CHAPTER 05| HOW ABOUT THAT KISS?

    I look away at once, gripping tightly onto my glass of cocktail. My heartbeat is beating hard against my chest and I don't know why. How can one man look so beautiful and gorgeous? I feel his eyes burn into my skin from behind me and I know he's looking at me. 

" Oh my God, Lauren. He's so fucking gorgeous." Roxie mutters. 

   I bite my lip. " Yeah. And it's crazy we locked eyes."

" You should buy him a drink, honey, and watch him walk over this club to talk to you."

" I'm not desperate Roxie."

" Buying a man a drink doesn't make you desperate. It's just speeding things. You're a beautiful woman and I'm not blind, I think he wants you." 

" You're not a prophet, Rox. He doesn't want me. We just locked eyes and I'm embarrassed he saw me eye raping him." 

Roxie snorts out a laugh. I roll my eyes and take out my straw to gulp my drink. 

" Fuck." Roxie giggles.

   Roxie and I order for another drink and the tatted bartender gives us our orders. 

" Is it that we're not that beautiful or are we unfortunate? Men keep on playing with our hearts. You Caleb, and me Steve." 

" You're a beautiful woman Roxie and I know that. I know they don't deserve us. We deserve better." I say. Roxie exhales deeply and nods.

" I'm still getting laid tonight though." Roxie says and I chuckle.

   I don't know why but I take a quick peek at the beautiful blond man behind me. And as if he was waiting for me to turn around, our eyes met again. I watch his eyes move down my body and he bites his lip, winking at me.

   Fuck!

   The most handsome man I've ever met and the most handsome man in this club just winked at me. My life can't be better. 

" Roxie, he just winked at me."

" I'm buying him a drink for you if you won't. Come on, Lauren, hit that. That man screams sex." And she's not lying. 

" Rox, please don't."

" Yeah whatever. Keep eye raping him and maybe you'll get an orgasm from just watching him from across the club." Roxie says and I groan. Goddamnit. 

" Look who I found. Lauren Gray." 

  

   Roxie and I turn to look at the new Intruder. What the fuck is he doing here. It's been a month since I last saw him and I hate to think he looks better than I remember. Caleb Shawn is handsome but not even close to the blonde man behind me. Caleb has Raven hair. Dark as night. He's tall, brown eyes which I once adored and admired. Caleb's lean, the good kind of lean. And not like the blond man I've been eye raping since. He's well built. Not that built, but he's got the body of a Vogue magazine model. Broad shoulders, mouth watering abs. It's gonna sound insane since I haven't seen the blond man naked but he looks toned and he's tanned. God, I think he was made on a Sunday. When the angels were in a good mood. Unlike the man in front of me. Caleb fucking Shawn. 

" What are you doing here?"

" I should be asking you that. What are you doing here? Dressed like that?" He eyes my outfit with distaste. And I don't wanna think Caleb isn't pleased with what I'm wearing. Who does he even think he is? 

" Whatever thing I'm doing here is none of your business."

" I see." He smirks and reaches for my drink as he drinks from my glass.

" So how have you been? It's been a month. You don't look bad. Are you seeing anyone?"

" Why do you care?"

" Don't flatter yourself, I don't want you back. I'm just wondering if you've found anyone." I bite my lip and look away from him. 

   Roxie is not by my side anymore and I'm surprised. Where did she go? She doesn't like Caleb and finding out he dumped me for Regina increased the hatred. For some reason every person that I like doesn't like Caleb. From the outside Caleb is a sweetheart even if he's a bitch from the inside. A crazy bitch. 

" What do you want Caleb?" I ask. Caleb sits down next to me and I want to leave. To get away from him. All he has done these past years is hurt me. And I was a fool to have thought he would change. 

   You can't change a man. My mom taught me that and meeting Caleb made me realize she was right. 

" Nothing. I'm just surprised to meet you."

" Yeah. It's sorta crazy you are yet to marry the woman you gave your fucking ring. What's stopping you? Are you trying to hold her down same way you held me down so you could go around and fuck other women." I sneer at him. 

" Watch your fucking mouth, Lauren."

" No you watch your fucking mouth, Caleb. I think I'm glad you cheated on me, it made me realize the type of asshole that you're."

" You belong to this asshole baby. And I hate to break it to you, you still want this asshole. You think I don't know you touch yourself to sleep every night thinking about my fingers inside you." Oh God, what a pathetic loser he is. Now I really need to vomit. 

