Chapter 77

Amelia’s pov

I took my seat on Alpha damien bed as I tried to relax my nerves from all what I had just done, Alpha Damien handed me a glass of water which I collected with a wide smile and gulped it in.

“I still can’t believe you did that to Isabelle and could still act cool about it.” Alpha damien said followed with chuckled, I smiled as I slowly sipped my water like it was wine…I couldn’t even tell how I really felt, if I was being angry with myself for showing Alpha Damien I liked him.

Suddenly everything I said previously started coming back to me as I dropped the cup and covered my face in embarrassment.

I still couldn’t believe such words came out of my mouth. I told him I loved him!!

Alpha Damien could notice I was shy and pulled me in for a hug.

“I know you are a jealous kind but why would you take it to the extent of beating her almost to coma.” He muttered to my cheek before kissing it gently.

“I didn’t know what hit over me but it’s not just about jealousy, I just hate Isabelle to the very core…she makes me hate myself for not standing up for myself when she took Kade away from me.”I muttered and then he stopped hugging me and stared deep into my eyes with a  frown as he looked into my eyes like he was searching for something.

“Why do I feel like you still have little feelings for Kade.” Alpha Damien said to me but I immediately avoided his gaze but I knew deep within me that I didn’t have any bit of feeling but I couldn’t say so because I always get angry whenever I saw Kade or even remember he rejected me like I was a no body.

“I don’t love him but just as we all know I can’t just forget about the pull I had with him when we were mates, and mostly how Isabelle stole him from me…I’d still hurts and I know it’s not about me being selfish but that’s the truth, everyone who gets rejected by their mate always feel the pain for years.” I muttered to alpha Damien who kept quiet and just stared at me like I was speaking gibberish.

“If only I had met my second chance mate then things would have been different, and maybe I would have even forgotten about my first mate quicker than I had anticipated.” I said but instead of Alpha Damien to smile or chuckle to my words he frowned.

“Why don’t you just take me as your mate, after all I am pretty sure you would never find him so stop trying to even find him, wherever he is.”alpha Damien said and from the way he looked at me I knew he wasn’t joking one bit so I kept quiet,I knew he was angry because I talked about wanting my mate back.

“I am already your Luna and just by what I said before and would continue to say, I might not have loved or even cared a second about you but that doesn’t mean I don’t love you now…even I can’t believe I love you this way.” I said hoping to get his smile back but instead he stood up and backed me like he wanted to say something and whenever he did that I know he had offended me and what’s about to tell me how badly he had wronged me.

“I am r we lot sorry if I have ever beaten you and maltreated and you know the funniest part, when Isabelle had a little conversation with me she aid some words to me that really entered my heart and for a split second there I thought I won’t ever get over it, but you walked in so ironically and placed Isabelle in her place someone could swear you heard what she said with the way you attacked her:” Alpha Damien said to me but still didn’t turn to face me.

I sat there thinking of what I am supposed to say, “aren’t you going to say something?” Alpha damien questioned as he turned to face me and I smiled awkwardly.

“I don’t know what else I am supposed to say to you, you haven’t even told me what Isabelle said to you.” I questioned he nodded understanding what I meant, he sat beside me and held my hands with his.

“She said, you would leave…sooner or later you would leave me and when you do then I would realize you are a betrayal and only married me for my throne.” Alpha Damien said and I could feel my gut being so irritated by the mention of her name but I still needed to act really cool about it.

“I also heard rumors, you would marry another bride after me…I thought said I was going to be the last? Why are there still rules claiming there is someone who you want as a new bride.” I muttered to him and he laughed out loudly.

“That is just bazar, how can they say something like that! I don’t even have anyone I would find interesting like you and to top it all I am already tired of having different woman fight about me.” Alpha Damien said and even though I knew him to be very manipulative, he still sounded so sincere to me.

“I am sure you won’t marry another, dealing with Lucy and her her co is even annoying enough and as your Luna, I still hate that I have to share you and why do you continue to delay the celebration when I am supposed to be your Luna already.”

“That doesn’t change anything, do you even know how much gut it took for me to place you at that seat, currently the council elders are calling me a fool for what I did.” He said, you are a fool because I am going to use you.