Chapter 1

The crunching of gravel reminded her of the sound the hammer made as it ended her life. The love of her life celebrating the divorce like she was such a burden on him. The gentle breeze sending shivers up her spine much like the feeling of loneliness as she sat there in the courtroom. The love of her life kissing a mistress off somewhere not even caring the women he once loved was broken. No one cared, no one showed up to support her. She crouched down as tears fell from her face. She wanted to hide to be rid of all this pain. She couldn’t believe a man she loved so much did all of this to her.

A ball of fluff came bouncing towards her and wiggling into her lap. Its nose gently sliding up to the crook of her neck as her memory was broken. She smiled down at the small 6 month old malamute  puppy. Her fingers running through it’s pure white fur as she held its crystal blue eyes with her own. This and 15 thousand dollars was all she had from the marriage. He took everything, there house, there business, and the rest of the money they had which was well over a few hundred million dollars.

“She can not bare me a child.” Was his excuse for the divorce. She wanted to, she was healthy and everything but she never got pregnant. No mater how many times they did it or how much special help she got she never could conceive. The puppy felt her tears and instantly licked them away. This caused her to giggle as she lifted her head.

The forest was quiet this early morning. The sun hadnt quite come up and over the horizon yet but it's light lit the small dew drops on the tree branches. This felt like home to her. Being out in nature away from the humans. She felt so at peace like she meant to belong here. She just couldn’t explain it, the doctors told her it may be from her past. Something that she didn’t even remember, something she wished she could.

Rising she lifted the puppy with her as her feet walked towards a tree. Placing her hand upon it she smiled. It felt so at peace, like it was just starting to wake up. Her puppy barked happily causing a squirrel to start screaming at them. This caused her to giggle as she pulled her hand from the tree to cover her mouth slightly to muffle it. She didn’t want to wake any more of the forest before it was ready to. The puppy whined as she was placed on her feet.

“Come Alaska,” Her voice gentle as she spoke. She tucked her strand of red hair behind her ear. Her beautiful long Wavy hair was braided back with this single strand outlining her face. Her olive green eyes scanning the forest ground for the small wagon. The sun beaten read still gave off its glow a small distance away. She quickly ran to it knowing it had been stopped by a root. Her delicate piano fingers brushed over everything to make sure it was all still safe before a sigh escaped her beautiful natural face.

The gentle breeze hit her skin causing her to shiver. She knew she should have bought a sweater. With her getting nothing but the money and the puppy she had to buy everything. Even new underwear., though she didn’t mind. She needed some new ones anyways. She got her photos and some things she treasured but that was it and even those she didn’t want anymore. She pawned them off and took the money. Her whole life was that man, she really remembered nothing but him.

For three years she suffered with the memory loss. Not knowing who you where not knowing where your from was agonizing. It was trail and error on food for the longest of time till she found what didn’t make her sick. And then the whole weird feeling she was missing something. She has gotten over that but there are still times it comes back.

Her eyes dropped down to her leg where Alaska was trying to get her attention. She smiled allowing all of her thoughts go as she leaned down once again. Alaska jumped into her arms and snuggled in tight as her mom leaned her cheek I to her fluff.

“What would I do with out you my girl.” She gently spoke as she gathered the wagons handle and began down the path once more. The creepy forest most people would call it was where she was walking. She had enough of humans and needed this reset. She came across it the first year she was married. When things got to crazy she left for the forest. It welcomed her and soothed her she went back as a whole new women. She knew if she had to she would stay here till she died. It was the one place that never did any harm to her.

He laid on the floor of that old ford van. The driver being careless as he took corners. His body being tossed this way and that. He didn’t care, his heart was broken. The pain of loosing someone you love so much and not really sure how. He keeps running over that day, trying to figure out what happened. She was right behind him. She was there, but as he turned she was gone.

He raced to her kingdom in search of her. He had hoped that maybe someone called her. He was distracted talking to someone that was calling him home. His fear setting in when he found she wasn’t. Her parents enraged, specially her father who blamed her disappearance on him. He didn’t stay long. He raced home to look for her there but she wasn’t there either. His heart began to look through the humans for her. His heart wasn’t ready to see what he saw.

As the sun rose he spotted a blot of blood on the forest floor. The animals crying in pain around it. He even felt the atmosphere was off. Reaching down he realized the blood dint belong to no human. The clear liquid that mixed with the red where that of a Fairy and Mermaid. He knew right there something had happened to one of there members. The purple fabric of her dress scattered causing his heart to break. It was her blood. It was her that was torched.

