SAMANTHA
I stared at his message for a second too long, my thumb hovering.
I should’ve ignored it. Pretended I was asleep. Let the night pass without him.
But I didn’t.
Yeah, I typed back.
There was no delay in his next text. Like he’d been waiting, watching the screen light up.
What are you wearing?
I smirked a little, the corner of my lip lifting without thinking. I knew what he wanted to hear.
The red lingerie you bought me last summer.
A pause. Just a breath of silence between us. But I could feel it. Him. Liking it. Thinking about it.
Wanting more.
I added, Your sister’s here. Crashed on my couch. I can’t come out tonight. And I’m sore.
That last part wasn’t meant to be cruel—it was just the truth. He hadn’t exactly been gentle the last time.
But Mason didn’t take offense. His reply hit harder.
Go to your room. Switch to video. I want to see you.
I blinked at the screen, my pulse starting to rise.
There it was—that pull again. That quiet command in his voice, even through a text. The way he made something inside me curl and tighten, without even touching me.
I looked over at the couch.
Macey was still asleep, bundled in the throw blanket, her face soft and peaceful.
I tucked Macey in, making sure the blanket was perfectly draped over her, the edges tucked tightly so she wouldn’t kick it off in her sleep.
She shifted restlessly, mumbling something in her sleep, and I brushed a stray lock of hair from her forehead. It was strange, being here, in this space that should’ve felt like a sanctuary.
The stillness in the room felt different tonight. It felt colder, like there was a void in it. A void that I couldn’t fill, no matter how much I wished otherwise.
I stood there for a few moments longer than necessary, watching her.
She wasn’t tangled in the mess I’d created for myself. She wasn’t haunted by the weight of secrets, by the constant tug of a past she couldn’t escape.
She didn’t know about Mason. She didn’t know how deep I was in.
With a sigh, I turned away and left her room, pulling the door shut gently behind me.
The house was too quiet. I made my way upstairs to my room. Tonight, the air in the hallway felt thicker, heavier.
Something was suffocating in it. I couldn’t tell if it was the loneliness or the anticipation of what was about to happen.
The room was dim when I stepped inside. The curtains were still drawn, and the soft glow of the nightlight barely illuminated the edges of the room.
I liked it that way.
The darkness felt safer. It kept everything hidden—the mess of my thoughts, the guilt that sat like a stone in my chest, the way Mason’s influence had seeped into my life and twisted everything I had once known about myself.
My phone buzzed on the nightstand, the sudden sound startling in the quiet. I didn’t even need to look at the screen to know who it was. I could feel it in my bones.
The call I had been waiting for, or perhaps dreading, came through.
Incoming video call — MASON.
I didn’t hesitate this time. My thumb slid across the screen before I had the chance to overthink it.
The call connected, and his face appeared on the screen, half-illuminated by the soft glow of his bedroom light.
He wasn’t wearing a shirt, his chest bare and muscular, and I felt my legs tighten involuntarily. The sight of him always had that effect on me. A mix of lust and something darker, something far more dangerous.
He lay sprawled across his bed, that same cocky grin on his lips, the one that never seemed to fade. The one that always made my insides twist, both with desire and a deep, consuming fear.
“Took you long enough,” he said, his voice smooth, as if he’d been waiting for me all this time, like I was his to command.
I swallowed, my throat dry. His presence always did this to me. I hated that I couldn’t resist it.
“You said you wanted to see my face,” I replied, forcing my voice to stay steady, trying to push away the tingling heat crawling up my neck.
I moved a strand of hair behind my ear, doing my best to seem unaffected. But I could feel his eyes on me—studying me, like he always did.
His eyes darkened as he watched me, a glint of something more dangerous flickering in the depths.
“I did,” he murmured, his gaze dropping to the way the straps of my lingerie hung loosely on my shoulders. “But I wasn’t expecting you to look that good in it.”
My heart skipped a beat. Damn him for making me feel this way.
The red lace—his choice, not mine—clung to my skin, and I felt exposed even though I was fully covered. It wasn’t the clothes that left me feeling raw.
It was the way he looked at me, as if he could see straight through every layer I’d put up.
