Regret

Damon’s POV

I quickly started the car engine to leave the hospital parking lot for the courthouse, where Jared was already meeting my lawyer. In the courthouse, I let my emotions out over the divorce. I still hadn't let go of Addison, but I couldn't help it. I didn't expect this reality to be so hard to accept.

My vision seemed blurry as my eyes were wet from the tears that had pooled on my eyelids. I grunted in annoyance, realizing that I was being very whiny. Either I was crying over the divorce or realizing that I was going to lose Addison forever. I hope it doesn't happen.

I pulled off the tie wrapped around my shirt collar and threw it onto the passenger seat next to me. I also undid the top two buttons of my shirt and my neck because it felt like I was being strangled.

This divorce was making my emotions rise. I don't hate Addison for wanting all of this because I realize that this is my doing. If I hadn't indulged my ego, maybe none of this would have happened.

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