   Not in my life would I think about Caleb when using Danny. It's just going to ruin my dear orgasm.

" Just to be fair, dipshit, I've been faking my orgasms all these years. And guess what you sadistic fuck, I would touch myself in the bathroom just to get off." I smirk at him. " I'm just feeling sorry for your new girlfriend or soon to be wife. Whatever the fuck she is." I grit out. This is the first time I've really said my mind to Caleb. And I'm proud of myself. Cause he deserves all the shit I said to him. 

   Caleb glares at me. For once I think he was gonna hit me in a club. But he doesn't. 

" You're gonna run back to me soon enough when you don't find someone who can replace me. Slut." He says and stands up. I watch him walk to the exit of the club till he's gone. 

  That motherfucker just called me a slut. That fucking piece of horseshit. Fuck him. I rather die single than run back to Caleb Shawn. Fucking asshole. 

" Now that the boyfriend is gone, am I allowed to sit next to you, sweet cheeks?" A deep voice says beside me. I turn around and I nearly choke. 

  It's him. The blond haired man from across the club. Like seriously. What the fuck is he doing here? Did he just speak to me? In his velvety rich voice. It's deep and sounds so foreign and it sends tingles and shivers down my spine. I'm speechless as we stare into each other's eyes. Dark and blue gazing into each other's souls. 

   God he's so beautiful up close. Pink lips, thin nose, perfect jaw and a two days stubble. Fuck, I'd eat him if he was my breakfast. His lips are pink. Pinker than mine and I'm just jealous. How can he look so damn handsome? This is wrong. He's too real to be true. 

" Uh..." I stutter. 

   He smirks and licks his bottom. Shit. That is hot. He's hot. Everything about him is hot. Just his appearance alone next to my timid self makes me clench my thighs together. God he's so tall. 

" Can I sit?" He asks, still wearing that smirk of his. 

" Yeah. Sure." I tell him and look away. Despite not being pale, I still can't look at him. Afraid he's gonna see how flushed I am. 

   The blond man sits next to me.  How did he get here? What's he doing here? Where exactly is Roxie? Different things go through my head as I look around for Roxie.

" I think your friend left with a guy. She said you asked her to give me this drink." He shows me the glass of Scotch and my mouth falls open. 

  That fucking traitor. How dare she do that. I told her not to give the man a drink and she went behind my back to give him a drink and ditched me to leave with a man. So Roxie.

" Um...I'm sorry, I didn't ask her to give you a drink."

" Wow, what a shame." He shrugs. " You're beautiful and getting a drink from you actually made my night." He looks at me and takes a sip. 

" I mean I didn't know she would give you a drink after she threatened me about giving you a drink. I thought that was inappropriate–"

" You're rambling, sweet cheeks." He smirks at me. Great, he just nicknamed me. Just like that. I blush and bite my lip. 

" I'm just..."

" It's okay to blush sweet cheeks. You're hot." I pray to decipher, boy, you're the hot one here. 

   I bite my lip as I avoid the blond man's gaze. For some reason, Wale's 'Chill' is playing in the background and I'm feeling that unfamiliar feeling deep inside me. I have never been this attracted to anyone once. Dating Caleb was different. We didn't share eye contact, or stare at each other in a strip club. This is all too strange. 

" So who was he? The boyfriend?" He asks. 

" Who?"

" The man from earlier. Based on your body language, you guys were arguing." He says, as I turn to look at him.

" He's nobody." I breathe out. 

" Mm. I won't pry. Why are you out? You seem new, I've never seen you in here before."

   So he's a customer or what? 

" Strip clubs aren't my thing." 

   He nods, my eyes briefly move to his lips. Pink and full, and also inviting. His eyes meet mine and I look away like a child caught in the act. 

" So what is your thing?"

   I smile and bite my lip. My eyes look up to meet his eyes and I notice his eyes gaze down my body and then back up to my lips. He licks his. 

" Anything except strip clubs. So you come here often?"

  He smirks, his blond strands falling over his eyebrows.

" I don't often come here sweet cheeks. Except I need to. Like tonight, my instincts wanted me here. It said I would meet a beautiful woman in a red dress." Damn, boy he is good with words. He knows what to say to a woman to have her begging him to touch her. 

   I am quiet 'cause I'm blushing terribly. He grabs his glass of Scotch and raises it to his lips. His pink lips wrap around the rim of the glass and like the creepy bitch I am, I watch him gulp his drink and I'm hypnotized. I can't look away from his lips and he notices, 'cause he smirks at me. 