His eyes darkened, his gaze sweeping over me slowly, taking in every detail. “You look even better than I remembered,” he said, his voice lower now, richer with desire. “You always do.”
I wasn’t sure if I hated that he knew the effect he had on me, or if I hated myself more for letting it happen.
He never let things stay casual. Mason liked to push, to make things more than what they were. And tonight was no different.
“I like it,” he said, his eyes moving over me slowly, dangerously. “You know that, right? The way it hugs you. Just enough to keep me guessing, but not enough to make me forget who you belong to.”
My breath caught, and I hated that it did. He was always like this, teasing, pushing, and pulling. He never let me forget who held the power between us. But I wasn’t going to give him the satisfaction of seeing how much I craved it.
“Stop,” I said, my voice almost a whisper. I didn’t want to admit it to myself, let alone to him.
But Mason was never one to listen when you asked him to stop. He smirked, and his gaze never left me.
“Come on, Samantha. Don’t pretend this isn’t what you wanted.”
I didn’t say anything. I couldn’t. The words were caught in my throat.
“You like this,” he said softly, leaning closer to the camera, as if his presence could reach through the screen. “You pretend you don’t, but you always show up. You always come back for more.”
I swallowed hard, but I couldn’t find a way to lie to him anymore. Not when he was right. Not when I always did come back.
“Because you pay well,” I said, my voice colder than I felt. “And because you’re convenient.”
It wasn’t true. Not really. But it was the only thing I could tell myself to get through these moments, to hold onto whatever small piece of control I had left.
He didn’t push it. He didn’t call me out. Instead, he just smiled that smile of his. The one that always made my pulse race in a way I didn’t want to admit.
“I can tell you’re lying,” he said softly. “But I don’t care. You’ll show up again. You always do.”
His voice was a whisper now, a coaxing thing, pulling me closer to the edge.
“Take the straps off,” he ordered. “Slow. I want to see every inch of you.”
I hesitated for a brief second before I did as he asked.
Slowly, I slid the straps of my red lingerie off my shoulders, feeling the fabric glide down my skin. His eyes were fixed on me, his gaze like fire, watching every move I made.
“Good,” he whispered, his voice thick with approval. “You know you belong to me, don’t you?”
“Yes.”
He leaned back on the bed, and his hand moved out of view. I knew what he was doing. I’d seen it before. But even still, I couldn’t stop watching. Couldn’t stop listening to his breath growing heavier, his body responding to mine.
“Touch yourself,” he whispered. “Let me see.”
I hesitated. Just for a second. But then, I did it. My fingers slid down, moving between my legs, and I could hear him, even though we weren’t speaking. The sound of his breath. The low groan he couldn’t keep back.
He was still watching, still waiting, his own rhythm matching mine. I wasn’t sure if it was the sex or the power play that made it so addicting, but I couldn’t stop. I didn’t want to.
I ran my fingers lightly over the fabric of my lingerie, the material thin and teasing, as if it were mocking me.
My breath hitched, the tension building with each passing second. Mason’s eyes never wavered from mine, and his lips curled into that familiar, knowing smile. The one that always made my skin prickle with a mix of heat and dread.
“Good girl,” he murmured, his voice low, like a whisper in the dark. It was both praise and a command, and I hated how my chest tightened at the sound of it. How my pulse quickened in response.
I didn’t want to do this. I didn’t want to let him win. But my body, my traitorous body, betrayed me. I slid my hand lower, feeling the heat of my own skin, the soft pulse of desire spreading through me.
I couldn’t stop it anymore. It was too late for that.
His eyes darkened further, watching, waiting. “You can do better than that,” he taunted, and I felt something snap inside me.
I pushed my fingers under the lace, brushing against the soft, sensitive skin. My breath caught in my throat, and I tried to steady myself. Tried to act like I was still in control. But with each touch, each movement, the lines blurred more and more.
“You’re such a good little toy, Sam,” Mason’s voice was a rasp now, low and thick, and I could hear the satisfaction in it, the power he took from me.
I hated him for it. Hated how he made me feel so small, so disposable, even though I was the one doing this. Even though I was the one allowing it.
But I couldn’t stop.
