Gwen
I can say that meeting up with Zuri Roy was one of the most ecstatic moments of my life. She was such an amazing and pretty woman. Contrary to what people thought about celebrities in general, she out all that thought to shame. She was so adorable and cute. She commended all the works I've done saying she already saw some of them and liked them. I just knew that I will not go wrong with this one and it will give my clothing line more fame than it had. I looked outside of the door that she just left and I smiled as I rolled the chair I was sitting on in the conference room. I had asked to walk her out, but she said not to worry. She insisted and I said okay. Tam was literally blushing as soon as she walked out of the room."This is soooo huge gurrll." She said and I nodded, still having that smile on my face. I looked at the contract in front of me that she just signed and I smiled in content. This had to be one of the biggest achievements I have had since I started in this business.Astrid would go crazy when she sees this on the magazines again. I know of the reactions she get about my line anytime they came out and I didn't give a flying fuck about them. Zoe's clothing line had taken over NY and the surrounding states. Even the whole nation. And I've been thinking of expansion. I want to see Astrid on her knees. I want to see her at her lowest and see her crumble just like she did to me."Our next proposal is out though. I dropped by HR to get them." She said and fell into the chair that was beside me to the left. "Okay. What is it about this time?" I asked her.There are times that I don't know about some contracts. They were brought in by some workers. So it depends on me to work with it. If I wanted it or not. "Okayyyy." Tam dragged out and I looked at her like she had two heads. She was looking at me too with a glint in her eyes. "What?" I asked her, pushing the chair I was sitting on forward to peer at the documents in front of her. She pulled away and shifted, pushing the other chairs to the side in the process. I raised my eyebrows then. There was something she didn't want to tell me. "What is it, Tamara?" I asked more firmly this time. She got serious as soon as she heard that I used her full name. I only do that when I'm serious. And right now, in damn serious. She was making me too curious and I didn't like it one bit. "This proposal, that has been drawn up, about to be sent to the other company to review it if the terms meet their condi…." She was dragging this out and I frowned deeper. "If you don't say what this is about in the next few seconds, I'll…." She cut me short then."It's from Emmett Inc." She replied me a sharp voice. Rushing it out, I almost didn't hear anything she said if not because that name was already stuck to my mind. "What?" I asked silently and calmly. I could not have heard wrong right?"What are you taking about, Tam? Which Emmett?" I asked the name rolling off my tongue like it was acid. "Same Emmett, Gwen." She said silently and I felt my knees go weak. Even though I was sitting down on the chair, I felt like I would collapse anytime. There was no way he was reaching out to me now right? He didn't even know that I was the one since my face was not anywhere at all. "It's a proposal about buying some designs of their choice and giving it to the models of their company to wear." She said not looking at me. Not that I was looking at her either, but I knew she was avoiding to face me. I hated that I felt like this. I should not feel like this just by the sound of her name. It should not be like that. I frowned deeply and stood up from the chair. Walked to the window that showed what was going on down in the city."No.""No, what?" She asked me. She knew what the no was for. "I don't want anything to do with this." I asked, schooling my voice to be as calm as possible. Not wanting the anxiety that I was feeling to show in the way I was talking."Reject the proposal.""What? No. You haven't even read through the contract yet. This is good, Gwen. The payment option and all that. And it is even stated that you could increase the price if you wanted to and…." "I. Said. I. Didn't. Want. It." I emphasized on each word as I faced her again.She stood up to face me this time around, and walked towards me."Do you know that this is business? You are letting you personal feelings to get involved with this and that's not like you. This is nor the Gwen I know. You used to have history, fine. Agreed. But this is business, girl. You don't have to give a flying fuck about Charles. And again, you don't have to see him at all. All the meetings that will be happening will be with me. And you only have to sign the contract when it is brought to you. We've done this a thousand times already and you know the fucking drill, Gwen. Don't let this guy rob you of your money. Cause this," she raised the documents in her hand up, tapping on the hard back, "is your freaking money. And you're getting it." I knew there was no turning back after what she said to me, but I won't be saying yes right now."I'll think about it." I said with a little hardness to my tone. I walked away from the window, picked up the few things of mine that I had on the table, and headed out of the office.I felt her on my heels. Like she was following me. I sighed and continued, zoning out on what she was saying.