Decisions and Destiny

I hate the word ‘meant to be’, what is meant to be? I wasn’t meant to be born if it weren’t for my parents going on a one-night stand and having a mistake who they would have aborted if it weren’t for their decision to love me. Decisions make our life work not a bloody ‘meant to be’.             I looked at my mother sitting in front of me after a good damn breakup that I just had with my four-year-long relationship with my boyfriend who seemed to say more of ‘meant to be’ than ‘I am sorry’. My god dammed boyfriend or I might add an ‘ex’ before that word, says that he has work and I have a whole career ahead, so we should first become independent and then we would be together if we are meant to be. While the real reason is his ex has offered him a job, a job that can make him a hit star in minutes, in minutes h

The boss looked at me again and angrily pointed a finger at me to say something when again his nose gave him pain and again, I was prepared to say something when he showed me a hand and the coffee guy told me to leave and I was for once thankful, extremely and ran out. The coffee guy again broke into laughter when I looked at him and my boss scowled before his nose again gave an angry sharp pain of protest for muscle moving and my boss sat down quietly without messing with his nose and mouth. I stopped staring at them and finally left praying to God that my job will still be intact.When I reached home, I realized the blunder I caused, and that blunder was that I basically made my boss broken nose. Poor guy…Not poor guy as he was the one who made mistake first. His decision caused it to happen. ‘Ms. Amelia, come one hour earlier tomorrow and that too to my home with the file of Mr. Marlow's.’ The text message of Mr.

I am shocked and that’s not even the start as I looked at my parents being all lovey-dovey to Mr. Alexeev, now alexander.Wonders, wonders. This guy who came with me to meet my parents cannot be the boss I met in the last some days. He is being all sweet to them, honestly happy with them and is even joking with them.“Marwick, I really wonder how she is even your daughter, I mean, she is beautiful and everything, but she surely doesn’t have your vibes.” Hahaha. And with lots of laughter everyone was laughing and having fun while I was still feeling a little guilty as-of-yet because soon, if they continued to laugh at my expense, I am going to forget all the guilt.“Alexander, please taste this pie also.” My mom said and handed him the pie as she smiled meaningfully, and I shuddered. This is so not going well if he didn’t notice the part, she wants him to.“Hey, why aren’t you eatin

“Amy! Pick me up! Pick me up!” Little Clara shouted as she raised her hands towards me and jumped a little to hurry me up.As soon as I picked her up, she looked at other kids and raised her chin causing everyone around to laugh.“Amy, are you really going to marry Uncle Alex?” why am I being asked the same question every time a child comes close to me?“We are dating right now, so, not sure yet.” As soon as I said and held her close, a hand touched my back, and another covered my hand which was holding little Clara.Alexander who came from behind very lovingly said “It just mean your Uncle Alex has to try harder to let Amy become a family. But Clara, I will need you help in doing so, will you help me?”Clara raised her hands towards Alexander and wiggled in my arms and Alexander picked her up and threw her up in the air causing her to squeal.Clara bent her head down and whispered something in

After, Alexander, my boss who was being all nice and chivalrous still retained his being nice form of behavior with me, dropped me home with a hug and a kiss on the cheek and all I wanted to do was kiss his cheek back to see if his ears too get red or if his heart does beat faster but the thought itself made my heart beats faster and cheeks redder.His arms encircled me and his embrace warm, it was a very friendly yet intimate hug. I have been hugged like this many times and it wasn’t surprising with them but with him, it felt like falling into the cloud and feeling it wrap me in a warm embrace.I moved back a little and looked at him as he said again to encircle my arms around him, but something wanted me to hold back yet his eyes told me to do as he says. I kept my head back on his shoulder and hands encircled his back.As soon as he let me go, I turned and entered my home where my mom and dad smiled and gave me a glass of water while speaking of all the