I made sure to keep my eyes on him, as if that was the only way to hold onto whatever little piece of myself I had left. But it was slipping away. I could feel it with every touch.
I glanced at the screen, and his face was twisted with hunger, his lips parted as if he could barely hold it together.
The tension in the air was unbearable, thick enough to choke me. His eyes never left mine, tracking every motion, every small movement, like a predator stalking its prey.
“Let go, Sam. Let me see it,” he commanded, his voice a mixture of desire and impatience.
A wave of heat rushed through me as I felt myself reaching the edge.
I didn’t want this. I didn’t want him to win. But I felt myself slipping, felt the tension in my body as I gave in. Just this once.
And then, I was there, on the edge, the sharp climax pulling at me as I gasped, my body trembling under the force of it.
For a moment, everything was silent—just the sound of my heavy breathing and the thudding of my heart in my chest.
The screen in front of me was still, Mason’s face filled with that smug satisfaction, but the emptiness in me was growing, sinking deeper with each passing second.
The call ended abruptly, the screen going black, leaving me in the silence of my own thoughts.
I closed my eyes, trying to catch my breath, but all I could hear was the echo of his voice, the reminder of what I had just done, and the sinking feeling in my chest that I couldn’t shake.
I sat there for a long time, the emptiness swirling inside me, until the ping of a new message startled me.
Check your locker tomorrow. I’ll drop the usual.
MASONI woke up slow, head heavy, body heavier.For a second, I thought I was dreaming.Then I felt it — lips on me. Sloppy. Rushed. Too much teeth.I cracked my eyes open.Audrey. She got here few hours after my call with Samantha.Her blonde hair was fanned across my stomach, her hand digging into my thigh. She was trying so hard, too hard.I leaned my head back against the pillow and stared at the ceiling.I should’ve been into it.I should’ve cared.But the second I felt her mouth touched me, my mind went somewhere else.To Samantha.I pictured her instead — that red lingerie she wore for me, the way the lace clung to her hips, the way her cheeks flushed when she looked at me like she hated how much she wanted me.God.My breathing picked up, but not because of Audrey.Because in my head, it was Samantha’s hands on me. Samantha’s mouth making me lose my damn mind.I tightened my fists in the sheets, trying to hang onto the fantasy.I could see her perfectly — the way she bit her b
SAMANTHA“Take your dress off.”His words landed like a command. Not a suggestion. Not an invitation. Mason's voice was smooth and authoritative, as though I had no choice.I didn’t argue.I reached for the straps of my wine-red dress with trembling fingers. The fabric felt so smooth as it slid down my body, pooling at my feet. My skin prickled with a strange mix of shame and desire, as though I were stepping into a role I hadn’t asked for but couldn’t walk away from.I stood there, exposed in nothing but my lace panties. My chest rose and fell with shallow breaths, like I could somehow outrun this moment, like I could stop myself from wanting this.But I didn’t want to stop. I asked for it.Mason’s eyes flicked up slowly, his gaze dark and assessing. His stare lingered on me, unwavering, like a predator studying its prey. I hated how my body reacted—how my heart stuttered in my chest, how my pulse quickened.He looked at me like I was something he already owned.But I didn’t flinch.