*******The last few days wentt by in a blur. Charlie was as hyper as ever, but my mood gad turned sour since the talk about Charles so I wasn't able to keep up with her. She noticed this but I made sure not to worry the child. Not like I will be telling her that her father was about to be my business partner or anything. Tam had been the one in charge of everything and I didn't involve myself in anything relating to it. Instead, I faced Zuri Roy completely, giving her all of my attention. Making sure that her cloth came out nice. I made sure to do all he fittings by myself. Since the opening of this clothing line will be next week and there was going to be a launch and party, I had something to immerse myself into and get the thoughts of Charles out of my mind. I walked out of the room where the clothes where stored and intot the large area where the photo props and all that were set up. Today was the photoshoot of the clothes on the models, so I had to be on ground for it. My phone rang and I pulled it out of my pocket. It was Tam, so I slid to answer immediately.She had gone to meet with the Emmett Inc today to finalize the agreement, so the contract will be brought to me to sign. "Hey." "We have a problem, Gwen." She said in a hushed voice. My heart skipped a bit. We hardly had problems anytime we do this. I knew it was not normal for both partners not to there at a contract signing. But we got away with that several times already. "What is it? Are you okay?" I asked."I'm fine and not fine. You know Charles right? He's on his way to our office. We're on our way, I mean." She said in a more clipped tone. "What?!!! To do what?" I was shouting now. Which caught the attention of the people around me."He said that he has to meet the second partner, which happens to be you and that there would not be a deal without that." She said. I was infuriated. The nerve of him. How could I have expected for things to go smoothly? It was Charles though. A ruthless business man. I had heard tales about how he does his business and how he was a brute. "You could have as well said no, Tam. He is not supposed to come here. To see me." I said and I knew my voice was shaking now. "Get it together, Gwen. He's just another man. And you've dealt with loads of them in this business. We are doing this and there is no turning back." She said firmlyShe would not understand where I was coming from. The most fear I had right now was because I didn't want him to know that I had a child. If he knew, it would take a few seconds to put two and two together and he would know Charlie was his daughter. And he might take her away from me. I wasn't sure that I would be able to survive that if it happened. Few minutes after I had gotten off the phone with her, I had gone into my office and picked out a dress to wear and to take care of face as I was already stressed from all the work I had been doing before. I had on a black pencil dress and strappy heels. Did my hair up in a ponytail to look more sophisticated. I didn't put on any jewelry except for a tiny chain on my neck.When I liked how I looked, I left my office and went to the conference room to wait for them.This is it. I am doing this.I'll be meeting up with Charles Emmett after almost seven years. The father of my child. The first and only man that I have ever fallen in love with. My hands felt clammy and itchy but I put them behind my back. I was looking down at the city when I heard the door opened and I heard different steps that was when I looked back. I didn't see him at first as he was shadowed by some people but he was not hard to spot. As he was a very tall man. And I meant tall.He was looking around with a firm look on his face. Then his gaze fell on me. Just like a scene out of a movie, my eyes widened in surprise. As he came nearer, my heart was beating so fast, I thought it would fall out of my chest. I swallowed hard and tried to focus my breathing. I didn't take my eyes off of him and he didn't take his eyes off me too. I held his gaze.If he was baffled at seeing me, he did a damn good job at not showing it. He came with three people and himself making four. Including Tam, that made five. The room seemed to be closing in and I was thanking my stars right now that I was not wearing any make up. Or I'd feel so awkward. I closed my eyes for a few seconds, remembering what Tam had told me.Opening my eyes, I sighed sharply and walked towards them, with a serious expression on my face."Hello, Mr Emmett." I stretched out my hand for a handshake.CharlesMy mood was very sour. I think sour was an understatement at how I felt right now. My day had started off rough when my mother had called me again. I already told her to stop contacting after the thing that happened between us like three years ago.She called me to set me up with one of her friend's children again like that was not what caused us to have a fallout in the first place. "Mr Emmett, your next meeting is in a few minutes. Five minutes to be precise. And they are in the conference room already." The blonde lady who I can't seem to remember her name said to me, and I nodded stifly.I've switched so much secretaries, I can't place their names any longer. They all had one hidden agenda or the other. It was either they wanted to sleep with me or wanted to garner information about my company, which, I caught them from the get go. "I'll be with them shortly." I said to her and she left. This one seemed like a decent human being. And she does not have any skeleton in her