His screamed where heard all the way to his kingdom where his parents began to worry. They sent out there guards bit none of them could find him. When they returned his parents knew they had to make the journey to the fae kingdom. They where Alright with him falling in love but they where skeptical of the fae. The argument broke out and war began between the already thin line friendship.

He never returned home, and for years he searched for her praying she didn’t die. Praying she was here somewhere. He couldn’t lose her, she was his everything. Her beautiful blond hair that flowed down her back, her olive green eyes that held such mystery, her beautiful angelic face. His heart breaking just at the thought of her. He had lost her, he took his eyes off her for a second and she disappeared. He swore he would never, he swore he would always have all eyes on her. And now she was gone.

He searched for three years in ever hospital, praying he would find something. Praying he would find her. Each no was driving him to keep going, driving him to find her. It also gave him some relief that maybe it wasn’t her blood. Day and night he searched, sleeping and eating only when he needed to. His body going from the muscular man to nothing but lean. He kicked himself every day but there was nothing he could do. Taking a moment away to keep up with himself.

Entering the last hospital in the area his heart soared. He felt she was here, he could feel her presence but he wasn’t prepared for what he was to hear. The nurse told him she had left and it killed him. The way she said it he knew left meant deceased. The nurse was called causing her to look away from him and towards the voice. With a head nod she looked back to him to see he was gone. She shook her head and left. She didn’t have time to run after him, specially not in the emerge side.

He broke down and cried, his pain being felt by animal, plant and human alike as his elements went out of control. Everyone stayed clear as they called in proper authorities who sedated him and handed him over to the lab. He didn’t care, he didn’t feel death was right for him. He was meant to suffer and he would take it. He list the love of his life, he lost the princess of Fae and most of all he caused the war between the two kingdoms.

He free did as the scientist asked him. He took the pain they forced on him. The whip marks on his back still oozing, his arm looked like a drug addicts but most of all his body felt like someone had run him over but he still didn’t care. He wanted more pain, he wanted to suffer because he felt if he did it would ease his pain. He didn’t know the suffering she went through before death, he didn’t care he just wanted to suffer. He felt it was only right after losing her.

The van hit a rock sending him airborne before he smashed down hard onto the floor. The driver just chuckling as he hit another bump causing the man in the back to hit the floor again. With a smirk he took the corner tight sending his body against the side wall. He was driving like a mad man. His boss demanding it though. They where trying to see how much torcher he would put up with before he snapped.

They wanted access to his gifts, they wanted to study those and see if humans could gain them. They had plucked his scales, one by one, and studied them. Nothing showed up other then that of what you found on fish. They tested his blood both in and out of water and nothing. It was like his gifts where locked away. There only solution was his anger triggered them. They have done everything in there power to anger him. They even forced him to get back into shape the not so hard way and nothing. He was even getting discouraged but had to do as he was asked.

The tied up man closed his eyes as he tried to breath. His body was bad, but he couldn’t die. The whip marks on his back had reopened as he felt the blood begin to trickle down his back. They had broken his ribs in a few spots that felt like they have been rebooked, due to not enough time to heal and the force he was rolling around in the back. He felt a finger or two hanging from the last corner due to it being his back he hit and his hands where back there. He was starting to see spots from the many times his head hit hard against the wall but still there was nothing he would do. He has locked his powers away or he knew they would have protected him on there own accord.

Something gently sparked in him as they rounded the corner. A feeling that had disappeared so long ago in the hospital. He eyes shot opened as he tried to lift his head to look out the front. His body did not respond but the feeling was still there.

“You still awake back there.” The driver chuckled. He now knew he wasn’t dreaming. It was the slightest feeling but it was a feeling one he didn’t want to discard but knew it was probably for the better. Though his mind was okay to push it away his heart was not. It beat for that feeling. He tried to rise but nothing worked. His body was to weak. “hoho dirt trail. This will really get you rattled.”

He stopped all attempts to move. He new it was useless. His body was damaged beyond compare. He even pushed that feeling from his heart knowing it wasn’t anything useful. She was dead, he could never bring her back from the dead. Plus even if it was here, he was probably the last person she would ever want to see.

The driver excitedly took the van tight around a dirt corner causing the tail to fish tail. As it did the back doors opened and whipped the man in the back out. His body hit the ground hard causing him to wince as he rolled. Every rock and stick pierced his skin before he hit the small Clift causing him to be air born before the ice cold water hit his body. He cringed as the cold water creeped into every part of him. He thought he would change but due to the damage given to his tail it didn’t appear.

As the darkness around his started settling in he knew this was his end. He knew he was about to join the love of his life. He regretted so much but he knew there was nothing that could be done. That regret was everything he should have done with her or for her. It would never be forgiven nor give able. He had to wait till they where reunited. He prayed he was strong enough to survive till then.