SAMANTHAThe morning after always hits the same: a dull ache spreading through my limbs, a ghost of pleasure lingering just beneath my skin. I woke up in my small apartment, the sunlight barely peeking through the dusty blinds. The room smelled like my perfume and burnt toast.My body ached with every move, the soreness settling deep in my muscles. But it wasn’t a bad kind of ache. No, it was the kind that left a strange little shiver behind, the kind that reminded me of him.Unlike my past relationships—where everything was soft, slow, and coated in promises—with Mason, it was different.I craved the control, the way he took without asking but still made me feel wanted. It wasn’t love. It wasn’t gentle. But maybe that’s what made it feel so real. Raw. Sharp around the edges.I pulled the blanket tighter around my body and glanced at the nightstand. The envelope was sitting exactly where I left it—thick, neatly folded, a silent agreement. I reached for it, running my fingers across th
SAMANTHAI woke up earlier than usual, but I was still tired. My body felt heavy, my eyes dry. I laid there for a few seconds, staring at the ceiling, willing myself to move.Eventually, I sat up and stretched, arms over my head, back arching slightly. A soft ache pulled at my muscles—a quiet reminder of the night before. Of him. Of us.I got his text after Macey left my place. He was turning this to an everyday ritual.I climbed out of bed and shuffled to the mirror.My reflection didn’t lie. I looked exhausted. There were faint shadows under my eyes, and my lips were a little puffy, still kissed raw. My skin held the faintest mark of his grip on my neck, a bruise in the shape of his fingers.I reached for my brush and started tugging it through my curls slowly, watching them spring back into shape. Brushing always calmed me. It made me feel like I was putting pieces of myself back in order.Today, I needed that.I picked a soft floral dress, cream-colored with pink blossoms scattere
SAMANTHAAfter class, I barely made it out of the building before Macey came bouncing up beside me, arms full of notes, a tote bag sliding off her shoulder, and an iced coffee threatening to spill.“There you are,” she said, squinting at me through the sunlight. “You’re glowing, girl. That dress is unfair.”I smiled, letting the compliment slide over me like a warm breeze. “It’s just clothes.”Macey gave me a look. “Sure. And I’m the queen of England.”We started walking toward the café across campus, our steps matching in rhythm. It was still early enough that the sidewalks weren’t crowded, just a few students scattered about, the hum of music and voices floating in the background.A familiar voice called from behind us. “Hey, ladies.”We turned to see Liam catching up. Tall, messy hair, wide grin. He had this boyish charm that made him seem like he belonged in a high school romance movie, the kind where everyone still believed in happy endings.“Statistics seminar survivor,” he adde
SAMANTHAAfter dropping Macey, I locked the door behind her and leaned against it for a second. The silence wrapped around me like an old friend. Or maybe a shadow. I wasn’t sure there was a difference anymore.I peeled off the dress, careful not to wrinkle it. It still smelled faintly like the perfume I wore this morning. Sweet. Soft. Pretending to be innocent.I hung it up with care, smoothing the fabric with my hand before slipping into my silk robe. Pale rose gold. Barely there. It slid over my skin like water.I sat on the edge of my bed, one leg tucked beneath the other. The city outside was humming quietly, but my apartment was still. The kind of still that made everything feel louder. My thoughts. My memories.Then my phone buzzed.Just once.A new message.Unknown Number.But I knew who it was.That dress you wore today. Dangerous.Meet me at the regular place. My driver is outside your apartment.No emoji. No extra words. Just cold, clear demand.My fingers tightened around
MASONI woke up before the alarm.The room was quiet. Dim gray light pushed through the curtains, casting soft shadows across the floor.I didn’t move. Just lay there for a while, staring at the ceiling, letting my mind run through drills and strategy. Scrimmage was in two days. Coach wanted blood. I’d give him more than that.Beside me, Audrey slept peacefully.She always looked perfect when she slept—like something frozen in time. Golden hair fanned out on my pillow, her lips parted slightly, her hand resting over my chest. Gentle. Fragile.And yet, I felt nothing.Not like I was supposed to.We’d been together over a year now. She was the face that smiled beside me in photos. The one everyone thought I’d marry. Figure skater. Pre-med. Ice princess. She looked good on my arm.And I liked her. I did.But it wasn’t fire. It wasn’t chaos.It wasn’t… her.I shut that thought down fast and slid out of bed.The shower was cold at first. I welcomed it. I needed clear thoughts and tight foc
MASONI slipped in through the side entrance of the locker room building. The place was quiet. No echoes, no footsteps, just the distant hum of electricity in the walls. My skates hung over my shoulder, clinking softly against the zipper of my bag as I walked.I didn’t need to check my phone. I knew she’d be there.I rested my hand on the doorknob, holding still for a second. I could already feel it—heat, tension, that pull between wanting her and knowing I shouldn’t.But I was already in too deep.I pushed the door open slowly, quietly.And there she was.Samantha.Naked.Standing in the far corner of the room like some kind of twisted dream. Her coat was folded neatly on the chair beside her, her clothes stacked on top, untouched. She wasn’t hiding. She wasn’t covering herself. She was standing there like she belonged to me.And hell, maybe she did.Her eyes found mine. She didn’t flinch. Didn’t speak. She just looked at me like she’d been waiting all her life for this exact second.