GwenMy legs gave out immediately he walked out of the room. Tam, who had seen our exchange and had figured out what happened was actually there to hold me. My head was banging. Everything seemed fuzy in my eyes. Tears stung the back of my eyes and they were blurry. I could not see straight. My breathing suddenly started getting shorter. It was hard for me to catch my breath and I could not get it together."Hey, hey, babe. Calm down. Don't do this, please." I heard as Tam picked up her bag to rummage it. Probably to check if there was an inhaler there. It had become an habit for her when my attacks became frequent. "There, there. Slowly." She said as I dragged in whatever was inside the inhaler. I've always hated it. The tang that came along with the puff from the thing irritated me lots. But there was nothing I could do. Especially in situations like this. I had panic attacks sometimes. It mostly happened when I had nightmares from the day I was pushed down the stairs. Or faintl
Charles"I never thought you'd reach out to me first." The annoying voice of Kaden sounded as I removed the ear muffs that were on my ears and dropped the gun in my hand as the target paper came towards me. "You've said that a thousand times already. Say something different." I said dismissively. "Oh, come on. Don't be so cold to your one and only friend. I know there is something up with you." No shit Sherlock. There was definitely something wrong with and it had to do with one particular short brunette who I had met after almost seven years. "So, what's up? What got you in a so shitty mood, you had to come to the shooting range today?" He said.I had to relieve the stress that had weighed on me since I saw her some hours ago. And coming here normally would actually do relieve me. But, right now, I wasn't feeling much better than when I came in."Shit." "Yeah. Something is definitely up." He said as I walked out of the shooting room with him hot on my heels. "I don't want to ta
Charlie bounced around in my office and a smile that had been there since she got here was still plastered on my face. She looked so happy. Well, she always looked like that and I wondered if I knew when something was wrong with her. She never complained about anything, never wanted anything except the things that I gave to her. looking at her now, I wish I give her more attention than I used to. there was still time, I knew I could do it. since I met Charles, there was always the irking feeling somewhere in the back of my mind that he would take Charlie away from me if he got to know about her. If he did that, I don't know what I'd do. How I'd survive if he took my only hope away from me. She had no idea what she did for me in my life. she is the reason I am still alive. she gave me purpose when I had none. losing her will be like losing a part of me. the best part of me at that. "Mum, are you okay?" her question brought me back to the present and I discovered that she was right i
I was close to collapsing. I knew I would actually collapse if I had not held unto the vanity. He was standing there like he had no other care in the world and that he was sent to torment me. There was no disputing the fact that he hated me. Why he did it, I don't know, neither do I care. This should be vice versa. I should be the one dishing out the hatred in full force. But I don't care at all. He did not say anything after the statement he just uttered, so I steadied myself on the vanity and continued to stare at the mirror. Pulling out toilet paper from somewhere beside me, I cleaned my hands. As I did, what he said came to my mind then. Like I just processed what he just said. What did he mean by the fact that what right do I have to laugh? Do I not deserve that? I'm supposed to be at his mercy, even after he left me for another woman? I was about to reply to him when he cut into whatever I wanted to say. "I asked you a fucking question, Gwen. And if you'd remember well, I h
I walked back into the hall. More like stalked in. I was not sure of what was going on with me but I tried as much as I could to hold myself together. I don't want to call any unnecessary attention to myself. My head was buzzing. My heart was racing and I could feel it in my throat, almost literally, but that was not possible. I can't believe that I let this man get those reactions out of me. I should not have allowed him to steer up those emotions in me at all. The most annoying part of this whole thing was that I've tried in the past to have these emotions. Even if it were not to a quarter fraction of what I was feeling right now. Something that could make me move on from him and date other men. But it was like my heart had other plans that it was brewing. I had never felt like this for any other person, but him. He was the only one that made my heart beat so fast. The only one that pulled on the strings of my heart.Shit. I was spiraling. And there was nothing I could do about
