Chapter 69

Amelia’s pov

“How else would you be able to find my mate and mostly in this situation where my inner wolf is very weak.” I said to lady Rosa who smiled before taking my hand in hers and we walked towards my chamber and when she was sure no one followed us, she locked the door and sat me down on the bed.

“You have always been so ignorant about your inner wolf and the more you neglect and forget about her the more weaker she becomes.” Lady Rosa said to me very silently and I realized what she meant.

“So all I have to do now is train my inner wolf or what?” I questioned.

“More like that, you have to train her and prepare her for whatever is coming, if you are ready enough we would be able to pull her out just enough for you to find your second chance mate.”

“But I don’t want to find him lady Rosa.” I stuttered, I already have Alpha Damien and even though I have to hate him with seven other women I was still content and didn’t need a man who couldn’t search for me.

“That can’t be, have you ever felt the pull between mate…when you know how that pull feels no one would advise you to find your mate as you would be so eager.”

“Why do you want me to find him?” I asked lady Rosa who was immediately lost in thoughts and I had to call her name multiple times before she answered.

“I know something that you know nothing about but instead of telling you I think it would be more better if you find it out yourself.” She said still spacing out as I hoped she would just tell me, what could see know about that made her quiet and think she can help me…was this thing going to favor her and that’s why she became my humble servant yet again? Were all the things I kept thinking about as I watched her.

“And what do you want in return?” I asked her making her stop as she looked at me before laughing  loudly.

“I don’t want anything from you, all I want is for you not forget me…I have children to provide for and for that I need to be in the right track at all time.” Lady Rosa said and for a minute there I felt pity for her.

“Fine, let us find my mate but what kind of work do we need to do to get my inner wolf back into actions?” I asked, and that’s when I realized another thing.

“What if he isn’t  even from this pack?” I asked sadly but Lady Rosa was still quite confident.

“That's why you have me.” She said, “before we begin any of this things I think you ahould have breakfast I won’t want you to start training in an empty stomach.” Lady Rosa said and even though I didn’t like her or trusted her that much I still believed her and tried to place even if it was one percent of my trust on her.

She escorted me to the dining hall and on our way she gisted me on how she met her mate who was the beta and how they were madly in love which made me laugh loudly and just as we opened the door to dining room I was surprised to see everyone already seating and ready to have breakfast. I couldn’t go back so I had no choice but to join them as they all seemed to be looking at me like I was the only one in room, how much I missed when no one could even notice me.

I took a seat  beside Alpha Damien and when I saw Kade and Alpha Rozan I became angry so I didn’t bother to look at Isabelle because if I did I would lose my appetite immediately.

I ate my food angrily so Alpha Damien would notice and just as expected he did, he gently placed his hands on mine to calm me down but I threw his hands off and continued to eat without looking at him or checking on him.

“Amelia, what’s wrong?” Alpha Damien asked, making everyone look at the both of us.

“I guess now I can’t even have breakfast the normal way as I have all my family's eyes on me…isn’t that quite crazy.” I said sarcastically making Lucy stand up, I know she was about to say something frustrating to me just because she is back Isabelle up.

“They are your family yet you don’t think twice about chasing them out, Alpha Damien is even pitying them by making tea stay but you would always be the trash that you prove yourself to be.” Lucy exclaimed at me, I scoffed angrily before slamming the spoon to the ground.

“They are not my family!!! If you call people who abandoned you and treated you like a slave family I don’t and never will stop calling them my family just because they sheltered me!!” I yelled back at her and Alpha Damien didn’t seem like he was going to stop us anytime soon.

“You are such an ingrate!! Alpha Rozan was nothing but a father figure to you and Isabelle always loved you like her own blood sister!!” I chuckled at Lucy’s words.

“For your information,Alpha Rozan abandoned me and favored his daughter because she was his blood and I wasnt,while Isabelle….” I paused and looked at Isabelle who had a smile on her face thinking I had nothing to say again but instead I cleared my throat before beginning.

“And Isabelle, she knew my inner wolf was weak and I won’t easily be able to find my mate and when you knew Kade was searching for me you seduced him behind my back and took away from me. Yet you call me a witch!!!” I yelled angrily and for the first time my fangs came out.