MASONI woke up slow, head heavy, body heavier.For a second, I thought I was dreaming.Then I felt it — lips on me. Sloppy. Rushed. Too much teeth.I cracked my eyes open.Audrey. She got here few hours after my call with Samantha.Her blonde hair was fanned across my stomach, her hand digging into my thigh. She was trying so hard, too hard.I leaned my head back against the pillow and stared at the ceiling.I should’ve been into it.I should’ve cared.But the second I felt her mouth touched me, my mind went somewhere else.To Samantha.I pictured her instead — that red lingerie she wore for me, the way the lace clung to her hips, the way her cheeks flushed when she looked at me like she hated how much she wanted me.God.My breathing picked up, but not because of Audrey.Because in my head, it was Samantha’s hands on me. Samantha’s mouth making me lose my damn mind.I tightened my fists in the sheets, trying to hang onto the fantasy.I could see her perfectly — the way she bit her b
SAMANTHAI stared at his message for a second too long, my thumb hovering.I should’ve ignored it. Pretended I was asleep. Let the night pass without him.But I didn’t.Yeah, I typed back.There was no delay in his next text. Like he’d been waiting, watching the screen light up.What are you wearing?I smirked a little, the corner of my lip lifting without thinking. I knew what he wanted to hear.The red lingerie you bought me last summer.A pause. Just a breath of silence between us. But I could feel it. Him. Liking it. Thinking about it.Wanting more.I added, Your sister’s here. Crashed on my couch. I can’t come out tonight. And I’m sore.That last part wasn’t meant to be cruel—it was just the truth. He hadn’t exactly been gentle the last time.But Mason didn’t take offense. His reply hit harder.Go to your room. Switch to video. I want to see you.I blinked at the screen, my pulse starting to rise.There it was—that pull again. That quiet command in his voice, even through a text.
SAMANTHAI stepped out of the cafe, my breath catching in the cold air. It kissed my cheeks, sharp and grounding, like it knew I needed something to pull me out of my thoughts.But it didn’t help much.Not when I could still see Mason in my mind—his mouth on hers, his arm around her waist, like I hadn’t existed just hours ago.I wrapped my arms around myself and kept walking toward my car. One foot in front of the other. The lot was half-full, quiet except for the distant hum of campus life.Then my phone rang.Mom.I stared at her name for a second, then swiped to answer.“Hi, Mom,” I said, trying to sound normal.“Hi, sweetheart,” her voice came through, all sweet and bright, like a ribbon hiding something sharp underneath. “How’s your day?”“Very fine, Mom,” I said. A lie. Another one to add to the pile.“That’s good.” She paused, then, “Can you come home this weekend?”I froze a little. One hand still on my car door, the key dangling in the other.Home.Just the word made my stoma
SAMANTHAI sat at the far end of the Marie's cafe, tucked into the corner like I always was.My coffee had gone cold. I still stirred it, slow and absent, the metal spoon tapping gently against the ceramic. My sandwich sat half-eaten on the tray. I wasn’t really hungry.I had changed before coming here—traded my thick coat for a pale cream sweater. It was warm inside, but I still needed something long-sleeved. I couldn’t risk the marks showing. The ones Mason left behind.My body still ached a little from earlier.Macey sat across from me, ranting about something I barely registered. Liam sat beside her, tossing in sarcastic comments. They were arguing again. Tea vs coffee, or some other nonsense. I smiled once or twice just to keep them from asking why I was so quiet.Then the cafe's door swung open—and the vibes shifted.I didn’t have to look.I knew it was them. I could feel it in the air. Loud, careless laughter. Boots stomping in. Energy that filled every space like they were too
MASONI slipped in through the side entrance of the locker room building. The place was quiet. No echoes, no footsteps, just the distant hum of electricity in the walls. My skates hung over my shoulder, clinking softly against the zipper of my bag as I walked.I didn’t need to check my phone. I knew she’d be there.I rested my hand on the doorknob, holding still for a second. I could already feel it—heat, tension, that pull between wanting her and knowing I shouldn’t.But I was already in too deep.I pushed the door open slowly, quietly.And there she was.Samantha.Naked.Standing in the far corner of the room like some kind of twisted dream. Her coat was folded neatly on the chair beside her, her clothes stacked on top, untouched. She wasn’t hiding. She wasn’t covering herself. She was standing there like she belonged to me.And hell, maybe she did.Her eyes found mine. She didn’t flinch. Didn’t speak. She just looked at me like she’d been waiting all her life for this exact second.