" You wanna kiss me, sweet cheeks?" He smirks and my heart skips a beat. What? Kiss what? I look away, clearly embarrassed. Fuck Lauren. You're going crazy. 

   No he's driving me crazy. 

" I uh..."

" It's nothing to be ashamed of. Cause I want to kiss you too." His gaze flicks to my lips and all the butterflies in my stomach somersaults and the sensitive nerve in between my legs aches. 

   Oh motherfucking hormones. Give me a fucking break. 

  He drops his empty glass of Scotch on the countertop as he turns to look at me. Giving me his whole attention. My eyes go to his long slender fingers tapping slowly on the countertop.

" You wanna kiss me, sweet cheeks?" He asks his question again. Now I'm wishing I was this brave girl who tells the other gender what they want to hear. 

" Cause I badly wanna taste you right now, sweet cheeks." The sound of sweet cheeks coming out of his perfect mouth makes everything difficult for me. And I can't think. 

" You should see my mind and see what I'm already doing to you. So many filthy things. There's so much I wanna do to you right now. For example, I wanna feel your body through your red dress. Feel each curve you're hiding behind that dress." He smirks and I swallow. 

   It's not everyday a normal woman follows a man home or take a man home to have sex. But this blonde haired man beside me is doing a lot of things to me. He's making me feel things I didn't know I could ever feel the very first minute I set my eyes on him. 

   Caleb was a bitch to me. He almost made me think all the male species are assholes. Blondie's knees gently brush against my bare knee and it sends shivers straight to my core. 

" You're wet." He says. God he's so vulgar and forward. And maybe I like it. 

   I bite my lip, my eyes moving away from his blue ones to stare at my drink. I bring the glass to my lips and I take a sip. He watches me, like I'm the most beautiful thing in this world. 

" So you would like to fuck me?" I ask him from above the rim of my glass. 

  He releases a chuckle with his eyes locked with mine. The sound of his laugh is so beautiful and I want to hear him laugh again. 

" You're a beautiful woman, sweet cheeks. And I would consider that lucky to be inside you. But this isn't about me. This is about you. What you want."

   What I want? What do I even want? Of course I know. I want this beautiful blond haired man to touch me. Kiss me and make me feel alive tonight. Just this night. Just one night and maybe this ache in between my legs would stop. 

   I plant my drink on the countertop.

" I didn't bring my car." I announce and he smirks. 

   Suddenly he stands up and stretches his hand out for me to take it. 

" Luckily, I brought mine." He says. I smile at his hand and take his. His hand fits into mine as he wraps his hand around mine and pulls me to himself. 

   His arm goes around my waist and we walk out of the club. 

" Your place or mine?" He asked me. I'm confused at first until I get what he just said. 

" Mine." I shrug. 

  He nods and presses a button in his key fob. A black Mercedes beeps loudly. Shit, is he that rich, because this car cost a fortune. 

   He opens the passenger's side door for me and I enter. I don't even know his name and he hasn't asked me mine either. 

" We don't know each other's names." I state once he's driving down the dark street. 

" I think that's better. Your address." I tell him and he nods. 

   The ride is silent and I'm getting nervous. I've never done anything like this before. Hooking up with a random stranger. And for some reason I'm super hyped. His right hand rests on my thighs and he grips onto it gently. I tense and he turns to look at me. 

" You're not a virgin, yeah?"

" No. I don't normally do this." I say. He furrows his brows in confusion and I decide to make it clear. 

" I don't normally hook up with strangers to have sex. It's not my thing."

" Yeah. Me neither. But I won't ignore the attraction that pulled me to you." He says, his hand slowly moving up my thighs. 

   Fuck.

" I can't wait to feel you, sweet cheeks." He whispers almost to himself but I hear it. 

   His hand continues to move up my thighs and out of instincts my thighs automatically part themselves. He smirks. My heart beat is fast and it's so foreign. Whatever thing that's about to happen tonight is so new to me. 

   I swallow when his fingers near my core and I notice he swallows. It's nice I'm not the only one frustrated tonight. A single finger slid up against my core through my panties. 

" Fuck." He breathes out. I'm drenched because of him and he just touched it. 

   My apartment isn't that far from the club so it doesn't take this man a few minutes before he pulls up in front of my apartment. My neighborhood is peaceful and people here always mind their business. We hurriedly stepped out of the car onto my porch. I open my purse and reach out for my key. My hand is shaky and I'm nervous. 

