy bun. It was strange how I was not shy around the man to say the least. There should be this level of shyness where I should feel like he should not see my
I shut my eyes immediately when I opened them. They felt too heavy. I felt as though bricks were tied at the edge of my eyes and pulled them apart. This is really terrible. After a few minutes of battling within myself, I forced myself to open my eyes. The ceiling looked unfamiliar so a feeling of fear gripped me. What was I doing in this place? Before I could put two and two together, I heard Charles' voice. “Calm down. You're safe.” Immediately I heard his voice, my frayed nerves calmed instantly. Don't ask me why, I don't know why myself. It's a reflex reaction that just happened. I looked towards the direction of where the voice came from and I saw him sitting on a chair that was somewhere in the corner of the room. He had a book in his hands like he was reading it and a pair of glasses perched on his nose. Don't ask me how I can see that too, I just saw it. But when did he start using glasses? The question found its way to my mind. “You like it? I started using it a few year
I was sitting in his arms in a comfortable silence a few minutes later. It felt like the silence was comfortable but it was nowhere near the turmoil going on within me. As much as I wanted to be in his arms, we needed to talk. Maybe I've been overreacting all of these while. Maybe it was all my fault. I can't get over the fact of what happened to him. It's exhilarating. “We need to talk.” I said simply and I felt him stiffen behind me. Here goes nothing and everything. “Yeah. We need to.” He affirmed and I nodded like I wanted his permission to actually go ahead to talk. “About Charlie, I think we can work around something. Probably get you to meet her and introduce you to her officially.” I said. It was easier said than I had anticipated or expected. I did not expect it to be that easy for me to say. Maybe I already knew that this day would come and that I'd have to talk about it sooner or later. And my mind knew that I could turn Charles away for so long. Hearing about the ac