MASONI woke up before the alarm.The room was quiet. Dim gray light pushed through the curtains, casting soft shadows across the floor.I didn’t move. Just lay there for a while, staring at the ceiling, letting my mind run through drills and strategy. Scrimmage was in two days. Coach wanted blood. I’d give him more than that.Beside me, Audrey slept peacefully.She always looked perfect when she slept—like something frozen in time. Golden hair fanned out on my pillow, her lips parted slightly, her hand resting over my chest. Gentle. Fragile.And yet, I felt nothing.Not like I was supposed to.We’d been together over a year now. She was the face that smiled beside me in photos. The one everyone thought I’d marry. Figure skater. Pre-med. Ice princess. She looked good on my arm.And I liked her. I did.But it wasn’t fire. It wasn’t chaos.It wasn’t… her.I shut that thought down fast and slid out of bed.The shower was cold at first. I welcomed it. I needed clear thoughts and tight foc
SAMANTHAAfter dropping Macey, I locked the door behind her and leaned against it for a second. The silence wrapped around me like an old friend. Or maybe a shadow. I wasn’t sure there was a difference anymore.I peeled off the dress, careful not to wrinkle it. It still smelled faintly like the perfume I wore this morning. Sweet. Soft. Pretending to be innocent.I hung it up with care, smoothing the fabric with my hand before slipping into my silk robe. Pale rose gold. Barely there. It slid over my skin like water.I sat on the edge of my bed, one leg tucked beneath the other. The city outside was humming quietly, but my apartment was still. The kind of still that made everything feel louder. My thoughts. My memories.Then my phone buzzed.Just once.A new message.Unknown Number.But I knew who it was.That dress you wore today. Dangerous.Meet me at the regular place. My driver is outside your apartment.No emoji. No extra words. Just cold, clear demand.My fingers tightened around
SAMANTHAAfter class, I barely made it out of the building before Macey came bouncing up beside me, arms full of notes, a tote bag sliding off her shoulder, and an iced coffee threatening to spill.“There you are,” she said, squinting at me through the sunlight. “You’re glowing, girl. That dress is unfair.”I smiled, letting the compliment slide over me like a warm breeze. “It’s just clothes.”Macey gave me a look. “Sure. And I’m the queen of England.”We started walking toward the café across campus, our steps matching in rhythm. It was still early enough that the sidewalks weren’t crowded, just a few students scattered about, the hum of music and voices floating in the background.A familiar voice called from behind us. “Hey, ladies.”We turned to see Liam catching up. Tall, messy hair, wide grin. He had this boyish charm that made him seem like he belonged in a high school romance movie, the kind where everyone still believed in happy endings.“Statistics seminar survivor,” he adde
SAMANTHAI woke up earlier than usual, but I was still tired. My body felt heavy, my eyes dry. I laid there for a few seconds, staring at the ceiling, willing myself to move.Eventually, I sat up and stretched, arms over my head, back arching slightly. A soft ache pulled at my muscles—a quiet reminder of the night before. Of him. Of us.I got his text after Macey left my place. He was turning this to an everyday ritual.I climbed out of bed and shuffled to the mirror.My reflection didn’t lie. I looked exhausted. There were faint shadows under my eyes, and my lips were a little puffy, still kissed raw. My skin held the faintest mark of his grip on my neck, a bruise in the shape of his fingers.I reached for my brush and started tugging it through my curls slowly, watching them spring back into shape. Brushing always calmed me. It made me feel like I was putting pieces of myself back in order.Today, I needed that.I picked a soft floral dress, cream-colored with pink blossoms scattere