   Fuck, Lauren, take a deep breath. 

I shut my eyes and open them only to feel him stand behind me. I feel his body heat behind me and my brain automatically shuts down. He wraps his hand around mine and helps me unlock the door. 

" Breathe sweet cheeks, I haven't started yet." He whispers into my ear. 

   I blow out my breath and I nod as I step inside my apartment. He enters and I shut the door. My house isn't much. I'm not that rich but at least I'm comfortable. 

" It's not much." I say and tuck my hair behind my ear. 

   He smirks, grabs my arm as he pulls me to himself. I feel so little compared to this man. He's tall, broad and intimidating. He looks like a model with all these features that he possesses. 

" How about that kiss?" He whispers, his hand cupping my cheek as his thumb pad brush against my bottom lip. 

" Can I kiss you?" He whispers. 

" Please."

" Please what?"

" Please yes." He doesn't take his time as his lips meet mine. Molding against mine in perfection. I let my purse fall as I wrap my arms around his neck and he pulls me into him. 

   I kiss him back, my hand tugging at his hair. He groans into my mouth, trailing his hand all over my body till he reaches my ass and grabs it. I moan into his mouth, making him slip his tongue into my mouth. 

   In less than a minute, he's kissing down my neck and we are both half naked. My dress is on the floor and I'm just wearing my lace panties. He's still in his pants but shirtless. He fondles my breast as he kisses down my neck, leaving behind marks. My hand trails on his toned stomach as I feel every muscle on his body. God he's so beautiful. 

" Where's your bedroom, sweet cheeks?" He asked me. We're both breathing really fast. I point my bedroom direction to him. 

" Good girl." Without so much effort, he tosses me on his shoulder and I squeal in surprise. He chuckles deeply and I bite my lips. 

   He walks into my room with me on his shoulder as he drops me on the floor, shutting my door. He begins to undo his belt and his pants come undone. He's wearing black Calvin Klein briefs and he's erected. 

" Sit on the foot of the bed and spread your legs." He commands and I do as commanded. 

   I sit on the bed and spread my legs. His blue eyes are lidded with lust and from this angle with his clothes on, he's so beautiful. 

" So beautiful." He kneels in front of me, pulling my panties down. Now I'm naked in front of him and anxious at the same time. 

   He pulls my lower half forward so I'm leaning on my elbows. My legs are on either side of his head as his lips come in contact with my core. 

" Oh my God." I moan and throw my head back, gripping onto the sheets for dear life. Oh God it feels so good. 

   His tongue moves perfectly on my entrance, eating me clean like I'm his breakfast. His hand reaches up to cup my breast and he squeezes. Oh God, how is he doing it? How can his mouth be so goddamn perfect? His tongue flicks endlessly on my sensitive clit and I grip the sheet as I throw my head back.

  How the fuck is he doing it? Caleb isn't as perfect as this stranger in between my legs. Caleb doesn't even like foreplay. And the few times Caleb knelt in between my legs, it doesn't feel this good. Not this good. This is perfect. This is amazing. 

" Oh shit, I'm close." I moan out, squirming and writhing on his hold. 

   He takes his time on my core, tasting every part of me and driving me over the edge until I'm already cumming. 

" Fuck." His voice vibrates against my core, ripping out another orgasm from me. 

  He stops, dropping my legs down. I breathe out and lean on my elbows to stare at this man. He takes off his briefs and I don't look away. God what a man. He reaches for his pants and takes out a condom. I watch him tear off the pack and foil as he puts it on. I can stay awake all night and watch this gorgeous man. 

" Move upwards." And I obey. 

  Moving up on my bed as I part my legs for him. He runs his hands down his long hair as he climbs onto the bed like a predator. I watch every one of his moves till he positions himself in front of me and I feel him thrust into me. 

" Oh God." I grip onto the sheets for dear life as he begins to thrust into me. 

   Kissing my neck and whispering filthy things into my ear. I don't know what he's doing to me and how he's doing it but I don't want to forget this night. This man. I'm not sure he's ever leaving my mind anytime soon. 

   It might be strange but I find comfort in the arms of this strong man. His touch burns my soul and I want more. Of everything he's willing to offer. But it's just for tonight. When the dawn comes we'll go back to our normal lives and we're gonna pretend like we haven't met each other before. 

  But tonight it's about us. About me and I'm gonna make it count.