I have never felt a burning desire to tear the head of a fellow man off like I did right now. Apart from Kaden when he was very annoying. But, the feeling to do that to him was always minimal. Not like this. Whoever the guy that was talking to Gwen right now is, he does not know what a hint is. I've stared at him dead in the eyes a few times and he has met my eyes. He had to be stupid enough to ignore me or was actually testing me. And the aftermath of testing my was not good, if he did not know that. I grounded my teeth together as I walked into the room that was meant to be the dining room. I would be lying to myself if I said that I was not secretly proud of her. She did good for herself, even though it was at the expense of us. The other time, I had to hold myself together not to do something that I'd later regret. And like she knew she would set me off, she called me Charlie. Again. At this point, I think that she was doing it intentionally. She was the only one that I allowe
I knew when he started looking at me. I cod feel his eyes on me, but I pretended to be so engrossed in whatever Damon was saying. He had been a sweet person all through the night. After we had finished eating we stood up to talk about different things. I made sure not to slip about myself to him. I just told him the obvious things that I could and I heard his own part of the story. He said he was part of a team that worked for another fashion company and that he was sent to represent them. I can't remember the name of the brand though, and that's my bad. After a few minutes, there was soft music playing in the background and he asked me if I wanted to dance. He did not even wait for my reply and slipped his hands into my waist and we started moving slowly to the music. Nothing serious. "I don't know how to dance." I started. "You don't have to know. All you have to do right now is to move your body with me. No stress." He said as sweetly as possible. I know, I know. That I shou
GwenI should stop this. This is not okay at all. I should not indulge in it. I should make him pay for doing this to me. He had no right whatsoever to touch me this way or make me feel the things that he was making me feel. This was all wrong. I should not feel horny because my ex-fiancee was touching me all over, and I was allowing him to. I indulged him. This is not me. Not at all.The fact that I was the strong one that did not allow any man to touch me for all these years does not mean that I did not have any self-respect or that I didn't have needs. I was not attracted to other men mainly. But there were some other nights where my feelings got the best of me and I touched myself thinking of him. It has only been him for me. No other man. Still, it doesn't make any sense that I succumb like this. “Stop, this Charles. Let go of me.” I said with all of the strength I had and pushed his head away from my boobs. My hands were on either side of his head, and I was about to remove
GwenThe pressure in front of my head was building, and I knew I had to stop working, or I'd pass out, or something worse would happen. I looked around through the windows and no one was in their cubicle any longer. It was just me. I took the cup of coffee to sip again but then I discovered that there was nothing in it any longer. Well, shit. I was thinking of going to the employees’ common room that was on this floor to see if I could get something that would keep me for a while when my phone started ringing. Looking at it, it was Adeline. A tired smile made its way to my face. It's been a while since I spoke to her. God knows I'm a bad person. “Adeline.” I dragged out and I'm sure my tiredness showed with the way I said her name. I might as well have given myself up. “Tell me you're in your house right now.” She said sternly in her usual tone. I smiled. “I'm at home, not the house.” I taunted. I knew she'd understand the wordplay. “Can you stop pushing yourself so hard already
GwenRain splattered on the sidewalk, and everywhere looked a bit messy, but that did not stop people from going to work or getting what they had to do. Everywhere was so busy I blamed myself a little for wanting to go out to get myself coffee. I did it in an attempt to walk and stretch a little from work. But then, since I got to this place, I've had my foot stepped on, been bumped into and my purse thrown to the ground. Who knew the whole of this street would be this busy? But then, I loved my walks when I had the chance to have them which wasn't every time. I take them up when I have the chance. And now, I needed to clear my head about a few things. My phone buzzed in my pocket and I made sure I was on the safe side before I brought it out of my pocket to avoid any more issues this evening. The reason I am drinking coffee this time of the day is that I am staying overnight at work. “Hello.” I swiped the caller ID and spoke into the phone without checking the caller. “You bette
Gwen's POV “What?!” The whole room resonated with her shout. I almost jumped out of my chair in response to her reaction. It was not surprising though. She always reacted overly. “Are you saying what I think you're saying?” She asked in a hushed tone like someone would walk in and catch her. I shrugged in reply. “What do you think?” I said silently. I felt a little embarrassed and I'm sure my cheeks turned pink just confessing to her what I'd done. “I know you two have a past, and the man is fine as hell, but he's the enemy and you know it.” She sounded with so much conviction that I felt like a child who had been scolded by her mother. “I know. I know. I…I..don't even know how to explain myself right now. It just happened.” I said to her almost in a lamenting voice. “No matter what happens, he's still your enemy for now. Fine, you work together a little but you should know that he wants to take your child away from you. Well, I'm sure that is what will happen if he knows about
Gwen's POV I sighed gently as I placed my head on the window sill beside my dress. Funny how I could not bring myself to sleep all these days. So instead of wasting the days away, I worked my ass off instead. I didn't give room for unnecessary thoughts even though they came along. Between different meetings and work calls, I made sure that there was still work in between. There is no avenue for unnecessary thoughts. Why? Because they were not worth it. Tam has been on my ass, telling me to rest and all, but how can I tell her the reason why I am working myself so hard was that I didn't want to be a scapegoat for my thoughts of my ex-fiancee and what I allowed him to do to me? Even the thought of it made my cheek burn. “Boss?” I jerked back to the present when I felt someone tap me. “Yes?” I sighed inwardly, not liking the fact that I went off again. “I'm sorry. Did you say something?” I asked. “No. I wanted to remind you that you are done and the dress needs to be taken to the s
Charles POV I knew what was going on in her mind and what she meant to do by doing this. I knew that she planned to hate me because of this later and probably pin it all on me. But even after knowing all of this, I still indulged her. I could not resist. She knew how much she affected me. The effect she had on me, no woman has ever held a candlelight even up to it, and she'd use that against me. I hated how much I loved the feel of her lips against mine and how warm it felt. It felt like being home after a long time. She felt like home. Bringing myself to the present, I pulled away from her gently. My eyes were still closed, but I could still feel her eyes on me. I forced them open to look at her. Desire hazed her eyes. She missed me too. She knew deep in her mind that we belonged together, and there was nothing that could stop whatever it was that was going on between us right now. I hate how much it hurts. “Don't do this, Gwen. Pl..please.” I hate how weak I become bec
“I'll drop you off at home.” His voice jerked me out of the thoughts that was swirling in my head. Since our ordeal the other time, I've not had it in me to sleep at all. I could not close my eyes talk less sleep. “What?” “You have made it a habit of making me repeat what I say right?” He replied me. “Oh. Sorry. But I can get myself home by myself.” I said to him. I was already planning on doing so before he said it. I stood up from the bed ignoring his presence and made my way to the bathroom. Needing to wash my face and put myself in order before I left. I felt much more better than I was throughout the whole of yesterday. Only God knows what he gave to me. But whatever it is, I really appreciated it. It was like I as never sick. I sighed as I threw water on my face. After I was done with that, I threw my hair up in a messy bun. It was strange how I was not shy around the man to say the least. There should be this level of shyness where I should feel like he should not see my
I shut my eyes immediately when I opened them. They felt too heavy. I felt as though bricks were tied at the edge of my eyes and pulled them apart. This is really terrible. After a few minutes of battling within myself, I forced myself to open my eyes. The ceiling looked unfamiliar so a feeling of fear gripped me. What was I doing in this place? Before I could put two and two together, I heard Charles' voice. “Calm down. You're safe.” Immediately I heard his voice, my frayed nerves calmed instantly. Don't ask me why, I don't know why myself. It's a reflex reaction that just happened. I looked towards the direction of where the voice came from and I saw him sitting on a chair that was somewhere in the corner of the room. He had a book in his hands like he was reading it and a pair of glasses perched on his nose. Don't ask me how I can see that too, I just saw it. But when did he start using glasses? The question found its way to my mind. “You like it? I started using it a few year
I was sitting in his arms in a comfortable silence a few minutes later. It felt like the silence was comfortable but it was nowhere near the turmoil going on within me. As much as I wanted to be in his arms, we needed to talk. Maybe I've been overreacting all of these while. Maybe it was all my fault. I can't get over the fact of what happened to him. It's exhilarating. “We need to talk.” I said simply and I felt him stiffen behind me. Here goes nothing and everything. “Yeah. We need to.” He affirmed and I nodded like I wanted his permission to actually go ahead to talk. “About Charlie, I think we can work around something. Probably get you to meet her and introduce you to her officially.” I said. It was easier said than I had anticipated or expected. I did not expect it to be that easy for me to say. Maybe I already knew that this day would come and that I'd have to talk about it sooner or later. And my mind knew that I could turn Charles away for so long. Hearing about the ac